Did Erlang wake up today?
Chapter 16
Chapter No.16 Entering the Water
Yang Jian looked at him suspiciously: "What did you say?"
Feng Guxuan restrained his eyes and couldn't help taking a quick glance at Yang Jian, making a vague and unclear sound.Yang Jian laughed and said, "Speak well."
Feng Guxuan hammered his chest twice, swallowed the cold cake, and said with a thick face: "I said, you look good."
Yang Jian was obviously stunned for a moment, then he lowered his head and smiled.He turned sideways, with one leg bent, he spread out his fan and shook it slowly, looking at the maple leaves like a lake of fire and blue waves, smiling softly.
On the square table, Feng Guxuan faced the lake and sat beside Yang Jian. Originally, he had to turn around to see Yang Jian's face. Now that Yang Jian turned to him, he only needed to turn one side to see Yang Jian's profile.The table was originally not big, so Feng Gu Xuanqing could lean on Yang Jian's body just by leaning over.
Feng Guxuan leaned his head on the table, and said as if giving up on himself: "You can still laugh."
"You've been thinking about this for the past six months?" Yang Jian asked with a smile.
Feng Guxuan looked up, and suddenly leaned over and put his hands on Yang Jian's knees, with his chin resting on the back of his hands.His eyes looked at Yang Jian from bottom to top, and Yang Jian met his eyes with downcast eyes, focused and affectionate with a sense of seriousness, really wanted to see through him and into his heart.
"It's not that you don't care, you just pretend that you don't care. You have always been like this, the friendship between us is much more important than yourself. There are too many things in the world and too many people are more important than yourself in your heart, so you Always wronged myself." Feng Guxuan looked at him, he seemed to be bewitched by that handsome face, and couldn't help leaning forward.
He said: "I like you, and you are distressed. But the worst thing that should have happened has happened. Apart from pretending that it didn't exist, what else can I do except try my best to interpret the way we used to get along. There is no way at all, It's a dead end. If you want to live in a dead end, you can't leave him alone. The two of us have been cold for more than 1000 years, and it's not that there is still no solution. Therefore, we only have three ways."
Feng Guxuan's breath swept over Yang Jian's jaw, slightly itchy and slightly hot, Yang Jian slightly opened his eyes: "Which three?"
"The first one, I don't see you anymore. The second one, I don't love you anymore. The third one...you guess." Feng Guxuan bent his eyebrows and eyes like a tease, extremely gentle, but there was a hint of tenderness in his tenderness. A trace of imperceptible sadness came.
Yang Jian remained silent. He turned his eyes and didn't speak for a while.Feng Guxuan blinked, and his eyes dropped, that's right, why make things difficult for yourself.
He backed away a little, and sat up straight with the table propped up. Yang Jian drank the wine without saying a word, and the hot taste flowed from the tip of his tongue to his throat and fell into his stomach.Feng Guxuan breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "Don't try to hide any more, we will feel uncomfortable if you hide any more. If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. Ah, yes, there is a fourth thing like now. Get along without embarrassment."
"Feng Guxuan, none of us know the answer you know. Have you been going around in a dead end for half a year?" Yang Jian gave the answer after careful consideration.
"Then which one do you want?" Feng Guxuan raised his head and asked.
Yang Jian said: "I said, the way of letting nature take its course. None of these four ways can satisfy us now. But sooner or later there will be a way for us all to accept."
"Then what do you want me to do, what do you want yourself to do?" Feng Guxuan put down the wine, "Wouldn't it be back to the original question, you feel uncomfortable seeing me, and if you don't see me, you will be a stranger for thousands of years."
"Who said I..." Yang Jian frowned, but Feng Guxuan suddenly covered his eyes.He could feel the scent of wine on Feng Guxuan's body getting closer, but he didn't stop it.
"I know you don't dislike me, but I dislike myself. I have thought a lot in the past six months, and the only thing I dare not think about is to see you. I suppress him when I think about it. I don't know how I should go See you." Feng Gu Xuanlue's gentle and clear voice rang in Yang Jian's ear.
