There's a point in the team

Nine years ago, a criminal policing career was just beginning.It's like setting sail, and the stern of the giant ship that is about to sail has resorted to the airport.At that time, he was young, only in his early twenties, but he didn't have a new generation of police officers on him.The criminal, who has always been taciturn, calm and introverted, quickly stood out from the same group of young police officers who entered the city bureau.But because of his cold personality, few people dared to approach him, which led to the fact that in the entire police station, only Mu Sen from the forensic department could say a few words to him.

He deals with all kinds of criminal cases on weekdays, staying up late, and the pressure has become an inseparable part of his daily life.In the dead of night, once the work is deadlocked, the criminal who is alone will come to the smoking area in the police station, and then silently light a cigarette, feeling melancholy in the smog.

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At that time, the criminal's addiction to cigarettes was even comparable to that of Zhang Hua, an old smoker in the police station. The degree of "three guarantees a day without parking" is comparable.

In the first year of being a criminal policeman, a murder case occurred.The victim of the case was a man in his 30s who was found dead at home by neighbors.After the criminal investigators and forensic doctors arrived at the scene, they were immediately shocked by the sight in front of them...the room was filled with a strong smell of blood, obvious signs of fighting, and faintly visible spray-shaped blood stains on the ground, walls, furniture and even the ceiling.

At that time, Criminal entered the scene of the crime with other colleagues in the team. After looking around the room for a week, his eyes met a shivering teenager who was curled up in a corner.

The scene was in a mess, and a new young criminal policeman couldn't help but covered his mouth and ran out to vomit after seeing the horror of the scene.

They took criminal investigation methods and quickly found out that the murderer was the wife of the deceased.Later, after interrogating his wife, they learned that the deceased had been drunk and abused his wife and children all the year round, and had reached the point of madness.The wife couldn't bear the abuse, and finally after the husband was drunk this time, she took out a kitchen knife from the kitchen, and slashed her husband to death without mercy.

However, the real victim of this tragedy was their son, the boy who was found at the scene of the crime.Not only did he witness his father's alcoholism and domestic violence against his mother all the year round, he was also beaten and abused by his father every three days.The mother finally broke out on this day. Losing her mind, she frantically slashed the knife into the father's chest again and again. During the whole process, the boy was beside him, witnessing this nightmare.

meeting room…

"The child at the crime scene is the deceased's son. His name is Fang Lai. He is 15 years old this year." The criminal policeman threw a document on the table and continued:

"This is the physical examination report from the hospital. The report shows that the child has a lot of scars caused by belts and sticks. Some of them are old injuries, but most of them are new."

At this time, another criminal policeman in charge of the case said: "These are not the most cruel. Do you know that the doctor also found many new wounds caused by cigarette butts on those wounds. The cigarette butts found by the forensics department at the scene, they never Fang Zhiyong's saliva was tested, and a small amount of flesh tissue was detected on the cigarette end. Needless to say, those wounds on Fang Lai's body were definitely caused by Fang Zhiyong's bastard father. Many of the wounds were already inflamed and festered , and this child was also found to be severely malnourished, and he looked like seven or eight years old despite being 15 years old, skinny and skinny."

"If his mother hadn't hacked his father to death, it is estimated that what we found at the scene was the child's body."

Another police officer said: "Fang Zhiyong and Fang Lai's paternity test report came out, confirming that Fang Zhiyong and Fang Lai are indeed biological father and son. This Fang Zhiyong is really fucking good at it, that's his biological son." .Damn it, it’s just a beast, and you deserve to die.”

"It's really not worth it to go through all the fuss about this kind of scum."

Xing Zui sat silently at the side, listening to the indignation of his colleagues, his face was as indifferent as ever, and there was no extra expression on his face.

Walking out of the police station after work, Xing Zui took out a cigarette from his pocket, and just about to open it, he seemed to think of something for a moment... After staring at the cigarette in his hand, Xing Zui resolutely clenched his fists and put the pack of cigarettes in his hand Grabbed into a ball of rubbish, threw it into the trash can on the side, and stopped a taxi without looking back.

After getting in the car, the driver asked him where he was going, and Xinggui told him the name of a hospital.When the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital and got out of the car, Xing Zui still didn't understand why he came here.

After entering the hospital, he went to Fang Lai's ward.That was the first time he looked at Fang Lai squarely, his dry and withered hair due to long-term malnutrition covered Fang Lai's eyes like a bunch of straw.Xing Zui walked up to him and stretched out a hand to him unconsciously.Fang Lai recognized the crime. It was the tall policeman who carried him into the police car today.It looks really fierce...

Fang Lai dodged his hand vigilantly, and stared at Xing Gui in horror.The crime didn't stop, and straightly lifted Xiao Fanglai's hair on his forehead, revealing a pair of big eyes that he had expected a long time ago, terrified and somewhat desperate.

He had seen too many children like Fang Lai in the orphanage before.Their fates are so similar...abuse, abandonment, scars...all misfortunes are added to them, they are chosen by fate, and then ruthlessly eliminated, no one cares like ants.

Xing Zui looked at him, maintained the action just now, and said in a deep voice:

"You can't accept your fate, you know?"

Fang Lai didn't dare to speak, and after a long time, he nodded resentfully.

From that day on, Xing Zui quit smoking.The next encounter with Fang Lai was at the police station.It was the first year that criminals had just been promoted to captain. On that day, as a rookie, Fang came to the police station to report and was assigned to the criminal group.

