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"What are you doing here?"

"The punishment of the first life is over. I was ordered to come here to pick you up."

Chu Yuan waved his hand disdainfully, turned and walked towards Naihe Bridge.He never glanced at Shi Jian from the beginning to the end, but paid tribute to Po Meng instead.

He has always been kind and friendly, and everyone likes him, both as a god and as a man.

Except for the timebook.

It is normal to have a small quarrel for three days and a big quarrel for two days, but it is very strange to drink and chat together, or to complete prayers together.I don't know if the relationship is good or bad.

Except now.

Chu Yuan didn't say a word to him, but had a good chat with Po Meng who was standing on the bridge.Po Meng noticed that there was another person standing behind Chuyuan, and glanced at him: "That person is..."

"Zhenjun Shijian, who was once in the Pantheon with me, but he doesn't often receive orders from the mansion, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't know him." Chu Yuan said lightly, with an unfamiliar look.

Shi Jian knew that it was not good for him to stand there, so he took the initiative to come over and saluted Po Meng, as if he had met and said hello.

Although they are colleagues of the Protoss, they belong to different departments after all, so it is natural that some of them are not familiar with each other.Chu Yuan only met Po Meng once, and the two of them had a good eye for each other, and they had a good chat.

But she looked at Shijian with a less friendly expression.

Her pretty face was full of smiles, and she didn't even bother to look him up.Po Meng didn't say anything to Shi Jian, and continued to talk to Chu Yuan: "Then Chu Yuan, you are here again..."

Chu Yuan took it for granted: "Cross the bridge and reincarnate."

Granny Meng was still "here" for a long time, Shi Jian was shocked when he heard this, and grabbed Chu Yuan's hand that had already been stretched towards the soup bowl: "No!"

Chu Yuan ignored him, didn't give him a look, and gently brushed off the hand that was holding him: "Please add some doses, last time... I didn't forget it."

Po Meng looked at him and at the timebook.Shijian still insisted: "No, how can you drink too much of this stuff?"

Seeing that Granny Meng didn't move, Chu Yuan went to scoop up the soup by himself: "If I come back next time, I will help you adjust the recipe when I have time. It's really not very delicious."

Shi Jian still interjected: "Don't drink if it doesn't taste good."

"Shijian Zhenjun." Chu Yuan couldn't bear it anymore, and drank the soup in his hand in front of him, "Don't you feel embarrassed? Who cares about you here? What are you insisting on?"

"I……"

"Oh yes, you don't even have a heart, so you don't know what embarrassment is." Chu Yuan put down the bowl, looked at the rolling Wangchuan River, there were small lights floating on the water, and the candlelight flickered away with the water.

That is the obsession soul lamp.People have obsessions inherent in death. After drinking a bowl of Mengpo soup, they forget everything, but they are not reconciled. Those obsessions also go with the memory. Put the lamp into Wangchuan.

It is no different from the river lanterns that are released during the sacrifices in the human world. It floats to the person or god you want to ask for. If you are lucky enough to be received and completed, you can also reincarnate without wishing.

But it seems that if you put the soul lamp into the river, this worry is over.

It is a relief and a relief.

Po Meng stared at Chuyuan and Shijian, afraid that Shijian would take Chuyuan away with some tough attitude.It's not like her hell is empty, so it's not his turn to get people from the heaven to come and be arrogant.

Granny Meng, a good gossip, knew the story of these two people thoroughly, and even had a kind of hatred for Shi Jian, so she volunteered to take on the responsibility of protecting Chu Yuan.

Although the effect was not good, he did feel that his memory was being lost... But when he was reincarnated, he still inherited all those humiliating, embarrassing, and angry memories from the past, not bad.

He was just an ordinary god, but he just made him understand those feelings and loves.He may be "unclean" in the first place, just like Luoxia, he has delusions that he shouldn't have.He knows what pain is, what is spicy, what is sweet, salty, sour, and bitter. His thoughts are separated from the guidance of "Heavenly Way", and he has been in control ever since.

But he also thinks, is it right to take the path of heaven?

He doesn't know if it is correct, but he knows what loneliness is.

No one can understand their own emotions.After Chuyuan became familiar with consciousness, he almost entered the realm of magic.He suppressed too many emotions to relieve, but no one could understand.

No matter how happy the emotion is, it will be bitter in the end.

He did that kind of thing in this kind of madness, and he couldn't forgive himself.

But is it okay to pretend it never happened?

He tried to be like a human being at first, because human life is so short, but their suffering is much more than what he is experiencing now, so human beings must be wise.But when he discovered that human wisdom can only make people understand these sufferings are inevitable, he realized his own insignificance.

The gods are also helpless.God is not as omnipotent as he has known in his many years of being a God.

The way he used was stupid, evading, thinking that by hiding, he would no longer know what he didn't want to know.However, God's body prevents his memory from being easily erased by Meng Po Tang, and he is still so sad to carry a heavy memory as a human being through his whole life.

Sadness, why is there sadness, just like that, I can’t feel anything, isn’t it good?

