Iron-clad starring, running water screenwriter

Before Song Yiyang met Shu Mengqian, his favorite thing was to write stories.

When he liked to read fairy tales when he was a child, he liked to retell them to other children by himself, and he liked to add some of his own ideas into them when he told them a lot.

He enjoys the feeling of creating characters, just like some people like to raise cats, some like to raise dogs, those characters that exist in his writing or in his mind are like his own children, watching them grow up step by step, and finally Each has its own ending, and these are all portrayed by him stroke by stroke, which is what he feels most happy about.

Later, when I met Shu Mengqian, he became the most important thing in my heart before I knew it, and he was the one I loved the most.In fact, he doesn't think he is gay, because he is very clear that he is not interested in a specific gender. The factor of gender itself is not important to him, what is important is the person.Whether it's the same sex or the opposite sex, it doesn't matter if people are right.

Shu Mengqian was his first love.So even during the time they were together, the relationship had not been good. He didn't know what the problem was, but he had been seriously managing the relationship between the two of them.

After all, it was his first love, and Song Yiyang inevitably suffered from sequelae of broken love.Like most boys, he was addicted to alcohol after falling out of love.

It's okay during the day, and reason is in the upper hand, and you can pretend to be indifferent and travel around the mountains and rivers happily.But every night, I always feel like my heart has been cut a few times, and the wound has not yet healed. From time to time, I have to feel a pain and feel a wave of existence.There is always a kind of magic in the middle of the night to amplify this part of emotion.

After coming here, Song Yiyang's daily schedule is to sleep until he wakes up naturally during the day, and then decide whether to change places, or just wander around in this city, and then set off after making a decision.He basically spends his nights in the bar. He hasn't drank less in the past few years, and his alcohol capacity is not bad. In addition, he is not familiar with the place where he lives. He is not a particularly indulgent person, so he hasn't been drunk, at least not drunk. To the point where I can't even go back to the hotel.

But today, he really wants to get completely drunk. He hates himself as a mother-in-law, isn't it just a lovelorn?What's the big deal?Why can't I just let it go? !

Song Yiyang was so annoyed to death by such an abnormal self, he was so annoyed that he almost felt that his personality was split, one personality wanted to slap the other self to death immediately, and the other self had a particularly tenacious vitality, and had to control the dominance from time to time.

He thought, no matter what, today is definitely the last day, he was completely drunk, and after waking up, he was not allowed to think about that person or those things, whether he hates or is unwilling, the deal is done, and he will be a stranger from now on.

While persuading himself, he drank one cup after another. People around him came and went, and many who wanted to have a few drinks with him were blocked by his bold drinking method and complete ignorance.He knew that it was dangerous for him to do so, but he just couldn't control it, and even had a faint thought in his heart that it would be okay to indulge once.The idea intensifies until it manages to dominate, and he grabs his last glass of wine, laughing so hard that he gulps it down onto the dance floor.

At this time, a month has passed since he left, and Beijing has entered winter, covered with layers of silver.

It was rare for Shu Mengqian to have two days off.

It wasn't a day or two since he and Lu Cheng disagreed, but they had no choice but to cooperate together due to various reasons.When Song Yiyang was around, the two of them were still restrained. Once he left, especially when Lu Cheng learned that they had broken up, he had no scruples at all.After filming for two months, I was even more tired than filming for a year in a row before, so I had to take two days off to rest.

His contract with the company is only more than two years left. After breaking up with Song Yiyang, if the contract is not terminated, it will definitely be affected. This month, since the agent has not contacted him again, it can be seen that he is planning to hide. him.

To be honest, he doesn't like this industry, all people have countless faces.He wanted to quit this circle altogether, but there was an inexplicable voice in his heart telling him that he didn't want to.

He was the one who brought himself into this circle, and cultivated himself to act, play against each other, discuss plots together, watch movies together... If he wrote a book about the past seven years, Song Yiyang would be on every page of the book.If they leave, then the two of them will really never meet again.Although he always wanted to end the embarrassing relationship between the two of them, after it was really over, when he thought that he would never see each other again, he felt inexplicably uncomfortable in his heart.

Shu Mengqian was getting more and more irritable every day, even worse than when they were together.It is said that the authorities are obsessed, when they were together before, he always annoyed Song Yiyang.However, after breaking up, I always think of the good times when the two of them were together inexplicably.To him, Song Yiyang has always been a very special existence who is both a teacher and a friend.If it wasn't for the beginning... how did it come to this point?

Shu Mengqian is not afraid of being hidden in the snow, even if he is asked to quit the entertainment circle immediately, it doesn't matter, but he feels unwilling to let him and Song Yiyang be strangers in the future.

Yes, he is not reconciled.

Even if you can't be a lover, why can't you go back to the past?They are obviously each other's best friends!Shu Mengqian thinks that he is not a white-eyed wolf, but this month, this word has been used by countless people to describe him, both openly and secretly.

