【Leian】Love at first sight

In the end, An Mixiu was forced into the bathroom by the impatient Lei Shi who waited and threw him out.

Although the words have been mentioned in one sentence, of course the process is very tortuous.One was sitting on the edge of the bathtub thinking about something, and the other kicked open the bathroom door with a face full of resentment.An Mixiu's eyes widened, and before he realized whether he should stand up and put on a bath towel or punch Lei Shi naked; in the next second, he saw that the foot of the person who was originally on fire slipped, and he landed on his butt with a slipping sound. Sit on the ground.

Now An Mixiu finally came back to his senses, his body was still dripping with water, he just squatted on the ground laughing wildly regardless of his image.During the period, Leishi's frenzied roar was mixed with laughter and cursing and the sound of running water for a moment, all of which blew the melancholy left over from the previous moment into the sky thousands of miles in an instant.Until Lei Shi came out of the bathroom after taking a bath with a gloomy face, he was still cursing and unwilling to let go of the soap that made him lose face just now.

An Mixiu yawned and lay on the bed playing with his mobile phone, the screen displayed a chat dialog with Ghost Fox.After all, the age of fifteen or sixteen is still too young. Once the secret is revealed, there will always be a sense of panic at a loss; even the goodwill accumulated with great difficulty before evaporates, leaving only suspicion and doubt.After thinking for a while, the input box was still blank. In order not to affect the mood of tomorrow's game, An Mixiu finally decided to exit the chat interface.

When his thoughts relaxed, his eyes quickly flicked uncontrollably.The temperature of the air conditioner in the room is high, even if he only wears thin pajamas, he doesn't feel cold. Lei Shi, who has always been afraid of heat, naturally has very little fabric on his body.An Mixiu raised his eyes, hey!Seeing a white chest, he was so frightened that he couldn't hold the phone steady and hit his face with a slap.

"Which beauty is so excited to send you a message?" Lei Shi, who was watching the video with Erlang's legs crossed, only heard a voice beside him. He turned his head strangely, and saw An Mixiu lying on the bed with his nose covered.He smiled and propped his chin to tease, but he didn't know that the culprit was actually himself.

However, Leishi is restless. Watching a DOTA game is like a hot-blooded young man watching football prosperity. If the team he supports completes a kill, he can yell "beautiful!" as if he saw a Brazilian player shoot a goal, and then Punched on the mattress.The result of too much movement is that the already loose bathrobe is completely freed. An Mixiu warned himself not to look at evil while scrolling through Weibo, but his eyes were uncontrollable, and the huge mobile phone screen blocked his eyes. He couldn't help his desire to see Lei Shi's body.

It’s no wonder how many novels praise the young man’s body. An Mixiu watched the round drops of water dripping down Leishi’s hair, Gulu Gulu rolled from Adam’s apple to collarbone, and finally ran down the abdominal muscles until An ambiguous place.

Ah, I can't watch it anymore, it's simply a pervert.An Mixiu spat in his heart, turned over and took out the manuscript for tomorrow's competition from his bag, and tried to steady his mind to see these tadpole-like characters into his mind while Leishi was "screaming and cheering" impassionedly.

Unsurprisingly, both of them went to the hotel restaurant for breakfast with meal coupons under their big dark circles in the morning.It just so happened that Ghost Fox and the teacher leading the team also went downstairs, and the teacher spoke normally, asking if you were too nervous last night.On the other hand, Ghost Fox, ever since he confessed to An Mixiu, the signature smile on his face seems to be full of deep meaning.Ghost Fox looked at them with a half-smile, An Mixiu didn't know where his head was going, and his fair and tender face immediately flushed red.

Of course Lei Shi didn't know the little girl in the hearts of these two people, he yawned non-stop, took a tray to pick up food, his head with the forehead guard tied bit by bit like a chicken pecking at rice, watching An Mixiu frightened In the next second, he plunged headlong into the bucket of porridge.

After breakfast, Lei Shi finally regained some vigor, and walked lazily beside An Mixiu with his earphones on.The hotel is not far from the No. 10 Middle School of the city, and it only takes [-] minutes to walk.An Mixiu whispered the game precautions in Leishi's ear all the way, even though the music leaked from Leishi's earphone hole was louder than his speech, this person did not lose his patience.

The competition implemented a lottery system, and the teacher led the team to the small classroom next door to draw lots. The three of An Mixiu and other contestants sat in a huge lecture hall and waited.

An Mixiu chose a small corner. As soon as Lei Shi sat down, he started to feel sleepy. He rubbed his eyes and lay down on the table to catch up on sleep.Next to him, Ghost Fox was texting with Lena, both partners were very careless, only An Mixiu was fidgeting nervously.He kept flipping through the manuscript, but no matter how hard he studied, he couldn't find any flowers. On the contrary, the bustling people around gradually filled up, and small whispers also slipped into his ears.

"Hey, look at the guy on the far left, he's so handsome!"

