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"What do you mean? If I say something, don't let me say it? Shouldn't I reprimand him? What shouldn't he say?!"

It is a fact that Emperor Cheng'an labored people and money for sacrifices, and the crime he committed was no different from hanging around among sensual dogs and horses.

What's the matter, you still want to give him a stupid king?

No matter how Chu Yuan is now a decent immortal, how could he do such a thing!

"No. I mean let him stop offering sacrifices to you."

Chu Yuan stared at him in silence for a long time, the expression on his face was divided into half, half said "what nonsense are you talking about", and the other half wrote "what's the difference between this and the one just now".

"But he did spend money, and I didn't get anything. Even this trip, saying it was to help him fulfill his prayers, was just a waste of time. This, and this, and even these things People are all money!" Chu Yuan pointed to the chariots and horses under his feet, the temple behind him, and the people outside.

He followed his mother to live a life of careful planning, so he was naturally much more sensitive about these "wasting money" things.He only felt that he was a vulgar person, but people living in this world cannot avoid being vulgar.If a person wants to live, it is not enough to drink dew and eat leaves like a fairy, and breathe with fairy air.When people live, until they die of old age, there are disasters everywhere.

Shi Jian disagreed with his statement: "Then do you know what the so-called offerings, believers, and merits are for?"

Chu Yuan was taken aback for a moment, he hadn't expected this.He just went out for a walk just because he was bored, without thinking about the importance of this merit.

"There are 800 million gods in the six realms. Countless new gods are born every day, and so many gods fall. Gods are not immortal. The death method of the gods is to be forgotten."

The tone of "this person is not enlightened" came out of Shi Jian's mouth, which was inexplicably sad.Chu Yuan was stunned for a while, and was a little startled that he knew this kind of thing for the first time, and then the game between selfishness and patriotism in his heart became chaotic again.

Although I used to complain about expensive things and heavy taxes with his mother, when will the guards patrolling the city be less fierce, when will I be able to grow up, read good books, and become a high-ranking official.It's not all about money, but I still want to do something for this country. It's enough to be a good official and benefit the people of one side.

But when he became a god, and he found that it was so difficult for him to keep a child alive, he felt that the way of heaven is the truth, and everything is difficult.

And this entire Wei Dynasty...

Although the words "patriotism" are not often spoken, if he has to choose between preserving the country and making everyone worship him, he can sacrifice himself.

Destroy the temple, exchange it for military pay, and use it to fight.

He used to teach a few neighbors' children to read, and since he ascended, he probably didn't continue.Distribute the incense money to the children of poor families, subsidize them to study, become officials, be a good official, and heal this country.

Instead of the current situation, the emperor took the lead in worshiping gods and Buddhas blindly, ignored government affairs, let the prince have fun, let this beautiful bubble phantom burst, and pretended to turn a blind eye.

Chu Yuan felt that in order to be a good god, one must first be a good person.

"If my merit comes from the sacrifice of the country's destruction and family destruction, and they have spent so much time believing in me, and I still can't bring them a safe and stable home country, then this kind of merit, or my existence, It's a kind of ill-gotten gain." When Chu Yuan was thinking, his eyes were empty, and he stared at a corner of the carriage

"But you will disappear..."

"But what's the point of me disappearing or not!" Chu Yuan suddenly broke out, yelling out all his dissatisfaction with Shijian's attitude.Shi Jian's previous spell was still effective, and no one else heard the quarrel, "I have no father or mother, and I am alone. This body is not even a person. I don't want to be a person who can't do anything." , a useless god who does nothing and drifts with the tide, no one needs to remember me, and there is no need to exist."

It's not that he is negative, it's the meaning that he can't figure out at all.

If you want to use so much in exchange.

Chu Yuan's calculating mind told him the result, it's not worth it.

Shi Jian opened his mouth, looking like he wanted to say something.But for a long time, he still didn't say it.

After all, he couldn't think of a position where he could say "you and me".

I missed Chuyuan once, and now it is completely my own wishful thinking.Why are you pestering others so unreasonably.

Shi Jian was not used to this feeling of tightness in his chest, and was even faintly out of breath.This feeling made him uncomfortable, but it always appeared with Chu Yuan, or every time he saw Chu Yuan laughing.

He can always laugh so...happy, but he doesn't even know how to be happy.

I am just an unreasonable stone, saying that I want to save the suffering of the common people in the world, but I don't even know where the suffering of the common people is.Chu Yuan is right, a useless god who doesn't need to be remembered by people, maybe this is the attitude.

