Fiend ABO

Light is always the most desirable.

Jiang Lu thought about it many times, to stretch out his hand towards his light, to catch up with all his strength, to try his best to break out of the quagmire.

But only his thoughts.

In reality, there were too many things that knocked him down again and again, he was heavily pressed on his body, he couldn't breathe, and there would be a doctor hanging by his side.

He suspected that even if he committed suicide and his soul fell into hell, these doctors would drag him out of hell, tie him to the hospital bed and pour medicine into his mouth.

He was tired before he finished walking all the way Jiang Lu, he didn't want to lift his arms and legs, he stood under a willow tree, didn't speak, and didn't look at Xie Linjun.

As time went by, the temperature also rose, the sun was burning on the exposed skin, and the back and hair began to sweat.

"Shall we go back first?" Xie Linjun looked at Jiang Lu, "It's getting hot."

"Go to the supermarket and buy something before going back." Jiang Lu turned his head, looked at Xie Linjun, his eyes were a little red, but there were no tears, "buy some snacks or something."

"What do you want to eat?" Xie Linjun asked him.

"I don't know." Jiang Lu rested for a while before walking forward, "Let's go and have a look first."

There is a big supermarket outside the community, which was newly opened not long ago. Jiang Lu and Xie Linjun went shopping in it when it opened, and did not buy anything, but it took nearly 10 minutes to walk around to the cashier. Side, check out and go out the door.

The footprint is a bit ridiculous.

After entering, the two of them were not in a hurry to go to the snack area, and they were not in a hurry anyway. They even went to pick out shampoo and shower gel.

"Want to buy soap?" Jiang Lu looked at him.

"You don't use soap." Xie Linjun put back the soap that Jiang Lu threw into the cart, looked at it, and then took a bottle of body wash with a milder smell and put it in the cart.

"Aren't you really going to buy it?" Jiang Lu stood by the soap and didn't leave, "But you use it."

Xie Linjun opened his mouth, wanting to say that I use everything the same, and I haven't run out of soap at home, but what I said turned into "Then take a box home."

Jiang Lu smiled, and threw the soap that Xie Linjun put back into the cart again.

The two of them bought a lot of things, such as snacks, books, and daily necessities. They bought a lot of useful and useless things. In the end, Jiang Lu paid the bill, and Xie Linjun took these things back with his own efforts.

The gatekeeper at the gate of the community changed again. Seeing the two of them coming in with so many things, they couldn't help but laugh: "You two are planning not to go out in the future, right? You bought so many things."

Jiang Lu carried two lighter bags and followed behind Xie Linjun. Hearing this, he raised his head and smiled at the guard and said, "Why don't you go out."

The guard smiled and teased a few more words, but Jiang Lu didn't listen.

There was an uncomfortable ticking sound in the ears again, as if there was a water leak somewhere, but they were standing in the community, surrounded by buildings, how could there be such an empty sound?

Jiang Lu couldn't help but look left and right, looking for the source of the sound, and followed Xie Linjun forward without stopping.

"You rest for a while and take the medicine before meals." After entering the house, Xie Linjun took out several medicine bottles, "take a rest, and we will start making lunch again."

"Us." Jiang Lu said.

"Let's do it together," Xie Linjun said, "You can come and help."

"I can't." Jiang Lu looked at the medicine bottles.

"Then let me look at you," Xie Linjun smiled, but in Jiang Lu's eyes, that smile was extremely forced, "Looking at you makes me more motivated."

Jiang Lu also laughed and said nothing.

He sat for a while, thinking about a lot of things, but when he came to his senses, his mind was blank.

Xie Linjun got up and poured water. Jiang Lu knew that he was about to take a lot of medicine, so he stuffed them down his throat one by one and swallowed them forcefully, even if he wanted to vomit?Swallow it with the vomit, too.

I don't want to take medicine.

It was rare for Jiang Lu to be willful once.

But Xie Linjun put the water on the coffee table in front of him as if he didn't hear, and reached out to get the medicine bottle.

Did I just say that?

Did I open my mouth?

