light adaptation

This time the typhoon really came, the torrential rain was pouring, and the glass was about to be smashed.

Saturday, the third year of high school is a holiday today, and it is the third day that Bi Qiannian stays at home.He's almost done writing his essay for a national writing competition.Bi Qian hasn't come back yet, she didn't lock the door today, she probably didn't think it was necessary, where could Bi Qiannian go?Everyone was trapped by the typhoon.

Tong Zhi sighed that it was good to go back early, not to mention that the rain was really scary, it was too big.

A set of computer-related books bought by Xu Yun will be delayed due to the impact of the typhoon, and the specific time will be notified separately. Please forgive me.

Liu Jingyang complained that the typhoon made it impossible for his preparatory group to come out to sing, and whoever was willing to go out would stay at home.

Ning Zhanmei... No news.

Rain, rain, rain, mixed with thunder and thunder, Bi Qiannian's hand holding the pen trembled slightly.

The typhoon seemed to have trapped them on isolated islands, relying on cold communication tools to deliver messages. Everyone said not to go out, as if they would be blown away by the wind and rain to the ends of the earth, and they were separated from then on.

The door of the room was opened suddenly, and Bi Qian hurried home to get the rain gear.

"Qian Nian, you stay at home, Mom has something to do when she is out."

"Where are you going?" He suddenly put down his pen.

"Go to Yinqiao County, don't go out." Bi Qian rummaged through the raincoat and rain boots he bought a few years ago.

"Mom, what's wrong?"

"Gao Tianyu went back to his hometown, but he couldn't be contacted. He must be trapped inside. There was a flood in Yinqiao County, and the embankment broke through. The rescue team is going there. Mom is worried, so follow me to have a look." Bi Qian found the rain gear , ready to go out.

"What are you going to do?" Bi Qiannian said angrily, "You are a teacher, no matter how responsible you are, you don't have to rush to save people!"

Bi Qian suddenly shed two lines of tears, and the hand holding the umbrella trembled visibly, "Qiannian, they said they found the body of a sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy, mom is scared..."

Bi Qiannian thought of Gao Tianyu's gentle face, and was suddenly speechless. Bi Qian's mood was not normal these two days, and it was useless to persuade her now.He suddenly took his raincoat and boots and put them in the bag.

"I will go with you."

He and Bi Qian got into the minibus, the driver was not happy for a while, saying that they were messing around, Bi Qian put on raincoats and orange life jackets for the two of them, Bi Qiannian smiled and apologized.

"Aren't you going to play? What are you rushing for? What if something happens! Doll, are you an adult?" The driver's voice was loud, surrounded by several soldiers who were also wearing life jackets.

"Uncle, I'm sorry." Bi Qiannian apologized. "There is an acquaintance over there. It is reported that there is a corpse of his size floating in the river. We are really worried. This trip is really troublesome for you."

The driver remained silent after hearing this, and muttered a few words, after all, he couldn't be mean to the mother and son who might have lost relatives and friends.This time, Bi Qian asked the school to catch up, and it was the last bus to Yinqiao County for emergency rescue.

Bi Qian looked at the rain outside the window and remained silent. Bi Qiannian apologized to the soldiers who were sitting stiffly next to him.Bi Qiannian agreed.

He didn't ask Bi Qian the reason for this impulsiveness for the time being, and took out his mobile phone to check the news of his companions while there was a signal. He was always a little uneasy today, and the thunder was muffled outside the blurry window.

There was a lot of news in the small group of four, he clicked in and found that it was all conversations between Li Lulu and Liu Jingyang.Li Lulu said that there was no news about Wenqing today, but Bi Qiannian remembered that Wenqing was still in his hometown, which was in Yinqiao County.

He called Li Lulu.

"Hello? It's me." Bi Qiannian said.

"Qian Nian? What's wrong?" Li Lulu replied, "Did Wen Qing contact you today?"

"No," Bi Qiannian replied, "Don't worry, I'm on my way there, and I'll let you know if I have any news."

"Why did you go!" Li Lulu was forced to cry, "What are you doing? Making trouble? What are you doing!" Wen Qing has no news, and now there is another one who is going to go into the water!

