Quirrell Reeves writes back

I often have moments when I hate him for no reason, such as now.

The hanging string of the sweater got into the collar as I walked, and I didn't bother to fiddle with it, and it was still so sloppy when I got home.Shen Lu closed the door, opened the refrigerator, and put the bean cake made by Ms. Lin on the third floor. The next step is to come and treat me.

The hot air was blowing on the tip of his nose. He actually didn't intend to do anything, but he couldn't understand my stupid look. He put two fingers into his collar and pulled out the white sweater rope.

He has been very free these days. He just finished a case some time ago, and now there is only one job left in his hands. It is not a big deal. The small company's broken family property will be in court next week. After the fight, he can completely rest for a while.

I took off my coat and lay down on the bed to deal with the accumulated bills. Thanks to Shen Lu and a few college classmates who had a good time, and I made an official account myself, I probably wouldn't die of hunger.

The phone rang, and I looked around. It was still on the table, a little far away from me.I pushed Shen Lu, and he reached out and took the phone.

I don't rely much on my mobile phone, the screen size is too small, I have a tablet for drawing pictures, and I can use my computer to connect and use it. The mobile phone has no other functions except for making calls.

I took the phone, and a small number one was added to the second column of the communication software.

The name is XY, and the profile picture is a photo that has been edited [-] times so that you can't tell who it is. The note says, Xiao Ruan, I'm Xia Yi.

I got goosebumps and realized something was wrong.

That day Xia Yi asked me for my contact information, but the number I blurted out was obviously Shen Lu's.No wonder he said he remembered it after I reported it once. It turned out that he had found someone early to get the correct answer, and he wanted to perform a play in front of me.

Shen Lu saw me staring at the screen in a daze, and moved over from the other side of the big bed. I didn't shy away from him, and held up the phone to show him.

He was expressionless, which is a neutral word, because I can't tell what kind of mood he is in, so I can only describe his expression objectively.

Shen Xiaowangba has been brooding over Xia Yi's existence until now, I can understand it very well, and I also hold a grudge against the man or woman who made him hurt once.

He hated me, and knew that I couldn't leave him at all.More than ten years ago we were ashamed to mention our love. In the past two years, Shen Lu probably has been emotionally blank for too long. Every year on my birthday, he would watch me blow out the candles, stare at my scalp numb, and add a sentence "Baby I I love you, and in the end you will hug me tenderly and fall asleep.

Of course I know that he loves me, and I am his safe haven, his shore, but not the tide engulfing him.

Now I finally understand where Shen Lu’s hostility towards Xia Yi comes from. I am a peach tree in Shen Lu’s yard. I'd be pissed too.Ah, I am far less youthful and invincible now. Fortunately, the roots of the tree are still in the yard. Shen Lu raised the guardrail and surrounded the peach tree tightly. The wild monkey stretched out its arms again, eager to try.

Tao'er doesn't have a heart, but Ruan Yan has a heart, but Shen Lu is human, people will love the flowers and fruits he takes care of carefully, but they won't fall in love with his Tao'er.

I also used to think that Shen Lu was my master, and it was only natural for him to love me. It wasn't until he gave up his heart for others and his eyes turned red, that I realized that he never killed me without blood.

It's more than November, and it's a bit early to turn on the air conditioner. If I don't turn it on, I will suffer from seasonal diseases if I wear less clothes.I sniffed and whispered, Luer, Luer.

He pressed the phone, took out a piece of paper to plug my nose, I threw it into the wastebasket at the foot of the bed, clasped my hands together, and leaned over bonelessly to act like a spoiled child.

He did this, wrapped me in his arms, and pinched the tip of my red nose.I was even more sad, rubbing against his chest, acting coquettishly like a child.

Shen Lu caught me who was moving around, he was always like a soldier, he got up to find a thermometer in the drawer, and told me to lie down obediently.I took his finger, and said, "Shen Lu, don't go."

He can't laugh or cry, I think he must not understand what I mean.But he bent down his upper body, hugged me gently, lifted the quilt, and sat next to me.

I slowly got up and leaned against his chest, Shen Lu didn't know when he brought the phone over, put it in my hand, held my hand and pressed the screen to turn on.

I turned my face to look at him in fear, he kissed my ear, manipulated the screen with my fingers in a very cool way, and clicked pass behind XY's name.

He said, baby, it's very simple, you don't have to be afraid.

Don't be afraid. These four words seem to be Shen Lu's mantra. The first time I revealed my sexuality to him, he told me not to be afraid, we all love you. In the early morning when I was 20 years old, I wrapped my arms around his neck obsessively. When I woke up the next day, he also hugged me and said don’t be afraid, it’s not my fault.

He is there for everything, so I don't have to worry, never have to wonder if something is wrong.

He was killing me again, and I lay dead in his arms for the second time.

Shen Lu took out the thermometer from my stiff body, and said in a rejoicing tone, luckily I didn't have a fever.The thermometer must be broken, how can you measure the body temperature of a dead person.

Xia Yi quickly sent a message, he said, Xiao Ruan, why did it take so long to pass?

I moved my fingers mechanically. I drank too much last night. I didn't wake up until now when I opened my eyes. I didn't have time to look at my phone.

Of course Shen Lu wouldn't watch me send messages with others, he turned over and got out of bed, went to the living room to find out the cold medicine, stirred it slowly with a small porcelain spoon, stood at the door of the bedroom, and only showed me a back view.

Xia Yi has been immersed in the society for many years, and he knows how to strike while the iron is hot. With Shen Lu as his first example, he knew that I just want someone to coax and accompany me. He immediately asked me to have a drink at the place where he lives now at night.Expressly implying Qi Fei, it is short of directly saying that because of our old relationship, you can do me a favor.

It's a joke in the world, what kind of old relationship can I have with him, I don't hate him because he is kind-hearted.If I bother to do things for him, I might as well fly to Beijing, pay Zhang Chu and ask him if he would like to have a relationship with me for a month.

God pity me, I'm just an ordinary music fan, I can't see Dou Zhanghe himself, I think about people every day when I see things, see this fake Xia Yi, and think about my spiritual idol.

It's a pity that ten years ago I didn't know what coincidences were, and I didn't know what evasion was. Today's Xia Yi made an even more ridiculous invitation based on a wrong cognition.

There was a human-shaped pillow missing from the back of my waist, I immediately sat up straight, and replied word by word, okay, send me the time and place.

Shen Lu blew the granule, brought it to my mouth, and I took the glass, just like blowing beer on the bottle when I was in college, and drank most of the glass in one gulp.

I know I can't kill him like this, but I still want to do it.The right hand raised the phone instead of me, shook the screen, and said, Luer, I'm going out to drink at night, don't wait for me.

Shen Lu looked normal, smiled at me, and said yes.