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After that, I went to the bar with Xia Yi almost every week. I didn't want to hide it from Shen Lu, but now that I'm in my third year of high school, I can do it once, twice or three times. I dare not drag him to waste my life with me.

Speaking of which, Xia Yi is more daring than I am, so I went to check his grade ranking, it was after Shen Lu, and it was getting lower every time.The slow quantitative change is not obvious, and I don't think he is so talented. When the qualitative change occurs, it may be the date of his execution.

I asked him, "Why don't you take the entrance exam to the music academy?"

Xia Yi laughed at my naivety, pinched my face, why take a long way when I can take a shortcut.

I can't stand his hands and feet, he obviously treats me like a girl, I am a boy, he doesn't have to follow the etiquette to keep a distance, it always makes me roll my eyes.It's a pity that I didn't have such a consciousness at the time. The way boys express intimacy is always hooking shoulders and backs. I just thought that Xia Yi is too familiar.

Shen Lu was surprised, he quietly asked me when did I become familiar with Xia Yi.He has no memory of the resident singing that day, let alone that Xia Yi and I have become friends where he can't see.

I told him everything, I said Xia Yi was cool, and I defined this kind of self-interest as cool at that time, which was really stupid.It's already winter in Shanghai, and Shen Lu sat across from me and covered his hands. I was wrapped in a thick down jacket, held the blanket on my knees, and basked in the sun with my eyes squinted.

I couldn't see his expression, but I heard him say, baby, let me go with you next time.

Well, the day after tomorrow is my birthday, and my birthday always falls on a holiday, the last day of the year.Shen Lu celebrated my birthday, I immediately proposed to go to the bar where Xia Yi sang, I am most familiar with it recently.

That was the day I regret the most so far.

On December 31, [-], Xia Yi saw me bringing Shen Lu together, made a face at me, and paid the bill for me very proudly.

He knocked on the bar counter again and again, saying, Xiao Ruan is going to be an adult——

He went to school a year earlier, one year older than Shen Lu and me, and has already entered the world of adults.

Let me send you a song, Xia Yi said.

I never imagined that he suddenly went crazy and sang Zheng Jun.Yes, the most famous one——

Pickup Divine Comedy.

After Xia Yi sang the last note, she held the mic and said, Happy birthday to classmate Xiaoruan, come, give my brother a hug.

He put down the instrument that was hanging on his body, and walked towards me with big strides.He was only wearing short sleeves, and he was shaking his hands from the cold in the ineffective heating.I instinctively sensed the danger, turned my head to look at Shen Lu, and found that he was no better than me.

He didn't do anything, just patted my shoulder and said meaningfully: "Xiao Ruan, you can fall in love now."

Shen Lu stood up abruptly, this was the first time I saw him lose his composure, I was so scared, I subconsciously dragged his hand.He took me directly and took me home without any explanation.Both his parents were on a business trip, so Ms. Lin took him to my house and slept on the same bed with me.With a snap, the door was locked.

I was at a loss, Luer, what's the matter.

Shen Lu is experiencing great pain, which is no less than the pain of cutting out his heart. Someone is coveting the peach tree he has maintained for many years. He can't tell me that Xia Yi is a complete little hooligan in his heart, and his usual behavior is similar to For sexual|harassment.He is a person who can't even speak out, and exposing this fact for me is embarrassing him, and embarrassing me as well.

He thought of a more frightening possibility, opened his mouth with difficulty and slowly, baby, do you like Xia Yi yet?

How sensitive I was, I thought of being slightly estranged from him during this period, but forgot that it was because I often went to bars that caused this. There was only one thought in my mind——

Shen Lu still can't accept me like this.

The estrangement formed here, I was a person who wanted to save face, I would never get angry at him, I just kept silent and didn't refute his words.Shen Lu's heart was probably falling apart. He was afraid that it would be too late for what he wanted to do, and he was also afraid that whatever he did would be wrong, so he finally unlocked the door and walked out.

I lost my pride, Yang Jun lost my willow, I took a deep breath, lost all strength, and fell into the soft quilt.

I hate Xia Yi so much, he made me lose the most important part of my life.I don't have the right to hate him, he just contributed to the flames, and I have always been the only one who made big mistakes.

I regretted it, and quietly got up from the bed in the middle of the night, my parents were soundly asleep, I took the key and opened the door on tiptoe, and stood at the door of Shen Lu's house in only one piece of unlined clothing, knocking on the door one after another.

It was pitch black at night, and he couldn't see a dark figure even if he looked out through the cat's eyes, Shen Lu asked vigilantly, who is it?

When I heard his voice, I couldn't stop my nose from being sour, and I whimpered and called him, Brother Shen Lu, Brother Shen Lu.I haven't called him like that for a long time, and I don't care about embarrassment. Now I just want to be a child, let him take care of me, and let him tolerate me.

The door opened.He was so astonished, he led me into the room, and wrapped me tightly in the quilt.His little bed was against the wall, and I leaned against the wall, with only one face showing, my eyes following his movements, I locked the door again, turned on the desk lamp, and then sat lightly to my left.

I know that I am now an adult, and many children at the age of thirteen or fourteen have to shoulder heavy responsibilities, but this child of mine has always been hiding under his wings, and even wants to be a child shamelessly for the rest of his life.

He could hear my heartfelt voice, and he scooped up all the people and the quilt into his arms, and blurted out his catchphrase again.

A real child will cry hoarsely because of the lack of milk, and cry because of the mother's brief neglect.

And I, a pseudo-child in the world, have dull senses, can't even cry, and don't know how to make him believe me.I clenched my fists, stopped crying, smiled forcedly, and looked up at him foolishly.I said, Shen Lu, why did you run home.

He couldn't answer my question. The weather forecast said that there would be no snow in Shanghai for nearly half a month, but there was already a pile of snow here.

He couldn't let me go, so he said, baby, I'm just so surprised.

I realized that I hadn't explained to him yet, so I quickly pulled off the quilt and said to him, brother, I don't like Xia Yi, I don't like him.I shamelessly called him brother, that's what I called Shen Lu in my heart.

What went wrong-

Shen Lu didn't believe me.He cut a hole in my heart with all-inclusive eyes, and kept reassuring me, it's okay, it's okay, but he didn't say, well, I know you don't like him.

And this misunderstanding lasted for a long, long time, so long that it was impossible to distinguish between the false and the real.