"Which one, the brown-haired one or the black-haired one?"

"Of course it's the black-haired one, and the brown-haired one is also pretty good, but I don't know why it looks so stupid."

"Probably because he was too nervous, you see he has been staring at the paper in his hand."

An Mixiu has always been full of radar signals for the word handsome guy. He thought that the girls were picking him up and were about to put on a handsome pose, but the next second it turned out to be the case, and the topic centered on Leishi again.An Mixiu glared angrily at the person next to him who stole the limelight—Lei Shi, who had slept until there was crystal liquid at the corner of his mouth, and finally had to admit that this guy was the most handsome star in the audience even when he was sleeping.With a subtle thought of "the person I like is really handsome in everything", An Mixiu subconsciously turned sideways, and used his body calmly to block the hot eyes of the girls beside him.

How handsome this person is... as long as he knows it!

When Lei Shi woke up, there was a large blur of khaki in front of his eyes. He blinked for a long time before he could tell that it was the color of An Mixiu's coat.

"Are you looking for me to keep warm, An Mixiu?" Lei Shi rubbed his eyes and said inexplicably, and saw the person who was standing in front of him in the next second immediately sat up straight, and his hands were still like elementary school students. on your knees.

Lei Shiben had just woken up, and his mind was still muddled. He didn't bother to think about the meaning of An Mixiu's actions, and propped his chin up, flipping through the manuscript at hand in boredom.Fortunately, the teacher who led the team soon came to inform them that they were going to play, and finally rescued Leishi from this boring state, and he was full of energy, as if he was not going to the game but to the battlefield.

After that, An Mixiu couldn't remember the whole process of the game very clearly.After all, he was still too young to participate in this kind of college league for the first time, and he was so nervous that his nose was sweating.He felt like a robot, opening and closing his lips and speaking lines he had rehearsed countless times beforehand.

Occasionally there will be discrepancies—of course, after all, this is a debate contest against the clock—the parts of Anmi’s facial repair stopped working in an instant, clicking and waiting for the next command from the brain.He could only bite the tip of his tongue with his teeth, forcing himself to use the remaining active brain cells to fight back as much as possible; all in all, what he said is no longer important, the point is that he must continue to speak, and his brain must not continue to freeze, and he cannot... …You can’t leave in embarrassment in front of the person you like.

Fortunately, he persevered. Even though his smile was almost distorted when he sat down, he persisted in the end.An Mixiu clenched his fists as if to cheer him up. As soon as his butt touched the bench, the next second he heard the slamming of the chair beside him!Lei Shi, the second debater, gave enough momentum before his vocals arrived. He was already 1.8 meters tall at the age of only one year old, and he stood up like a telegraph pole, or the kind of electric leakage.

After a long time, An Mixiu remembered Lei Shi at that time, handsome, tall and straight, full of vigor.Unlike the others present who were somewhat nervous and timid, Lei Shi always had a confident smile on his face, provocative eyes, and a loud voice.The process of explaining the arguments was clear and smooth, and the free debates of the last two arguments were even more eloquent and eloquent.

Until the end of the competition, when Lei Shi yawned and came to the stage to receive the best debater's certificate, An Mixiu was still staring blankly for a moment, unable to tear his eyes away from this person.

He always felt that it was too bright, and Lei Shi was too bright.

I don't know if Leishi belongs to the sun, he can glow and heat himself, or his own eyes like to accumulate dyes, one by one, he paints the beautiful young man in front of him with a glowing and flooding color.

I don't know if it's because the more you fight, the more brave you are, or practice makes perfect, or because you are infected by Leishi's confident and powerful appearance. After several rounds of competition, An Mixiu gradually found his own rhythm.In addition, Ghost Fox can speak eloquently. After two days of the competition, the three returned home with No.1 certificates and medals.

It was evening when we returned to the city.The teacher who led the team left beforehand at home, and after a while Leishi answered the phone and called a taxi to leave.Listening vaguely to the shouting and yelling voice on the other end of the phone, An Mixiu guessed that it must be another online meeting of some pirate group in the Internet cafe.

But it's fine for him to leave, An Mixiu glanced at the ghost fox beside him who was also not walking and was looking up at the starry sky.

"I remember there is a Starbucks nearby, do you want to have a seat?" An Mixiu calmly offered the invitation.

"Of course, but I won't drink Frappuccino this time." Hearing this, Guihu turned his head and smiled at him, "After all, it's still a bit cold at night."

An Mixiu was preoccupied, so he ordered a glass of Americano and found a corner to sit.On the contrary, Ghost Fox looked relaxed, and not only ordered a cup of mocha, but also ordered a plate of New York cheese.

"You look nervous." Holding the fork in his hand, he casually poked it into the soft mousse body of the cake.

An Mixiu thought to himself, isn't this nonsense, but his still rationality forced him to restrain his words.The fragrance wafting from the paper cup lingered around, An Mixiu took a deep breath, and asked in a deep voice: "What's the purpose of what you asked me that day?"

