【Hammer Base】Until the Abyss

Loki often thinks what happened in the Tongan prison seems like a dream.

In order to search for clues to kill his father and enemy, he accepted the mission of JNSA, but met the son of the enemy during the mission. Instead of drawing a sword with him, he even fell in love with the guy named Thor Odinson.

For a moment, he was tangled in his heart, thinking of his adoptive father would feel ashamed and regretful, and thinking of Thor felt astringent again.

These images finally merged into that moonlit night on the edge of the cliff in West Timor, where he and Alpha who had saved his life sat by the edge of the cave.

Under the starry sky, the waves beat against the rocks, there is no past and no disturbance.

The scene quickly moved to the crowded streets of Saka Island, with small hotels, pizza fried chicken shops, cafes, travel souvenir shops and other shops on both sides of the street.

Loki wakes up with the smell of toast in the morning.

He's in the safe house in Sakar.

He bounced up from the bed, which was a habit he had since he was a child, and he didn't dare to stop himself when he felt uneasy.

Loki hurried to the bathroom.The house is in the attic, and half of the wall of the toilet is sloped. On the side wall perpendicular to the slope, there is a ladder-like radiator with towels that have been blown too dry.He wiped his face with such a towel, feeling the roughness of the hard fleece brushing against his cheeks.This kind of towel is very similar to the inferior towels in Tongan prisons, which can make him feel a little real.

Otherwise he would sometimes think that Thor Odinson might not have been there.

Nothing can prove his existence with certainty.After officially becoming an agent, Loki always has no fixed place, so it is not surprising that he appeared in Saka.Considering monitoring and hacking, he will not take the initiative to get in touch with Alpha.They didn't even make a sign, and even Thor's aura faded away as time went by.

It might just be the hysteria caused by tangling with Odin for too long. He has never performed the task of the Tongan prison, and everything is just a frantic escape after being fed up with the JNSA.

Loki locked the iron door of the attic and hurried downstairs.

The inside of the corridor is dark, and when you go down to the ground floor, you need to go through a doorway to reach the street.The whole building is old, and the doorway often drips water droplets in the morning, and the water droplets splash on the bread bricks, and you can see little green shoots growing in the cracks of the floor tiles.

Everything is real, and everything is unreal.

He just said it was a stupid idea, Loki thought.

Maybe wait here for a second longer, and he will regret it.

The agent threw the parchment paper and the empty coffee cup into the trash can, walked into the alleyway, and his slender figure formed a long lonely shadow under the sunlight.After walking through the alleys for about 10 minutes, he stopped in front of a bar, a black market stronghold in Saka.

Loki regained his composure and pushed open the wooden half-length door of the bar.

A tall, thin man was standing behind the bar wiping glasses.There is a blue line drawn under his lips, he is wearing a short punk leather jacket, ginger cropped trousers revealing a flirtatious ankle, his silver hair is disheveled and styled, at first glance he looks like a grotesque sissy, Only when you raise your head will you notice the pair of eyes that see everything.

"Can I check?" Loki tapped the bar with his fingertips.

"Don't be so impatient, sweetie. Instead of looking for something like this, stay and work for me."

"..."

"The minimum cost of a mission is 50 US dollars. I used to always tell Topaz that the only promising agent of JNSA in recent years is you."

Loki suppressed the astonishment in his heart, and after thinking about it, it would not be difficult for the black market leader of Saka Island to find out his origin: "I'm not here to discuss business."

"I don't think that man is worth your life and death for him."

"As a friend who has just met, it's too lenient, isn't it? GrandMaster."

The man known as the GrandMaster raised his eyebrows exaggeratedly after hearing this accusation, and gave Loki a wink: "Forgive me, I'm just anxious to track this watch, it will cause you trouble of."

As he spoke, he took the watch that Loki entrusted a few days ago to the bar.

It was the watch that "Dr. Walker" claimed to be swiped off the wrist of the doctor on duty in prison.But Loki didn't believe a word of "Dr. Walker", as expected, and later he found the positioning tracker in the inner core of the watch.

He guessed the Doctor was trying to locate a new stronghold for the Odin family.After all, after the separation, Thor is most likely to return directly to the family, and the watch will provide Thanos with valuable information at that time.

And Loki hates being controlled by others, since Thanos wants to use the clues left by "Dr. Walker" to fish, don't blame him for anti-detection.