"It's inconvenient to say now, do you know where Wenqing's house is? I'm with the uncle of the rescue team, I'll ask when the time comes, and I'll report back to you if I find someone." Bi Qiannian sighed. This nonsense is also somewhat useful, not completely adding to the chaos of emergency rescue.

After hanging up the phone, Li Lulu sent a rough address, which should be what Wen Qing had told her before, and then followed a few more.

Li Lulu: There are also people from other classes. I told people that there are people in our class who are on the emergency side, and they still have contacts. They sent some addresses that are also in Yinqiao County, which are not available at the moment. Can you help me?

Bi Qiannian understood what Li Lulu meant, and gave the address in his hand to the soldiers nearby. The rescue team may not have gone to some remote residences. The roads in the villages and counties are rugged, and there are houses in the corners. Maybe many people were passed by the rescue team. But it was not rescued, and it was still soaking in the water at the moment.

The person in charge of the team leader in this bus took the address, frowned and made a call to the front line. When returning the phone, he asked Bi Qiannian to have the address to follow up with him, and Bi Qiannian nodded in agreement.

He was about to put away his cell phone, when another call came, Bi Qiannian trembled, the ringtone seemed to be urging his life.

"Hello?" Bi Qiannian didn't see the name of the caller.

"Bi Qiannian?" Ning Zhanmei's voice came over, "Where is it?" There was anger in his voice, just now Li Lulu asked in the third grade group if there were any students who could not be contacted in Yinqiao County and could report to her , Some classmates are with the rescue team, you can report a message.

"Ah." He opened his mouth in response, not knowing what to say, but reacted to accept his words, "On the minibus, go to Yinqiao County."

Ning Zhanmei got his answer yesterday, glanced at him and left without saying a word.

In those long and narrow eyes was the disappointment that Bi Qiannian didn't dare to bear directly, and wanted to say sorry, why did he show such a cold and decisive expression?However, it seemed to be frozen again, pinned in place by Ning Zhan's troubled eyes.

Ning Zhanmei was silent on the phone for a while, and seemed to sigh.

"What are you doing in the emergency area?" The tone of the voice has calmed down.

"I don't know either." Bi Qiannian replied in a daze. He didn't know, and he didn't know why he had to take this trip, just like he didn't know why he came to the world to go through this experience——Bi Qian wanted him When he was born, he was born; when Bi Qian was going to Yinqiao County, he also came with him.

In this answer, he realized that his life was so forced, like a doll, and Bi Qian was the thread that pulled him.

Bi Qiannian went on to say, "My mother is coming, and a student has lost contact. She is worried, and I don't worry about her coming alone."

"Understood," Ning Zhanmei accepted the explanation, "then you pay attention to safety."

"See you."

After hanging up the phone, Bi Qian turned her head, not knowing if she had listened to the content of his call, she looked at him lightly, and Bi Qiannian held the same pair of dark and cold eyes.

"Mom," Bi Qiannian said softly, "Why do you want to come here?"

Bi Qian's eyes suddenly went blank, and she turned her head to look at the rain outside the window.

After a long silence, when Bi Qiannian thought he could not wait for an answer, Bi Qian said, "The day you were born was a rare spring rain, how could it rain so heavily in March?"

"Is it a typhoon?" Bi Qiannian asked.

"I don't remember, will there be a typhoon in March?" Bi Qian asked, but her tone didn't fluctuate. "Your grandmother didn't come to the hospital when you were born. She didn't recognize me as a daughter anymore."

Bi Qiannian knew, not so much that he didn't recognize her, but he learned from his mother's indifferent narration that the grandmother at that time was actually almost crazy.Although the mother and son did not explain it, they knew it was because of Bi Qiannian, a fetus who was not very bright.

The old man didn't accept her daughter, couldn't stand her daughter's filth, her family was unlucky, and she was ashamed—she even lifted a chair and threw Bi Qiannian's pregnant belly.Fewer Bi Qian came back, and his belly was getting bigger day by day. The old man didn't care about it, knowing that he couldn't control it anymore, he was crazy.

"I just gave birth to you, and my spirit is normal," Bi Qian recalled, but she couldn't remember clearly. She lived in a trance during that time. "Three or four days later? The village called and told me that she passed the pond. It's slippery, the rain is heavy, the ground is slippery, and there are few people walking outside."

