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Although Wei Luan didn't bring a gift this time, Wei Wei hasn't seen him for a long time, and she is still very happy to see him.Wei Luan played with Weiwei until dinner time, and after dinner, he and Fan Yuge took Weiwei downstairs to play with other children. After tossing until 09:30 in the evening, Weiwei, who had been in high spirits, was urged by Fan Yuge Go to bed.

Taking care of children is really physical work.Wei Luan didn't have many opportunities to take Weiwei with him, so he still felt that it was not easy to raise a child. After such a long time, with Fan Yuge around, Wei Luan already felt a little tired, and Fan Yuge usually Coming here like this, one person handles all these things, and there is no one to help. No wonder the cooking is so delicate, but the person is always so thin.

By the time Fan Yuge coaxed Weiwei to sleep and came out of the room, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening.Wei Luan was drinking tea on the sofa in a daze, but as soon as Fan Yuge came out, he subconsciously put down his water glass and looked at him, his back straightened unconsciously.

In front of Weiwei before, Fan Yuge could still maintain his usual gentle attitude; now that Weiwei is sleeping, Fan Yuge's face obviously turned cold again.Looking at his indifferent look, Wei Luan couldn't help but recall in his mind that in this living room, when he and Fan Yuge fought over a disagreement, Fan Yuge was also so indifferent and tough, and finally curled up and nestled on the sofa Trembling slightly.

Wei Luan licked his lower lip, then pursed it again, and lowered his eyes unnaturally.

"What happened last time...I'm sorry." Wei Luan's voice was a little dry and hoarse, but there was no hint of difficulty in his tone, he just apologized to Fan Yuge calmly and a little heavy.

Fan Yuge opened his eyes slightly and looked at him.

"I was impulsive." Wei Luan didn't care if he didn't hear Fan Yuge's response, and just continued talking on his own. "I didn't mean to say that to you, and I didn't blame you, I..." Wei Luan became more and more confused, and he didn't know what he was talking about.He scratched his head a little irritably, clicked his tongue, and let out a heavy sigh.

"Oh! No! I said those words on purpose! At that time... I was confused. I didn't know what I was talking about. I just thought that the more vicious I said, the better, and the worse I thought of you, the better. Actually... ...it was my fault, I understand."

"sorry."

Wei Luan rarely apologized sincerely to others.He is proud by nature, and even if there are occasions when he needs to strategically admit defeat in his work or personal relationship, it is not from the bottom of his heart.But now he is sincerely apologizing to Fan Yuge. Once he is sincere, it seems that he can't speak clearly and his brain is not smart enough. Wei Luan himself doesn't know whether he has made what he wants to say clearly. He was stunned for a while, unable to speak, and did not dare to look up at Fan Yuge's expression, only felt his heart beating fast, his palms were slightly damp, and his stomach seemed to have bursts of soreness.

Until he felt Fan Yuge sit down on the sofa beside him.

Wei Luan raised his head to look at him.Fan Yuge's eyelids also drooped slightly, his expression didn't change, but his expression had faded from the coldness just now, and the soft eyelashes on the edge of the drooping eyes seemed more pleasing to the eye.He also seemed to be a little at a loss, his eyes wandered a little, but he didn't look at Wei Luan, his thin white hands were twisted together on his knees, and he didn't speak for a long time.

There was an awkward atmosphere in the room for a while.Wei Luan coughed dryly, and talked about another matter as if to ease the atmosphere: "He Guanyang came to see me that day."

Fan Yuge immediately raised his head to look at Wei Luan, and said in surprise, "Brother Yang went to look for you? When did it happen?"

Seeing his sudden vivid reaction, Wei Luan felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and naturally his tone was not good. "It was a long time ago. I was very busy at that time."

"He never told me..." Fan Yuge seemed a little nervous, "Did he tell you anything?"

Unlike Fan Yuge's nervousness, when Wei Luan heard him say that He Guanyang didn't tell Fan Yuge what he was looking for, he felt a lot more relaxed—at least Fan Yuge definitely didn't know that he had watched his live broadcast before, and sent a message in a daze. The matter of blood—so Wei Luan spoke much more smoothly than before.

"It's mainly to scold me, scold me like a dog." Wei Luan said not very happy.Fan Yuge seemed to heave a sigh of relief, seeing Wei Luan's sleepy expression, he couldn't help laughing, and the corners of his eyes relaxed.Wei Luan looked at Fan Yuge depressedly: "What is your relationship with him? He looks like a poisonous snake biting someone."

Fan Yuge seemed to be thinking about how to describe it. He turned his head and thought about it, and said, "Brother Yang...should be my guide."

"The first time I met him, Weiwei had just reached the full moon. Weiwei...was not born well, and stayed in the incubator for almost a month, which cost a lot of money. I was still in school, very poor, and there was nothing I could do. I just met Yang Brother Yang knew he was rich when he was young, so I cheekily asked if I could borrow money from him. It doesn’t matter if the interest rate is a little higher. "It's fishin'," Fan Yuge showed a bitter smile on his face, "It's really fallacious."

