Fiend ABO

Ran Qiuyu's funeral came to an end on a rainy day.

They didn't inform anyone. Xie Linjun said that when she was alive, she was extremely tired of dealing with those annoying relatives, and there was no need to invite them over to gossip at the funeral. Naturally, Jiang Lu didn't have anything more to say. Grabbed his hand tightly.

There was a thin layer of rain floating in the sky, which penetrated through the neckline of the coat, and touched the skin, causing goose bumps all over his body.

Sitting in front of the tomb, Xie Linjun stared at the photo above with an extremely natural smile, but couldn't say a word.

He did think about leaving Ran Qiuyu after the college entrance examination, but that was different from watching Ran Qiuyu die in front of him.At that time, the suffocation had already caused his whole body to be weak, Jiang Lu lost consciousness, and the fire came towards them like a ferocious monster, and Ran Qiuyu had no intention of following him.

He has no choice.

Backtracking to that time and place in countless dreams, he couldn't reach the hem of Ran Qiuyu's clothes with his outstretched hands.

Jiang Lu leaned on his shoulder, squinting his eyes slightly, his breathing was so weak that he needed a glance to confirm Jiang Lu's existence.The cemetery is suffocatingly quiet, even birds and cicadas seldom appear. When the wind blows over the leaves, the raindrops are blown off the leaves and fall into the small puddles under the trees. No one cares whether it falls or not. tears.

Lin Yan was also buried here, coincidentally not far from Ran Qiuyu's location, as if they were still living in that yard, looking at each other from a distance through the window, and finally smiled at each other.

Jiang Lu didn't go to see Lin Yan. Since Lin Yan died, he had never been to the cemetery, let alone visited, and he didn't want to go at this time.One is that he can't leave Xie Linjun at this time, and the other is that Lin Yan probably doesn't want to see him either.

When he was a child, the two families of He Meimei were finally torn apart, but Jiang Lu somehow remembered the phrase that Ran Qiuyu shouted in the fire scene, "Jiang Lu! All your misfortunes started from birth..."

All his misfortunes so far seem to be watched by someone. People are telling his misfortunes, but no one lends a helping hand.The only one who stretched out his hand was Xie Linjun, and now Xie Linjun was pushed to the same place as him.

Jiang Lu looked up at the photo on the tombstone, and finally let out a long sigh.

He didn't remember how long they stayed in the cemetery that day. Anyway, when night fell, when the patrolling staff drove them out with a surprised face, the two of them realized that they hadn't eaten or even drool all day. After drinking it, my hair was drenched by the unstoppable drizzle, and it lay in front of my forehead, looking embarrassed and ridiculous.

"Go back." Jiang Lu held Xie Linjun's hand tightly, but Xie Linjun didn't shake him back.

"Okay." He just responded softly.

What people fear most in their life is probably the farewell in the wind and the sudden death. No one can make up for it, and no one needs to make up for it.

Jiang Lu ignored the strange eyes of the staff, leaned over to kiss Xie Linjun on the face, and dragged him to the entrance of the cemetery.As soon as they walked to the door, a familiar figure flashed in front of them, and the three met each other, all of them stunned.

"...It's you." Jiang Lu quickly searched out the identity of the other party in his memory. He was the nurse who took care of his mother in the hospital.

The nurse obviously didn't want to see Jiang Lu again, and even subconsciously shook his arm the moment he recognized Jiang Lu, "You...to see your mother?"

"...No." Jiang Lu shook his head and did not speak again.

Just as he was about to continue walking, the nurse immediately grabbed his arm, and then released it immediately after a moment of stunned. His tone was not as domineering as before, but he asked tentatively: "Then why didn't you come? She is Your mother, you can't forget her..."

It's that statement again.

Jiang Lu opened his mouth, but said nothing.Xie Linjun, who was being held by him, finally reacted, pulled the nurse away, and led Jiang Lu out. The two of them walked to the side of the road in silence, ready to take a taxi back to the hotel.

The fire burned everything to ashes. They are currently living in a hotel, and they will go out to rent a house in a few days, and they will move back after the house is renovated.

At least for this semester, they will have to live in a rented house.

Back at the hotel, Jiang Lu first pushed Xie Linjun into the bathroom to take a shower. He took out a handkerchief and kept wiping his wet hair. He could see his wrist from the corner of his eye. I'm sorry for your mother's tone and what Ran Qiuyu said before she died.

And Lin Yan once said on the phone, with electric current and desperate wind, every word was crying, Jiang Lu, you ruined my life.

The bathroom door was pushed open with a click, pulling Jiang Lu Piaoyuan's thoughts back. He followed the sound and saw Xie Linjun leaning against the door frame naked, with his brows tightly frowned, breathing deeply, and his eyes were empty He kept looking for something in the room, and didn't feel relieved until he saw Jiang Lu was still in the room.

Jiang Lu couldn't be more aware of this state.

He got up and walked over, not caring about the other party's chest that was still dripping with water, he hugged him firmly, and whispered in his ear: "Don't be afraid, I'll wait for you here."

"Okay." Xie Linjun breathed a sigh of relief, and hugged Jiang Lu back.

Jiang Lu smelled the hotel's shower gel on him, but his thoughts drifted further away.

