Gu Nanzhu came back to his senses, and said in a low voice: "It's nothing, I just want to see Boss Liu's embarrassment with his own eyes, he is such a low-spirited bone, his life is very hard, you take good care of him, don't die in my house Oh, by the way, don't walk around these few days, the old lady hates him so much, if I let her know, I won't be able to save you. "

Hearing the slight insult to Liu Su from her mouth, Alan squeezed her palms, but she didn't say anything after all, after all, she was under the eaves, and she knew that Gu Nanzhu was probably saying something wrong, so she said thank you to Gu Nanzhu, Gu Nanzhu twitched the corners of her mouth and left the room. She didn't ask why Liu Suqing got the gunshot wound, nor why the Yang family wanted to arrest them. She just rescued them as if she had completed a mission, as if secretly What is being made up for, and all of this, others have never known.

Alan stood in front of Liu Suqing's bed. He had a fever, and cold sweat broke out all over his head, probably because the anesthesia had passed. He frowned in pain. Alan held his hand quietly, like a few years ago. One night, Liu Suqing also guarded her overnight.

Mr. Su's medical skills are very good. Liu Suqing was able to move around in a few days. He decided not to stay in the Han family any longer. Alan quietly inquired about the situation outside these few days. Lan Youting probably got back the information. When the Yang family went to Mingyue Hall to search, all the materials in the courtyard had been burned or taken away, and all the people were also evacuated. At this time, news came that Jiang had destroyed the signed agreement. Sparks really sparked, and the thin layer of window paper was overwhelmed, and the Chinese finally took up arms and aimed at their compatriots...

The Yang family must still be searching for them. Now that they are like this, they must not leave Beiping. Fortunately, Liu Suqing knows some techniques of disguise, and disguises himself and Alan as a father and daughter. If you don't look carefully, you won't be able to see it at all. Strange, he originally wanted to ask Gu Nanzhu to say goodbye, but Gu Nanzhu avoided him intentionally, and only asked Xiao Zhang to drive them outside the city. The train was too busy, so they had to go back to the small town by carriage. They didn't encounter any obstacles, Xiao Zhang sent them to the designated place, just opened the car door for Liu Su lightly, and found a car stopped in front of them.

A man in military uniform stepped out of the car, and Xiao Zhang turned pale with fright: "General, general?"

Han Zheng was obviously tanned, and his brows and eyes became sharper. He stared at the people in the car quietly. He had so many questions that he didn't know which one to ask first. He was originally in Nanjing, a few days ago He was sent to Beiping to discuss military affairs, but as soon as he arrived in Beiping today, he heard about Liu Suqing's affairs. He had mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know which one to hate or love. In the end, he was full of worries, and he didn't even have time to wear clothes. In other words, he hurried over with a dusty look on his face, until he saw Liu Suqing, that kind of feeling seemed to have substance, and it was stuck in his heart heavily.

Liu Su smiled lightly, and took the lead in breaking the deathly silence: "General Han, long time no see."

Alan stood aside, tugging at Xiao Zhang, and the two of them walked a little further away, leaving the two of them together quietly.

Han Zheng found that he seemed to have never really understood Liu Suqing. He only knew how to arrange the people around him in his own way, but he never carefully explored the heart of the people around him. When he first got the news, He felt that Liu Suqing had betrayed him, but later he felt that what kind of betrayal was he talking about? It was just a different plan. He had always been too selfish. He wanted Gu Nanzhu to leave him willingly, and wanted his mother to accept Liu Su Qing, I want Liu Suqing to be an actor who is indifferent to the world, and stand behind him silently. He is used to working hard by himself since he was a child, and he only thinks that he can make everyone around him live well, but he has forgotten , People are all individuals with their own independent thoughts, and his A Su was originally a young hero.

Liu Suqing probably was not in good health yet, and felt tired after standing for a long time. He leaned gently on the car, with his head slightly lowered, his bangs covered most of his pale and haggard face. He turned his head and saw the mirror I was suddenly surprised. I seem to be 31 years old this year. It turns out that so many years have passed.

Han Zheng finally asked what he was most worried about: "I heard from Miss Gu, are you injured?"

