【Xiyi】Ten times Hisoka tried to kill Illumi, but once he didn't

"striking."

Illumi repeated Melena's words. He really wanted to ask how this woman wearing a crown of thorns and claiming to be Jesus thought of a killer, so he added such an attributive before the assassination commission - it can't be called an assassination, it should be Calling trouble, Illumi almost wanted to recommend Hisoka to her.

Ah, no, it should be Kuroro. After all, Kuroro is a bandit leader who is powerful even in Youkexin, and Hisoka is too demanding on the target. A prince who has no strength in a country and has a wide age distribution can I don't know if I can't get into his eyes.

Melina didn't seem to feel Illumi's resentment, she was coated with a layer of divinity by the light from the broken glass window behind her, "Mr. Beaten is a sensible person who only cares about money, I'm just suggesting It is worthy of my request for commission money. You don’t need to be eye-catching, as long as you can let the death of each prince cause the greatest panic it can bear in the closed space of the Black Whale. "

"The greatest panic? You said that this is a closed space, so you want to sink the ship." Illumi almost laughed out loud, "I'm not stupid, and I don't want to die. I'm still on the ship. Why? Let it sink."

"What if I say the ship was meant to sink?"

Illumi looked at Melena's identical smile and became more and more irritable. Her eyes were full of pity for all things, and she wanted to redeem everything, as if what he did was in Melina's eyes. It's just a child making a fuss and giving him indulgence from the standpoint of an adult.

Illumi hates this kind of alms-like self-esteem, "I just said that I will not sink the ship. As for you going crazy, sinking the ship or letting everyone be buried with you, that has nothing to do with me. Then you will not be able to keep me .” There was no energy to keep me.

Melena smiled and shook her head, "Noah's Ark is a ship that you can't get off once you get on it. As for whether it sinks or not, it depends on how the king balances it. The ship belongs to the king, and he is the one who decides to explore the Dark Continent." He is the one who invited the whole world to participate, and he was the one who held the battle of succession on the ship. He destroyed the border line and desperately added weight to one side. We are just standing on the other end of the scale, trying to balance the situation. Let this dilapidated country accelerate its decay from within, and be baptized and reborn. If it makes you comfortable, you can take this as an invitation, a guest of the feast, to be a witness of all this."

"I don't want to be that at all." Illumi didn't hesitate, he couldn't understand where Melena's love with the world in mind came from, and what she went through to distort love into such a destructive shape.His amygdala ① seems to be unable to receive stimulation like ordinary people, not to mention Melina's seemingly advanced but empty principles, and even the simple friendship between Qiya and Xiaojie can't understand.

Illumi could see that the so-called balance, baptism, and rebirth were just glossy wrapping papers Melina found for revenge.But this man is a typical paranoid, and he doesn't want to waste his words to correct Melena's pathetic, illusory psychological balance.

"Then can I hear why you want to board the ship?" Melena closed her eyes like a priest listening to a confession, "You have been asking about the Black Whale and the Dark Continent, right? The dignitaries who died in your hands Has the information we've given you reassured you?"

"I'm sorry, but I'm actually very selfish. My reason may not be as good as a drop of water in the sea compared to yours. I'm just looking for a simple answer." Illumi tilted his head, "I'm too embarrassed to say that in front of you." come out."

Melena didn't answer immediately, she seemed to be enjoying the silence at this moment, her closed eyes gave people the illusion that she could see through everything, and could peek into Illumi's beating heart that was beating like a normal person under the calm appearance.

Gotta kill her.

Illumi thought, this person can't be kept, she will keep her promise and let the Black Whale become a bubble on the sea.Because she is a royal bubble herself, she wants to make everything bubble - even if she can't even control the Ai Yi family now.

When Melena opened her eyes again, the smile on her lips remained unchanged, as if painted on, "I believe in you." She stood up, "Well, if you change your mind, you are welcome to come to me. Maybe the answer you've been looking for is right in front of you."

Illumi paused, without turning back, "I also have a question, you love this world, it's obvious enough, but after it becomes what you want, will you still love it?"

Without waiting for Melena's reply, he walked straight out of the church that was entangled in thorns and buried in mud.

Talking to Melina was tiring. He rarely took the initiative to kill someone. Most of the time, his circle of interests was too small, and the interests of others could not intersect with it, so Illumi didn't need to kill for himself.In a sense, Melina is really superior to others. At least in his heart, his small interests have been completely surrounded by Melina's sacred circle of interests. If he wants to protect her, he can only choose to kill her .

Illumi took a deep breath and took out his phone.The above is Hisoka's reply to him. He looked at it seriously, as if this was the only rope that could drag him out of the encirclement.

Was Hisoka so bored by Kuroro again that he went to the Sky Arena to have fun?I don’t know if it’s the sequelae left by Melina. The more boring Hisoka is now, the more Illumi can’t restrain the emotion that makes his heart throb. The muscles of the heart will beat faster because of its restraint, hitting The blood in other organs is blood without temperature, which is very similar to tension, but subtly different.