He said: "You like girls. Even if the rules of heaven really change in the future, there will be no result between me and you. This is really a heavy topic. So, I decided...to end this topic. "
His subordinates could feel Yang Jian's long eyelashes tickling and numb as they brushed against his palms.
Yang Jian grabbed Feng Guxuan's hand and wanted to pull his hand off, but Feng Guxuan didn't let go. It was a game between them.The two equally slender and differently delicate hands clasped together, both firmly insisting on what they insisted on.
Feng Guxuan gritted his teeth and said: "I always scold Chen Xiang's sons and daughters for their love, heroes and shortness of breath. Old people can't learn from them. Young people are struggling to come and go vigorously. I give up, Erlang, I rarely force anything. Obviously This time it is not within the scope of my force. Anyone can be your obstacle, but I must not influence you because of myself. This is probably what I insist on. I think it over, I..."
Yang Jian finally tore off his hand violently, both hands trembling faintly.Yang Jian opened his eyes and looked towards Feng Guxuan. Before Feng Guxuan could see his eyes clearly, he heard a familiar shout from outside.
"Master, are you there, Master?"
It's Ao Chun.
Feng Guxuan and Yang Jian were startled at the same time, but it was too late.Can't let Ao Chun find out, two thought at the same time.Almost at the same moment, the two separated their hands, Feng Guxuan pushed Yang Jian, and Yang Jian slipped into the water with a stab.Needless to say, this scene is quite familiar.
Feng Guxuan covered his face expressionlessly, God knows how much courage he mustered up, and how many times he told himself that he almost said it in one go!It's all right now, he doesn't know if there is another chance for him to say that he doesn't love her anymore.What he wants to give up is most of his snake-born feelings, do you think it's that easy.
Oh, stop talking.He glanced at the calm lake, why did the scene just now look like he was not caught?
Ao Chun stepped on the wooden bridge and walked in: "Master, you are here, why don't you promise me."
Feng Guxuan put down his hand covering his face, and said casually: "I prepared something delicious for you. Why are you here?"
Ao Chun looked at the food on the table, and felt that something was wrong, but he still believed it.He sat down and said, "Oh, it's all the master, he asked me to come to you."
Feng Guxuan understood that someone used his apprentice as an excuse, and now the excuse was useless, so he threw it to him.Feng Guxuan rubbed his forehead, his head hurts.
Ao Chun said with concern: "Master, what's wrong with you, why is your face so bad, and your hands."
Feng Guxuan lowered his head and took a look. The dragon's claws were already turning red and blue. It is estimated that Yang Jian was not much better than him.Whoops, it's even more uncomfortable.
"It's not a big deal, it's my own problem." Feng Guxuan flicked his wrist, "My place is too small, how can I practice well. Let's go to Marshal Canopy."
"No, Master, I just came here." Ao Chun poured a cup of tea and was about to drink it.
When Feng Guxuan saw him, he quickly pulled him up, pressed the teacup on the table, and said: "It is precisely because of this that we are going to find him. As your master, if you take your life, you have to do what a master should do." Things. I have my own considerations, Marshal Canopy has something you should learn the most."
"It's not too late." Ao Chun said, "Master, I haven't had a sip of tea yet, I'm thirsty."
Bad time, very bad time.Erlang was still soaking in his water, and he could only be thankful that the tea in that cup was drunk clean, but it was a teacup that Erlang drank, and even after drinking it, he couldn't hide the fact that it was used by Erlang.Ao Chun, it's not that the master doesn't love you, it's that you really can't use it. Your master and I don't have this kind of treatment yet.
Feng Guxuan directly stuffed the Shanhe cauldron into Ao Chun's hands, even though he was heartbroken, he still held it back, and said with a smile: "I guess the marshal hasn't returned to the Jingtan Temple yet. Go back now, he Let you come here to think about it, and we will go back and surprise him."
Ao Chun also thought it was right when he heard it, he poured two mouthfuls of Shanhe tripod into his mouth and returned it to Feng Guxuan, saying: "Then master, let's go."