Liu Su lightly raised her head and glanced at him: "So, that's what you called her. You're not at home. She takes care of your house very well. The old lady also takes good care of her. Even the servants at home are closer. She said, you can't find this kind of thing anymore, Han Zheng, don't you understand, it's impossible for us, forever, impossible."

Han Zheng lowered his head, his eyelashes were very long, his eyes were shrouded in the thick shadow, and he couldn't see his expression at all. After a long time, he snorted and laughed: "A Su, I..." Just wanted to say goodbye Look at you, he still didn't say the following words.

Liu Su patted him on the shoulder: "Today, they deal with the Yang family, and tomorrow, they may deal with you, do you understand? I don't want to, I don't want to do what Li Mo did."

Han Zheng tried his best to restrain himself, his restrained eyes were scarlet, he was full of anger, he didn't know what he was hating, he said in a low voice: "I don't want to tell you this."

Liu Su smiled lightly: "It's because I'm sorry for you. Whatever you want, you can beat me and scold me. But see you next time. You and I are on our own side. There is no need to mention the past."

See you next time, we will be enemies, we will each go our own way, and we will not live together!

Just at this time, the carriage they rented arrived. Liu Su lightly called Alan and walked over with her. He looked back at Han Zheng and said with a smile: "By the way, don't arrest me, don't arrest me, I'm leaving."

Han Zheng didn't say a word, just stood there in a daze, as powerless as he was many years ago, Liu Suqing suddenly noticed that there were wrinkles on the corners of Han Zheng's eyes.

He and Alan got into the carriage, and the middle-aged man who drove the carriage pulled the reins, and Han Zheng suddenly grabbed a corner of the carriage: "You, take care."

Liu Suqing's nails sank deeply into the flesh, he sighed: "Can I call you brother again?"

Han Zheng's tears dripped down in an instant, looking at this person who is close at hand but far away in the world, he finally understands what it means to be in love without knowing where it starts...

"Brother, goodbye..."

The carriage goes far away, bringing with it the dust along the way, from now on the mountains are far away, and we will never meet again...

Liu Su crouched in a corner of the carriage, crying hoarsely. It was the first time Alan saw him cry, and she didn't know how to comfort him, so she quietly handed him a handkerchief. After that, she never saw him cry again.

☆, finale

In 1987, the first batch of veterans returned to the mainland...

The old man is about 80 years old and is supported by a young man. He has silver hair and wears an outdated coat and a scarf around his neck. He looks hale and hearty. The young man is dressed in fashion and wears trousers And a fur coat, but it looks very young, looking around curiously.

After wars one after another, the small town has survived tenaciously. Because many ancient buildings have been preserved, it has become a famous ancient cultural tourist attraction at this time. There are rows of high-rise buildings outside. With the precipitation of time, the ancient meaning gives the wandering souls a chance to go home.

The old man looked at it for a long time. Decades have passed. Although many ancient buildings have been preserved here, it has become a commercial street after all. There are tourists coming and going, and noisy crowds. The old man pointed at these buildings and told the young people that One used to be a restaurant, and the other used to be an academy... The young man looks gentle, probably still a student, but he is very willing to listen to the old people talking about ancient times. The old and the young look very harmonious.

The old man and the young man walked to the west of the city. The signboard of the old inn was changed, and the house was decorated in a modern way. A wide variety of cultural and creative products filled the house. At this time, a tour guide led a group of tourists holding small red flags away. come over.

The tour guide held up a loudspeaker and introduced to everyone: "The building you see now used to be an inn. Of course, it can't be used for people now, but this building has been handed down since the Qing Dynasty. The carvings and paintings on the wooden windows are all made by famous masters, and there are even a lot of antique relics in them. The Japanese occupied this place and robbed a large number of cultural relics. The Japanese also recovered all the cultural relics, and these things have been preserved until now, and can be seen by everyone..."

The tourists couldn't help sighing "Wow", and swarmed into the store to pick out souvenirs. The tour guide was a young man, probably saying that he was tired. He sat on the steps and drank a few sips of water. The old man walked over and pointed Pointing to an old house on the opposite side, he asked, "Young man, do you know what is done there?"

