I wish it was just for you

I sat by the bed and flipped through the thick diary in my hand. The font in the first half of the book was still correct, but the handwriting became more distorted and the content became more fragmented, and it was even difficult to make a complete sentence.I closed the diary, stroked its cover, and imagined what she would be like in this house.

This house is very lonely and cold, in fact, in just a few days, the people who originally gathered in the house have dissipated, making people shiver with cold.

—— Xixi

Someone called me.I froze for a moment, and looked towards the window according to the vague voice.

I see her.

She sat on the chair by the window, closed the book in her hand, and smiled quietly at me.There is a cup of tea on the wooden table beside her. The tea is steaming and sprinkled with a little bit of the setting sun. There is a halo around her body, which is extremely beautiful.Just as I was about to open my mouth, my throat choked up and I couldn't make a sound, but the tears fell like water that had opened a gate, and couldn't stop falling down.

She didn't care about me and just let me cry.

Crybaby.She used to say that to me all the time.

He came closer and gently took me into his arms.Even though I was buried in his warm body temperature, I still felt so cold that I couldn’t stop shivering. He patted my back, took out a handkerchief to wipe away my tears, and told me to breathe according to his instructions, under his comfort. , I gradually calmed down.I wanted to tell him I saw her, but I didn't because I'd caused him too much trouble and I felt like it was a secret between me and her.