[Sword Three] Morning and evening

Under the broken bridge, the blue lotus stretches to the sky, the moon is white and the wind is clear, sparkling.

Yun Suihe held his wrist and left the Zuixian Tower, walked hurriedly, walked into the Hidden Sword Villa, walked into the courtyard where they rested, and walked towards the empty room.

Li Muxian vaguely felt that something would happen.He didn't drink much today, but he seemed to be more drunk than last time. He was top-heavy, his body was soft, and he was dragged all the way in a ignorant way. His heart was about to jump out of his body, especially when he saw the door approaching. In front of him, his heart was jumping with fear, and his breath was in a state of disorder.

However, when he reached the door, Yun Suihe let go of his hand.

Li Muxian was flustered, managed to keep his voice steady, and pretended to be nonchalant: "Thank you, brother, for bringing me back." He walked past his shoulder, and when his fingers were about to touch the door, he heard Yun Suihe behind him low voice.

"Mu Xian, what I just told you is the truth."

"Since you entered Chunyang, you and I have been in the same sect for ten years," he sighed lightly, and scattered each word into the wind, "At first, I was afraid that you would hate me, and I didn't deserve to have such thoughts about you... Be your senior brother."

Li Muxian turned his back to him and did not speak.

"I can only hide it in my heart, one year, two years, five years, ten years. At that time, I thought, even if I don't tell you for the rest of my life, as long as I can stay by your side, other things don't matter."

The night wind blows, bringing the fragrance of flowers full of sleeves.Moonlight climbed up the steps inch by inch, onto Li Muxian's shoulders, he seemed to be standing under the frost, silent, his ears were red like blood.

"Probably I'm an ordinary person without spiritual roots. After practicing the Tao for so long, I still can't break free from the world of mortals, and I can't let you go."

"I can't help it after a long time, I always think about it every day, if I can get closer to you, if you only get close to me, if you only have me in your eyes... that would be great," he sighed, mocking himself Said, "You must dislike my thoughts."

It seems that Li Muxian finally recovered his lost voice, and said in a low voice: "...Then why are you telling me now?"

His palms were covered with sweat. The wind blew over, but he didn't feel refreshed. Instead, the flame in his heart was blown even more intensely.Maybe it was because the flame was too hot, his five senses were immersed in the fire, everything around him seemed to be separated by smoke, only Yun Suihe's voice was clear.

But he waited for a long time, but did not get his answer.It may not have been long, but he himself was anxious and unbearable, until his back was pressed against his hot and solid chest, and he was hugged tightly from behind. He felt the warm breath falling on his ears and heard his hoarse voice. : "Because I'm not afraid anymore, I know you are the same..."

Li Muxian wanted to refute, wanted to push him away, and scolded him as "self-confident", but in such an embrace, listening to him talking about those secret feelings, he suddenly lost his strength and didn't want to move.Most importantly, he understood that Yun Suihe was right.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the two arms around his waist. The black and white sleeves were embedded in the blue cloth. They were all clean colors, but he tasted a hint of confusion. lingering.

"Mu Xian." He said softly, the broken hair on his forehead rubbed against his neck, itching slightly.

"I like you, it's not friendship, it's..."

"do not talk."

Yun Suihe froze for a moment, looked at his side face, saw the red mist appearing from the piece of white jade, and the color became thicker and thicker.

He gritted his teeth: "Needless to say, I know everything."

"In that case, then you..."

Li Muxian interrupted him, speaking quickly: "What about me, I don't want to say."

He tried his best to hide it, but he still couldn't hide the panic and embarrassment in his words, he didn't break free, just stood there and let him hug him, everything became clear.

Yun Suihe endured it for so long, and once the affection accumulated for many years gushed out, he only wanted to learn something from this person so as to comfort the bitter love for so many years.

He hugged him tightly and kissed his side face and neck. At first Li Muxian resisted, but then he seemed to fall into it too.In the end, they didn't know who opened the door first, they stumbled into the room and fell on the bed.

"Mu Xian." Yun Suihe called out in a low voice, lowered his face, and the broken hair around his ears fell down together, brushing against the tip of his nose.

Li Muxian felt a little itchy, and turned his face subconsciously, the strand of black hair brushed across his cheek, the numb itching penetrated through the skin, penetrated into the flesh and blood, it was unbearable.

Lingering, confused and fascinated.

