same-sex attraction

He watched Qu Hanmo turn and leave, Lin Chenxi smiled knowingly, a guy with a hard mouth and a soft heart.He was obviously worried about him in his heart, but he still managed to pretend to be indifferent.Today is not all fruitless, at least he feels that there has been a qualitative leap between him and Qu Hanmo. Thinking of Qu Hanmo standing up for him, Lin Chenxi feels like eating a few catties of honey. He has been sweet from the beginning to the end, this is the taste of love, he hasn't experienced it for a long time.

But if you're a nympho, you're going to be a nympho, the things that should be solved still need to be solved. During this period of time, I avoided Zheng Yu like this, thinking that it would dispel Zheng Yu's enthusiasm, but now it seems that's obviously not the case, Zheng Yu is still That thick-skinned and shameless Zheng Yu, who has a broken outlook, he can't keep avoiding Zheng Yu, let alone let Zheng Yu ruin his current life. His current life is good, and he doesn't need to live with the past.

In just a second, Lin Chenxi's expression became serious again. He should deal with this matter seriously. He took out his mobile phone and dialed the number he had blacklisted.I don't know if Zheng Yu has changed his number in the past few years. He hasn't dialed this number for a long time.

Not surprisingly, Lin Chenxi was a little surprised when the phone was connected. It's ok, but she didn't change the number.

"Chenxi?" The other end of the phone asked uncertainly.

After Zheng Yu left, Lin Chenxi had already changed all the contact methods he could. You left me today, so don’t blame me for being ruthless from now on. It’s Lin Chenxi’s attitude towards life, and Lin Chenxi also let go. No one can disclose their phone number to Zheng Yu, otherwise no one will be sympathetic. Everyone knows Lin Chenxi's character, so no one dares to pluck the tiger's hair.

"It's me." Lin Chenxi said. He put away his usual laughing and joking appearance, and spoke seriously to the person on the other end of the phone. His usually gentle voice seemed to have no warmth, alienated and indifferent.

"I'm so glad you can call me." Zheng Yu said, he also calmed down, everything just happened because he was too impulsive, but he felt that he could be forgiven, he missed Lin Chenxi for so long, After searching for Lin Chenxi for so long, finally Lin Chenxi was right in front of his eyes. How could he not be excited? The most important thing is that Lin Chenxi already has other people around him. He also regretted this kind of thing. He knew Lin Chenxi well, and his behavior just now had angered Lin Chenxi without any accident, so he didn't dare to ask for Lin Chenxi's forgiveness for this matter.

"Zheng Yu, I think we should talk about it." Lin Chenxi said, at least to get rid of this rubbish from her life. Lin Chenxi felt that Zheng Yu still needed an explanation and a formal breakup.What happened back then, as the person involved, he pieced together an incomplete story from the different versions he heard one after another. He has never been able to let go of this matter. If Zheng Yu broke up with him well back then, maybe they can still be in a relationship where they can greet each other today.

Yes, Zheng Yu lacked his own explanation and a decent breakup.

"Let's go to the little bridge where we were dating before tonight." Lin Chenxi said, where it started, it will end there, and her sense of ritual is also very strong.After he finished speaking, he didn't pay any attention to Zheng Yu's answer, and hung up the phone, talking nonsense with Zheng Yu, he felt that the oxygen content of his life was wasted.

Being entangled by Zheng Yu in this way is not an option, let's make it clear that Lin Chenxi has done nothing wrong, who is he afraid of, and why Zheng Yu can still entangle him so naturally.

Lin Chenxi looked at the wound on her face through the mirror, it was indeed an eyesore.The wound on the corner of the lip is still aching. I don't know if it will be disfigured. After all, I am not young anymore, and my recovery ability is no longer what it used to be.

Who didn't love a few scumbags when they were young? In life, it's just you scumming others, others scumming you, you greening others, others greening you, all kinds of hurt each other, hurting badly, I think it's okay It's okay, we will pay attention to each other for a lifetime.

