eternal you

The night was about to recede, and the singing of birds gradually increased, but Xu Heng still couldn't fall asleep, staring blankly at the curtains, a faint light had already penetrated through the gaps.

"What the hell is Qi Fei? Is he pursuing himself? But why did he say that again at the beginning? Am I his disgusting person or someone he likes? Why does he always manipulate everything about me so easily? I tried so hard to give up on him, now I am going to repeat the same mistakes again? No, I can’t let him break into my life so casually, I want to live a good and meticulous life like before!” Xu Heng secretly made up his mind that he could no longer let himself be led by the nose, and would draw a clear line with him starting tomorrow.

Qi Fei opened the door of his room, but saw Xu Heng still sound asleep on the sofa, couldn't help but twitched his mouth, and walked towards the kitchen.

After a while, Xu Heng woke up.

Seeing him sitting up from the sofa, Qi Fei asked in a low voice, "Are you awake?"

Xu Heng ignored him, but quickly put on his clothes, thinking of leaving early.

"Come and eat quickly! I've already made it!"

"No, I'm leaving first." Xu Heng took his briefcase and prepared to open the door.

Seeing him turn around and leave with a cold face, Qi Fei hurriedly stopped him, "Skipping breakfast is bad for your health, after you finish eating, I'll drive you off!"

"Qi Fei, I understand what you are thinking. But we have neither a past nor a future! Please don't disturb my life in the future!" Xu Heng never saw Qi Fei from the beginning to the end. After one glance, he opened the door of the room, "Also, thank you last night!" After speaking, Xu Heng left without looking back.

Qi Fei froze where he was, with an annoyed look on his face, he never thought that Qi Fei would reject him so resolutely, could it be that he really couldn't chase him back?It took a while before I came back to my senses, picked up the phone and prepared to make a call...

"Xu Heng, why did you become like this?" Chen Cheng looked at Xu Heng as if he were looking at an alien.

"What's wrong with me?"

"Look at you, you used to be meticulous, but now it's like this! Which man hurt you, I'll deal with him!" Chen Cheng rolled up his sleeves angrily.

"It's such an exaggeration, I just haven't had a good rest." Xu Heng felt a little guilty.

"Don't quibble, look at you, it's fine if you're still wearing yesterday's clothes, your hair is still messed up like this, and this beard... tsk tsk, your eyes are like pandas, and you're still sitting there early in the morning. You are in a daze here, do you think you are normal?"

Xu Heng stopped answering, it was indeed the case, as long as he met Qi Fei, his life would be like a train that never derailed suddenly broke down, and he couldn't find his way forward.

"Okay, my dear Xu Heng, cheer up! Otherwise, I, who just fell in love, will always lose confidence in love when I see your mournful face!" Xu Heng said with a distressed face. .

"Are you in love?" How could someone like this bastard?

"That's right, she looks beautiful, but she has a high degree of education, she is simply a goddess!"

"The goddess will take a fancy to you?" Xu Heng had doubts written all over his face.

"We met on a blind date, and her name is Ruan Lingli! Doesn't this name resemble Ruan Lingyu, and she's even more beautiful than Ruan Lingyu, she's the girl of my dreams!" Chen Cheng smiled and closed his eyes , Thinking back to the day when I first met Ruan Lingli!

"Ruan Lingli?" Xu Heng cried out in shock.

"Yeah, what's the matter?" Chen Cheng was taken aback by Xu Heng, and looked at Xu Heng in a daze.

"You are beautiful, and you are studying for a Ph.D. in psychology at XX University?"

"Yes! Hey, how do you know?"

"..." Can you not know?Xu Heng really didn't expect Ruan Lingli to go on a blind date, and just happened to meet Chen Cheng.And what kind of disguise did she pretend to make Chen Cheng think that she was a goddess, not a devil?

"Tell me, how do you know her?" Seeing that Xu Heng didn't speak, Chen Cheng continued to ask.

"She is my sister."

"What? She...she's your sister!" Chen Cheng was so surprised that he was almost speechless, "Oh, no, isn't her surname Xu?"

"Parents remarried." Although they are divorced now!

"Oh, that's it!" Chen Cheng suddenly realized, and laughed again after a while, "Then am I not your brother-in-law?"

"Come on, the horoscope hasn't been written yet." Besides, when you find out her true face, I don't see how you can laugh!

When the two were chatting, the editor-in-chief Tang Zheng arrived, followed by the blushing Tang Yiyi.As soon as he saw Tang Zheng, Chen Cheng quickly returned to his seat.

"How is it?" Xu Heng looked at Tang Yiyi who was sitting opposite and asked, apparently asking how she and Tang Zheng were doing?

Hearing Xu Heng's question, Tang Yiyi immediately turned into a mournful face, almost crying again.

"What's the matter?" Why this expression? Could it be that Tang Zheng rejected her? It didn't make sense. He obviously looked very worried yesterday.

"He...he saw my bare makeup!" Tang Yiyi said in a tone of wishing to die, all the makeup was worn out from crying yesterday, so she went to take off the makeup before going to drink with Xu Heng .