Jiang Lu couldn't remember.

But what he remembered was the abnormality that he could perceive in himself.

unusual.

Abnormalities that deserve to be strangled in the shadows without a little sunshine, injuries that deserve to die forever, and...there's a lot more.

Jiang Lu clenched his fist, and when Xie Linjun picked up the water glass and handed it to him, he let go. He swallowed all the water and medicine.

"Take a break." Xie Linjun sat down beside him, stretched out his hand to hook Jiang Lu's shoulder, and kissed him on the neck, "Do you want to sleep for a while?"

"Aren't you going to cook?" Jiang Lu said.

"Then you have to go with me," Xie Linjun looked at Jiang Lu, said seriously and firmly, "You go with me."

Xie Linjun didn't know what he was afraid of.

Today's river road is normal.

Other than looking around on the way home and waking up shaking, everything else was normal.

But the more normal it is, the more frightening it is.

It's as frightening as the calm sea before the storm.

He could only put Jiang Lu in front of his eyes, monitor with his own eyes, feel his presence with his hands, and only then could the heart that could not be calmed down find a moment of peace.

Jiang Lu pursed his lips, not knowing what he was thinking. After a while, he said, "Then I'll go cook with you, and I'll watch you at the door, and you can see me when you turn around."

"...Okay." Xie Linjun said.

The kitchen of the house is not too big, and it is difficult for two people to stand in it, let alone one standing in a daze.

Jiang Lu did what he said and stood at the door without moving. Xie Linjun turned his head several times and he stood there without moving.

"Would you like to sit down for a while," Xie Linjun said, "Bring me a chair."

"Ah," Jiang Lu responded, turned around and brought a small stool to the living room, "I'll sit here."

"Okay." Xie Linjun glanced at him again.

After taking the medicine, Jiang Lu really wanted to lean on him. The bones in his body seemed to be pulled out, leaving only a pool of rotten flesh, but he had to sit there and let Xie Linjun look at him.

He could see Xie Linjun's uneasiness.

Because of his own existence, Xie Linjun was uneasy.

Jiang Lu took a deep breath, he could smell the aroma of the food, but he couldn't feel any hunger or fullness as if his stomach had been removed.

"I'm going to the toilet," Jiang Lu said, "I'll be right out."

"...It's not that urgent." Xie Linjun held up a spatula and said.

Jiang Lu didn't answer him.

The sound of slippers being pulled on the floor was loud, but it couldn't cover the sound of the range hood in the kitchen. Xie Linjun could barely hear the footsteps. Jiang Lu slowly entered the toilet, closed the door, and then there was no movement.

A barely audible sound calmed him down.

After a dish was cooked, Xie Linjun found that the salt was gone, so he opened the cabinet and took out a bag of salt and poured it into the seasoning box.

Jiang Lu hasn't come out yet.

How many minutes has he been in?

... Anyway, I didn't hear the sound of slippers.

Did you vomit in the toilet again?

Xie Linjun was a little worried. After putting the salt in, he threw the packaging bag into the trash can, walked out of the kitchen and went to the toilet.

The toilet door was open.

There was no one inside.

The slippers were pulled aside.

There is no one inside.

It was as if something had exploded in Xie Linjun's brain, his skull and brains were all blown apart, and his tinnitus continued.

He quickly turned around and rushed to the door, only to find that the door was not closed tightly.There is a gap between the lock and the door frame that is hard to see without going close, and the door can be pushed open with a light push.

Not a single pair of shoes in the shoe cabinet was taken away.

There was a clicking sound when the door of the shoe cabinet was opened, so Jiang Lu didn't even wear shoes.

Just go.

Jiang Lu left?

Xie Linjun was so flustered that he seemed to die in the next second, he quickly searched the whole house but couldn't find any trace of Jiang Lu, finally took the key and ran out of the house, he gritted his teeth, but tasted something unknown in his mouth Where does the smell of rust come from.

The freshly cooked dish in the kitchen was still steaming, and it tasted very good. It was Xie Linjun's cooking skills that he had practiced for two years.

But no one will eat it again.