It wasn't Thanos he cared about, it was some stupid blond guy.

"Neschet, the source of this watch is in a city called Neschet." GrandMaster's constantly blinking eyes interrupted his thoughts, "It means 'non-existent capital' in Titan language."

"Non-existent capital?"

"Hmm, that's all I know. After all, you can't expect to track Duke Titan back with a small chip."

Loki didn't answer, he knew he was right.

"Don't be so wronged, my dear. Here's a little suggestion, even if you find out where Neschet is one day, don't go."

"I guess I'm not that overbearing."

The conversation ended, Loki thanked the other party, grabbed his watch and left the bar.

In fact, he knew very well that the main reason for conducting the investigation was out of anxiety in his heart. "Future" used to be a luxury for him, but after he finally had it, he didn't know how to deal with many problems.

The experience of avenging Laufey made him understand Thor's pain. Compared with Laufey himself, Thor needs to bear the pressure of the whole family.Of course, Loki admits he kind of cares about the look in Fandral's eyes, he can feel the hostility.He couldn't help laughing, Laufey and Odin were mortal enemies, but Loki Laufeyson didn't bother to stand on the opposite side of Thor Odinson.

He hopes to help Thor, but he doesn't want Thor to be obsessed with hatred; he wants to go on with Thor, but there are countless difficulties in front of him.

By the time we walked out of the bar, the sun had already risen.

The new year is over, and the streets are desolate and cold in the deep winter, maybe it would be a good choice to retract into the quilt and sleep with your head covered, Loki thought so.So when he saw a big blond man approaching from a distance, he thought he had misread it.

The man has broad shoulders and a lean, narrow waist.He hooked the huge travel bag on his shoulder with one hand. Even in the cold winter, he only needed a thick jacket over his unlined clothing. It was the first time for Loki to see the other person wearing jeans, and the short blonde hair made the man full of vigor.The winter sun shone on the scepter of the statue in the square, and the reflected light made it difficult to see the face of the visitor, but he knew who it was.

The agent slowly opened his eyes.

"Is it done?" he asked.

"No, but I miss you so much."

"Bastard!" Loki cursed inwardly.Even if he only got along for more than 100 days, he had already engraved him in his bone marrow.And he believes that as long as they are together, all difficulties can be overcome.

He pursed his lips and walked quickly towards the guy.

**

However, what happened next was not as he had imagined.

"Quick, quick, Move!" Thor growled loudly.

Loki threw the duffel bag into the trunk and yanked open the driver's door.

The car started violently, and the agent held the steering wheel with one hand and the seat back with the other.The wheels rubbed against the ground making a terrifying sound, and the bumper knocked over countless sundries in the roadway.

"Look behind!"

"I don't need you to teach me." Loki gritted his teeth.

Clusters of bullets hit the car, and the muzzle of the gun was full of smoke.He and Alpha lowered their heads at the same time, and the windshield shattered.More bullets rained down on the masonry of the alley. Thor roared and fired back with his LMG, while Loki pressed the gas pedal to the floor.The gear was about to be broken, the car scraped against the outer wall and made a dangerous turn, then bumped and rushed down the stone steps.

This is their fifth move in seven months.

The enemy is far more difficult than they imagined. JNSA will not let go of defected agents. After Odin's death, the arms routes under his command have also been divided up, and the one who has benefited the most is Jotunheim, who had worked closely with him.So the co-appearance of Thor and Loki is like a demonstration, and the pursuit of them has never stopped.

It was evening when they reached Loki's other shelter.

When they hid the car in the back alley and rolled into the safe house, both of them were in a state of embarrassment.

The old houses in the slums were dilapidated, with creaking wooden floors, but the enemy raids were too frequent, and Loki couldn't find a better place.No one cared, they threw down their guns and hugged their luggage, and stumbled onto the bed.

After a hail of bullets, crazy sex is needed to soothe the soul.

Alpha will ask him from the front first, and then make people turn over and kneel on the bed. Omega's buttocks are always half exposed under the hem of his shirt. Thor pinches the pair of rounds, breaks them apart and takes possession of them fiercely.They are very afraid of life and death, so they will make love again and again afterwards, as if to confirm each other's safety.

Thor gradually became proficient in using JNSA's medical knots, and Loki was able to settle a home as quickly as possible.

