same-sex attraction

One night, Qu Hanmo couldn't fall asleep. He lay on the bed and looked at the white ceiling illuminated by the dim light. The ceiling occasionally reflected the miniatures of some small objects in the room. Qu Hanmo sometimes looked at the lights He stared at the small shadow in the middle of the scene for a long time, he didn't know what he was thinking, maybe he didn't think about anything, just looked at the ceiling meaninglessly.

Sometimes, the scene of his conversation with Qu Hanshu today would be uncontrollably played in his mind. Today, he himself, as an elder brother, was actually speechless by his younger brother. Hanshu was with a man, and he always had the obsession to break them up, just because what Qu Hanshu did was too unorthodox and shocking. Although the current society doesn't avoid homosexuality like it used to, but Prejudice still exists, and Qu Hanmo has never been able to figure out why Qu Hanshu chose such a path. There are thousands of beauties in the world, so why can't they find a woman who can replace that man?

But, isn't he already with a man?Even he and Lin Chenxi couldn't figure it out. He didn't know when he started to feel differently towards Lin Chenxi. Although until now, if he saw two men together, he still scoffed and felt that he Unlike them, Qu Hanmo still firmly believes that he is a straight man and that his sexual orientation is normal, but he still chooses to be with Lin Chenxi, and he has never felt any awkwardness. because of what.He is already with a man himself, and he will not feel that he is different from others. He will rush out to protect him without hesitation because he sees that Lin Chenxi is in danger. Being ambiguous with other men would make him angry, and he would be annoyed because he felt Lin Chenxi's indifference and indifference towards him. For a long time, Lin Chenxi began to slowly become special in his heart, a kind of difference from All men, but different from the feeling that other women bring to him, is an indescribably special existence.

With such a self, what right does he have to ask his younger brother to break up with another man?

Maybe Qu Hanshu is right. I have been using double standards to measure myself and others. Whether his idea is right or wrong, he began to feel hesitant and confused, but what Qu Hanmo found ridiculous was whether his hesitation and confusion period would come too late, he has always been so persistent Looking at the direction of my life, I have always insisted on my beliefs. At this moment, it seems that everything has been overthrown at once.

Maybe it's just because I still can't accept the fact that my younger brother who has been babbling behind me has suddenly grown up and is leaving me.After all, my younger brother spoiled him too much.Han Shu has been more obedient than other children since he was a child, and their brothers have always had a good relationship. He is used to helping Han Shu decide everything. Maybe, he should let Han Shu learn to grow up.

It seems that there are countless cotton threads entangled repeatedly in the brain, entangled into an inextricable knot.

At this time, Qu Hanmo's cell phone rang.In the silent room, the cell phone rang unusually abruptly. In such a late night, who happened to be on a sleepless night, who would call by such a coincidence.Qu Hanmo picked up the phone and took a closer look. Lin Chenxi's name was displayed on the phone.

At one o'clock in the morning, when he was troubled, Lin Chenxi called him. When he was most at a loss and needed company, Lin Chenxi appeared by his side, and a wave of warmth flooded Qu Hanmo heart.No matter what the reason was, at this moment when Qu Hanmo saw Lin Chenxi's name displayed on the phone, he felt his heart was warm.Seeing Lin Chenxi's name, he felt his heart settle down, and the hesitation in his heart seemed to be firmed in a certain position.

"Not asleep yet?" Qu Hanmo answered the phone and asked.

"Can't sleep." Lin Chenxi's voice on the other end of the phone was soft. "Everyone who suffers from insomnia is said to be living in other people's dreams. You must be thinking about me, so I can't sleep." Lin Chenxi said firmly.

Hearing Lin Chenxi's rascal's words, Qu Hanmo couldn't help but chuckled. Even if it was Lin Chenxi like this, he still thought it was very cute. When he died, he was poisoned by Lin Chenxi's poison.

"You can laugh, it looks like you're okay." Lin Chenxi said.He already knew that with Qu Hanmo's awkward personality, it would take him a while to figure it out. As a lover, he must appear by Qu Hanmo's side at the right time. people.

"What can I do?" Qu Hanmo said.

"I didn't know you, you are so kind to your brother, I'm almost jealous." Lin Chenxi said.He was still talking hard, but when he heard Qu Hanmo's voice, he knew that he must have suffered from insomnia and couldn't sleep all night.

"Han Shu, he always knew we were together." Qu Hanmo said.Qu Hanmo sighed. During this period of time, he thought he was covering up well, but it turned out that Hanshu didn't expose him.

Lin Chenxi didn't seem surprised when he heard this. Hanshu's personality is relatively delicate, and he can detect the emotional fluctuations between everyone. In addition, every move between them is sometimes too much. It is more obvious, some feelings cannot be concealed, as long as they are in the eyes of the other party, love can overflow, as long as they pay attention, they can still be seen.Only his silly younger brother would be kept in the dark.

"Well, what then?" Lin Chenxi asked.