The tour guide looked in the direction the old man pointed, and then shook his head: "It's probably a private residence, and the door has never been opened. Grandpa, if you want to go sightseeing, you should go to Dongcheng, where souvenirs are sold. .”

There is a saying that things are things and people are not everything. Time has passed and no one remembers Miss Su anymore.

The old man smiled and walked towards the closed door. The lantern at the door was replaced with a new one. The house was very old, and the textures made it look very old, but it could still be seen that someone took good care of it. Last year's Spring Festival couplets were even pasted on the door frames on both sides. The old man touched the big lock on the door and said to the young man: "I still remember, I still remember."

The young man supported the old man, looked at the locked door and said, "Grandpa, there is no one here. The grandfather you mentioned may have moved away long ago. Or, let me ask the old residents here for you?"

The old man waved his hand and sat on the stone steps at the door. He looked at the bustling passers-by, as if he didn't hear the young man's words.

At this moment, an old lady came across. She was wearing a dark plaid cheongsam with a hollow beige shawl on it. Her hair was carefully tied behind her head. Generally, an old lady at this age can There are not many such well-dressed ones, so the young man can't help but take a few more glances. When his grandma was around, she was also dressed in this way. Living in the ever-changing present, the young man probably cannot understand the old people's obsession with the past.

But the old lady walked straight towards them. She looked surprised, and when she saw the old man, she said "Oh!" "Is this, General Han?" She asked softly.

Han Zheng raised his head, years had carved countless wrinkles on his face, the former majestic general was sitting on the steps, a skinny little old man, only his eyes could still see some of the past demeanor. In front of time, without exception, everyone has to bow their heads and behave like an ordinary person. He was a little excited and stood up: "Are you Alan?"

The old lady was so excited, she nodded and wiped the tears that kept flowing from the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief: "It's been more than 30 years, more than 30 years, I thought I would never see you again in this life."

Alan took out a key and opened the door of the tea house. The young man thought he would smell the damp and musty smell inherent in the old house, but not only was there no such thing, the house was still very clean, and it still kept the old house from decades ago. It looks like a foreign umbrella that was popular in the Republic of China period hung on the wall.

Han Zheng sat on a stool, and Alan poured them two cups of water: "There is no tea here, you just make it up, I will ask my son to prepare something to eat later, you must stay here well." Stay for a few days."

Han Zheng nodded with a smile. Decades ago, he was also sitting here. There was a person outside the door wearing a plain white robe. Come……"

Probably because he was getting old, when Alan saw Han Zheng, he talked about many past events, such as the changes in the small town after Han Zheng and the others left, such as how Liu Suqing and the others lived in the small town, such as how Alan married a rich businessman and lived a good life Yes, what she was talking about was dry mouthed, and when she raised her eyes, she saw the sadness on the old man's face, he said very little, and only heard two "hmm", Alan sighed, and said by himself: "Do you want to Why don't you ask him?"

Han Zheng looked up at her. At this time, there was a little girl about ten years old standing at the door. She looked very energetic and had a bit of the shadow of Alan when he was young.

"This is my granddaughter, Xiao Ling, to take my elder brother to the backyard."

Xiaoling let out an "hey" and ran in. She didn't recognize her identity, and after saying hello to Han Zheng, she dragged the young man to the backyard.

Alan looked outside the door and said in a low voice: "As you know, the world was very chaotic in those years. My husband and I both moved to our hometown in the countryside, and few people knew my identity, but he didn't want to leave. In fact, he is fine, but the brothers of the Lan family have offended many villains in the past, and they were dragged to criticize and fight against them. He was accused of a lot of crimes. He couldn't bear it. He went to many places to speak for them, and ended up setting himself up I went in and lived in the cowshed for more than half a year. After coming out, my health was not good. I was sick for more than ten years, but I still went. Later, we bought this land, fearing that one day the old man would come back and find his way. Ah, fortunately, fortunately, I still waited for you."

Han Zheng didn't know what to say. It seemed that as soon as he entered this door, the past was like yesterday. The decades of suffering disappeared, and a huge sense of loss welled up in his heart. He said lightly: "It turns out that he suffered With so many crimes, did he never find a partner after that?"

"I've also found a few of them, probably because of their different personalities. I can't go anywhere, and I've been alone all the time..."