The nurse's words, Ran Qiuyu's words, and Lin Yan's words all seemed to imply something to him.

Jiang Lu's arms around Xie Linjun couldn't help shaking. He knew that Xie Linjun's current state was not right, at least his spirit and mentality hadn't slowed down, but he couldn't hold back any longer. Cruelly leaving wounds everywhere, he held Xie Linjun's hand for a long time and refused to let go.

Finally, Xie Linjun pulled him in, the two of them took a bath together, and when they came out, they lay on the bed, neither of them felt sleepy.

The moon in autumn was brighter than expected, and the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus was brought into the room by the wind. Jiang Lu leaned towards Xie Linjun until the two people's arms were tightly pressed together. After all, the warmth given to each other finally brought a trace of tiredness.

That night Jiang Lu had another dream.

In the dream, he looked like he was four and a half years old. He was beaten by Xie Linjun and rushed to the entrance of the yard. He poked his head cautiously and saw that Xie Linjun was still waiting for him under the magnolia tree. After Jiang Lu stopped going home, he wiped his tears While muttering bad things about Xie Linjun in a low voice, he walked out.

People on the street love this very beautiful little doll very much, and are happy to help keep an eye on him, but they don't have to worry about him getting lost.

Jiang Lu remembered that he was walking on the street like this that day, when he suddenly met a young aunt.

"Why are you crying?" Auntie said, handing out a candy from the bag.

"Because someone beat me!" Jiang Lu sniffed, put the candy into his pocket, and planned to find a place to throw the candy away.

"Who hit you? Take me to your mother, I'll go and complain to her!" Auntie looked a little angry, and even wanted to come over to hold Jiang Lu's hand.

Jiang Lu hurriedly took a step back, gently puffed his cheeks and said, "No need, auntie, my mother doesn't care about me, she said that Xie Linjun hit me because he wanted to be friends with me."

"How could it be?" Auntie looked a little surprised, "Since I want to be friends with you, why did I hit you?"

"...Don't you know?" Jiang Lu was a little dazed when he heard this, "But that's what Mom said."

"Is that because your mother doesn't love you?" Auntie stood up straight, her tone suddenly sank.

Jiang Lu stood not far away, watching himself arguing with the aunt when he was a child from a third perspective. Suddenly, a burst of light came over, and Jiang Lu saw the aunt's face clearly. It was the same as the nurse he saw in the cemetery today. personal.

"Of course my mother loves me!" Xiao Jianglu was about to cry, pointing at his aunt and saying, "Your mother doesn't love you!"

"If your mother loves you..."

"Jiang Lu!" Xie Linjun stood up and held Jiang Lu's hands. God knows how horrifying it was when he opened his eyes to see Jiang Lu's hands stretching towards his neck with half-closed eyes. At that moment, his heart skipped a beat. Almost stopped.

The hotel room was not bright with the night lights on. Jiang Lu gradually recovered his sanity in the dim light, but he couldn't dispel the shadow in front of him.

There were still the unfinished words of the woman in his ear.

"If your mother loves you, why wouldn't she protect you? How could she allow others to beat you?"

"Jiang Lu?" Xie Linjun was so frightened that his breath became short of breath, he pulled Jiang Lu up and hugged him in his arms, and patted him on the back like he was comforting a sleeping baby, "It's okay, it's okay .”

"Xie Linjun, I told you that I have never been able to figure out why my mother would throw me at your house when you beat me like that when you were a child," Jiang Lu's voice sounded very steady, mixed with small details. Trembling imperceptibly, Xie Linjun's other hand touched his fingertips a little cold, and his palm was full of cold sweat, "They know that I will fight when I meet you, and I even went from two I jumped out of the building window, but they still left us together, I never figured it out."

"Don't think about it," Xie Linjun interrupted him, he always felt that what Jiang Lu would say next would disrupt everything about them, including Jiang Lu's heart that was still upward hidden under the mud, "Lu Lu, don't Think about it."

After Jiang Lu heard the sound, he suddenly fell silent, and even stopped breathing. After a few seconds, he continued: "Because they just want to see me suffer, and they want me to fall when I jump out of the second floor. Die, they... hated me since I was a kid."

"But why do they hate me? I can't figure it out," Jiang Lu gritted his teeth, "Mom said... I ruined her life. If it wasn't for me, she wouldn't have to marry Jiang Che. So is it possible that Jiang Che ...Forcing her, because of me, she was forced to marry?"

This assumption was too bold, and overthrew all the happiness in the past. Xie Linjun didn't dare to answer casually, so he could only hug Jiang Lu harder.

"That nurse...that nurse might know something," Jiang Lu couldn't continue, his voice became weaker and weaker, "Shall we go find her tomorrow?"

"Okay." Xie Linjun replied.

"...Ask her if she's okay?" Jiang Lu closed his eyes.

"Okay." Xie Linjun said.

A simple word seems to have entrusted Jiang Lu with infinite power.

At that time, the two people who were thrown together only thought that they were adults on good terms, and they didn't like to take children with them when talking about things, so they were sent to Xie Linjun's room and let them play by themselves, but they never thought about it. Across the door, two pairs of eyes looked at the murdered and beaten Jiang Lu through the crack of the door, and there was a gloomy emotion in those eyes.