Xing Zui lowered his eyes, glanced at the person in his arms, and after confirming that Qing Ming did not show any discomfort, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Qingming is not a sentimental person, and he was not surprised when he heard what happened to Fang Lai.Because in the contact with Fang Lai on weekdays, he could feel the gloom in Fang Lai's body.Everyone's acquired personality tendencies are inseparable from the environment in which they have lived since childhood.The vast majority of introverted and paranoid people basically had an unknown shadow in their childhood.It is that shadow that imprisons the weakest side of their hearts. In order to protect themselves, such people often hide their true selves.Their masks seem indestructible, but they only need to lift a corner of their masks to find that what is hidden under the mask is actually a weak skin.

Qingming can faintly feel the sensitivity emanating from Fang Lai's bones, because he is the same kind of person.If I really want to find out the reason for this sensitivity, it may be the inferiority complex that was deeply rooted in my childhood.

Inferiority is an imprint that can never be eliminated in human nature.

It is also because they are of the same kind, Qingming naturally sees through but does not tell.

Xing Zui realized that the topic was too heavy, and suddenly regretted telling Qingming about it.He tightened his arms, closed Qingming's head to his chest, and lowered his head to kiss his hair.

Qingming immediately fell into this tenderness.

At this time, Xing Zui wanted to get up, and Qing Ming hugged him.

"Where are you going?"

"Go and increase the temperature, why are you always so cold..."

Qingming hugged him, preventing him from making any further movements. "Don't go, just let me hold you for a while." As he spoke, he put his head in Xing Zui's arms, seeing that his child was rarely coquettish, Xing Zui had no choice but to give up.

"I'm so afraid of the cold, actually there is a reason."

Xing Zui didn't speak, and acted as if he would like to hear more about it.

Qingming said: "I was very playful when I was a child. Once, when my parents were not paying attention, I ran to the river by myself and fell into the water. It happened to be the winter season, and I struggled in the water for a long time. Yes, fortunately the area where the water fell was not deep, and then I climbed to the bank by myself, but I was so cold that I couldn’t walk at all. If my dad hadn’t found me by the river later, I would have disappeared in a while. Since then, I have been Especially afraid of the cold."

After listening, criminals didn't have much reaction.At this time, Qingming said another sentence for no reason.

"Everyone is working hard to live..."

Xing Zui murmured, "Tell me, how many things have you not told me?"

After hearing his words, Qingming was stunned for a moment, and at the same time, his expression dimmed suddenly, just like the voice-activated sensor lights installed in the corridor. Dark, unpredictable.

Originally it was just a casual question from Xing Zui, but Qing Ming's reaction caught him off guard.Just as he was thinking about the pain point of this sentence, Qingming returned to normal color again.

"Senior brother, I didn't believe in the saying 'surviving a catastrophe will bring blessings'. But now, I believe it, I really believe it."

Hearing Qingming's irrelevant answer, Xinggui suddenly had an illusion.He felt that the person in his arms in front of him seemed a little far away from him.

Yes, the distance between the two of them was already very far.He didn't turn his head until Qingming took the initiative to approach him.Before that, it wasn't that no one had admired him wholeheartedly, and it could even be said that there were men and women, but the criminals had always maintained an attitude of rejection.He just thinks that love and love are just unnecessary burdens for him, people are not all social animals, and he doesn't need someone to accompany him for the rest of his life.

However, the emergence of Qingming broke this law.

Faced with this sudden feeling, Xing Zui unexpectedly did not find it an eyesore, and he also felt that an extremely hot heart was approaching him step by step.

He thought: maybe he should try to love someone.

Later, Xing Zui discovered that besides love for Qingming, he also had an unspeakable affection for Qingming.It was this feeling that prompted him not to refuse Qingming after hearing the confession, reminding him to love this man.He cared too much about Qingming, and even felt that in this relationship, Qingming was braver than himself at the beginning, so he became the one who took the initiative.He even felt that if Qingming was one step later, perhaps he would be the first to act.

Only then did Xing Sin suddenly realize that he had completely fallen.

Originally, he had always believed that Qingming would have no reservations about him.He was wrong, Qingming was more enthusiastic than he imagined, but at the same time, he was untouchable.Xing Zui believes that the illusion that Qingming gave him may have something to do with his family.However, to his disappointment, Qingming never took the initiative to mention his relatives.Even though he knew that Qingming's parents died not accidentally, but a man-made killing.

Xing Zui also thought that when the relationship between the two became closer, Qingming would completely open up to herself.So he has been waiting for that moment, when Qingming is willing to take the initiative to reveal himself completely and expose himself in front of him, □□.

At this moment, he suddenly felt that this process would be very long.

But no matter how long, he is willing to wait.

Qingming noticed the strangeness of the crime, and during the period of silence between the two, a sense of uneasiness rushed into his heart.He calmly changed the topic...

"Is there anything for my two days off?"

Criminal said: "Make up the leave slip before leaving get off work tomorrow"

"Brother, after tomorrow, we will not see each other for 172800 seconds. I am really sorry to leave you here alone to work overtime. I will make it up to you when I come back."

After speaking, he lightly pecked Xing Zui's lips.

This kiss was very effective, but Xing Shui walked out of the emotion just now, and he said indifferently:

"Don't wait to come back, just do it now."

Qingming was feeling depressed when he saw Xing Zui stretch out his hand, unceremoniously opened a drawer in the bedside table, and took out a box of safety condoms, even the outer layer of plastic wrapping paper hadn't been removed.

"Today, these are all used up."

The night is so beautiful tonight, the two of them have a sleepless night...