Yun Suihe seemed unable to believe that what was in front of him was real, the person he had admired for a long time was so obediently and quietly in his arms, there was a trace of panic under the ecstasy, fearing that if he drank tonight, what he just said was intoxicating nonsense.He needed an answer from him, so he whispered: "Who am I?"

Li Muxian's mind was dizzy, and he felt as if he had sunk into a deep pool. What he heard in his ears and what he saw in his eyes were all blurred.Drunkenness and passion made him unable to maintain his usual indifference and arrogance, his eyes were only blank like mist, his long eyebrows were slightly frowned, as if he hadn't heard what he said.

So Yun Suihe asked again patiently: "See clearly, who am I?"

Li Muxian stared at his face, there was a hazy mist in front of his eyes, but because of this sentence, it suddenly dissipated, he opened his mouth slightly, his breath was entangled with him, the smell of alcohol was intensified by the temperature of his breath, Little by little, it ate into Li Muxian's mind.He could see the person in front of him clearly, but he didn't know why the two of them became like this.

"Senior brother..." He was in a daze of consciousness and said unconsciously. This "senior brother" was like catkins without roots and roots, which would drift away when the night wind blows, disappearing among the boundless stars.

Yun Suihe couldn't calm down, he pressed his forehead against his forehead, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and his voice was hoarse: "Call again."

He seemed to be a little sober, and felt ashamed to be forced on the bed by a man like this, and moved his arms to struggle: "...let me go."

"Call again, Mu Xian."

That tone was extremely gentle and lingering, even mixed with an imperceptible, long-suppressed bitterness.It's like playing the piano between the mountains and rivers, the hand starts and stops, the hidden emotions only turn into the reverberation echoing in the mountain stream, and the sound hits the ears.

The remaining rationality told him that he should not obey him, but the flame of love was too intense.Outside the door, hearing him say that, how could he not be tempted, besides, it's not like he couldn't detect the purpose of Yun Suihe's request.

Li Muxian said softly: "...Brother."

So there was another kiss.

Against the hazy moonlight, those eyes are like the flickering light in the eternal night.He walked alone in the desolation of the world, traveled long distances across mountains and rivers, and had long forgotten the way he first came, but at this moment, a lamp was lit in front of him, the light was dim, and it was the only thing in his lonely state of mind. fresh.

Tenderness, cherishment, and undeniable determination.

As if a traveler who has weathered the wind and snow stood in front of the wooden door and lightly knocked on the wooden door, Li Muxian also saw some kind of destination in his eyes. For him who has been alone for ten years, the longing and tenderness in his eyes is the destination .

"I have to go back to my room." He raised his head and said with unsteady breath, "I can't stay any longer."

That's right, with their current state, if they stay, they will naturally burn themselves.

They have just made up their minds, and they haven't completely broken free from the shackles of their identity as senior brothers, so it's too fast.

But let him go, and he will be left alone in the long night.want him to stay.But in this case, how could Li Muxian be able to say it.

Yun Suihe stroked his hair with gentle movements, he tried his best not to look at his hazy drunken eyes, not to look at his moist and luscious lips, only in this way could he be determined to leave.

He stood up from the bed, his voice hoarse because of the flames of passion: "Then I... go back first." As he said that, he wanted to walk towards the door.

Almost subconsciously, without any hesitation or hesitation, Li Muxian grabbed his wrist.

His fingers were slender and white like jade, but the pads of his fingers were covered with calluses from sword practice. His hands were clasped on the protruding wrist bones through his sleeves.

Yun Suihe's body froze suddenly and stopped in place.

Li Muxian came back to his senses, let go of his hand suddenly, and cursed himself for losing his mind, and even took the initiative to go... But the next moment, a clear and faint breath brushed his cheek, his wrist was imprisoned, and pressed against the flower and bird Next to the cloud-patterned porcelain pillow, he bent his right leg reflexively, but was pinned down almost instantly by the person on his body, unable to move.

This kind of overlapping posture of the two is intimate and ambiguous, the breath is intertwined, and there is a soft rustling sound from the friction of the sleeves and skirts. It is obviously such a small sound, but it is like thunder in the silent night.

The hot and broken breath fell on Li Muxian's ears, and he heard the soft and peaceful voice become deep and hoarse due to the turbulence of emotions, like sporadic fires falling on the grassy field, burning the last trace of sobriety Exhausted.

Yun Suihe watched as his earlobe changed color, like a dizzy ocher.