Lin Chenxi looked at himself in the mirror, constantly examining, his gaze lowered, he lifted his neckline, and looked at the red mark on the neckline, which was the wound Qu Hanmo had left on him.Well, this wound is very satisfying, thinking about Qu Hanmo's appearance, the more I look at Qu Hanmo, the more cute Qu Hanmo is.It seems that I am also blind now, and I am still blind. As long as I like someone, I am completely blind. I can't see anything except the person I like. Even the shortcomings of that person are in my own eyes. It looks so cute in the eyes.

It seems that Lin Chenxi has not changed for so many years, he is still the same Lin Chenxi, the Lin Chenxi who would get into trouble because he likes someone, but for so many years, he has never seriously liked someone, so He thought that he had changed, that he had grown up, but now it seemed that he hadn't met the person who made his heart beat.

In the evening, Lin Chenxi came to the beach as promised. He still carefully changed into a set of good-looking clothes. Life requires a sense of ritual. When meeting an old lover, one must dress up in the most shining side, otherwise the other party will regret leaving at the beginning.After all, you have to let the other party know that you will feel better after leaving him.

He looked at this place, the small bridge by the sea was the same as usual, it hadn’t changed in these years, the sea breeze was still blowing, and a few couples walked here arm in arm, very much like what they looked like back then, when they had nothing , some are just all unrealistic fantasies, some sweet words to deceive each other, but back then they always felt that they owned the whole world, the street lights were dimly lit, but things were different, they had already changed their appearance, He is no longer as naive as he was a few years ago.

The only good news is that Lin Chenxi feels that she is getting more and more handsome, handsome enough to make Zheng Yu regret it.

To be excellent is to be so shameless and confident.

On the other side of the bridge, Zheng Yu has been waiting for him for a long time. After years of polishing, Zheng Yu's appearance has faded away from the childish appearance of the year, and there is also a sense of maturity and vicissitudes that the years have given him. From a certain aspect It seems that Zheng Yu is indeed an excellent person.Lin Chenxi was in a trance for a while, as if she was back when she was young. At that time, her childhood sweethearts were so innocent. Now, the two of them are no longer what they used to be.

No, Lin Chenxi said in her heart, she had to stick to her position, scum was still scum, and she couldn't think that scum could be forgiven just because she looked like a dog.

Lin Chenxi walked over, he had no resistance to Zheng Yu, and he had nothing to be afraid of, anyway, he wasn't the one who did something wrong, but he was just like an idiot back then. He was also the last one to know.

"Hi!" Lin Chenxi's tone was equally alienated. He looked at Zheng Yu, put away his usual playful smile, and became seriously serious.

Old, they're all old, they're not what they used to be.Without the entanglement during the day, the two of them could become calmer.

"Chenxi," seeing Lin Chenxi's frank and alienated appearance, Zheng Yu was quite embarrassed for his madness at noon today. He had always felt guilty towards Lin Chenxi, and when he saw Lin Chenxi again today, that feeling of guilt was even worse. Sheng, especially when he saw a band-aid on Lin Chenxi's lips, but when he saw such an ambiguous mark on Lin Chenxi's shoulder at noon today, his reason seemed to be burned out all at once. up.All along, he felt that Chen Xi belonged to him, no matter how long it took, this would not change, but this time, when he looked back, he found that everything was no longer as he thought.His dawn no longer belongs to him.

"Chenxi," Zheng Yu walked over.

"Don't come here," Lin Chenxi took a few steps back, "We don't know each other that well, don't come to these polite words." He just didn't want to see Zheng Yu, and he has always hated Zheng Yu for being so irresponsible, so he directly He left without giving him an answer. If the two of them broke up properly back then, maybe they could still say hello when they meet now.

"I'm sorry," Jung Woo said.This sorry, he is sincere.

"Is your sorry because of what happened this morning, or because you left without saying goodbye a few years ago?" Lin Chenxi asked.

Lin Chenxi has never been a tolerant person.Repay kindness with kindness, revenge with hatred, and care about everything is Lin Chenxi's motto.

"I'm sorry," Zheng Yu said.Whether it is my abruptness at noon today, or because I left without saying goodbye a few years ago, I feel sorry.

