What to do if you think the devil is cute

"—It's you, right!"

A voice sounded excitedly, Liu Kuang was startled suddenly, and quickly stood up straight.

Turning around, a golden young man with a shiny face pointed at Guisha, his fingers trembling slightly, his expression excited.

"Run—" Liu Kuang grabbed Guisha's hand and ran quickly!

"...Hey, beauty, wait for me!" The rascal chased after him with the people behind him.

Liu Kuang dragged Guisha across the fruit stand and through the wonton shop, swiftly and skillfully.The wind was blowing against his face, and the yelling of the vendors and the cursing of the crowd behind him seemed to be filtered out in his ears, the sound of the wind, the sound of breathing, and the sound of Yushi's breathing.

The hand I held was still a little cold.

Then Liu Kuang was out of breath, his heart beating violently and hid behind a huge wooden barrel.

"Hush—" He stretched out his index finger naturally.

Turning around, he saw that Guisha's bamboo hat had fallen somewhere, and his fair face was slightly flushed from running, with a look of confusion.

Liu Kuang was taken aback, and asked, "...Is it fun?"

Guisha frowned: "Liu Kuang?"

Liu Kuang woke up suddenly, feeling very embarrassed: "That... door... door owner, that person is yesterday's... that..."

Gui Sha said coldly: "Hand."

"what?"

Guisha said word by word: "Hand, let go, let go."

Only then did Liu Kuang realize that he was still holding Guisha's hand tightly, and hurriedly threw it away, his eyes flickering: "That... sorry... door... door master, I didn't react..."

Guisha ignored him, squinting his eyes and said: "The person who wanted to die yesterday?"

Liu Kuang nodded in a daze.

Gui Sha stood up suddenly, walked out with big strides, and walked towards the panting, sweaty, gold-clothed hooligan who was looking for someone everywhere with his butt pouted.

As soon as the gangster turned around, he saw a ghost walking towards him with a cold expression and cold eyes.

When he saw this man who was as beautiful as a god, he hooked his lips: "——what do you want to do?"

He was almost stunned, the sweat on his forehead almost fell on his eyes, and he didn't even want to wipe it, suddenly, he was so nervous that he died.

The overly good-looking man frowned slightly, and asked him impatiently, "What exactly are you trying to do?"

The hooligan opened his mouth, his voice hoarse and trembling:

"...I...I want...to know...your name..."

Both Gui Sha and Liu Kuang were taken aback for a moment, Gui Sha had a strange expression on his face, and said, "...Jade."

Turn around and leave.

Guisha turned around and asked Liu Kuang, "...so...why did you run away?"

Liu Kuang had an indescribably strange expression on his face.

Liu Kuang suddenly said: "Master, he likes you."

Guisha paused, and looked at Liu Kuang: "How do you know?"

Liu Kuang suddenly felt that his eyes were a little dry, he blinked twice, and said softly, "...because I like you too."

The wind blew over gently, carrying a faint, unscented aroma. Not far away, the sound of hawkers introducing their goods to passers-by, and the sound of buyers and sellers bargaining, everything became distant.The sky had already darkened at some point, someone hung a red lantern on the door, and the light of the lantern just reflected on Liu Kuang's pupils, which looked like radiant glass.

Guisha turned his head and looked forward: "... like this face?"

Liu Kuang was stunned for a moment. At that moment, he suddenly wanted to tell Guisha a lot. He wanted to tell Guisha that I was bewitched by your face, and then attracted by you as a jade. In the end, even you You are a ghost who kills without blinking an eye. I want to hug you with all my might.

Yes, it was indeed like this at the beginning, because of your face, I had an unreasonable desire for you, but how could he figure out what happened afterwards.

Whether it's love at first sight or love at first sight, he's already sunk in mud anyway, getting deeper and deeper, and can't get out again.

Guisha asked him, do you like this face?

He knew what Gui Sha meant, just like that rogue in color and gold clothes, or anyone who had seen Gui Sha's face, would probably like this fairy-like appearance.This kind of vulgarity and shallowness doesn't have any substantive liking.

This kind of simple, like appreciation.

——Of course more than that.

Human nature is so greedy.He knew that even though Yushi was wearing a veil and couldn't see her face, he still felt so beautiful that it broke his heart.He also knows that Yushi's glance and smile have long been deeply engraved in his heart.

When Yushi kisses him, when Yushi says he likes him, when Yushi and him plan the future—that is when his greedy desire is the most inflated.

He obviously wanted more, and he obviously liked not only Guisha's face, but at this moment, Liu Kuang lowered his head, and his voice was as soft as a rustling dead leaf blown by the wind.

"……Yes."

He listened to himself answer.

Guisha seemed to let out a chuckle from his throat, and didn't speak any more.