The quarrel between the two ended with Shijian's sudden silence.Chu Yuan thought he would say more, but Shi Jian was silent.They all had nothing to say, and the relaxed and cheerful atmosphere when they came was gone.Just silent all the way, the carriage entered the alley.

In front of Chuyuan's house, there were still people who came over to pay their respects at the door with the excuse of "getting immortal".He avoided them and saw that the sparse crowd had dispersed, so he was also avoiding because he still had spells on him.

I don't know if I don't want them to find me, or I don't want to face them.

Shi Jian slipped back together with him, for some reason he insisted on acting cautiously like a gentleman on the beam, maybe he was trying to imitate him.

As soon as Chu Yuan went back, he plugged the latch of the courtyard door, forgiving those people would not dare to break in so directly.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw Shi Jian still standing in the yard.He's looking at Shijian now and there's nothing pleasing to the eye, so let the unscrupulous guy hang out here.

Chu Yuan clapped his hands and entered the room, he didn't even bother to prepare dinner, after much deliberation, he cleaned up and prepared to go out for a stroll.

He passed by Shi Jian who was in a daze in the yard again, and no one paid any attention to the other.This world has changed too much, he wants to take some time to look at it, if he doesn't look at it, it may be too late.

Just like Andi and his sons!

Ah.

Chu Yuan swaggered out the door, waved his hand before leaving, and did not know what magic was used, but he did not walk in an aboveboard manner like when he came back.Shi Jian didn't expect him to go out again, and was about to follow, but stopped before he could move half a step.

There's no need to annoy him.

Shi Jian has long learned.

A dirty clay doll fell into the pit, crying miserably.The girl who was arguing with him just now left long ago. It was already dark, and he hadn't crawled out of it yet, and he was still waiting for rescuers.After he realized that he had been forgotten, he cried even harder.

Speaking of which, he was also to blame for his own stature, insisting on bragging to the little girl that he was a god in his previous life, knew magic spells, and it was no problem to fly over eaves and walls.The little girl listened to his talk!Believe it or not!Then let him "fly" for a look.

But how can people fly?He fell into the pit and couldn't get out. The little girl laughed at him for a long time, and he was so anxious that he wanted to cry.The method of operating Zhou Tian's divine power seemed to be absent in his mind, the more he forgot the more he hurriedly.Chu Yuan, whose mind was only as big as a five or six-year-old child, sat in the pit and cried, twitching and hiccupping, which made people feel distressed listening to the crying.

Suddenly there was a man in white beside the pit, he squatted down and stretched out his hand to Chuyuan: "Come on, come up."

Unexpectedly, he was not happy to see the rescuers at all, and he became dizzy with anger when he saw who was coming: "Get lost! Who wants your help!"

After being scolded, he forgot to take a breath, hiccupped, his face flushed red with anger, he just sat down on the ground and started behaving badly, crying like someone bullied him, obviously he jumped off by himself.

Shi Jianli stood there at a loss what to do, neither did he try to catch him, nor did he just stand by and do nothing, it was very entangled.

Only when the kid got tired and fell asleep there twitching did he pick him up and carry him all the way home.

Mud was all over Shi Jianbai's clothes, and he didn't dislike it either.The little thing moved around in his arms, clutching Shi Jian's sleeves, and wiped the mud mixed with tears and nose on his face.He has all kinds of memories, but as a human being in the reincarnation, as a child, he will not hide any thoughts, and he can be forgiven for whatever he looks like.

But Shijian knew that he couldn't appear in front of him anyway.

He thought...

By the way, what can I think.What can I think.

Shi Jian knew that he did not have as much emotion as Chu Yuan, and he followed the way of heaven, and he would do what the sky told him to do and how to do it.It's not that what Chu Yuan did was wrong, but...

But why doesn't he want to come back...

Shi Jian stood in a daze in the courtyard, staring at the direction of the setting sun.When he came back to his senses, the fire-like sunset was fainted by the smoke from every household, forming a cloud of warm and fragrant smoke.

There is no smoke in the sky of the capital city, so this place is still a place of comfort for the time being.The clear sunset glow just spread out unscrupulously, heralding the coming of night.This may be a quiet night, and some people may be restless, but maybe it doesn't matter. The warm orange sky is still soothing the body and mind of every returning family.Another warm hug, or a jug of wine...

The so-called human fireworks.The tentacles were warm, and I remembered the soft aroma of food when someone was waiting for me to go home to eat.

Shi Jian seemed to be out of his own body, and saw the lights lit by every family, the dishes on the table, the wine in the cups, the lovely faces of the children, and the tired but warm smiles on the faces of the adults. .

For the first time in his life he felt alone.