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While Wei Luan was intoxicated in the room full of photos, Fan Yuge met an unexpected visitor.

Doudou's birthday party ended quite late, and the clock was past 09:30 when she took Weiwei home.Weiwei was excitedly telling Fan Yuge the fun stories about the children at the birthday party along the way. Fan Yuge's waist was sore and his legs were a little weak, but he still held on to chat with Weiwei until they got out of the elevator, When they arrived at the door, the yellow light of the voice-activated light was hitting a woman standing in front of their house.

Fan Yuge stopped suddenly.Although he had almost never seen it before, he still recognized the simplicity at a glance.

"He Zange... right?" The concise eyes moved down from him to Weiwei, and then smiled: "This must be... Weiwei? Hello, I'm so glad to meet you."

Fan Yuge only felt that his hands and feet became cold for a moment.He kept a calm look and looked at Jian Jie, while the other party looked at him as intently as Wei Wei, and after a few seconds, he smiled and said: "Don't pretend that you don't know me. However, according to etiquette, I should still be myself. Let me introduce you," she looked down at Weiwei, as if this self-introduction was specially made for Weiwei.

"My name is Jian Jie, and I'm Wei Luan's mother."

Weiwei yelled "Ah", and then jumped happily: "It's Uncle Wei's mother! Dad, look! Did she call you by the wrong name?" She said and tugged at Fan Yuge's hand.

Fan Yuge sighed secretly, thinking that it must be too late to wait for Wei Luan's answer.He nodded towards Jian Jie: "Hello. Please come in."

As soon as Jian Jie entered the room, she turned her head to look left and right, and looked around.Fan Yuge poured her a cup of barley tea and asked her to sit in the living room and wait for a while, while he went to take care of Weiwei to wash and go to bed first.

"Have you always done these things?"

Fan Yuge paused for a moment, then nodded to her.

"Nobody did it except me."

"do you need my help?"

Fan Yuge showed a funny expression: "I was in a hurry when I first got started. At that time, no one would help me if I wanted to ask for help. Now that I am familiar with it, many people are willing to help me."

The simple expression remained the same, but the voice became a little deeper: "Are you implying that my son and I will not show up when it should be useful, but it is useless to show up now?"

Fan Yuge shrugged his shoulders and said noncommittally: "I know that our conversation tonight will not be very pleasant, and the time will definitely not be short. Let's talk about these things after Weiwei falls asleep."

Concisely pondered for a moment, then nodded.

Weiwei's mental state was very excited, and there was a guest at home that she hadn't seen before. Fan Yuge coaxed Weiwei to sleep for a long time. After getting up, she felt dizzy and dizzy. Have some unpleasant, mind-boggling conversations.He took a deep breath, wiped his face with a wet towel, and left Weiwei's room.

"Is Weiwei asleep?" Jian Jie asked him as soon as he came to the living room.

Fan Yuge nodded, sat down, looked at Weiwei's room concisely, and sighed: "This child... really looks like Wei Luan was carved out of the same mold when he was a child."

Fan Yuge took a sip of water, and said flatly: "It's normal, it's only natural for a daughter to be like a father."

Jie Jie smiled and said, "You don't shy away or refute at all."

"That's not necessary." Fan Yuge breathed out, and said in a straightforward manner: "To be honest, I'm a little tired today, and I don't have the energy to practice Tai Chi, and you are not a person who beat around the bush. You want to ask What, what to say, just say it.”

Jian Jie raised her eyebrows: "Tired? Is it related to my son?"

Fan Yuge was stunned for a moment, and then showed an unpredictable wry smile: "You don't want to know."

Jian Jie's face froze, his eyes moved away, and the eyelids were lifted a few times quickly to suppress the awkwardness in his heart. When he looked at Fan Yuge again, his expression became even colder.

"He called me before and said he couldn't go back to sleep. I thought he came back to you, so where is he now?"

"It's in my house over the University of Finance and Economics."

Concise try not to think about what happened in that house.She quickly sorted out her thoughts, and then smiled slightly at Fan Yuge: "You are so smart, you guessed that he would go back to your house?"

"He...he hasn't changed much since he was a child, and his general thinking mode is not difficult to guess."

"So you just... set up a trap for him step by step and let him jump in?"

Fan Yuge looked at her for a while, then suddenly smiled.

"You can think whatever you want, it's up to you."

Jian Jie didn't speak for a moment, and his eyes seemed to be out of focus for a while, and his expression looked a little complicated when he came back to his senses.

Then she laughed too.

"I heard this sentence from your mother more than ten years ago."

Fan Yuge was stunned for a moment, and when he saw the concise smile, he laughed at himself more and more.

"When I was young, I didn't feel it too much. The older I get, the more I feel that your mother has been entangled in our later life. It's been so long since we broke up, and we have been apart for so long, I still think of her occasionally. When I thought about it a while ago, I was still thinking, is she going to stay in the rest of our lives like this lingering ghost?"

She smiled at Fan Yuge, her eyes bright and dark: "Now it seems that she probably pestered me in a different way."

Fan Yuge was also in a trance for a moment.Then he asked, "You mean, do I have a personality like hers?"

"I think it looks a lot like her. In fact, you also look like her. My son has no impression of your mother, but if it were me, maybe I would recognize you at the first sight. Your mother was young Look, I remember it very clearly."

Fan Yuge smiled: "She also said that I am very similar to her, the kind who doesn't look back after bumping into a south wall. It's really interesting, she obviously hasn't managed me or taught me much, and she doesn't know why I am like her. "

"She doesn't like you?"

Fan Yuge looked at Jian Jie as if it was amused: "Is there a possibility that she likes me? I thought she hated me for a while."

"Then I probably don't have to worry about whose child you are."