Bi Qian turned her head and looked at him, "It fell in. Your grandfather left early, and there was no one else in the house. After she went mad, the neighbors stopped talking. They were only discovered when the body floated up."

"I always think, although she dislikes me, hates me, and doesn't recognize me, if I were at home at that time, would she not have to go out?" Bi Qian asked, but she didn't know who she was asking.

Bi Qian stopped, but Bi Qiannian felt goosebumps all over her body. He could complete Bi Qian's unfinished words: Without Bi Qiannian, maybe she wouldn't be crazy, right?At least end up a peaceful and innocent old age.

Bi Qiannian didn't make a sound, but finally felt dully and strongly that maybe his mother, like him, hated him.

But they have no choice but to love each other, as if they want to use this little love to redeem some sins, or they can only rely on the only sympathy left in this world to survive.

Bi Qiannian suddenly remembered that Ning Zhanmei had said that day that he might not be expected, and he thought that he was probably the same.

Bi Qian looked at him with terribly indifferent eyes, and she said, "Mom is scared."

Bi Qiannian took Bi Qian's hand.

About [-]% of Bi Qian's rush to this event was Gao Tianyu whose life and death were unknown, and the remaining [-]% was to make up for the event that he didn't have time more than ten years ago.

Bi Qiannian held Bi Qian's cold hand, with no emotion in his eyes. Before he had time to meet his grandmother—her death might be blamed on him—she was crazy, and Bi Qian was also crazy. Not too bad.He admitted.

He held Bi Qian's hand and obediently put on his shackles.

Bi Qian was making him feel sorry, she was kidnapping him.

You can't leave, your mother raised you, and because you lost your mother, how can you leave?Mom is scared, don't go, okay?

It was easy for Bi Qiannian to understand Bi Qian's intentions, and he didn't feel pain or disgust, just sad and powerless.

He suddenly laughed, he was crazy anyway, so he counted himself in.

"Mom," Bi Qiannian looked at Bi Qian with a smile in his eyes, "do you know who I like?"

Before Bi Qian could react, he said softly,

"It's Ning Zhanmei, Mom, I like him so much."

Bi Qian clenched his hand tightly and stared at him incredulously.

"When?" she asked.

"It's been a while," Bi Qiannian recalled happily, "he likes me too. We'll be together soon, mom, we hold hands, hug, and kiss."

Bi Qiannian turned his head to look at Bi Qian, he thought Bi Qian would hit him, but he didn't.

"But we can't be together anymore. He came to me yesterday and I asked him to leave. Mom, do you know why?" He asked naively, as if laughing at Bi Qian's stiff face, "Because my mother forbids me to leave, he Those who want to go back to Zhiqiong City, or study abroad, he can leave, but I can't, mother, why?"

Bi Qiannian's eyes turned red, "Mom, why?"

If Bi Qian lived so crazy because he lost his mother, what about himself?Does he deserve to stay by Bi Qian's side forever and accompany her to lick that dark hatred over and over again?He deserved that he couldn't live for himself once, and couldn't hold Ning Zhanmei's hand?Why?Why!

What's so hard about kidnapping?What Bi Qian can do, he can do the same.

Who is more innocent than who.

Bi Qian was enraged, and Bi Qiannian was imitating her!She has also learned to show pity and talk about loss, asking her to pay for it, just like what she asked Bi Qiannian to do, she felt annoyed that she was seen through.

Who is more pitiful than anyone else.

Bi Qian broke away from his hand and raised it up, Bi Qiannian closed his eyes, waiting for the ordeal that he had surrendered in the future.

But Bi Qian didn't wave her palm for a long time, and stayed in the air in a paradoxical posture. She saw that Bi Qiannian's eyelashes were trembling, and his cheeks had subsided from swelling, but they showed an unhealthy gray color.

Bi Qian put down her hands and stared blankly at her abnormal son.

This was the first time that Bi Qiannian resisted her, resisting her with the posture of provoking her, provoking her, and accepting her punishment again.Like a martyr for love.

Bi Qiannian opened his eyes, very satisfied to see that Bi Qian was at a loss.

Are you going crazy?Mom, I'm with you.

He had the pleasure of getting revenge, but immediately felt bored.

He felt like he was getting nothing, so barren.