"Since you are determined, it's better to light a soul lamp of obsession, float into the water, learn to let go, it will be good for you and me."

Shi Jian heard Chu Yuan say this, and then a ghost envoy really brought a soul lamp to the two of them.Shi Jian didn't move, but Chu Yuan was eager to try it, and finally picked it up.

Without the constraints of a human body, he can use his divine power well.Chuyuan divided a small strand of soul to light the wick, and then silently recited a few mantras, putting in those obsessions that I don't know whether to be called obsessions.

Maybe so.

Chuyuan put on the lamp, turned around and walked off the bridge in the other direction without looking back...

"Chu Yuan!"

Shi Jian woke up from the dream and sat up in a daze. His black hair was frizzed, and some of them were raised up.

It was because Chuyuan drank too much and slept dishonestly, tossing and turning all night without being in shape.The quilt was thrown off because of the heat, and the squeeze was attacking Shijian again, and it didn't stop until midnight.

But this time the troublemaker was gone.

The room is such a small area, and everything is clear at a glance, of course Chu Yuan is not there.He gathered his clothes and rushed out the door. There was no yard or woodshed.

Where did Chu Yuan go again!

He suddenly thought of the dream he had last night—gods don't think about it, and naturally they don't dream about it, but for hundreds of years, he often dreamed of something after falling asleep.

Chuyuan won't just...leave like this, right?

Shijian's first reaction was that he ran to the underworld again, but he calmed down, he was not dead, and he had nothing to do in the underworld.He moved his fingers to tidy up his current messy state from the outside, and looked down to see a piece of paper pressed under the paperweight on the small table by the bed, with ink stains on it.Shijian is sure that this piece of paper was not there last night.

"Zhenjun, was it me or you who drank too much last night? I won't disturb you after sleeping so dead. I'll go back first and leave. Jiang."

The man was quite bored and drew a clasped fist gesture on it, which was so ugly that Shi Jian couldn't even change it back.

Shi Jian looked at the word "Jiang" on the signature, and pinched the edge of the paper with some anxiety.

Chu Yuan went back just like that?He didn't like running to the human world so much, why did he just go back?

But the fact is that Chu Yuan really went back and didn't run around.

He received the honest and honest news that his two pots of marigolds and Xingmei were uprooted by Ah Miao... After he collapsed, he quickly ascended from the spot.

Ah Miao, who is not pitiful and even deserves it, can't understand that it has been so long since she killed flowers, that her master came to trouble her.

After Chuyuan educated the dog, he asked him to prepare hot water and wash it well.

comfortable.

Life without Shijian is so comfortable... Chuyuan moved a reclining chair to the yard, sat in a piece of dry grass, and felt refreshed.

It's just that he still can't let go of the human world.

After thinking about it again and again, he still raised his leg to find Si Ming.

"Chuyuan Zhenjun, don't be angry when you say it. The next development of the Wei Dynasty is just a matter of the past few years..." It will decline, replace, and reorganize a new dynasty within a few years.

What Chuyuan was angry with him was not the fate of Si Ming.But he still didn't give up and asked again: "Isn't this fate really written by you?"

Si Ming led him out of the Yanming Pavilion, and closed the gate conveniently: "We are only responsible for recording and sorting out the fate of everyone and everything, not for compiling. Destiny is predestined by heaven, even if it is said that God is the life of Shou and Tian. Qi, but it is also controlled by the fate of heaven." Si Ming chuckled, "In the six realms, everything is controlled by the way of heaven."

Whichever way you go, you are going to perish...The same is true for those who fled...Chu Yuan suddenly felt powerless, but he heard Si Ming say again: "But the road we can figure out right now It’s these, but if they are not complete, we will make mistakes and omissions.”

He didn't say the whole thing, but Chu Yuan understood, did he mean to be saved? !

Si Ming smiled meaningfully, as if to let him understand the meaning of experience.

For some things, if you work hard a few times, maybe there will be a new way to go.

"Apart from life and death, there is no unparalleled path...I won't say much about anything else, Zhenjun should understand it for himself. There is still something to do, so I will leave first."

The two bid farewell in front of Siming School.Chu Yuan felt much more at ease in his heart. It is always a good thing to have hope, and hope is always a good thing. Even if the hope is slim, at least he is still an optimistic person.

On the way back to his mansion, Chu Yuan was still thinking about how to help the human world. He even figured out the trick to assassinate Emperor Cheng'an to recommend some awesome person to the top, and there was only one person missing.As a result, I went astray after thinking about it, and my mind was full of how to fry and eat that poor pot of marigolds.

Anyway, as long as you can't die from eating, you will eat to death.

No matter how good his culinary skills are, he will usually be tortured by his unconstrained mind to become the king of the dark cooking world.

Just thinking about it, Chu Yuan raised his head and saw Shi Jian coming out of his mansion.

He wanted to turn around and leave, but just as he turned his head, he was stopped.

"Chu Yuan," Shi Jian hurried over, "I thought you lied to me again."

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