After a long time, Qu Hanmo sighed, "Han Shu has indeed grown up, and I can't keep him anymore."

"I just said that you are a brother, why are you thinking about being a father?" Lin Chenxi couldn't help teasing.

After a while, Lin Chenxi said: "Let Lin Muyan worry about your brother's affairs in the future. Although I don't like that guy very much all the time, he has always been serious about his feelings, although he is very serious. You are stingy, fussy, and timid, but he is a really responsible person, so you can rest assured that your younger brother will leave it to him, and let Lin Muyan worry about Qu Hanshu's life in the future. I'm the only one you need to worry about." Lin Chenxi said in a proud voice.

Qu Hanmo couldn't help chuckling when he heard Lin Chenxi's words. Sometimes Lin Chenxi's words were unreliable, but they also hit people's hearts directly. This night, with Lin Chenxi's company on the phone, he relaxed a lot.My own control over Hanshu is indeed too much. Now that I think about it, Hanshu will be independent sooner or later. It is also a good thing to have someone by his side to be independent with him.

"I really wish you were by my side at this time." Qu Hanmo said, unknowingly, he has gradually become dependent on Lin Chenxi, getting used to the feeling of Lin Chenxi being entangled with him all the time, getting used to Lin Chenxi not talking The tone of his face made him used to everything about Lin Chenxi. It would be a very good thing if Lin Chenxi could be by his side on such a night.

"Don't say I'm by your side, it's my pleasure to ride under you," Lin Chenxi said.

After listening to Lin Chenxi's words, three black lines appeared on Qu Hanmo's forehead, and he really couldn't talk to Lin Chenxi seriously.

"Forget it, it's too late, you'd better go to bed earlier." Qu Hanmo said.

"No, you haven't said you want to sleep with me yet, say, do you want to sleep with me now." Lin Chenxi said relentlessly on the other end of the phone.

Can we still chat happily?Qu Hanmo didn't bother to talk to him. If he was given some river water, Lin Chenxi would probably cause the Yellow River to flood, so Qu Hanmo hung up the phone immediately, not giving Lin Chenxi any room for imagination.

After hanging up the phone, it seemed that the surroundings became quiet all of a sudden. Without Lin Chenxi's voice around my ears, I was really not used to it. Until now, Qu Hanmo's mouth was hanging a little bit, and I didn't even notice it. to smile.I just made jokes with Lin Chenxi, but I felt more relaxed. Lin Chenxi was by his side. As a lover, Lin Chenxi was indeed more conscientious than himself. Qu Hanmo had to reflect on it. As a boyfriend, he, Shouldn't it be time to take the initiative to treat Lin Chenxi better?

A few days later, Qu Hanshu and Lin Muyan moved out smoothly, and the two of them built a love nest together outside. Without Qu Hanmo's side surveillance and the terrifying eyes that came over every now and then, Lin Muyan's move was a treat. Completely let go of yourself, do whatever you want, no longer have to worry about Hanshu's brother who doesn't know when to appear.

And on this day, Lin Muyan finally knew that Lin Chenxi was actually with Qu Hanmo. This was shocking news. After a long time, Lin Muyan felt that he could not consume this news. He really suspected that Hanshu was lying to him as a joke. , how is this possible, Qu Hanmo and Lin Chenxi, these two people are actually in a relationship now, can't it be okay?It was as absurd as if the end of the world was coming tomorrow, and before that, there was no sign at all, and he couldn't see that the two were together, and they were still together for a while.

That person was Qu Hanmo, that terrible Qu Hanmo, that Qu Hanmo who said he couldn't accept two men being together, was actually with Lin Chenxi.And that person is Lin Chenxi, it is not surprising that Lin Chenxi will fall in love with Qu Hanmo, but Qu Hanmo will be hooked up by Lin Chenxi, no matter how you think about it, it is impossible, it is like Monkey King With Daji, these two people are not related at all, and, most importantly, the two people that Lin Muyan is most afraid of are actually combined. For Lin Muyan, it is two terrifying people. What a terrible thing it is for the combination of the great demon king and the two to join forces. To him, Qu Hanmo is already scary enough. Now with Lin Chenxi, two people who don't seem to match at all , actually walked together, if Hanshu hadn't said it himself, even if he was killed, he wouldn't believe it.

To be honest, he still doesn't believe it now. If he didn't see it with his own eyes, he really wouldn't believe it. Even if he saw it with his own eyes, Lin Muyan still felt that he wouldn't believe it. This world is simply crazy, too crazy , he can no longer keep up with the changes in this world!The person who is least likely to be with a man is still with Lin Chenxi!

However, Lin Muyan suddenly thought of that guy Lin Chenxi. Lin Chenxi had already been with Qu Hanmo behind his back. When he was traveling in Beihai, he begged Lin Chenxi to help him hold Qu Hanmo, and even took him away. If Lin Chenxi swiped his credit card, wouldn't he be a huge victim?Lin Chenxi maxed out his credit card for nothing?

Damn Lin Chenxi!Just knew he wasn't that good.