……

The summer wind blows slightly.The string of silver wind chimes hanging on the window sills jingled, the sound was very crisp.

A figure on the bed tossed and turned in the sound of the wind chime.

"Dingling...ding..."

The wind chime rang again, and the man on the bed got up irritably, took off the wind chime, and lay down on the bed again.

For a while the night was too quiet.

When only a burst of breathing can be heard, it is disordered and uneven.

After a long time, the man on the bed suddenly stood up again.He ruffled his hair distractedly, looking irritated.

In the end, he hung up the wind chime resignedly, and this time he didn't lie down again, sitting on the bed alone, staring blankly at the moon outside.

"Dingling... Dingling..." The bell rang again, and his thoughts drifted away, returning to the memory that he almost didn't want to touch, but it occupied most of his life.

"Bai'er, come, eat this..."

"Mother, why didn't elder brother have one?"

"What big brother, he's just a bastard from a side branch."

……

"Qing Yang, what are you looking at?"

"Hey... big brother... you pick that pomegranate for me."

"That? Let's go back to the mansion, there are also pomegranate trees in the mansion..."

"No, I want this! This is big!"

"...Okay, wait for the eldest brother to climb up."

"Bam—"

"You rebellious son! Did you come to our house just to be a laughing stock?! The whole capital knows that my eldest son, Doctor Yu Shi, is 13 years old and went to other people's house to steal pomegranates, and he fell off and broke his arm! If your parents hadn't died early , I really want to throw you out!"

……

"Ah! Earthworms!! Take away, take away...you, who are you?!! Woohoo..."

"If you dare to hurt Brother Qingyan again, I'll put this thing in your mouth."

"Ah-ah...Take it, take it!...Woooo..."

"Be nicer to Brother Qingyan in the future, and don't tell others about this!"

"Okay... okay... quickly take out the earthworms!"

……

"...Big...Brother, I'm sorry, you...you eat pomegranates..."

"Why is Qingyang crying? It's okay, brother doesn't hurt...don't cry..."

……

"Brother... this is for you to play with..."

"Brother...do you want pastries?"

"Qing Yang...haha...Why do you think you are so popular..."

Thinking of this, Bai Qingyang closed his eyes, and the wind blew on his face.

Later, he met the little boy with disheveled hair and dirty face who put earthworms on him several times by chance in the abandoned yard where the groceries were piled up. Whenever he saw it, he felt scared and ran away, never again. Went to play in the waste yard.

Later, he got seriously ill, and after recovering from his illness, he secretly went to the abandoned yard again, and he never saw the boy again.

But he still thinks of his elder brother when he has something delicious and fun, even when his father beats his elder brother, he will cry and beg for mercy.

At the beginning, I was afraid that the boy would appear suddenly, but it gradually became a deep-rooted habit.

Later, the eldest brother went to the battlefield.

Four years later, he wandered home from the brothel one day.

I saw that the fire was raging, and it was already in ruins.

His home is gone.

Father, mother, all gone.

Fortunately, when he was the most painful, saddest, and most helpless, his eldest brother on the battlefield came back as a general.

He seemed like a drowning man, finally holding on to the driftwood.The person who was about to die of thirst finally met Ganquan.The eldest brother became his only reliance.

In the first few days, as long as he fell asleep, he could see the fire burning the sky, and had nightmares every night.Then he ran to sleep with his elder brother.The eldest brother made some wind chimes for him, and he listened to the sound of the wind chimes every night, and then fell asleep on the same bed with his elder brother.Soon the nightmares will gradually cease.

As time slowly passed, he gradually discovered that some things had quietly become difficult for him to understand.

His eldest brother, became a little strange.

When he broke the porcelain bestowed by the emperor, the eldest brother looked nervous, "Did you hurt your hand? Let me see...it's okay, this porcelain will be broken when it breaks, it's just something outside of the body."

He pursed his lips, and in front of his eldest brother, he said that the two daughters of the government who admired his eldest brother were better than the other.

After hearing this, the elder brother didn't seem to dislike his harsh words at all. On the contrary, he smiled happily and handed him a peeled apple: "...Well, if Qing Yang doesn't like it, then I don't like it either."

That night, in a haze, he felt that someone had printed a kiss on his face.He thought it was just a dream.

His older brother hardly ever lost his temper with him.

——Before he said that he was going to visit the brothel.

As soon as he finished speaking, the eldest brother's face darkened in an instant.

"Don't go!" His elder brother said almost viciously.

"You are, what brothel are you going to!"

He had never seen his elder brother get angry before. He poked the rice with his chopsticks and didn't speak again.

I said silently in my heart: "Can't you go to the brothel? I have been there since I was 16..."

