same-sex attraction

"Get off work soon?" Chen Qingyu asked, the expression on Qu Hanmo's face was softer than she had ever seen before, Qu Hanmo had changed, from the inside to the outside, the change was obvious.An uneasy premonition faintly broke out in her heart, but she dared not ask anything. Sometimes, there were some things that she pretended not to know, and she could continue. If she really knew, she would lose completely. Yes, she doesn't want to admit defeat yet, Qu Hanmo is the person she has liked and worked hard for for so long.

She looked at the time on the watch, but inadvertently saw Qu Hanmo wearing a new watch on the back of his hand. "Brother, this new watch is so beautiful, where did you buy it?" She asked tentatively.There are too many changes in Qu Hanmo, so many that she has no way to ignore them, so many that she can't lie to herself.

Qu Hanmo took a look at the watch in his hand. He didn't know when, he had started to habitually put on the watch that Lin Chenxi gave him. He remembered that when Lin Chenxi gave him the watch, he kept saying that he would wear it. He has been wearing it all the time. At that time, he still sneered, thinking it was impossible, but now seeing the watch on his table, he unconsciously wanted to wear it on his hand. Every sentence Lin Chenxi said He remembered all the words, at such an early time, he had already remembered what Lin Chenxi said.

"A gift from a friend." Qu Hanmo said indifferently.Qu Hanmo knows what Chen Qingyu thinks of him, he has always known it, even Qu Hanmo himself thought that he would be with Chen Qingyu one day, but now, Qu Hanmo knows that it is impossible, at least he is not single now, there are already people around him With Lin Chenxi, he didn't want to delay others, so maybe he should find a chance to make it clear to Chen Qingyu.

It's just that this kind of thing is hard to talk about after all. Although Chen Qingyu has always been very considerate to him, the window paper has never been pierced. Now that there is no reason, he doesn't know where to start.But the matter still needs to be resolved. He is not the kind of person who holds a bowl and looks at the pot. The reason why he didn't reject Chen Qingyu before is because he really thinks that the two of them will have the possibility of development.

A woman's youth is very precious, and he doesn't want to delay anyone's youth in just a few years.

An indescribable feeling spread in Chen Qingyu's heart, something seemed to be different, but he couldn't tell what was different.

"Brother, let's have dinner together tonight." Chen Qingyu invited.Qu Hanmo nodded acquiescingly, let's make it clear to Chen Qingyu today, about emotional matters, Qu Hanmo doesn't want to procrastinate any longer, he wants to find a good step for the other party to walk down.

When Qu Hanmo was packing up his things and getting ready to leave work, he suddenly remembered that Lin Chenxi seemed to have stuffed something into his pocket before leaving. Feeling a little puzzled, Qu Hanmo quietly stuffed Lin Chenxi into it from his pocket After taking out the things and looking at them carefully, I was really annoyed.

It turned out to be several condoms!

Lin Chenxi was so frantic that he stuffed a few condoms into his pockets. This was something Qu Hanmo never thought of, and before he left, Lin Chenxi told him so many inexplicable things. Does Chen Qingyu have legs?

Qu Hanmo felt a little angry inexplicably. He only wanted to explain the matter clearly to Chen Qingyu, keep a distance, and not let Lin Chenxi think too much, but now, Lin Chenxi can still take the initiative to stuff the condom into his pocket. What do you mean, aren't he and Lin Chenxi already lovers?How could Lin Chenxi do this kind of thing so calmly? Does it mean that no matter who Qu Hanmo was with or what he did with him, Lin Chenxi wouldn't care, would he?Thinking of this, Qu Hanmo couldn't help being a little angry!

If Lin Chenxi really liked him, why would he do such a thing? No matter what he did, Qu Hanmo was used to being serious. Even if it was a relationship, Qu Hanmo would not hold a playful attitude. Since He accepted Lin Chenxi, so he just wanted to start this relationship seriously, but in this relationship, he became more and more serious, but he couldn't feel Lin Chenxi's sincerity less and less.It's really annoying to feel like I'm the only one sinking!

Qu Hanmo tightly held the condoms in his hands, twisted all the wrapping paper into a twisted appearance, and then threw them into the trash can.

In this relationship, although he has been deliberately concealing the relationship between them and not wanting anyone to know about their relationship, this is also a way to protect their relationship. They have just started now, and the relationship is still on the verge of exploration and crumbling. Any bit of gossip, wind and grass, will become the first thing that leads to the failure of their relationship. Even in this relationship, he deliberately kept a low profile, but he was serious from the beginning. He has always been serious about their relationship. Since then, he has thought seriously and made great efforts, but Lin Chenxi's actions really made him feel angry.

Chen Qingyu looked at Qu Hanmo who suddenly turned livid, wondering what happened suddenly, why his face became so ugly, and it was becoming more and more ugly.Wasn't he in a good mood before, with smiles in his eyebrows and eyes?Why did it suddenly turn from sunny to cloudy, and even cloudy? Chen Qingyu has been following Qu Hanmo, a low air pressure enveloped Qu Hanmo, Qu Hanmo seemed very angry, so angry that he didn't even notice the people around him Chen Qingyu.

Chen Qingyu looked at the driver while holding the steering wheel tightly, with a bruised appearance, which was very scary, as if Qu Hanmo was not staring at the front at this time, but saw some hateful person.

"Senior brother, what's the matter? Did something happen?" Chen Qingyu couldn't help asking worriedly. She was fine just now, but why did her mood change all of a sudden.

Qu Hanmo braked suddenly and pulled the car aside.He tried very hard to regain his composure. "Qingyu, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I won't be able to have dinner with you today." Qu Hanmo said.

"Oh, okay." Chen Qingyu responded decently.

"I'll take you back first." Qu Hanmo said.

