Fiend ABO

From winter to spring, four simple words sum up the change of the whole season.

The branches have sprouted after the Spring Festival, and everything is moving towards the new side.The wind is still shrouded in a shivering chill, and the thin snow on the side of the road can't even make a snowman, and it melts when you hold it lightly. More often, it's raining. Melting snow and ice and the deathly silence of winter.

Xie Linjun and Jiang Lu celebrated their 17th birthday together. They chose Xie Linjun's birthday and went back to Xie Linjun's home. Looking at the blooming white magnolia outside the house, they smiled faintly and wished each other a happy birthday.

Too many bad things happened on Jiang Lu's real birthday.

Xie Linjun didn't ask Jiang Lu if he wanted to go to the cemetery, and he didn't ask him if he wanted to have another birthday. It was just an ordinary Wednesday, and Gao Yan at the back table still shouted first. Only then did I say my next sentence, always happy, always positive.

Xie Linjun kept his first place and waited for Jiang Lu to catch up step by step.

From 210 nine to 110 seven, it is not so easy to progress further, every point is the key.

Jiang Lu began to learn Xie Linjun's learning method, never leaving his book, and listening to English in addition to the piano music played in the earphones, the effect was mediocre, not everyone could adapt to that almost abnormal way.

Jiang Lu's exclusive bald experts will treat and talk with Jiang Lu every week. The content of the conversation is the same, because Jiang Lu's answer is always the same. He said, "I can't see it, there is no black shadow... They It seems to have left me."

"I haven't had auditory hallucinations recently, and my mood is very stable."

"I'm a little tired, because there is a bully at home who oppresses me every day."

At the end of Jiang Lu's speech, he paused for a while, then smiled and said, "I think I'm getting better soon."

The bald expert recorded his words in the medical record, nodded and said nothing, called Xie Linjun over after going out, and explained some precautions to him.

"Just observe," the expert said, "record all the things that are wrong with his daily life, and then report to us next week... Jiang Lu, we have nothing to do with him when he tries to lie to us. This kind of sober and sensible patient, you live with him and observe more."

Xie Linjun complied.

But Jiang Lu did not show anything unusual.

After reading the test papers over and over again, there were fewer and fewer wrong questions in the wrong question book. Sometimes Jiang Lu could catch one or two mistakes from Xie Linjun's homework and laugh all afternoon.

If I have to say that there is something unusual, it is probably that I love to laugh more.

Jiang Lu used to love to laugh too, but after all, he lifted one corner of his mouth and let out a laugh or two slowly from his throat, or curled up his lips silently, and sometimes he would laugh out loud, but now there is a small point It can make him laugh until the sensor lights in the community are all on.

"Jiang Lu," Xie Linjun took out the medicine and shouted towards the room, "Come and take the medicine."

"Don't make any noise when you're writing," Jiang Lu replied in the bedroom, "Bring it in for me."

Xie Linjun took the medicine into the bedroom.

Jiang Lu was lying in front of the small desk, and when he heard Xie Linjun enter the room, he immediately stopped writing, twirled the pen on his finger, and then slapped it on the table. He leaned back in the chair, his head She tried her best to raise her back, "I don't want to take medicine."

Xie Linjun didn't speak, put the medicine on his table, then stretched out his hand and dragged the back of Jiang Lu's head to straighten his head little by little.

Jiang Lu glanced at the lid of the medicine, "Is there less medicine than yesterday?"

"Well," Xie Linjun rubbed his head smoothly, "The doctor said that your symptoms have eased, and you can gradually reduce the dosage of the medicine."

"Ah." The corners of Jiang Lu's mouth drooped, and he raised it again quickly, "That's it."

After answering this, he directly picked up the lid of the medicine and poured the medicine into his mouth, frowned and quickly poured down a whole glass of water from the water glass.

Xie Linjun picked up his paper again and looked at the composition under his eyes. He marked out a few grammatical mistakes with a pen, and then walked out with a water glass and a medicine lid, "What do you want to eat this afternoon?"

Jiang Lu didn't reply.

He always looked like this after taking the medicine, his eyes were empty, his thinking became slow, and even the reactions of his limbs slowed down as if they were stuck.

The medicine didn't work so quickly, and a large part of it was due to Jiang Lu's psychological reasons.

The doctor said so, but there is no real cure.

Xie Linjun waited for a while, but when he didn't get a response, he went to the kitchen, intending to cook something Jiang Lu likes to eat.

After a long time, Jiang Lu pushed open the bedroom door and came out, his eyes were red as if he had cried, his lips were also rosy, and there was still a little water stain at the corner of his mouth. He glanced at the kitchen and saw that Xie Linjun was cutting something. Hearing the movement behind him, he looked back, Jiang Lu immediately looked away, threw the paper in his hand into the trash can, and picked up the plastic bag together, "I'm going downstairs to throw out the trash."

"I just threw it away yesterday." Xie Linjun stopped his hands, "Put it there."

"...What did you throw in there?" Jiang Lu pointed to the garbage bag, "It smells weird."

"I didn't throw anything, just a few bags." Xie Linjun came out and looked at Jiang Lu, "What did you throw in there?"

"Garbage," Jiang Lu said, "There is no garbage in the garbage bag, are you going to throw me in it?"

Xie Linjun pursed his lower lip, raised his hand and flicked Jiang Lu's forehead, "Throw out the garbage in the kitchen."

"Okay." Jiang Lu nodded.

Xie Linjun watched Jiang Lu walk out of the room, turned his head and went back to the bedroom, searched carefully the place where Jiang Lu was sitting just now, but found nothing, the garbage bag in Jiang Lu's hand was just spread out. , so it is impossible to have something wrapped in it.

Is he overthinking or is Jiang Lu really abnormal?

Xie Linjun closed his eyes hard.

The wind was blowing outside the house, Jiang Lu took a deep breath, threw the garbage bag into the trash can at the door, stood in front of the trash can for a long time, his thoughts seemed to fly out of the sky with the wind, his eyes were very confused, even the trash I noticed the small stain next to the bucket, but my spirit couldn't relax.

We need to refuel.

When the first drop of rain fell from the sky, Jiang Lu suddenly thought this way.

He has to keep working hard to catch up with Xie Linjun.

In the third year of high school, Xie Linjun and Jiang Lu's original home finally decided to demolish it.

The spring of that year hadn't warmed up, and the Magnolia was removed and planted in the park before it even had time to bear buds. All the bad, happy, happy, plots and memories full of struggle and resistance, along with the engineering team With an order, it turned into a pile of dust.

Xie Linjun and Jiang Lu went to the scene that day, and they were separated by a long distance. After watching it, the two of them didn't speak, and went home in silence.

Jiang Lu opened his eyes, he was in the bedroom, there were familiar patterns on the ceiling, the wallpaper on the wall was picked by himself, and there was an unpleasant smell everywhere - he was waiting for Xie Linjun to take a shower after he came out of the shower , fell asleep inexplicably, and came over inexplicably again.

The days passed like turning a page, but everything around me became boring for no reason.

Desks, chairs, walls, lamps, everything is a familiar feeling that makes people want to vomit but can't vomit.

"Have you lost a lot of weight recently?" Xie Linjun just finished taking a shower, opened the door and came out.

"Is there?" Jiang Lu raised his hand and stared at his wrist for a while, "No."

Xie Linjun stared at Jiang Lu for a while, "Don't try too hard."

Jiang Lu did not let go of his raised wrist.

As if he had lost his soul, he stared at his wrist for a long time before pulling the corner of his mouth, "Okay."