……
Yang Jian waited in the water for a while before coming out.With a flick of his sleeves, he was immediately clean and dry.He glanced at his hand, and there was a slight soreness when he bent his fingers too hard.
Feng Guxuan's sudden words were something he had never thought of.Maybe it's because he understands Feng Guxuan's seriousness in dealing with emotional matters too well, and he is responsible because he is serious.Whether it's for yourself or for others.He didn't expect that one day Feng Guxuan would choose to be sorry for his feelings and fulfill him.
No man can easily accept that his good brother who lives and dies with him suddenly tells himself one day that what he has in his heart is not pure brotherhood at all.Even Yang Jian couldn't accept Feng Guxuan's thoughts, that was obvious.However, before Yang Jian opened his mouth to reject Feng Guxuan, in Chaoge, on the night they held a celebration banquet, and the moment Feng Guxuan expressed his heart to him, Feng Guxuan helped him reject himself.
Yang Jian remembered that the Chaoge City was brightly lit that night, and Feng Guxuan stood in a small corner where the lights couldn't reach, and smiled at him: "You don't need to talk. I understand. From now on, you have to go back to Guanjiangkou , I don’t want you to go back. The world of Dazhou can be regarded as my own, and I want to go everywhere. I want to see all the famous people in Dachuan.”
Then he left for a thousand years.When they saw each other, they didn't have time to say many things. In 1000 years, he had thought about many things to say to him, but it was a pity that he was drunk and confused.That made that person choose to leave again the next day.
At dawn, they were all equally embarrassed and flustered.Obviously, Feng Guxuan should be the one who felt more embarrassed.But after taking care of himself and the room, he just sat at the table and drank a cup of tea, still gently bent his eyebrows, and said to him: "It's as if I lost my memory after drinking a lot. Quit drinking, you must quit drinking." , It’s really not a good thing, it’s my fault, I’ll have to drink tea instead. You, get busy. I won’t make any trouble.”
This walk did not meet again until Chen Xiang asked for his help.It's not difficult for Yang Jian to imagine that when things are over here, they don't know that they will meet again in the Year of the Monkey.When is the next time?Ten years, a hundred years, or another millennium.
Yang Jian looked at him suspiciously: "What did you say?"
Feng Guxuan restrained his eyes and couldn't help taking a quick glance at Yang Jian, making a vague and unclear sound.Yang Jian laughed and said, "Speak well."
Feng Guxuan hammered his chest twice, swallowed the cold cake, and said with a thick face: "I said, you look good."
Yang Jian was obviously stunned for a moment, then he lowered his head and smiled.He turned sideways, with one leg bent, he spread out his fan and shook it slowly, looking at the maple leaves like a lake of fire and blue waves, smiling softly.
On the square table, Feng Guxuan faced the lake and sat beside Yang Jian. Originally, he had to turn around to see Yang Jian's face. Now that Yang Jian turned to him, he only needed to turn one side to see Yang Jian's profile.The table was originally not big, so Feng Gu Xuanqing could lean on Yang Jian's body just by leaning over.
Feng Guxuan leaned his head on the table, and said as if giving up on himself: "You can still laugh."
"You've been thinking about this for the past six months?" Yang Jian asked with a smile.
Feng Guxuan looked up, and suddenly leaned over and put his hands on Yang Jian's knees, with his chin resting on the back of his hands.His eyes looked at Yang Jian from bottom to top, and Yang Jian met his eyes with downcast eyes, focused and affectionate with a sense of seriousness, really wanted to see through him and into his heart.
"It's not that you don't care, you just pretend that you don't care. You have always been like this, the friendship between us is much more important than yourself. There are too many things in the world and too many people are more important than yourself in your heart, so you Always wronged myself." Feng Guxuan looked at him, he seemed to be bewitched by that handsome face, and couldn't help leaning forward.
He said: "I like you, and you are distressed. But the worst thing that should have happened has happened. Apart from pretending that it didn't exist, what else can I do except try my best to interpret the way we used to get along. There is no way at all, It's a dead end. If you want to live in a dead end, you can't leave him alone. The two of us have been cold for more than 1000 years, and it's not that there is still no solution. Therefore, we only have three ways."