Speaking of the past, Fan Yuge's expression became erratic. "Brother Yang asked me to be an anchor. I refused at first, but he said that the roads are all made by people. If I find that all the roads are blocked, there is only one small road here, even if the road looks No matter how dirty or difficult it is to go, I will go."

"So you... listened to what He Guanyang said?" Wei Luan felt very uncomfortable.Fan Yuge nodded lightly, "He himself is very capable. He can reach his level in this line of work, and he can't count the number of people on his fingers. He taught me a lot, although I can't reach his level. , but I can make so much money, and it is all thanks to him."

Wei Luan frowned and asked: "He takes care of you so much, is it because he is gay, to you..."

He didn't want to ask this question at first, but he couldn't help it after holding back, and asked it out, but halfway through the question, he felt that it was not easy to ask, so he stopped halfway without embarrassment or embarrassment.Fan Yuge froze for a moment, his eyes suddenly widened looking at Wei Luan.

Wei Luan was a little puzzled: "What's wrong?"

"No, no..." Fan Yuge looked away, his face seemed a little red for some reason.Seeing him like this, Wei Luan thought he was right, and suddenly showed an indescribably tangled expression on his face, as uncomfortable as swallowing a cockroach alive.

Fan Yuge shook his head desperately: "No! There is no special relationship between Brother Yang and me!"

Wei Luan narrowed his eyes suspiciously: "Then he challenged me for you? And he was so full of words? R&W is opened by his family?"

Hearing this, Fan Yuge pursed his lips, glanced at Wei Luan, hesitated before saying, "No...but he does have a personal relationship with R&W."

Wei Luan took a closer look at Fan Yuge's hesitant look, and suddenly understood.

"He, he and R&W..." Wei Luan looked in disbelief. The head of R&W is Gao Zhonghan, Wei Luan knows this, but Fan Yuge and He Guanyang are not directly affiliated to the R&W head office, but stationed on the Cupressus website. It is said that this website is written by Gao Zhonghan's only son. The young man seems to be called... ... Gao Xing?

Could it be that He Guanyang is the concubine of the crown prince of the Gao family?That's why he dared to support Fan Yuge so stubbornly, and pretended that R&W was developed by his family?

Fan Yuge saw what Wei Luan was thinking, but he shook his head: "It's not like you imagined. The relationship between Brother Yang and R&W is quite complicated. I can't explain it clearly for a while, and I don't know many things. What I can tell you is that Brother Yang is indeed gay, but he has his own fixed relationship, and there is nothing between me and him."

"He is like this, and there is still a fixed relationship? The other party also lets him be like this..."

Wei Luan originally wanted to say words such as "scratching one's head to make a pose" and "showing off coquettishly", but after thinking about it, doesn't this mean that Fan Yuge was also mentioned?So when the words reached his mouth, he swallowed them down again.But he swallowed it, and Fan Yuge was not a fool, so he could tell what he wanted to say from his expression.

Fan Yuge didn't have any special reaction, he just picked up the cup and took a sip of water. After putting down the cup, he said lightly: "You have also met Brother Yang, he is... a person with his own ideas, no one can influence what he wants to do The decision, the life he wants to live. Even the most intimate relationship is not as important to him as himself and freedom."

Wei Luan fell silent.He and He Guanyang have only met once, and they have nothing to do with each other. He Guanyang is an indifferent person to him. What kind of decisions He Guanyang makes and what kind of life he lives has nothing to do with Wei Luan. The one concerned is Fan Yuge.

So he finally asked: "Then... are you okay with men? I mean, you married Du Xinyi and did this again..."

He didn't finish the question.Today's Wei Luan is always half dumb and half dumb when he asks questions, he himself is starting to get annoyed by his timidity.But these questions, this question, he obviously wanted to know the answer, but he really didn't know how to ask it.

More importantly, he wants to know the answer, but he doesn't know what answer he wants to know.

Fan Yuge didn't speak at first, only remained silent for a while, then he suddenly relaxed the corners of his lips and smiled at Wei Luan.

Wei Luan immediately felt his heart skip a beat.

"I don't know." Fan Yuge said.

"Maybe my body can accept a man... It doesn't matter to me, and I don't care. All I know is that I have someone I love in my heart, and a daughter I love. That's enough, I don't need to know that much."

Fan Yuge was still smiling with clear eyes.This smile is different from his brilliance on the stage and his seductiveness in the live broadcast. It makes Wei Luan involuntarily feel an inexplicable kindness and even familiarity towards Fan Yuge, as if they have known each other for a long time.He looked at Fan Yuge in a daze, but thought of Du Xinyi involuntarily in his heart.

The person Fan Yuge said he loved...was probably Du Xinyi.Even if Du Xinyi has been dead for so long, even if Fan Yuge has embarked on a completely different life path from before, the only place in his heart is still reserved for Du Xinyi, as if the sea will never change.Wei Luan himself has had many relationships, but none of them is like Fan Yuge's relationship with Du Xinyi.