"Okay, I accept your apology, so can you stop bothering me?" Lin Chenxi's harsh tone was a little calm. Anyway, he knew that Zheng Yu's life was not good, so he was relieved. Now it is Zheng Yu. Coming back to beg him with a shameless face, his self-esteem was also somewhat satisfied, but Zheng Yu took himself too seriously, and he had long since put Zheng Yu in his heart!

"I came back this time to make amends, let's start again." Zheng Yu said: "I don't care about everything that happened to you before, as long as you are with me again!"

Lin Chenxi couldn't help laughing after hearing Zheng Yu's words. "Zheng Yu, do you think I'm cheap! I admit that I used to love you to death, but this is all in the past!"

Lin Chenxi leaned against the fence of the small bridge, he looked at Zheng Yu, Zheng Yu's face was disgusting no matter what. "And even if I want to start over with you, do you care who I have slept with in the past few years? You still want to argue with me. Zheng Yu, don't be so self-righteous! Besides, what I did before You don't have to care about things, just smile, why do you care about, what qualifications do you have, what position do you have to care about, can you control what I do? My family lives by the sea, and I don't care so much."

After hearing Lin Chenxi's words, Zheng Yu's face turned blue and pale.He lowered his head and smiled helplessly, "Since I left, I heard people say that you go around saying that I am dead."

"Yeah, I really thought you were dead." Lin Chenxi said, as a qualified ex, it must be as if you were dead, and don't come to disturb the life of the other party.

"Do you have someone you like?" he asked. "Is it the man from the daytime today?" Zheng Yu continued to ask.

"Whether I like someone or not seems to have nothing to do with you. You didn't tell me about the breakup, and it's even more impossible for me to tell you about what's going on now. But to tell you the truth, I like that one very much." Man, but you can't control it." Lin Chenxi walked over and patted Zheng Yu's shoulder. "I really, don't like you at all. I even feel disgusted when I see you. Don't bother me, okay?" Lin Chenxi gave Zheng Yu a ritual hug, and soon let go. Wei Wei raised her head and looked at Zheng Yu, "Go back, we will never see each other again in the end!"

After speaking, he turned and left freely.

"Chenxi, I can't forget you every day!" Zheng Yu shouted at Lin Chenxi's back. "I really like you!" Zheng Yu trotted after him, blocking Lin Chenxi's way, "I can explain everything before, but at that time, I left you because I thought I had nothing, Chenxi, I have nothing, I can't give you anything, I feel that as a man, I can't give what I like to the person I like, I'm not a man."

"So you left without saying goodbye, ran to marry someone else's woman, and inherited the family's property by the way, so you are considered a man?" Lin Chenxi didn't intend to save Zheng Yu any face.

"No, that's not the case. It was my fault that I left without saying goodbye. That's because I didn't know how to talk to you at all. I couldn't open my mouth. Chen Xi, I couldn't leave you. Until now, I have I can't live without you, really, at that time, I just hope to use a few years to prove to my family that I really like you, and I also want to use these few years to get everything you want Get it, Chen Xi, now, I have everything, as long as you want, we can be like before at any time." Zheng Yu begged bitterly.

"Zheng Yu, everything you gave me is what you thought I wanted. I never thought about what I wanted. What you can afford now is something I don't care about." Lin Chen Xi said contemptuously. "It's okay if we get together and part ways, put away your face, you should be able to see that I don't have you at all in my heart, really, even if I face you like this now, I don't feel anything at all. Zheng Yu, I can't even be hard on you."

Lin Chenxi has already said everything, blocking all possibilities for the two of them. Lin Chenxi has always been such a heartless person. If he doesn't like you anymore, you really stand in front of him as a human being. None of the qualifications.

Lin Chenxi didn't care, he didn't look back, he just waved his hand to bid farewell to Zheng Yu, he walked forward chicly, he only hoped that Zheng Yu could communicate with each other now, and don't come here just because he was having a bad time. He went into the water, which is an unkind behavior.To be honest, he really minded that Zheng Yu didn't say a word when he abandoned him back then, and now when we meet again, he knows that he is completely relieved!