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Fang Xu and Fang Zhifan sat in the team of teachers and staff, in the center of the first floor of the huge gymnasium.Fang Xu finally broke his promise with Deng Chaoyi and did not use the invitation letter from Deng Chaoyi.When we first met, Deng Chaoyi invited him to watch the anniversary celebration together, and yesterday Deng Chao gave him the invitation letter.If you go with him, you will definitely sit together, Fang Xu doesn't want to make him feel uncomfortable.

Fang Zhifan was selected into the ranks of outstanding teachers, went up to take a group photo to commemorate, hugged a bouquet of flowers, and handed them to Fang Xu: "Here you are, you can borrow flowers to present to Buddha when the time comes."

Fang Xu took the bouquet handed over, it was very full, he held it without saying a word, he didn't know if he could send it out.

Fang Zhifan encouraged him: "It's nothing, even if you can't give it away, you can return it to me, and I will give it to someone else."

A stage was set up in the gymnasium, a bit like the concerts seen in the early years. The main stage was extended, several sub-stages, and a large screen.The headmaster changed again, but he also invited the previous headmasters to sit down together and listen to the current headmaster review the past and continue to develop the future.After enjoying more than a dozen programs, there was a party, which moved to the open-air dance floor built in the playground, because the leader would leave, and everyone was obviously more energetic than when they listened to the leader's speech.

"Are you going?" Fang Xu asked Fang Zhifan.

Fang Zhifan looked at the dance floor in the middle of the playground. There was a dark group of people. He shook his head and said, "I won't go, there are too many people."

Fang Xu nodded and said, "Then I won't go either."

"Why learn from me." Fang Zhifan said, "Stop following me, I want to play by myself."

After Fang Xu was chased away by Fang Zhifan, he wandered around the campus aimlessly.Everything seemed familiar, but as time passed, it became strange again.There was a small screen hanging at the door of the classroom, Fang Xu tapped it curiously, and then his own face appeared on the screen, Fang Xu was taken aback, the expression on the screen became shocked for a moment, Fang Xu finally realized, Now the class is to implement the face-scanning system.He turned off the screen, entered the original class, and followed his memory to find the seat he sat in the last few weeks of the college entrance examination. He sat on the seat, straight and straight, without moving.

He stared at the blackboard for a long time in the dark. The blackboard was still the same blackboard, and the classroom was still the same classroom, but he was not the same as before.Only then did Fang Xu realize that he would never go back to high school again.

He is still a student, and he is still studying hard, but it is different.It is also the first time for him to grow up and step out of the incubator for the first time.Devotion to the only thing he can focus on is too much of a luxury for him right now.The protection brought by the school teachers can be enjoyed unscrupulously, and it has passed.The hasty school start season in September, the National Day holiday squeezed out in October, the Spring Festival holiday in January, and the long summer vacation in July, all of these are gone.He is 20 years old, and adults do not have the purest happiness anymore, because it is no longer ten 67 eighteen, and he will never return to the more than 67 different days of ten 1000 eighteen.

Fang Xu came out of the classroom, closed the door carefully, then walked out, and walked back to the gymnasium along the extended corridor.The sound of the gymnasium became obviously different. He thought that the previous people had already left, but it was not the case, and another group remained.Borrowing resources from the public to form another bureau.

"Which class are you from?" Someone patted Fang Xu on the shoulder, Fang Xu looked to the side, and saw a person wearing a mask covering half of his face.

"Graduated the year before last." Fang Xu said.

"Then I'm younger than you, mine last year." The person who spoke didn't introduce himself, so he pushed Fang Xu inside, "Now I see one, I'll grab one and come in to play together."

"Come on, come on, there won't be many people, we will lock the door when there are people."

Someone stuffed a hard object into Fang Xu's hand, it was a mask.Fang Xu brought the pure white fox head to his face with his backhand.The organizers seemed to be well prepared. The extended sub-stage was modified by them and turned into a sub-stage for the dance floor. Inside, there were a few couples circling in circles. There was also a temporary bar, and the lighting was also adjusted by them. It's a warm yellow.Fang Xu randomly found a corner and sat down, holding a glass of cheap wine from the bar in his hand.

The bartender was unprofessional, and Fang Xu could tell with his eyes that the mixture in this glass of light blue liquid was wrong.After taking a sip, I held it in my hand without moving it.He saw Deng Chaoyi from far away. Deng Chaoyi was also wearing a mask, with a black fox head covering half of his face, but he was still easy to recognize.

He suddenly understood what Eva said, people who love each other can't hide anything.

He saw that Deng Chaoyi had a good relationship with each other, and saw him laughing youthfully and recklessly.Fang Xu stared at him for a long time, without the initial jealousy and doubts, only a "good" sigh.For a moment, he felt like a pestering ex with no face, but when Deng Chao turned his head and smiled and nodded at him, he felt that he was so important again.Humans are really contradictory creatures.

Fang Xu plucked up the courage to go forward, and organized his words for a long time, but the words became dry again.Deng Chaoyi asked him if he came alone, but he asked back: "Is he your former classmate?" "

Fang Xu realized that he seemed to have said something wrong again. Deng Chaoyi didn't answer his words, nor did he answer Deng Chaoyi's question.

