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Indeed, when Meng Xiu and Yu Qiu slept together at night, he said, "Do you know the 'suspension bridge effect'?"

There is only one guest room in Yu Qiu's house, Sister Yu and Yu Qiu's daughter share one. It stands to reason that Yu Qiu can go back to sleep in the room, and Yong Xiang and Meng Xiu can also sleep in the guest room. It's not like they haven't slept in before.It's just that they haven't slept together since Yongxiang confessed his love for two years.It's not impossible, it just feels awkward.

So Yong Xiang went to sleep in the guest room, and Yu Qiu and Meng Xiu squeezed on the sofa.

At this time, Yu Qiu was playing games, crossed his legs and said, "What the hell?"

"The drawbridge effect."

"I don't know, tell me, Brother Meng, you also know that people like me don't know anything about effects. Hey, it's not like I don't know everything, I know a butterfly effect."

Meng Xiu was lying on the sofa, tilting his head to look at Yu Qiu who was laying on the floor, almost sitting on the ground and playing with his mobile phone: "The 'drawbridge effect' means that people's heart beats faster in critical moments, but at this time they confuse this reaction with love , had feelings."

Yu Qiu looked back at Meng Xiu: "Brother Meng, what do you want to say?"

Meng Xiu looked at the ceiling and said amidst the patter of rain: "My heart beats fast after knowing that Yongxiang ran away from home... Maybe... Do I have this kind of 'suspension bridge effect' to Yongxiang?"

Yu Qiu looked at Meng Xiu like a fool: "Brother, just tell me whether you like Yongxiang or not."

"But, have you ever thought about it, if Yongxiang grows up and finds out that his feelings at this time are just curiosity, you also know that in adolescence, he is blindly curious about everything, what will you do at that time?"

Meng Xiu looked at the ceiling: "I haven't thought about it."

Yu Qiu puts down his phone, his game interface is already dead, and with his skills, he doesn't have to die: "He can still find a girlfriend and live a beautiful life, how about you? You are almost thirty and you are dumped, and you still have a relationship with him." What do you hear when ten-year-old brats are making a fuss together?"

Meng Xiu raised his arms to cover his eyes: "I know, maybe... maybe it will be like this."

Yu Qiu picked up the phone and went crazy like venting his anger: "Brother Meng, to be honest, if you don't fall in love, you can't forget Han Ling, or you can't forget the accident that happened because of the fall in love."

Meng Xiu didn't answer right away. Tonight he had completely remembered the accident, and he couldn't hide it even if he wanted to. After a long time, until Yu Qiu finished a game, he replied softly: "The accident."

Yu Qiu put down the phone and lay down.His voice came from Meng Xiu's ear: "Since this is the case, then you can try it."

Meng Xiu was a little dazed: "Try what?"

Yu Qiu said: "Try Yongxiang. You also said that maybe you will be in the situation I mentioned before. You emphasized the possibility, so you still have great hopes for other situations." Yu Qiu's tone Slowing down, he said with a sigh, "Brother Meng, you have been lonely for several years, if you finally want to try it, you can try it, whether he is a suspension bridge or not."

"But...if I'm really just a suspension bridge, it won't last long."

"It'll be over then." Compared to Meng Xiu's hesitation, Yu Qiu seemed more casual.

"This is unfair to Yongxiang."

"Hi." Yu Qiu chuckled, "Who is this kind of thing fair to? It wasn't fair to you when Yong Xiang asked you to wait for him for three years. In the past two years, that kid has lived as your nanny, although you didn't realize it. , but I can see clearly that you are not so lonely anymore. Say something bad, Brother Meng, don't be angry.

"You were really lonely before. I hardly saw you except when you came to me to get the keys. Obviously high school was not like this. I could hardly hear your voice except when we were playing games together. So, you changed After so much, I can't tell whether it's because of the effect of time or the effect of Yongxiang... Hey, I can't make it, Brother Meng, you continue."

Meng Xiu chuckled, as if feeling helpless towards Yu Qiu: "In general, Yongxiang still has a little effect."

"Yeah." Yu Qiu said earnestly. He was rarely so serious. The last time he was serious was when he married Sister Yu. "Two years of free nanny, I would be a little bit tempted. Although he is a man, but Don't care about other people's eyes, others will only be blind jbbb."

Meng Xiu put down his arms, turned over and looked at Yu Qiu: "What about you? Do you feel... not so good?"

Yu Qiu resumed his mean look when he was playing games: "Hey, you can't deal with that scumbag? As long as you want it, there's nothing wrong with it."