Feng Guxuan's breath swept over Yang Jian's jaw, slightly itchy and slightly hot, Yang Jian slightly opened his eyes: "Which three?"
"The first one, I don't see you anymore. The second one, I don't love you anymore. The third one...you guess." Feng Guxuan bent his eyebrows and eyes like a tease, extremely gentle, but there was a hint of tenderness in his tenderness. A trace of imperceptible sadness came.
Yang Jian remained silent. He turned his eyes and didn't speak for a while.Feng Guxuan blinked, and his eyes dropped, that's right, why make things difficult for yourself.
He backed away a little, and sat up straight with the table propped up. Yang Jian drank the wine without saying a word, and the hot taste flowed from the tip of his tongue to his throat and fell into his stomach.Feng Guxuan breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "Don't try to hide any more, we will feel uncomfortable if you hide any more. If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. Ah, yes, there is a fourth thing like now. Get along without embarrassment."
"Feng Guxuan, none of us know the answer you know. Have you been going around in a dead end for half a year?" Yang Jian gave the answer after careful consideration.
"Then which one do you want?" Feng Guxuan raised his head and asked.
Yang Jian said: "I said, the way of letting nature take its course. None of these four ways can satisfy us now. But sooner or later there will be a way for us all to accept."
"Then what do you want me to do, what do you want yourself to do?" Feng Guxuan put down the wine, "Wouldn't it be back to the original question, you feel uncomfortable seeing me, and if you don't see me, you will be a stranger for thousands of years."
"Who said I..." Yang Jian frowned, but Feng Guxuan suddenly covered his eyes.He could feel the scent of wine on Feng Guxuan's body getting closer, but he didn't stop it.
"I know you don't dislike me, but I dislike myself. I have thought a lot in the past six months, and the only thing I dare not think about is to see you. I suppress him when I think about it. I don't know how I should go See you." Feng Gu Xuanlue's gentle and clear voice rang in Yang Jian's ear.
He said: "You like girls. Even if the rules of heaven really change in the future, there will be no result between me and you. This is really a heavy topic. So, I decided...to end this topic. "
His subordinates could feel Yang Jian's long eyelashes tickling and numb as they brushed against his palms.
Yang Jian grabbed Feng Guxuan's hand and wanted to pull his hand off, but Feng Guxuan didn't let go. It was a game between them.The two equally slender and differently delicate hands clasped together, both firmly insisting on what they insisted on.
Feng Guxuan gritted his teeth and said: "I always scold Chen Xiang's sons and daughters for their love, heroes and shortness of breath. Old people can't learn from them. Young people are struggling to come and go vigorously. I give up, Erlang, I rarely force anything. Obviously This time it is not within the scope of my force. Anyone can be your obstacle, but I must not influence you because of myself. This is probably what I insist on. I think it over, I..."
Yang Jian finally tore off his hand violently, both hands trembling faintly.Yang Jian opened his eyes and looked towards Feng Guxuan. Before Feng Guxuan could see his eyes clearly, he heard a familiar shout from outside.
"Master, are you there, Master?"
It's Ao Chun.
Feng Guxuan and Yang Jian were startled at the same time, but it was too late.Can't let Ao Chun find out, two thought at the same time.Almost at the same moment, the two separated their hands, Feng Guxuan pushed Yang Jian, and Yang Jian slipped into the water with a stab.Needless to say, this scene is quite familiar.
Feng Guxuan covered his face expressionlessly, God knows how much courage he mustered up, and how many times he told himself that he almost said it in one go!It's all right now, he doesn't know if there is another chance for him to say that he doesn't love her anymore.What he wants to give up is most of his snake-born feelings, do you think it's that easy.
Oh, stop talking.He glanced at the calm lake, why did the scene just now look like he was not caught?
Ao Chun stepped on the wooden bridge and walked in: "Master, you are here, why don't you promise me."
Feng Guxuan put down his hand covering his face, and said casually: "I prepared something delicious for you. Why are you here?"
Ao Chun looked at the food on the table, and felt that something was wrong, but he still believed it.He sat down and said, "Oh, it's all the master, he asked me to come to you."