But this is not life.

"How was it discovered this time?" Thor asks as Loki bandages him.

"A mission of GrandMaster, I didn't expect to collide with JNSA."

"Loki, I told you..."

"Stay at home obediently and don't stand out, or find an ordinary and stable job?"

"I think that's good advice."

"Oh." The agent shook his head, "But you know it's not just this problem. You leaked the traces when you moved last time. Not only Jotunheim, but even the Yalav mercenary group also participated in the siege."

"Loki!" Thor didn't expect him to turn over old scores.

Loki was also taken aback, but perhaps it was Thor's blood-stained shirt on the ground that stung his eyes, "My face, voice, and irises are all monitored by the information network. Your so-called ordinary work can't last for two full days." companies will be wiped out by the JNSA."

"Not all places are monitored, and not all places have JNSA's intelligence network. At least you don't have to leave JNSA to pick up GrandMaster's loose jobs?"

"I'm here to replace him in the future. With money, weapons, and power of our own, we won't be hunted down forever." Loki's chest rose and fell.

"The power of the Odin family will grow stronger, you don't have to do such a dangerous thing, do something else."

"But I won't do anything else!"

"Then don't do it!"

"Oh I see, the great Thor Odinson only wants me to go back to the Odin family with you obediently, be a beautiful vase, forget all my pride and ability, and just have a few more children."

This poignant sentence made them all stay on the spot.

Thor grips the edge of the bed stiffly, Loki's face turns pale.He regretted it after he finished speaking, how could he say such a thing?

Life outside is destined to be different from prison.In the prison, regular work and rest, mechanized labor and closed cages are enough to generate sparks of passion, without external interference, they don't need to care about each other's past and life.

But life isn't just about love.

Omega stared blankly at Alpha, he felt apologetic in his heart, but stubbornly couldn't say it.

Thor took a deep breath and pulled the thin man into his arms.

"You know I don't think of you that way. I've always respected you."

Loki takes a deep breath: he knows, always knew.But they don't seem to be able to be ordinary partners at all.

Thor can't even stay by his side for long.

Their relationship is very good, they fit well and hit it off, even if they don't do anything, they can spend a happy day together.

But his acceptance of Thor does not mean acceptance of Thor's family.Falling in love with the "son who killed his father and his enemy" is already Loki's biggest compromise to himself. No matter what, he will never indulge himself to live on the land of the Odin family.

Thor understands very well, in order to take care of both ends, he always travels back and forth between the two places frequently.Fortunately, this made it impossible for the opponents of the Odin family to pinpoint his whereabouts, so it was not completely selfish of Loki.

It's a fluke until one time Thor is wounded.

That was a year and a month after I was released from prison. The JNSA's pursuit slowed down, and they were able to take a breather in a small Norwegian town. Loki has just completed the assassination mission assigned by the GrandMaster, and has gained a lot. He bought Halti's ski equipment and a Patek Philippe watch as gifts for Thor.The big blond guy likes challenging sports and needs to improve his dressing sense.

Loki is more than willing to dress up Thor, and he will be more than satisfied with his Alpha decency.

On the way back, he leaned against the window of the train, and the dismantled sniper rifle lay quietly in the violin case. Looking at the vast snow scene outside the window, he felt very peaceful, and even wanted to tuck his jaw into the scarf for a short rest.

He did, sleeping through to the terminal and stepping off the train with his luggage.

The cold air made him shiver, but looking around, he didn't see Thor who should be outside the station.

He says he'll come get him, and Thor is always on time.

The agent immediately dialed the phone, but the phone rang several times and no one answered.His keen nerves tensed immediately, a bad premonition crept into his heart, and his heart was pounding. Loki quickly turned on the location software and found that Thor's location was in the town at the foot of the mountain.

Something must have happened.

He ran away.

He ran slippery, the winter ice and snow made him stumble a lot, the heavy violin case slowed down his pace, and it was 20 minutes after he arrived at the location displayed by the location. Twenty minutes seemed short, but it was enough time for an agent to kill a dozen enemies, Loki was sweating and his blood was cold.

It gets dark very early in Norway in winter, and he ran in the dark step by step.

Finally, he finds Thor in the basement of a villa to be demolished.

