eternal you

Xu Heng was sitting on the plane feeling a little restless. She hadn't seen her mother for a long time. Ever since she divorced Ruan Jianglin, she had never contacted her, as if she didn't have her own son.In fact, I agreed with Li Suya's remarriage at the beginning, because Ruan Jianglin was so nice to both him and Li Suya.It was also at that time that Xu Heng felt the warmth from his family and the care from his mother, until one day:

"Uncle Ruan, what do you want me to do?" Xu Heng came out of school and had dinner with Ruan Jianglin in a small shop.

"Come on, eat first, let's talk about eating more delicious food!" Ruan Jianglin said, putting a lot of vegetables in Xu Heng's bowl, piled up like a hill, Xu Heng also smiled, and ate obediently, In his eyes, Ruan Jianglin is like a father.

Seeing that Xu Heng had almost eaten, Ruan Jianglin slowly stated the purpose of coming today. "Xiao Heng, I came here today to say that your mother and I are going to divorce soon." After finishing speaking, he didn't dare to look up at Xu Heng.

Xu Heng was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that he was actually talking about this.Ruan Jianglin continued: "I'm sorry...for making you homeless again."

As soon as Xu Heng heard the word "no home", his eyes turned red instantly, and he asked in a daze, "Can you tell me why?"

Hearing his question, Ruan Jianglin looked up at Xu Heng, then covered half of his face with his hands, and said with a sob: "I... actually love your mother very much, but I don't seem to be I can't bear the fact that she doesn't love me anymore." And she has never loved me, Ruan Jianglin paused and continued: "I thought I could not care, but in the end, I feel more sad, I can't hold on any longer."

Seeing Ruan Jianglin like this, Xu Heng comforted him: "Uncle Ruan, since this is the case, you...you can get a divorce. You don't have to care about me. I have grown up and can take care of myself."

Seeing what Xu Heng said, Ruan Jianglin held Xu Heng's hand tightly, "Xiao Heng, I know, you have always been a good boy, and you are your mother... As long as you are willing, I will always be there in the future It's your Uncle Ruan, you are always welcome in our family."

Xu Heng nodded, but since then he never visited Ruan Jianglin, but kept in touch with Ruan Lingli.And after that, my mother never appeared again...

Xu Heng never expected that when Li Suya contacted him again, it was actually she who wanted to sell the house and get married, which is really ironic.Xu Heng knocked on the door, looking at the home he hadn't returned to for a long time, feeling a little sad.

Li Suya opened the door. She hasn't changed much, she still looks elegant and clean, but there are more wrinkles around her eyes.When she saw Xu Heng, she didn't have the surprise of reuniting after a long absence. She just motioned Xu Heng to go in without saying much.

Xu Heng put down his luggage and looked at his "home".Maybe using the word "home" is not accurate, after all, the memory in this house is only me, eating alone, reading alone, sleeping alone... I never thought that when Li Suya said she would sell When dropping it, there will be so much reluctance in my heart.

"Since you are back, take the things you need with you. I have posted the news of the sale of the house on the Internet. I believe that someone will come to see the house soon." Li Suya poured Xu Heng a glass of water , said slowly.

"Why, why did you sell this house? If you need money, I can give it to you!" Xu Heng put the water glass on the coffee table.

"It's not about the money."

"What's the problem? Is there no reason to sell the house that Dad left us?"

Li Suya didn't answer immediately, she looked at Xu Heng after a while and said, "I have the right to sell it."

Xu Heng didn't expect his mother to still act like this, "Then I also have the right not to sell it!"

"Who do you think you are! Where did you get so much power!" Li Suya's voice became louder.

"I'm also father's son, your son, why don't you have any rights." Xu Heng didn't expect her to ask such a question, "Did you never treat me as your son?"

Li Suya didn't say anything, it felt like she had acquiesced.Xu Heng only felt uncomfortable for a while, endured it and continued: "Okay, let's not talk about this for now. Why do you want to get married again?"

"This is my business!" Li Suya was still angry.

"I know this is your business, but I'm afraid you'll hurt others like you hurt Uncle Ruan." Xu Heng slowed down, and continued: "Do you love that person?"

"You don't need to take care of it, and it's not your turn to take care of it."

"I didn't want to care, but you are my mother!"

Li Suya didn't speak, but her expression didn't soften either.

"Oh, that's right, how could you love that person? You have never loved anyone from the beginning to the end, you only love yourself!" Xu Heng couldn't bear it anymore, thinking of his mother's deeds these years, Just feel uncomfortable.Since she was a child, she was unwilling to treat herself as a son, and she never fulfilled the responsibility of a mother.

Unexpectedly, when Li Suya heard this sentence, she also collapsed, "I have never loved anyone? Do you know how much I love your father? If he didn't pick you up from school, how could he have a car accident! Anyone can blame Me, you are never qualified for that!"

Xu Heng's eyes widened, and he looked at Li Suya in disbelief. Could it be that for so many years, not only has his mother not loved him, but he also has deep hatred for him! "So... that's why you have always disliked me. You have never treated me like a mother treats a child!" Xu Heng tried not to let his tears fall, but everything was in vain.

Seeing Xu Heng who was crying bitterly, Li Suya still didn't move at all, she just turned her head away and continued, "Yes, without you, your father wouldn't have had a car accident, and he wouldn't be willing to leave me! It's because of you, how do you say I love you?"

When Xu Heng heard her say this, his mind went blank. Is this really his fault?Could this be the reason why a mother doesn't love her child!Xu Heng found it hard to accept, and didn't want to stay here any longer, so he opened the door and rushed out...

"Qi Yue, how long will this IV last? It's been two days." Qi Fei looked at the IV bottle impatiently, wanting to go back soon, since he hadn't seen Xu Heng for a long time!

"The doctor said that you will stay in the hospital for another day, so just lie down obediently!" Qi Yue picked up an apple and began to peel it seriously.

"But I want to go back now!" Qi Fei shook hands uncomfortably, "I was thinking about Xu Heng's life, and I haven't seen him for several days! Even if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore, I still want to know him What's going on!"

Qi Yue stopped what he was doing, but his heart became flustered. He had called Xu Heng's phone before, but it was turned off, so he went to the magazine to find him, but the people from the magazine told him that Xu Heng had already asked for leave. What did he ask for? I don't know when; as for Xu Heng's home, I went to knock on it myself, but no one was there, Xu Heng seemed to have disappeared.If you tell my brother this, he will definitely be very worried, so it's better not to say anything yet, "Oh, brother, don't worry, I'll show you, Brother Xu Heng is doing well."

"Really?" When Qi Fei heard Qi Yue say this, he always felt at ease and at the same time a little sad. Can Xu Heng lose himself?