If Hisoka was next to him, he would definitely be able to answer his question. Just reverse the clown's exaggerated expression to get the correct answer.

Perhaps he should also give himself a little vacation. Recently, his brain has been stabbed with needles about the Dark Continent and Alluka. Halfway through, another Melina who escaped from the mental hospital was killed. It is likely that he was overworked or Too much pressure.

Illumi happily decided not to work until the Black Whale sailed, and not to think about her troublesome brothers.He called Hisoka without hesitation, as if he should be contacted at the thought of vacation.

But when Illumi waited listening to the beep on the phone, he couldn't help being confused, what was he doing on the previous vacation without Hisoka's interruption?Back to Kukulu Mountain?After that?

"Hey?"

Hisoka's voice appeared, never before short, making Illumi think he heard it wrong.

He frowned, "Hisso?"

"Ah, it's Illu. How was your vacation in Kakin?"

As soon as Kajin was mentioned, Illumi didn't pay attention to Hisoka's abnormality anymore, as if a switch had been turned on, he kept telling Hisoka the curse that was rampant in his head in a pretendingly relaxed tone, as if it were a joke , which was mixed with too many emotions that he couldn't control.

Hisoka didn't respond to him for a long time, and he couldn't even hear the sound of breathing on the phone. Illumi raised the volume slightly dissatisfied, "What are you doing?"

"Huh?" Hisoka finally replied, his voice was so hoarse that it made Illumi's skin go numb almost instantly, "I'm listening to you." He returned to normal almost in the blink of an eye, "Illumi is very It’s rare to like someone so much.”

"I don't like her." Illumi was a little annoyed, he felt that Hisoka wasn't listening to him, he didn't listen to a word, otherwise how could he come to this conclusion that was completely contrary to the facts.

"But you have been talking non-stop for 20 minutes since just now." Hisoka chuckled, but couldn't hear the voice at the end of the sentence, "You don't agree with her ideas and actions, and there are many reasons why you want to board the ship Take one and watch her move."

"And then kill her."

"Even if no one pays?"

"King Kajin will appreciate me, as will the plaything princes, and so will all the ordinary passengers on board."

"Wow, Yilu has also become a killer for the people."

Illumi once again cracked the phone, and the earpiece was mixed with rustling noises. He didn't know the reason for Hisoka's eccentricity. Before it was scrapped, Ilumi suddenly relaxed, "Are you still in the Sky Arena?" ?”

Hisoka raised his eyebrows, "Well, is Yilu coming?"

"I'm going to take a vacation."

"Welcome."

Saying that, Hisoka didn't seem to welcome him at all.

Illumi went to the visiting passage on the 200th floor, only to be told that Sisso had re-marked the 200th floor because of the long interval between the competitions, and the floor had been changed.

In fact, he could turn around and leave. Hisoka was in a bad mood, so there was no need to hurry up and hit the gun. It was very likely that after opening the door, there would be a fight, until one party was pressed on the bed by the other.

The most rational choice now is to walk, but Illumi still knocked on the door, and while he was taking a step, he was pulled vigorously, stuck his neck against the door.

I have to say that although Illumi often can't figure out Hisoka's thoughts, he absolutely understands the relationship between them thoroughly, probably because he always has a very accurate positioning of himself.

The room was very dark, with only the starry sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and Hisoka's eyes seemed to be the only light source, obviously biologically the eyes can't shine.

Illumi's fingertips that had turned into sharp weapons had already pierced the skin of Hisoka's chest, and his neck also emitted the smell of blood, making the adrenaline of both of them soar.

Hisoka held Illumi's wrist to keep him from moving, his upper body gradually approached, and Illumi could feel his fingers go deep into Hisoka's flesh, wrapping him warmly, with a fast rhythm.Hisoka stopped just a few millimeters away from the tip of Illumi's nose, and Illumi's fingers just caught his ribs, and with just a slight grip, Hisoka's heart could be wrapped.

Illumi's pupils shrank very small, his throat was choked by Hisoka and he couldn't make a sound, but his eyes said, "You're crazy."

Hisoka smiled, and increased the strength in his hands, feeling satisfied that Illumi's fingers curled up inside him, scratched on the beating smooth muscle, and then let go of Illumi, turning him back to his original form hand out.

Illumi took a few breaths and stared at Hisoka, "So, you're just angry about this little thing? Because I didn't seriously think about killing you?"

"Huh? Small matter? For me, this is a matter of principle." Hisoka took a bite from the fingerprint he had just left on Illumi's neck and licked off the blood. "It's you who take Entrust to block me."

"Ha, Hisoka is boring sometimes." Illumi didn't want to admit that he wanted to laugh a little.

"So Yilu has to be responsible, I'm so boring and no one loves me."

"will not."

-TBC-

①Amygdala: amygdala, I just learned the psychology class this semester. Most mental illnesses (MDD, bipolar, PTSD, anti-social, etc.) are due to the hypo/hyperactive amygdala.