"Deng Chaoyi." Fang Xu called him, "Do you have time tonight?"

Deng Chaoyi looked at the champagne in his hand, then looked back at the classmates who had a good chat with him before, took the drink in Fang Xu's hand and drank it in one gulp, and smiled at him.

"Fang Xu, if you come to me again for the purpose of having sex, then forget it."

Fang Xu tensed himself very tightly, and the mentality he had built up for a long time was disintegrated in an instant. His masseter muscles loosened and tightened, and he said, "That's all right."

Deng Chao said in a low voice, "En."

Fang Xu walked back to the dance floor in a lonely way, and sat in the original corner.In this short period of time, he watched everyone around Deng Chaoyi disappear, so he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Deng Chaoyi.

dbsiskl: Could you please do a dance.

dbsiskl: Just one.

dbsiskl: I'll give it back to you, and we'll forget it in the future.

Deng Chaoyi kept displaying "The other party is inputting..." for a long time. After a long pause, he only replied "OK."

Fang Xu arrived at the center of the dance floor, and Deng Chaoyi also walked over.The music was still "The first Waltz", and Deng Chaoyi put his dry hand on Fang Xu's waist.

Fang Xu wanted to cry at this moment, he hadn't had any interaction with Deng Chaoyi for a long time, the tip of his nose was a little sore, it was embarrassing, but luckily there was a mask to block it.During the whole dance, neither of them spoke, only the sound of each other's breathing softly intertwined, as if Fang Xu's tears kept falling when he was tired of the long night long ago.

When the last melody was about to end, Fang Xu said with a sobbing voice: "Deng Chaoyi, I didn't mean that."

"I didn't come to you just to sleep with you. I still have a lot of things that I haven't had time to share with you."

Deng Chaoyi didn't speak, and wrapped his hands behind Fang Xu's head to help him remove the clumsy bow, took off the mask, and revealed a tear-stained face.Deng Chaoyi lowered his head and pressed his forehead to his. Fang Xu cried hard and kept shaking his head slightly, trying to escape from this intimate contact.

Because Deng Chaoyi said: "Fang Xu, you have to accept yourself and love yourself more."

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Fang Xu took a room in a nearby hotel, and Deng Chao could only come over after eleven o'clock, because before that, their own class had a party.Fang Xu sat and waited for a long time in the downstairs lobby of the hotel, and only entered the room with Deng Chaoyi when he arrived.

Fang Xu was expressionless, Deng Chaoyi sat on the sofa in the room and looked at Fang Xu who was sitting on the bed.

Fang Xu unbuttoned his clothes on his own, unbuttoning his shirt one by one.Deng Chaoyi frowned and said, "Don't take it off."

Fang Xu didn't listen to him, and took off the shirt completely. Deng Chaoyi saw a crooked curve on his arm, which ran through the whole arm, from wrist to shoulder, and then stopped.

Deng Chaoyi stared at this curve for a long time, and was silent for a long time before asking him, "When did you get the tattoo?"

This curve is dark teal and turns on the inside of the hand to the outside of the arm.

Fang Xu said, "After you leave."

"What's the tattoo?"

Deng Chao stared at the line, seeing its coherent brushwork, his eyes were sincere, he was afraid of getting the answer he thought.

Fang Xu said the answer: "It is one." He immediately said: "If you don't like it, I will wash it off."

"Don't wash it." Deng Chaoyi said, "It will leave scars after washing."

No dislike either.

"Then I won't wash it."

Fang Xu's tears fell one by one again, feeling that he was very shameless now, Deng Chaoyi sat on the sofa and tore his whole body into pieces without moving a finger.

Fang Xu got off the bed, knelt down at Deng Chaoyi's feet, and went to untie his belt, but Deng Chaoyi didn't stop him.

Fang Xu continued: "That one is your name."

On the narrow sofa, Fang Xu supported the backrest, bowed his waist, and sent himself out.He broke his promise again, and although he didn't go to bed, he did it on the sofa.Deng Chaoyi was well-dressed, Fang Xu stripped himself naked, supported Deng Chaoyi's shoulders, heaving and falling.Deng Chaoyi avoided all his kisses.

At the end, Fang Xu put on his clothes, staggered out of the room, and stopped at the door. With his back turned to Deng Chaoyi, he asked a strange question.

"Deng Chaoyi." Fang Xu called him, "Why does my heart hurt so much?"

Tears are bitter, Fang Xu tasted it.

He turned around, pointed to the end of the curve and said to Deng Chaoyi: "I originally wanted to connect it to my heart."

Deng Chao asked in a hoarse voice, "Then why didn't you connect in the end?"

Fang Xu remained silent, because his heart had been split into two pieces long ago, half was given to Deng Chaoyi, and the other half couldn't wait to run over, so there was nothing left for him to keep.Now I like you and you know it too.

"Deng Chaoyi." Fang Xu turned his head and said to him, "My love can only be like this. I can't learn from others. I have tried many times."

"I know."