He has such a good personality, why can't he get along with others, probably because he is not used to it...

Han Zheng became silent, he didn't know what to ask again, if he asked more, the pain would be more, but the dead person will never come back after all.

Alan broke the silence: "Oh, by the way, he also left you a letter, just wait a moment, I'll come as soon as I go."

Alan lived in a small western-style building next door, and came back soon, holding a lacquered wooden box in his hand, which seemed to be decades old. Alan opened the box carefully, and there were some bits and pieces inside things, some pens and inks, a teacup, and the small seal with his name engraved on it...

"These are all things he used before. After he left, I put them away together. Hey, I found them."

The envelope looked very old, and the words "Han Zheng's personal letter" were written on it. Han Zheng took it and traced it over and over with his hands, but he didn't open it for a long time.

"It was sealed like this when he handed it to me. After all these years, no one has opened it."

Han Zheng finally tore open the envelope. Because the letter paper was well preserved, except for a slight yellowing, it looked like it had just been written.

The letter was extremely short, and a drop of ink was smeared on the paper at the beginning. It is conceivable that the writer must have thought for a long time before he settled on the pen. Holding the letter in his hands, Han Zheng burst into tears. Big drops of tears made the letter paper wet, and the 38-year-old man burst into tears unreservedly. His grandson and Xiaoling stood quietly at the backyard gate, and no one stepped forward to comfort him. He, these few tears, separated by [-] years, separated by the vast ocean, and separated by two worlds.

The handwriting is still the familiar lowercase letters, with every stroke, all the emotions are integrated into it...

"Mountains are crumbling and crumbling, since they are in the fate of peril, and the spring and autumn are repeated, there must be sadness of passing away!

Brother, goodbye. "

The signature is: Shen Su.

Geng Xin's "Sorrow in the South of the Yangtze River", decades of hard travel, the collapse of the times, in a word, only those who have experienced it can understand how heavy it can be...

"I want to see him."

Alan nodded: "That should be."

Liu Suqing's tomb was built in a suburban cemetery not far from here. The cemetery is probably a bit out of the way, and it looks relatively desolate. There are not many tombstones at a glance. It's cleaner."

Han Zheng held a bouquet of flowers and placed it in front of the tombstone. On the tombstone was a black and white photo. In the photo was a middle-aged man. He looked very elegant and refined. At first glance, he looked like an ancient teacher. Han Zheng himself After cleaning the tombstone for him, his wrinkled hands gently stroked the tombstone, and he thought: "Fortunately, you didn't see me like this. If you did, I'm afraid you'd dislike me. You're still so pretty."

Alan drove away the people who followed, leaving them enough time.Later, Han Zheng left with his grandson. He didn't stay in the small town, but when he left, he bought an empty tomb in the cemetery, next to Liu Suqing's tomb.

Since they cannot sleep together in life, then they will stay with you after death. Now, no one can stop them...

The author has something to say: It’s over, the pit that has been procrastinating for a year has finally been filled in. At that time, the CP who was particularly obsessed with officers and actors opened this pit. Later, it was put on hold due to work and other reasons. In fact, It's because I'm lazy (**). In short, I'm still very happy after filling in the hole. This is my first relatively complete novel, and I don't have much to write an outline. I just write where I think, and some words and sentences express Or there may be some logical problems, but this is very interesting to me, because I don’t know what state the story will develop into in the end. Liu Suqing has always been a type I like very much. I feel abused, because most people are like this, most people’s first love is very beautiful, and they are no exception, and if there are many people in a lifetime, they will always let down a few, but at least they are loyal to each other In a lifetime, the era where the story takes place is a turbulent era. It is not easy to have such a relationship, and there is no need to demand more things.

The original intention of this article is actually to write about those unknown heroes who defended their homes and the country in the precarious era. They lived at the bottom and exchanged their blood and dignity for a piece of peace. We can’t imagine that kind of persistence. They all live a decent life, regardless of whether they are rich or poor, but they always live on the ground. Those who were born with labels have become a thing of the past. I only use this article to express my awe of that era. Pingding, Cathay Pacific is healthy, and they finally fulfilled their mission.

Anyway, thanks for watching! !

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