After the fire, during the few days before his eldest brother came back, he finally saw the true colors of those cronies in the past.After the eldest brother came back, he didn't have much contact with him. Going to the brothel alone is always a bit tasteless.

The eldest brother was under strict supervision, so he didn't go much.

The eldest brother is not young anymore, so he can't help being a little puzzled, does the eldest brother never visit brothels?He silently said in his heart: "Brother is really pure and ascetic."

Time flies.When he was 22 years old, an old woman came to him with a five-year-old girl in her arms, saying it was his daughter.

The old woman held a piece of jade in her hand, and he recognized the jade, which was given to him by his mother.It's just that when I was visiting a brothel one day, I gave it to the oiran at the time when I was drunk. Even though I regretted it a little later, I couldn't save face after all, so I didn't want to come back.This thing became the only relic of the mother who loved him so much after the fire.

He looked again, and this time he took a closer look, the girl really looked like him between the eyebrows.

The elder brother fixed his eyes on the piece of jade in his hand, and asked in a hoarse voice.

"...This piece of jade...is the one you have hung on your body since you were a child..."

He nodded.

"Then the girl's mother, do you remember what she looks like?"

He naturally remembered, after all, he was the number one in the brothel at that time, and he had many good friends with him, so he described them one by one.

She has an oval face with willow eyebrows and star eyes, and likes to wear apricot yellow clothes.

The eldest brother asked again: "Then do you like him?"

He said, of course he likes it, otherwise where did this little girl come from?

When the elder brother heard this, his eyes almost split open, he said hello a few times, then turned around and left, almost staggering.

He was taken aback by his elder brother, and turned around to grab his sleeve, but his elder brother threw him away fiercely.

He froze in place.

Everything happened so unexpectedly, that night, the elder brother who had drunk a few jars of wine, pushed open his door drunkenly, called his name one after another, and then pressed him down hard, forcefully Biting his lips, ripping off his clothes roughly.

He screamed in panic, his throat was hoarse, his eyes were swollen from crying, and his body was so painful that he convulsed.

But the original big brother who would feel sorry for a long time even if his hand was cut a small cut, turned into this man who rudely violated him.

It was only then that he realized that his eldest brother was capable of swearing, but these obscene and cruel words were all used on himself.

He was terrified, but no matter how he resisted, he couldn't break free.In the end, he can only be manipulated like a puppet.Shengsheng gritted his teeth to prevent himself from passing out, and only trembled when the man fell asleep.

He packed his things in a panic, shed too many tears, and couldn't quite see what he had taken. He only remembered that he wanted to get a few bank notes, so he packed some things indiscriminately and ran out overnight.

I fainted from the pain on the way, but fortunately, I was rescued.After resting for two days, I hurried on my way again.

In fact, he didn't know where to run, but he just wanted to go farther, farther away, so far away that Bai Qingyan could no longer find himself.

At that moment, he even forgot about his daughter whom he had only met once.He was just afraid, afraid that Bai Qingyan was treating her so cruelly.

He was really terrified at the time. He was afraid and hated at the same time. For so long, he thought it was the most solid support, but he didn't expect it to be such a poisonous knife.

He also gritted his teeth and thought about going to kill Bai Qingyan!kill him!

After stabilizing the place where I lived, I saw a bunch of wind chimes made of white inkstone in the package for some reason, and thought that I packed it in in a panic, so I grabbed Feng Ling and threw it out of the door angrily.But except that I was too tired to fall asleep a few days ago, after that, it became more and more difficult to fall asleep every day.

Later, he took the wind chime he picked up by accident from the owner of the house, and hung it on the window lattice tremblingly. The breeze blew the wind chime, and the sound was clear and pleasant.

Only then did he sadly discover that he no longer hated to kill Bai Qingyan.

Some things have been with him for too long, and it has become a pain to quit.

For example, the wind chime that accompanied him to sleep.

And the support Bai Qingyan gave him.

It has been three years, but he thought he was doing well enough. He was decadent for three or four months, bought a tavern and an inn with bank notes, met some friends, and the business was pretty good. A friend's suggestion, I have been looking at the brothel for a long time, and I am planning to sell the Lianhua real estate again.Everything seems to be moving in the expected direction.

It's just that I almost lost that piece of sapphire, and met another inexplicable jade master.

The conversation in the brothel today brought back his memories many years ago.

Today that Young Master Yu said that he would pour Bai Qingyan a bottle of Chu Yi San, so that he would forget everything that should be forgotten.

He had heard of Chu Yi San.

Bai Qingyan buried her face in her hands, and from then on, Bai Qingyan would never remember herself again, even if she met one day, she would pass her by without squinting.

fair enough.

It should be so.

His shoulders trembled slightly.