The hand holding his wrist tightened slightly, and he sighed in a low voice: "If you do this, senior brother won't be able to leave."

then……

Of course it was a great job. (…)

In the early morning of the next day, Wen Lizhou packed his bags, hummed a ditty and came to the west courtyard, raised his hand and knocked on the door of Li Muxian's room.

He leaned against the door, and said boredly: "Li Daochang, are you up yet? Today's weather is fine, we can go a little longer if we leave early. It takes a few days to walk from Hang County to Qingyan, I..."

Before he finished speaking, the door was opened from the inside.

While looking over, Wen Lizhou kept babbling: "I don't want to stay in the same place with that Tiance, leave early... What the hell?! Why are you here!!!"

The one who opened the door was Yun Suihe. He was wearing a Taoist robe, and his black hair was loosely scattered on his shoulders. The brows were very sparse, and there was a hint of satisfaction.

Black and white are both colors of abstinence and coolness, and now wearing them on his body seems to have rolled through the red dust of Zimo, every crease is stained with love and desire.

After being shocked for a long while, Wen Lizhou came back to his senses from the scene in front of him. He is the master who is used to seeing the wind and the moon, and there is something he doesn't understand when he looks at the nose, nose, nose, and heart. He immediately showed contempt: "No wonder I left early last night."

Yun Suihe was noncommittal about this.

Wen Lizhou was a little funny when he saw his long-cherished wish fulfilled and satisfied: "Happy? Satisfied? The wind is shining, the moon and the clouds follow the crane. Look at your promise."

Yun Suihe was in a good mood and didn't bother to play tricks with him, so he said directly: "Are you okay?"

Wen Lizhou swept his gaze into the room: "Didn't you say you're leaving for Wanhua today?"

Yun Suihe raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, and closed the door with a "bang", cut off his searching line of sight neatly, and blocked the door together with his people.

A soft sentence came from inside: "One more day off, Mr. Wen won't see you off."

Wen Lizhou: "..."

Bah, I value sex over friends!

Inside the house, Yun Suihe returned to the bed, sideways embraced the person facing the wall into his arms, and was planning to be tender for a while.

But in the next moment, he was kicked down.

Yun Suihe: "..."

Li Muxian turned over and sat up, his underwear was loose, revealing a white and smooth chest, and a clear and thin collarbone, but there were a few fuzzy red spots scattered beside the bone line.

The sunlight came in through the window screen, outlining the outline of his facial features, probably because the light was too soft, even the shame and anger at the corners of his eyes were not so vivid, and there was only fine dust like affection between the long eyelashes.

Even so, he still had an unhappy face: "Who asked you to open the door!"

As soon as he left, he couldn't cover up what happened last night. For Li Muxian, who loves face very much and claims to be aloof and reserved, Jian Chun is simply too embarrassing.

He said that "women affect my speed of practicing swords", but he was entangled with another man and fell in love.Li Muxian has been a straight man for 23 years, and he always feels a little embarrassed when he breaks up, but he doesn't want to be too obedient, so he wants to find a little initiative between words.

Yun Suihe heard that although his tone was cold, but it was obviously stern, he couldn't help laughing: "If I don't go, why don't you go?"

Li Muxian was about to say "what's wrong with me going to drive", but immediately realized the discomfort in his body, the words came to his mouth and turned around, his momentum suddenly weakened, and he said very unwillingly: "You still say it!"

He smiled: "Okay, let's not talk about it." Then he went back to the bed and lay down again, hugging him.

The chirping of birds can be heard outside the window, and the cool breeze blows through the leisurely and lazy time.The morning light sprinkled on the bed curtains, like soft waves of water, dizzying round and round, enveloping them.

It was very quiet, no one spoke, only the overlapping of shallow breathing.

Not a bad morning like this.Li Muxian closed his eyes and thought, since he was a child, he was alone on the couch with a long sword. Suddenly another person broke into this clear and cold place. Although it was abrupt, it seemed better than sleeping alone with a sword Be warm and at ease.

Thinking of this, a bit of sour and sweet love flowed in his heart, his face was still pretending to be annoyed, but he couldn't help but move closer to the warm body beside him.

Just like a long time ago, when he first entered the gate of Chunyang Palace, the handsome young man walked through the crowd and came to him, and said cheerfully, "I will be your senior brother from now on." Give birth to some dependence.

That was the first warm color he encountered in the Pure Yang Palace where the ice and snow never melted all year round.

Since then, for eight thousand suns and moons, day and night, there is only one figure.

(Finish)