same-sex attraction

The autumn wind is picking up, and the weather is getting cooler. We have been together for a while with Lin Chenxi. When we decided to be together with Lin Chenxi, it was indeed a little irrational. An unknown emotion has been shrouded in it, and being involved in the emotion, the decision made will inevitably be absurd. He thought that after a period of time, he would think clearly. He thought that after a period of time, that unknown emotion could be understood. Clearly, that absurd enthusiasm will also cool down. At that time, he will sort out how he feels about Lin Chenxi, and he thinks that he will break up with Lin Chenxi after that.

However, before I knew it, I had been with Lin Chenxi for so long, everything seemed to be very logical again, there would be no abruptness, and there would be nothing wrong with my life, even Qu Hanmo would feel that this It was the life he should pursue, although it ran counter to his original plan for his own life.

After being with Lin Chenxi, he knew Lin Chenxi's bad character very well. Although Lin Chenxi was very angry with each other many times, he couldn't let him go because of Lin Chenxi.If you have seen his worst character, seen his most embarrassing side, and you still haven't thought about separating from him, then you will be together for the rest of your life.

The moment he decided to be with Lin Chenxi, Qu Hanmo knew that the feeling Lin Chenxi gave him was destined to be different from other people.

Two people don't need to be together all the time, each has its own life and does not interfere with each other, but there is also a tacit understanding between each other, some things can be understood with just a look.There is the most suitable distance between them.

Qu Hanmo saw the man standing under the street lamp from a distance. His fair features and half-length hair added a touch of femininity to him, but he didn't give him the feeling of being a girl. Lin Chenxi was very good at wearing clothes. Clothes, a coat on his body is as eye-catching as a model shooting a magazine, with the temperament of a Japanese male model, Lin Chenxi can always attract everyone's attention without any effort.The expression on his face is always raised, sometimes with an intriguing smirk, making it impossible to guess what scheming he is playing, but more often, his face is always habitually pretending to be A peaceful, gentle, approachable face.It was Lin Chenxi who always made him love and hate him.

Qu Hanmo came in front of Lin Chenxi. The night weather was even cooler. The wind blew Lin Chenxi's half-length hair into a mess. Seeing Lin Chenxi's smiling eyes, Qu Hanmo's hand froze for a moment, and then silently retracted it.

Although he has done very intimate things with Lin Chenxi, he is still not used to being too intimate with Lin Chenxi. He is working hard to overcome the hurdle in his heart. At least for now, he still feels awkward.At least among the crowd, Qu Hanmo still couldn't let go of himself. Every time he faced Lin Chenxi's calm eyes, Qu Hanmo felt a little guilty. He was serious about his relationship, but he always concealed the relationship between the two. It's a feeling of shame. In this regard, Qu Hanmo feels a little ashamed of Lin Chenxi.

"Why? Why did you suddenly withdraw your hand?" Lin Chenxi touched the hair that Qu Hanmo's hand touched just now, and he smiled, always with a hint of complacency in his smile.He always has a confident expression on his face, as if everything is in his expectation.

"Go in." Qu Hanmo didn't answer Lin Chenxi's words, but only motioned for Lin Chenxi to go in with him. The wind in the street made people somewhat chilly. Although he knew that Lin Chenxi was also a big man, he didn't need to care too much. But he still couldn't bear Lin Chenxi standing in the wind for so long.Even in the face of an independent big man, Qu Hanmo still couldn't help wanting to take care of him.

It is rare for the two of them to go to the movies, and they seldom go on a normal date between couples. After all, it would be strange for two big men to act like that, at least Qu Hanmo thinks so, so either the two of them just stay together Their own homes, or just chatting together.Lin Chenxi also thinks it's okay, Lin Chenxi's personality is extroverted and unrestrained, and he likes outdoor activities, but if the person he is facing is Qu Hanmo, he feels that even if he is sitting in the same coffee shop with him all the time, he will not feel uncomfortable. Dull, he is such a considerate lover, Lin Chenxi couldn't help giving herself a big praise in her heart.