He thought that no matter what the reason was, he was wrong in the final analysis. No matter whether he was forced or not in this incredible relationship, at least he was sure that Song Yiyang was sincere to him. On this point, he really hurt he.

That being the case, he went to apologize. The two ended in a hurry, and they didn't have time to have a good chat.Find a time to chat, and after talking, it would be best if you can still be friends.If not, then he is doing his best.

After making up his mind, Shu Mengqian returned to Beijing by himself.But he didn't call Song Yiyang right away. He was always fearless, but one day he would be afraid to make a phone call?He dragged it off until that night before finally making up his mind to call Song Yiyang, but he was automatically hung up after a beep.

Shu Mengqian's face suddenly became a little ugly, and he knew in his heart that he was blocked, but he didn't give up and hit him two more.Of course, it's impossible to get through.

"Fuck!" He suddenly became more irritable, as if there was a fire in his heart, but he couldn't ignore the panic and apprehension in his heart.It took a while to explain himself, Song Yiyang must still be angry, it is normal to block him, if this is the case, then he will take the initiative to find him!Just in time to bring my stuff back.

There are quite a few things he left with him.

Thinking of this, all the depressed emotions in his heart disappeared without a trace, and he began to become a little nervous again.And he did it as soon as he said it, and immediately went out with the car keys, and he couldn't wait for a quarter of an hour.

Song Yiyang has several houses in Beijing, many of which were bought by his sister under his name, but there is only one house where he actually lives. Naturally, Shu Mengqian also has the key to this house, and he didn't even realize it. He even brought it with him the key.

However, he did not expect that Song Yiyang was not here, and it could be seen that he hadn't been back for a long time.He probably left in a hurry, didn't even close the windows, and for some reason the housekeeper didn't come, a small layer of dust had already accumulated in the house.

Shu Mengqian shouted twice unwillingly, but there was no response from the huge room.

Now he really panicked.

The anxiety in his heart was getting stronger and stronger, but he didn't know what to do.It's easy to ask someone to find out his whereabouts, but everyone knows that they broke up, so if he asks again, what position should he take?Even if he said that he just wanted to be ordinary friends with him, who would believe it?At this moment, he felt how absurd his previous thought was, and he also thoroughly understood that no matter what, it was impossible for the two of them to return to their previous relationship.

In the world, where is the best of both worlds?Song Yiyang didn't explicitly say the breakup, but he just knew what he meant, just as he knew him.If it was the past, even if the cold war lasted for more than two months, he was sure that Song Yiyang would take the initiative to reconcile, but this time, there was no reason, he just knew that the two of them were completely over.

It was completely over between them, and he finally got what he wanted.

After all, it's impossible for them to be together no matter what, isn't it?

Shu Mengqian tried hard to convince himself that he had no other choice, and from the moment he agreed to his manager, he was wrong.

There was no turning back when he opened the bow, and when he thought about it, he couldn't remember why he had bumped into Xie in the first place and agreed.It's just that no matter how much he persuaded himself, he couldn't ignore the pain that gradually spread in his heart, like a wound.

All he knew was that he was wrong, and he was wrong from beginning to end.

In the end, Shu Mengqian didn't confiscate anything and just ran away.After hesitating for a while before going out, he took the key out, put it on the shoe cabinet, and gently closed the door.As the door closed with a "bang", he understood that this time he really cut off the last bit of relationship between the two with his own hands.

Shu Mengqian didn't figure out what those scratches in his heart meant, so he hurried back to the set.He packed up all the things related to Song Yiyang, including memories.Together with the gifts he gave himself, they were completely sealed in a cabinet.

Life has to go on, doesn't it?He is still the glamorous big star, voted the sexiest male artist by fans.He quickly terminated the contract with his old club, the largest media company in the entertainment industry, "Fenghua Juedai". Treat him like a stranger.Even the termination of the contract went very smoothly, much faster than he had imagined.

Seeing that Song Ke let go of this, everyone naturally wouldn't try to trip him up again. Gradually, only a few short-sighted dared to call him a white-eyed wolf in private. Unanimously forget their past.

Everything was moving in the best direction, even Chen Yuanyuan thought that Song Yiyang's departure hadn't affected Shu Mengqian at all, so he fantasized about Shu Mengqian marrying her all day long.

Only Shu Mengqian knew that Song Yiyang had become the weakness of his body, even if he locked up all his things, no one dared to mention him in front of him.But he can't control his heart, he will inadvertently pass by the places where the two of them often go, and he will be stung; he will find himself clicking on the video related to him after inexplicable distraction; he will even pay attention to the video related to him inadvertently News for all.

No one knew that he was so heartbroken that he almost couldn't stand up after closing the door, and no one knew that he wanted to fight Lu Cheng desperately after he found out that Lu Cheng called him.

The author has something to say:

I haven't figured out how to hang on Weibo yet, I will update it tomorrow, it won't be long, only a dozen chapters, and it will be updated within three days.