Feng Guxuan understood that someone used his apprentice as an excuse, and now the excuse was useless, so he threw it to him.Feng Guxuan rubbed his forehead, his head hurts.
Ao Chun said with concern: "Master, what's wrong with you, why is your face so bad, and your hands."
Feng Guxuan lowered his head and took a look. The dragon's claws were already turning red and blue. It is estimated that Yang Jian was not much better than him.Whoops, it's even more uncomfortable.
"It's not a big deal, it's my own problem." Feng Guxuan flicked his wrist, "My place is too small, how can I practice well. Let's go to Marshal Canopy."
"No, Master, I just came here." Ao Chun poured a cup of tea and was about to drink it.
When Feng Guxuan saw him, he quickly pulled him up, pressed the teacup on the table, and said: "It is precisely because of this that we are going to find him. As your master, if you take your life, you have to do what a master should do." Things. I have my own considerations, Marshal Canopy has something you should learn the most."
"It's not too late." Ao Chun said, "Master, I haven't had a sip of tea yet, I'm thirsty."
Bad time, very bad time.Erlang was still soaking in his water, and he could only be thankful that the tea in that cup was drunk clean, but it was a teacup that Erlang drank, and even after drinking it, he couldn't hide the fact that it was used by Erlang.Ao Chun, it's not that the master doesn't love you, it's that you really can't use it. Your master and I don't have this kind of treatment yet.
Feng Guxuan directly stuffed the Shanhe cauldron into Ao Chun's hands, even though he was heartbroken, he still held it back, and said with a smile: "I guess the marshal hasn't returned to the Jingtan Temple yet. Go back now, he Let you come here to think about it, and we will go back and surprise him."
Ao Chun also thought it was right when he heard it, he poured two mouthfuls of Shanhe tripod into his mouth and returned it to Feng Guxuan, saying: "Then master, let's go."
……
Yang Jian waited in the water for a while before coming out.With a flick of his sleeves, he was immediately clean and dry.He glanced at his hand, and there was a slight soreness when he bent his fingers too hard.
Feng Guxuan's sudden words were something he had never thought of.Maybe it's because he understands Feng Guxuan's seriousness in dealing with emotional matters too well, and he is responsible because he is serious.Whether it's for yourself or for others.He didn't expect that one day Feng Guxuan would choose to be sorry for his feelings and fulfill him.
No man can easily accept that his good brother who lives and dies with him suddenly tells himself one day that what he has in his heart is not pure brotherhood at all.Even Yang Jian couldn't accept Feng Guxuan's thoughts, that was obvious.However, before Yang Jian opened his mouth to reject Feng Guxuan, in Chaoge, on the night they held a celebration banquet, and the moment Feng Guxuan expressed his heart to him, Feng Guxuan helped him reject himself.
Yang Jian remembered that the Chaoge City was brightly lit that night, and Feng Guxuan stood in a small corner where the lights couldn't reach, and smiled at him: "You don't need to talk. I understand. From now on, you have to go back to Guanjiangkou , I don’t want you to go back. The world of Dazhou can be regarded as my own, and I want to go everywhere. I want to see all the famous people in Dachuan.”
Then he left for a thousand years.When they saw each other, they didn't have time to say many things. In 1000 years, he had thought about many things to say to him, but it was a pity that he was drunk and confused.That made that person choose to leave again the next day.
At dawn, they were all equally embarrassed and flustered.Obviously, Feng Guxuan should be the one who felt more embarrassed.But after taking care of himself and the room, he just sat at the table and drank a cup of tea, still gently bent his eyebrows, and said to him: "It's as if I lost my memory after drinking a lot. Quit drinking, you must quit drinking." , It’s really not a good thing, it’s my fault, I’ll have to drink tea instead. You, get busy. I won’t make any trouble.”
This walk did not meet again until Chen Xiang asked for his help.It's not difficult for Yang Jian to imagine that when things are over here, they don't know that they will meet again in the Year of the Monkey.When is the next time?Ten years, a hundred years, or another millennium.
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