"No need, brother, if you have something to do, go do it first, I can go back alone." Chen Qingyu said.She knows that Qu Hanmo likes independent girls, she has always been like this, she is well-behaved, sensible, generous and decent, she knows what type Qu Hanmo likes, yes, she has always known, and she has always thought that they will be together Yes, although Qu Hanmo's attitude towards her has always been unclear, but Chen Qingyu knew that they would be together, so she persisted like this.

But now, she's not sure, she's not sure if Qu Hanmo has pretended to be someone else in his heart.

"Qingyu, you are such a good girl. Actually, I..." Qu Hanmo just wanted to make it clear to Chen Qingyu that it's not his style to procrastinate emotionally.For a long time, he thought, maybe, he could try it with this excellent woman in front of him, but now, it is even more impossible, since there is no possibility, then there is no need to drag other people's youth.

Just as Qu Hanmo was about to speak, Chen Qingyu interrupted Qu Hanmo's words. Chen Qingyu said with a smile: "Senior brother, I understand, you have to go to work first, I can just get off here. I'll look for you next time." After Chen Qingyu finished speaking, she immediately got off the car in a hurry.Qu Hanmo was not given any chance to speak.She knew, maybe if she persisted, she would have a chance, Chen Qingyu smiled wryly, and she ran away like a gallop.

She didn't know why she was so humble. She was excellent, and there were always many suitors around her, but after she got to know Qu Hanmo, she hung her heart on Qu Hanmo. She looked at everyone else. No more, facing other men, she always felt that the other man lacked something, either he was worse than Qu Hanmo here, or he was worse than Qu Hanmo there.

Until this moment, she still refused to wake up.

Qu Hanmo sighed, Chen Qingyu is a smart girl.Naturally, she should have guessed what he was going to say, but she still chose to escape.Qu Hanmo looked at the girl who got out of the car and walked away. He didn't get out of the car to chase after him. Since he really didn't have anything to do with her, he couldn't give her any hope. Sometimes being unfeeling is the best way to treat people.Qu Hanmo restarted the car and drove to Lin Chenxi's residence.

Lin Chenxi was still like this, still the same Lin Chenxi who made him angry but helpless.He wanted to go to Lin Chenxi right now, and ask him clearly, since the two of them decided to be together, why he could still be like this, and why he could be so generous and send him to others without caring.

Qu Hanmo gripped the steering wheel tightly, as if he wanted to vent his anger. He couldn't bear Lin Chenxi's indifference to feelings.Soon, he drove to Lin Chenxi's residence. "Bang bang bang" loud knock on the door, Qu Hanmo seemed to be indifferent to other things, after a while, the door opened slowly, and then Lin Chenxi appeared in front of Qu Hanmo, still smiling.

Seeing Lin Chenxi's face, Qu Hanmo wanted to punch him hard. How could he be with such a heartless person.

"Why did you come back so soon?" Lin Chenxi asked.

"What do you think?" Qu Hanmo gritted his teeth and said.

"The date didn't go well?" Lin Chenxi guessed, he opened his bright eyes wide.

"Do you think I'll go on a date with other women?" Qu Hanmo asked back, squinting at Lin Chenxi, his eyes seemed to be shining with a dangerous light.

"Isn't it?" Lin Chenxi asked back. What Chen Qingyu thought about Qu Hanmo was simply Sima Zhao's heart. Everyone knew that such a person had been hanging around his lover. Comfortable, Lin Chenxi is a smart person, instead of arguing with Qu Hanmo all the time, it is better to retreat and let Qu Hanmo know the scale between each other.

"It's okay, I'm very open." Lin Chenxi said quickly. "Before we got together, I told you that you can date anyone, and I won't interfere. How about it, do you think you are very happy to have a lover like me?" Lin Chenxi said He said happily with a smug look.

Qu Hanmo's face was livid, he really couldn't tell when Lin Chenxi was telling the truth and when he was telling a lie.

Seeing Qu Hanmo's angry appearance, Lin Chenxi laughed quickly, and decided not to tease him anymore. He went out, hugged Qu Hanmo, buried his head in Qu Hanmo's chest, and hugged Qu Hanmo like a kitten. Rubbing his head against Qu Hanmo's body, "Okay, okay, I know, my calligraphy is the best, I'm the only one in my heart, I'm very touched."

In fact, from the very beginning, Lin Chenxi knew that Qu Hanmo would not cheat on him behind his back, he was so sure, even though he made such an agreement that seemed unfair to him, but he knew , although Qu Hanmo is very masculine and always shows a look of dislike for him, but he is absolutely dedicated to feelings and has a love for cleanliness. At least during the time he was with him, He will not have any emotional or physical relationship with other people.Seeing Qu Hanmo angry because of him, he was actually very happy in his heart.

Lin Chenxi hugged Qu Hanmo, feeling the body temperature and breath of the man in front of him, he held onto the corner of Qu Hanmo's clothes tightly, then raised his head slightly, looking at Qu Hanmo.

"I really like you very much, and I like you more and more." Lin Chenxi said.He has said this sentence more than once, and he feels that in the future, he can say it ten thousand times, a million times.

Qu Hanmo thought it was amazing, there was clearly a man in front of him, but his coquettish appearance did not make him feel disgusted, he seemed to be more and more used to the existence of Lin Chenxi, and everything about Lin Chenxi.Qu Hanmo stretched out his hand, and he gently placed it on Lin Chenxi's head, and gently rubbed Lin Chenxi's hair. Every little intimacy between them, which slowly started, was the result of two people. Credentials for becoming more intimate.

No time is better than the happiness of two people together.

The author has something to say: the process of writing is a very hard process and requires a lot of patience, but I want to stick to one thing and do something that makes my life look more dreamy.