I wish it was just for you

If you could see the roadside trees and the ankle-less bushes, you would be saddened by the loneliness on Xu Peiyu's face.She walked slowly towards the corridor of her house with slight melancholy, the conflict in her heart made her nose sore, even the quietness of this night could not calm down.

She lost sleep, and in her mind was Xixi's eyes looking at Xiang Yunyang repeatedly, there was light in those eyes.She never believed it before, she had light in her eyes, heh, it's too ridiculous, how could it be possible?Now, seeing is believing, she can't help but believe it or not, that yearning for someone, no matter whether it is hidden or revealed, no one can be deceived by that look.She couldn't stop it, and didn't want to stop it, so she pushed her, but she didn't expect Xixi's emotions to be so violent.

Thinking of this, the phone rang.

——Peipei.Ke Rener on the phone said in a sobbing voice.

--what happened?I was happy when I left.

——He, that person, he, has a girlfriend.She cried harder.

Xu Peiyu felt happy for a while, she couldn't hold back, and laughed out loud.

——You, heartless, are still laughing at me.The man on the other end was sobbing.

——I'm not laughing at you, but hearing you cry sadly, I thought it was a big deal.

——Is this not a big deal? !The little man's grievances and resentment burst out all at once.

It turned out that Xiang Yunyang already had a girlfriend from the same department who had been dating for two years. On the way to send Chen Zixi home, there was only a short distance, but Xiang Yunyang seized an appropriate opportunity to intentionally reveal it to her. Such a subtle disclosure , if the other party is interested, you can stop thinking about it, if the other party has no intention, it doesn't matter if you say it.But if you don't say it, I'm afraid that if there is a misunderstanding, it will be difficult to deal with it.

But with this statement, the little hope in Chen Zixi's heart was shattered again.Although I like it, I can't disregard ethics and morality. Poaching people's corners is absolutely unacceptable. The depression of being unattainable makes the little people turn into water, and a wave of waves can create a puddle of water.

In the first semester of my sophomore year, everything was as usual. Peipei was still diligent in his studies, and he was strictly required to go in and out of the study room and library with me.I am still lazy, I often doze off reading a book in the self-study room, or find various excuses to sneak around, but Peipei is not angry, I always feel that even so is better than before, I know she did it on purpose Reduce my chances of being alone, lest I be cranky.I also rejected one or two seniors and classmates who have been courting me since freshman year. "If you don't like it, you should say it clearly, and you shouldn't delay people." Peipei said.

It was not easy to say no, but seeing the caged bird being released to find taller trees and more beautiful flowers, I felt nobler in my heart.But Peipei is different. She doesn't feel that those little birds are already in the cage, saying that they might be pacing among several cages, choosing a cage that is more comfortable, more beautiful, and better to eat. This cage is closed. Of course there are other things, but in the end it was still in the cage, without freedom.

Really sad, not romantic at all.