For a moment, Wei Luan even started to be jealous of Du Xinyi.He has also been in love with Du Xinyi, and knows Du Xinyi's personality, and even her body, Du Xinyi does have her attractive side, but at least in Wei Luan's view, he can't imagine that there is someone who will love so desperately and unswervingly until death He caressed her so much that he regarded the child she left behind as his own.

And Fan Yuge is a good enough, enough...attractive person.Wei Luan was silent for a while, and then said to Fan Yuge in a gloomy and soft tone: "I said before that I want to fight for Weiwei's custody."

Fan Yuge looked up at him.Wei Luan looked at him calmly and said, "I want to ask for your opinion. Of course, I still hope to take Weiwei back, after all, I am her father. Although I have many problems to deal with after I take her back, but Since I want to take her back, I will definitely take on the responsibility of being a father and raise her well."

"But if you don't agree and you still want to be raised by you, then I respect your opinion. My idea is that I will provide you with Weiwei's support. I will come to see her every week and accompany her. If there is I need to fulfill my obligations and responsibilities as a parent. You can mention it to me, and I will try my best to do what I can. In this way, Weiwei is still your daughter in name, and I can also try my best to fulfill my responsibilities as a father. You can also..." Wei Luan paused, and then continued, "You don't have to force yourself to do things you don't like for the sake of living conditions and raising Weiwei."

He stared fixedly at Fan Yuge, his expression almost unprecedentedly serious.Fan Yuge opened his eyes slightly under his focused gaze, then suddenly turned his eyes away a few seconds later, lowered his head, picked up the water glass on the coffee table and put it to his lips, as if trying to cover up something.

Wei Luan was a little puzzled, just about to ask, but found that Fan Yuge's face was slowly turning red.

Does this... mean happy?Wei Luan's heart beat faster, this time not because of nervousness or embarrassment, but because of the joy in his heart.

But when a long silence passed, Fan Yuge raised his head and looked at Wei Luan again, but what he said was not what Wei Luan wanted to hear.

"I'm glad you have such a plan. But I don't accept your opinion."

The expression on Wei Luan's face and the joy in his heart froze together.

"Weiwei has been raised by me from birth to now. I will definitely not let you take her back. She is my daughter."

Wei Luan was a little anxious: "I didn't say that I must take her back, even if I don't take her back..."

"I know." Fan Yuge nodded, interrupting Wei Luan's words with a soft smile. "I understand what you mean, and I don't object to you coming to see her and accompany her, but I will not accept your child support."

"Why?" Wei Luan was very puzzled. "I won't ask her to recognize me as my father without your consent. We still get along as we do now, but maybe a little closer, and you can get a sum of money to get you out of this A job you don't want to do—what's wrong with that? If you're not satisfied, you can mention it."

Fan Yuge was still smiling, but the expression on his face was almost pity.

"What is that?"

Wei Luan froze for a moment, not understanding what Fan Yuge meant.

"You said you came here once or twice a week to accompany Weiwei, let me call you whenever I need you, and pay me child support - what does that count? Am I your divorced wife?"

Wei Luan finally came to his senses and became tongue-tied all of a sudden.

Fan Yuge lowered his head and shook his head lightly: "In any case, with the relationship between us—whether you and me or between you and Weiwei—you are not suitable for having an overly substantive relationship with us. .You are willing to come to see Weiwei, and you are willing to fulfill part of the responsibilities of parents, which has proved that you have a heart. As for other parts of our lives, it is better for you not to interfere too much."

Wei Luan had already recovered from the "divorced wife" metaphor, and then his brows were tightly furrowed.He stared at Fan Yuge's face, the blushing color just now had faded from this face, and was replaced by a kind of indifference after depression.

He suddenly understood.

For some reason, Wei Luan seemed to have seen Fan Yuge's heart in a blink of an eye.He asked in disbelief, "You...you..."

Fan Yuge was taken aback by his astonished tone, and Wei Luan still had that astonished expression: "You are afraid of Weiwei... When you grow up, do you know what you do?"

Wei Luan couldn't believe it, but once this brain circuit was connected, the facts were almost in front of his eyes.Fan Yuge must be worried that Weiwei is sensible and found out that he is making a living as a pornographic anchor. If Weiwei hates him because of this and refuses to recognize him, then at least Weiwei still has a biological father to rely on.

Fan Yuge hoped to leave a way for Weiwei so that she could leave whenever she wanted to.

Wei Luan looked at Fan Yuge's astonished face because of being told what was on his mind, and a deafening roar came from a corner of his heart.Huge pity surged into his heart like a tsunami, and he asked dryly, "You...why do you bother to do this?"

"Fortunately, I didn't feel bitter." Fan Yuge smiled, suppressing the shock in his heart.The shock in his heart was no less than that of Wei Luan, even more than that of Wei Luan.He obviously hid himself well, why could Wei Luan know what he was thinking?

Fan Yuge almost panicked, as if he foresaw a future in which more boxes deep in his heart would be opened by Wei Luan.

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This chapter has been inexplicably written for a long time...too lazy for me.