"Yeah." Meng Xiu lay back and closed his eyes. After a while, Yu Qiu thought he was asleep. When he went to turn off the lights, Meng Xiu said softly, "Thank you, Yu Qiu."

The voice is too soft, I don't know if I heard it.Yu Qiu turned off the light as if nothing had happened, came back, and lay down.Muttering in a low voice: "Sb stuff."

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That night Yongxiang slept alone in a strange room, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

The reasons are as follows:

One, recognize the bed.

Second, the rain was too loud, accompanied by thunder and lightning, noisy.

Three, the injured place will hurt.

Four, as soon as he closed his eyes, he seemed to see the teenage Meng Xiu sitting in front of the dead bodies of his parents and crying heartbreakingly.Although he didn't know what Meng Xiu looked like in his teens, whether he was the same as now, or whether he looked like the first time he saw Meng Xiu.

Probably not. At that time, Meng Xiu was a top student, and his eyes should have the brilliance of a newborn calf, as well as the vigor of youth.

He didn't know about it for several years, he didn't dare to ask Meng Xiu, and he didn't like his parents, so he didn't ask his parents.Maybe Xu Qiang knew, but Xu Qiang didn't say anything.Xu Qiang, although he has a bit of gossip and annoying arrogance, he still doesn't talk about such big things, probably because it's boring to say such things, and it can't add color to him.

On the second day, Sister Yu left them for dinner, and then Meng Xiu and Yong Xiang walked on the way home together.They waited together at the bus stop without saying a word.

Yong Xiang wanted to apologize for touching the scars in Meng Xiu's heart yesterday, but he was afraid that Meng Xiu would say: You should apologize to your parents.

He knew he should apologize to his parents, but he also wanted to apologize to Meng Xiu.The scars of several years were uncovered again, Meng Xiu must have felt uncomfortable, and he held back his temper later.

I don't know if it's hurting my liver or my lungs if I hold back my temper all the time, it's not good anyway.

The morning sun had already risen, and the sun shone through the clouds.The dark clouds that covered the sky last night have been broken into several pieces floating in the sky.

Yong Xiang took a look at Meng Xiu who was sitting on the side waiting for the bus. Meng Xiu looked at the busy traffic in front of him and was wondering what he was thinking. What else can be calculated?

A bus came and went, and when the next one came, Meng Xiu moved his feet and got up, and Yong Xiang followed suit.

They crowded onto the bus with the crowd. At this moment of crowding, Meng Xiu pulled one side of the railing and put his arms around Yongxiang to prevent the center of gravity from being unstable when driving or braking.

Yong Xiang looked out of the window with his head tilted through the gap between his heads.That's it, as if nothing had happened, Meng Xiu still thought of him as always, even if he confessed, he ran away, and he uncovered Meng Xiu's scars, Meng Xiu still acted as if nothing had happened, as if he was still just An innocent kid from a neighbor.

But ah, he has grown up.When appetite increases, when doing problems, when I miss at night.Is he unable to ask for it or complaining about it for a short time?

"I seem to really like it, from the second year of junior high school to the second year of high school." Yong Xiang whispered, of course, Meng Xiu couldn't hear anything in the noisy bus.

Yong Xiang felt that a person's breath was getting closer, until it hit his earlobe, he trembled, and when he looked back, it turned out to be Meng Xiu, Meng Xiu leaned his head over, with a questioning expression on his face: "What did you mutter just now? "

"It's nothing. Brother Yixiu, don't you...don't hate me?"

Yong Xiang seemed to look at him calmly, and said in his heart: If it weren't for me, you might not be what you are now when you went on a blind date two years ago. Maybe, you have already married and have children. 30 years old, I know how terrible it is to compare 30 years old with 20 years old.

The bus had been waiting for a long time, Meng Xiu and Yong Xiang looked at each other, and then pulled Yong Xiang up and squeezed through layers of fleshy walls as if reacting suddenly, and ran down when they finally stepped on the ground, due to inertia The two of them ran a few more steps.

Then stop.

Yong Xiang looked at the back of Meng Xiu who was one step ahead of him, and pulled out his hand.Is it the default?A person as good as Meng Xiu should not be able to say anything that would embarrass him.That being the case, he must have self-knowledge.Let's just borrow the station and go down the steps.

Yong Xiang raised the corner of his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes.He watched Mengxiu stand for a while and then turned around. Suddenly, an ant ran into his heart. This ant seemed to want to make a home in his heart and was cultivating a home.

Meng Xiu faced the sun and looked at Yongxiang who was confused.He will no longer think that Yongxiang is young, because a child cannot make such a mature expression.

Meng Xiu said, "I don't hate you, on the contrary, I seem to like you a little bit."