Although Lin Chenxi also felt that the man beside him was extremely boring, he was the most boring man he had ever dated, bar none!Qu Hanmo has no interest, no surprises, and no trace of tenderness, just like in the past, although Lin Chenxi took the initiative to chase Qu Hanmo between them, and among men, no one seemed to take the initiative. What's wrong, after all, men don't need to be reserved like women, they need face.Men like to go after them directly.But even in the face of Qu Hanmo, who had a pool of stagnant water on the surface, Lin Chenxi still couldn't stop himself from such Qu Hanmo. People are often cheap. Many times, Lin Chenxi would feel angry because of Qu Hanmo's indifference towards her. That's the case, he has no way to leave Qu Hanmo, he just likes Qu Hanmo like this, he likes Qu Hanmo always looks cold, he likes Qu Hanmo always looks helpless towards him, he She just likes how she succeeded in playing a prank on Qu Hanmo, and how Qu Hanmo can't wait to love him.

Qu Hanmo doesn't like sweets, but Lin Chenxi ordered the biggest serving of popcorn. He ordered a piece of popcorn that he couldn't finish. After entering the movie theater, he put the bucket of popcorn across the seats between the two of them. Before the movie started, Lin Chenxi started to eat it, but the so-called manners did not exist.He grabbed the popcorn and stuffed it into his mouth, and the sound of biting the popcorn didn't know how to restrain himself, just as the loud advertisements in the movie theater couldn't cover up the sound of his eating, Qu Hanmo felt like a It was as if a large hamster was nibbling melon seeds in his ear.

Lin Chenxi always looks gentle and polite in front of outsiders. Only those who are familiar with him know that the so-called thoughtfulness and decency do not exist.

Qu Hanmo looked at Lin Chenxi with disgust. Although the light in the cinema was not bright, Qu Hanmo also saw Lin Chenxi eating popcorn everywhere.Qu Hanmo took out a tissue and stuffed it in front of Lin Chenxi.

Lin Chenxi glanced at Qu Hanmo beside him. Anyway, there were not many people in the cinema, so he simply let himself go and put one of his feet on Qu Hanmo's leg, and Qu Hanmo kicked his leg in disgust. After getting down, Lin Chenxi immediately put her legs back, and proudly challenged Qu Hanmo with her eyes, Qu Hanmo sighed helplessly.Many of Lin Chenxi's behaviors gradually degenerated into the appearance of a child.

"Hanmo, do you like me?" Lin Chenxi asked.

Um?Why can't Lin Chenxi's mouth be filled with so much popcorn? "Watch the movie carefully and don't talk." Qu Hanmo said.Fortunately, there were no other people sitting next to them, otherwise Lin Chenxi would have been kicked out of the movie theater for such behavior.Qu Hanmo tried his best to lower his voice so as not to disturb other moviegoers.

"You can't admit that you like me too, can you?" Lin Chenxi whispered into Qu Hanmo's ear.The two have been together for so long, but Qu Hanmo never said that word of liking to him. Lin Chenxi knows that Qu Hanmo likes him, he can feel it, but feeling it is one thing, Qu Hanmo It's another thing to speak out, otherwise, why did God give them a mouth and let human beings invent language? It must be because actions are not enough to express many things, and language is needed.

"Eat your popcorn." As Qu Hanmo said, he grabbed the popcorn and stuffed it into Lin Chenxi's mouth. He couldn't help but imitate Lin Chenxi's way of rolling his eyes. How could he be out of his mind and be with such a goblin? Woolen cloth?Until now, Qu Hanmo couldn't figure it out.

He also didn't understand why Lin Chenxi was always obsessed with verbal expression. He had never said the words like and love in front of Lin Chenxi, but he felt that he had already shown it clearly enough. If he didn't like it, why? Will be with him for so long, if he doesn't like it, how can he allow Lin Chenxi to play around with him for no reason, if he doesn't like it, how can he be by his side at this moment.

Lin Chenxi looked at Qu Hanmo sadly, trying to pry out the few words he wanted to hear from Qu Hanmo's mouth, it was very difficult.He looked down but saw the watch on Qu Hanmo's hand, the watch he gave to Qu Hanmo on his birthday.At that time, he said rascally that in the future, Qu Hanmo could only carry what he gave him.At that time, Qu Hanmo just threw his watch aside, but ever since he was with him, Qu Hanmo's watch never left his body. He didn't say it, but he knew that Qu Hanmo had always remembered his words. If it wasn't for this, Lin Chenxi would have ignored Qu Hanmo a long time ago.

The life between the two is always spent in hooking up with each other and disgusting each other.