"Indeed, don't worry, I am indeed He Wenlong's son. Although he has been calling me a bastard, I have had many physical examinations for the high school and college entrance examinations. I am his son."

"Actually, it's not that he doesn't believe that I'm his son. He just hates my mother, and even hates me."

"So when he died at that time, I thought he died quite well."

Fan Yuge smiled warmly, and uttered vicious words to Jian Jie.

"He no longer has to torture himself, let alone me and my mother, and everyone is happier and more relaxed."

"Is your mother with her new husband now?"

"I gave birth to a baby and went abroad." Fan Yuge nodded, took a deep breath, secretly moved his stiff waist, and then leaned on the back of the sofa. "Actually, her willingness to have that child already shows that she has let go of some things, but there are also many things that she can't let go of if she wants to."

"I finished the test not long after she gave birth, and she talked to me that time - that's when she said I was very similar to her."

"It is said that our hearts are like stone, like steel, that will never change."

Through the lens, his eyes stared directly at Jian Jian, just like the eyes of Mu Yun when he was young, looking at Jian Jian through time and space.

Her concise eyes didn't waver in the slightest. She did know some people and things a long time ago.

"Are you saying this to me out of anger and revenge? For your mother?"

Fan Yuge was noncommittal.Just about to say something, but was interrupted by brevity.

"That's right, that's your revenge. For your mother, the revenge you contributed is only a sentence. You came here and approached my son, not for your mother, nor for your family and the Wei family. "

"You're doing it for yourself, right? It's too early for you to be enlightened. Have you been in love with my son since you were a child?"

Fan Yuge froze for a moment, then relaxed his shoulders and laughed.

"That's right." He simply took off his glasses and rubbed his sore eyes, feeling that the conversation had finally started to relax, and finally got to the point.

"I'm here because I like him and love him."

"Then you should also know that our family will not allow him to be with a man."

Fan Yuge didn't speak.Jian Jie didn't care about it, and just said it frankly and directly: "I would like to change to any parent, and I would never allow my only child or only daughter to be with the same sex, no matter whether they have children or not."

"I don't want to talk too much with you. I just want to talk about this matter in a realistic sense. The current domestic social environment does not allow homosexuals to stand under the sun openly. What Wei Luan will do in the future is For the Wei family's business, his other half needs to accompany him to stand under the spotlight and accept various challenges. If this other half is a man, there will be many more challenges and troubles. This is reality, and no one has way to change."

"And as a mother, I can't hope that my son will take such a difficult path. What's more, regardless of gender, you are really not the type of 'daughter-in-law' that I would like as a mother."

Hearing the unexpected content, Fan Yuge raised his eyebrows: "How should I understand what you said?"

"It's easy to understand," Jian Jie said in a clear and down-to-earth tone: "You are too scheming, and you are too obsessed with my son. I know my son. If one day he feels that there is something wrong with a man He still likes women, will you let him go easily?"

"Although I don't think it's right to empathize with others, I'm just a selfish ordinary person without any selfless feelings. If the day comes when he empathizes with others, of course I will still stand by my son's side." One side. At that time, things will definitely become unresolved."

How complicated is it to say these words?Conciseness is not even clear to her, but she can't stop.No matter how sad this threshold is in her heart, she must state her position as a mother.

"Since you love him, then...let's end it like this. Originally, you didn't have to be with him, right? Weiwei is still young, if you are tied to her all the time, it will be a waste of your talent. She is still young, we will bring Weiwei back to the Wei family to raise her, and we will definitely give her a happy and ordinary family environment instead of two men raising her together."

Jian Jian looked at Fan Yuge with burning eyes, that face was quite familiar to her, even at this moment, the calm expression on his face made her feel familiar.Fan Yuge didn't even show any expression, but his face was paler than before, maybe he was tired, maybe it was...

"Have you ever thought about it?" Fan Yuge's tone sounded so calm, but there was a certain light in the eyes that took off his glasses.

"If I leave Wei Luan here now, he may accept it, or he may not accept it, but no matter what it is, he will never forget me in his life."

"You said before that my mother has never really left your life. If I let go and leave here now, no matter how thoroughly I go, I will not really leave Wei Luan's life."

"Have you ever wondered why my mother didn't really leave? Because of you, and your husband."

"It's you who still think about her, have regrets, and regrets. It's you who don't let her leave, not her not leaving."

"Wei Luan and I are more serious than the relationship between you. You may be right, I brought him into my trap step by step, and if he doesn't come out, it's not because I don't let him out, but because he I can't choose it myself."

"Do you think he will come out of my trap?"

This time, the brief silence was extraordinarily long.Fan Yuge sat on the sofa without any movement or sound, only the ticking of the clock in the room.

"Although you and your mother are similar, there is still a big difference. If your mother has your temper, my husband and I may not be able to get together in the end, and my identity may be replaced by your mother."

Jian Jie, who finally spoke, looked at Fan Yuge with an almost admiring look, but his expression became sharper.

"But you are not your mother after all, and my son is not my husband. Even if my son will never forget you, so what?"

The concise body leaned forward slightly, almost staring at Fan Yuge.

"My husband and I really can't forget Muyun, so what? We still live our own lives, have our own lives, and if there is such a cloud in our lives that will never go away, then it won't go away. A cloud is a cloud, it is there, it does not affect the day and night, it does not affect the wind and rain, it is not life."

"The same goes for you. My son is not gay, he likes women. Even if you are really together, there is no guarantee that he will not look back and think that women are better, but as I said just now, if it is If something like this happens after you are together, things will become extremely troublesome."

"Comparing the two, I think it's better for you to let go now." She took a sip of the barley tea in front of her, then cleared her throat, and looked at Fan Yuge with clear eyes:

"You are so smart, I suggest you think about it."

Fan Yuge's lips were tightly pursed.