"..."

"Hey, sister, what's the matter?" Xu Heng just came back from lunch when Ruan Lingli called.

"Do you have time now? Let's find a place to talk."

"Is it about Qi Fei? If so, then I don't have time." Xu Heng probably guessed the purpose of Ruan Lingli's call.

"You can talk on the phone." Ruan Lingli ignored Xu Heng's words.

"I don't understand, why do you help him to such an extent?" Why do you help him every time?

"Taking people's money, you know the truth!"

"So how much did he ask you to help?" That's right, apart from money, Ruan Lingli would not help others to this extent.

"Following you."

"Then you should return the money to him!" Xu Heng made up his mind not to look back.

"Impossible, the money has already been spent!"

"Then I don't care, no matter how much you persuade, I will not be with Qi Fei."

"I never intended to persuade you, but I just thought it was necessary to talk to you."

"I don't want to talk!" Xu Heng felt that after talking with her, his heart might be shaken again.

"Since you have made up your mind, why are you afraid to talk to me?"

"I'm not afraid!" Xu Heng felt that Ruan Lingli had guessed his mind again.

"Then come out, I'm at the coffee shop next to your magazine."

"..." Sure enough, she fell into her trap.

Xu Heng walked into the coffee shop and saw Ruan Lingli sitting in the backmost, so he walked over.

"What do you want to drink, please!" Ruan Lingli said, putting down the coffee in her hand.

"No, finish it earlier so I can go back to work." Xu Heng didn't want to talk too much with her.

"Okay, then I'll get straight to the point! Can you answer the question I asked you last time?" Ruan Lingli smiled charmingly, and brushed her hair by her ear.

"The answer is not important!" Xu Heng remembered the last time she asked herself if she still liked Xu Heng, but she still couldn't answer it.

"No, it's very important. As long as you answer my question, our conversation can end."

"..." Xu Heng really couldn't answer as Ruan Lingli guessed.If you say you don't like him, that's a lie; if you say you like him, why don't you want to be with him? It doesn't make sense.No matter what the answer is, Ruan Lingli will grasp her vitals.

"Actually, I know the answer, and it was because of this answer that I helped Qi Fei." Ruan Lingli had already seen through Xu Heng's thoughts, took a sip of coffee and continued: "I also know what you think, you just can't make it through It's just a hurdle in your heart."

"Then why are you still forcing me?" Xu Heng looked up at Ruan Lingli, his eyes were a little red.

"There is one thing you have to understand. No one can force you. It is your heart that forces you. This is a matter between the two of you, and no one can control it!"

Xu Heng was speechless, yes, it was his erratic heart that forced him.Just like no one can blame, only you can solve the matter with Qi Fei.

"But have you ever thought that you are a typical self-abuse. Although people have some self-abuse tendencies, self-abuse can indeed bring pleasure. But compared to your happiness with him, self-abuse is obviously not comparable." Ruan Lingli stared straight at Xu Heng.

"Then what should I do? What can I do? Just put aside the past and be with him like this?" Xu Heng asked back, feeling extremely sad in his heart, the past was too unforgettable, and the past hurts seemed to remind him all the time , I can no longer give up my heart like this!

"Why not! You are just too cowardly, too afraid of being hurt, and sometimes even obsessed with this kind of sadness. Qi Fei is different from you, he knows what he wants. Look at you, but he is in your Around you, your life is all messed up, and you care about him beyond your own cognition. Think about it, if Qi Fei gave up on you now and was with someone else, would you accept it?"

As soon as Xu Heng heard that Qi Fei was with someone else, he felt his heart throbbing and couldn't accept it!How could it be accepted!Maybe I really care about Qi Fei more than I know, as Ruan Lingli said.

"The reason why you are doing this now is that you feel that Qi Fei will not give up on you, and your previous pain is also making you reject him. But won't you push him further and further away? Human perseverance is also limited Yes, think about it carefully!" Ruan Lingli drank the last sip of coffee, thinking that Xu Heng should have made a choice when it comes to this.

Xu Heng was silent, and after a while he raised his head and looked at Ruan Lingli: "I figured it out, thank you!"

"Okay, it seems that my salary can be doubled." Ruan Lingli smiled, picked up her bag and prepared to leave.

"However, there is one more thing I want to ask you." Xu Heng remembered what Chen Cheng said to him in the morning.

"Well, what's the matter?"

"Uncle Ruan forced you to go on a blind date?" Xu Heng thought that he hadn't seen Ruan Jianglin for a long time, and he didn't know how he was doing.

"Ah?" Ruan Lingli was stunned, completely unaware of what Xu Heng was talking about.

"Didn't you go on a blind date with Chen Cheng? I just thought it was impossible for you to go on a blind date, so that's why I asked."

"Who is Chen Cheng? But I did go on a blind date. I'm studying the psychology of love. I need to study the psychology of these people who are eager to fall in love." Ruan Lingli had already stood up and was about to leave, and waved to Xu Heng .

"Oh, that's right, see you later!" So that's what happened, that bastard Chen Cheng really...