The ghost fox was stunned for a moment, and the fork in his hand pierced straight into the cake.

"It seems that you don't think of me as a good person." Guihu laughed, facing An Mixiu's face full of question marks. "I don't have any purpose, I just think we are a lot like the same kind of people."

"Don't you have a girlfriend?" An Mixiu frowned with disbelief.

"Of course I'm not gay." Ghost Fox shrugged, "It's just that I'm like you, and my love can't be exposed to the sun. How about putting it this way, do you know BDSM?"

An Mixiu shook his head honestly.

Guihu showed An Mixiu the Baidu Encyclopedia on his mobile phone understandingly, his eyes darkened after seeing the expression on the other person's face struck by lightning, but then he immediately returned to a brisk tone: "I think this It is also an expression of love, and Lena and I both enjoy it. But if outsiders or family members know about it, they will only think that we are perverts."

An Mixiu swallowed, subconsciously whispered: "It's really perverted..."

"But you are the same, do you think the current society and your family can accept homosexuality?"

"That's why you think we're the same kind?" An Mixiu raised his eyebrows, his tone not very friendly.

Guihu also knew that his words were very annoying, so he lowered his head and pounded the cake at hand, and said sorry for a long time.This shrewd and intelligent young man was rarely in a sleepy state. He stroked the weeping face of the young girl on the screen with his fingers, and said in a low voice, "Maybe I want to find someone to drag me into the water too much. Feelings accepted by the world. Lena and I have always supported each other, we have to hide from our classmates and family members, and we can’t leave too many traces on her... But I really want to do this, She longs too. Sometimes I wonder if I can escape to a place where no one knows and be myself."

Maybe he is too young, An Mixiu thought while facing the ghost fox's uncontrollable murmur.No matter how good his mind is and how round and cunning his personality is, this unspeakable twisted love will always torture him.Just because they are still young, they cannot be separated from their families, society, and everyone. Law, morality, and human speech are all shackles, destined to lock them up for a lifetime.

"But you and Miss Lena love each other." After Ghost Fox calmed down, An Mixiu said slowly, "I can't judge whether your... such an approach is good or bad, but I don't think it's wrong. .And I think you're lucky, really. I do like Leishi, but that's just my thing, I know it's hard being gay, and I don't intend to let him go."

"But only one person bears it..."

"Just because I couldn't bear it, I dragged him into the water? This idea is too selfish." An Mixiu rubbed the center of his brows.

He raised his eyes and looked out of the window, it was completely dark outside, bright lights were lit up on the street, interspersed with neon lights, and an Internet cafe with a brightly lit sign on the farthest street corner could be seen.An Mixiu looked at his phantom on the glass, and looked at the Internet cafe without blinking, as if he saw a hot-blooded young man playing DOTA heartily inside.

"I like him just because I like it. I don't need his response. I can go on by myself. It's just that he is within reach now, so I can't control myself... Maybe one day I will accidentally expose it, or He got a girlfriend or something. Just let me have some fun in secret before all these bad things happen."

Ghost Fox looked at him with incredible eyes, "But can you really endure it forever? If you want it, why don't you fight for it?"

"Of course I want him to accept it." An Mixiu laughed dumbly, "But you also said that we are the same kind of people, maybe we are really the same in some aspects, such as things that cannot be accepted by others at this stage. What's more What's more, our family and their family... I don't want my parents to be disappointed with their son because of this incident, and I don't want Lei Shi's family to feel sad."

"I can't ruin two families because of my own selfishness, it's too selfish."

The two of them didn't speak for a long time after that.There were people coming and going in Starbucks, and there was constant noise, but this corner was surrounded by a strange tranquility.

An Mixiu has never said this to others. He has always met good friends who tolerate him and encourage him, and never discriminate against him because he likes a boy.But the conversation with Ghost Fox suddenly dragged An Mixiu from the warm greenhouse into the harsh winter.

He thought, yes, would Leishi accept what he likes?Will the parents accept it?Will Leishi's parents and Camille accept it?Although this society seems to be free of speech, everyone knows that the fear of human speech is always a sharp sword hanging above the head.

It was the ghost fox who broke the calm.He looked back to his old self, with a smile on his face, and this time the smile reached his eyes.

He said An Mixiu, in fact, I don't know why I told you this, to be honest, I should never have said this dark side.In fact, the original idea was really to use this as an excuse to watch you and I suffer together, but after playing together for so long, I unknowingly dismissed this idea long ago.

The misunderstanding was resolved, and the two talked and laughed for a while.Before parting, Ghost Fox looked at the bustling streets in the distance, turned his head, patted An Mixiu on the shoulder, and said with a smile:

"Leishi may be the sun in your eyes, but An Mixiu, in fact, in the eyes of others, you are also the sun that will always emit light and heat."

TBC.