live next door

The first day of Yongxiang's junior year home.

After dinner, Meng Xiu stood on the balcony.

Yong Xiang helped his mother wash the dishes, and Mei Lan took a glass of water and went to the balcony to talk to Meng Xiu.

Mei Lan said, "What was Yongxiang like before?"

Meng Xiu tilted his head to look at Mei Lan, and laughed, "A follower."

"Really?" Mei Lan looked at Meng Xiu.

"Yes."

Mei Lan looked at her empty glass, smiled and said, "I'll go get a glass of water."

"Ah."

Mei Lan went into the room, and after a while, Meng Xiu felt that there was someone else beside him, he turned his head to look, and it was Yong Xiang.

Meng Xiu sighed lightly.

Yong Xiang asked him: "What did you and Mei Lan say?"

"It's nothing."

Yong Xiang looked at him suspiciously, then looked into the room.With the wall in the way, he couldn't see anything.

Meng Xiu teased: "That is to say, a little bit about your past."

Yongxiang was afraid that Mei Lan would know about her past, or in other words, Yongxiang was afraid that others would know about her past.

Yong Xiang stared at him: "What did you say?"

Seeing his desperation, Meng Xiu shrugged, "Said you liked me before."

Yongxiang was taken aback, then glared at Mengxiu: "Brother Yixiu, you were the one who said to break up, but now I have a girlfriend, why did you say that?"

Meng Xiu shrugged again and didn't answer.

Yong Xiang took a deep breath, suppressed his anger, turned and entered the room.

He didn't want to talk to Meng Xiu too much, he was afraid that he couldn't help questioning Meng Xiu why he broke up after the holiday, and questioning whether it was just for fun.

Meng Xiu looked at the sunset lonely.

Yongxiang, do you know why I left like this?Just give up?

I thought that the death of my parents meant that I lost everything. I knew I was depraved, and I ran counter to all wishes for my good.I thought that this was the end of my life. Everything was spent on time and my life.

Until I met you, really, I never thought that losing is better than having.

I think you are fine, so you must be fine.

You should find a very good girlfriend, oh, you have found it.You should treat your girlfriend well, treat your parents well.You should live well, find a job after graduation, and get married.

You should have a child, and if it's a daughter, that's great.

You should feed your wife and daughter well and take good care of your parents.

You should work hard and strive for the top position.

Instead, instead of letting those dirty words insult you, to bear what you shouldn't bear.

I know you mind those words, you will feel very sad, but because of me, you didn't show it.I know it all, I know you wake up in the middle of the night standing by the window and smoking a cigarette.

I know you will frown, wondering about our future.

But, Yongxiang, we have no future.

We are doomed to part ways.

You deserve to live a normal life.

Maybe I shouldn't have stayed here after my parents left, so we wouldn't have met each other for the first time, and the following things wouldn't happen, and you wouldn't have to work so hard.do you know?I will feel bad.

My heart hurts so much now, my Yongxiang, you have grown up, your back has become stronger, you have someone you want to protect, you are no longer following my little tail, you must be happy people.

You must have what I don't have.

In fact, I have saved enough money now, a lot of money, and I will never take the train because I have no money.We can go to Tibet, to Nyingchi, to the Potala Palace.I want to buy you a black suit, oh, and a black wig.

You put on a wig and black clothes, under the starlight, I want to take a picture of your back.

Do you remember a dream I told you about earlier?I hope that the person in my dream is you, standing under the Milky Way with your back to me, and when I call you, you can turn around, and then you can laugh.You must smile brightly and be content.I will be satisfied because you are satisfied.

Before Yong Xiang could fully enter the room, Meng Xiu called him to stop, and said with a smile: "When you explain to her, you should smile brighter."

"En." Yong Xiang didn't turn his head, but just waved his arms.

Meng Xiu smiled and watched Yongxiang's back disappear around the corner, then turned around and looked at the setting sun like blood.

You must smile brightly, and you must be satisfied.Because then I will have the courage to stay here and continue to be your neighbor.

The author has something to say:

It's over in a trance, the rhythm of the ending is a bit faster, um, but this is also a kind of ending.You may not believe it when I say it, but I want to make a sweet ending (this sentence seems familiar), but it’s like this when I write it.

Xinkeng "Yuejingquan" will trouble you, thank you in advance (cup fist)