The blond-haired Alpha curled up behind the broken board, covering his body with a canvas he found somewhere.When he pulled the cover away, Loki saw his pale face and bloodless lips, the blood soaked the suit he bought for him, and had already made a puddle on the ground.

"No...No, no, Thor!"

The terror of witnessing his father's murder as a teenager gripped his heart, and he desperately dragged Thor out.

Loki doesn't remember how it took him to the hospital, how he asked Fandral for help, how he followed the Odin family's helicopter to Asgard.

That was the first time he set foot on the territory of the Odin family, the huge manor and the family members in black suits were watching him fixedly. Loki doesn't feel stage fright, he just feels a twinge on his back.

He sees Sif, Fandral, Hogun, and Volstagg in the crowd, and those members of the Parent who lean on Thor.There was respect written on their faces and resentment in their eyes.

Loki thinks of the fight marks and dead bodies lying in dark alleys, in cars and in the snow and ice along the way to Thor.

Thor will hide in the abandoned house because he doesn't want the enemy to find the safe house and find out his whereabouts.He is protecting himself.

Loki stood in front of Alpha's hospital bed for a long time, his back arched into an arc.He buried his face in the palm of his hand, and felt extremely selfish for the first time.

He is still a person who only lives in his own world.

For the love in his heart, he chooses to be with Thor, but he can't accept everything about him.He always uses his own values ​​to measure the world, and he also feels that he has paid a lot for Thor.

He couldn't help feeling a wave of despair: Maybe as long as they were together, they would never be able to get rid of the shadow's pursuit.

Not only the strife from the outside world, but no matter who he or Thor gets hurt, the old grievances between Laufeyson and the Odin family will deepen.

But when Thor comes to life, the first thing he does is grab his hand.

**

Invariably, they want to complete the mark.Hunting, unsettled life, and the sequelae of long-term inhibitors have kept this issue on hold.

After Thor recovered, they both wanted to bond with each other, like an unspeakable tacit understanding.

Loki stopped receiving quests from the GrandMaster, and Thor suspended all affairs of the Odin family.

They chose an island. Loki sat on the beach watching Thor's heroic surfing posture, the warm sand trickled between his toes, giving him a sense of reality at last. Thor walked ashore with the surfboard on his shoulders, and the sea water dripped down his strong body, looking like a perfect statue from a distance.

They hugged and fell on the big bed of the seaside villa, the white bedding was entangled in the bodies of the two of them, and Loki hooked Thor's waist with his long legs.

The waves caress the beach not far away, and the afternoon sun shines in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

It was a great day to mark.

Alpha turned over and pressed him into the mattress, a domineering deep kiss was branded on his lips. Thor kissed deeper and deeper, plundering Loki's breath and saliva, Omega looked up at him, and put his arms around the man's strong shoulders.

"Have you thought about it?"

"I thought I'd figured it out when I was in prison."

Thor was breathed heavily by this answer, and he looked down at the person in his arms. Loki wanted to look prouder, but the red-hot tips of his ears gave him away.

Alpha pulled off his shirt and kissed against his chest, Omega gasped.The man stroked the Omega's nipples, making the two points stand upright, and when the red and hard swollen one pushed in, Loki sighed in satisfaction and shame.As if to confirm Alpha's existence, he hugged him tightly, tightly.

He likes Thor, they have a good relationship, and now they're going to grow closer and overcome all the difficulties that lie ahead.

Thor brushes back the black hair at the nape of his neck and bites down on the gland as he takes hold of the genital cavity deeply.

"what--!"

"Well……"

That feeling, Loki will never forget.

Soreness, pain, and then severe pain, so painful that it made people scream.

Markup failed.

JNSA worked on his body.

Loki struggled to break away from Alpha's shackles, and the sharp pain that spread from the glands to the limbs hit the nerves.He curled up in pain, his body twitching and shaking constantly.

"Loki, Loki?!"

The agent only felt cold all over, and the darkness was like a gangrene.

Only then did he realize that all the inhibitors he injected were supplied by JNSA. What's more, in order to improve his physical fitness, he would also take some muscle-building drugs.Those health supplements and vitamins that he takes daily may have side effects that he doesn't know about.

JNSA rarely recruits Omega, Omega is sensitive and fragile, once it is marked by external force, it is often extremely unstable, and the principle of formal marking is completely different from that of temporary marking. Loki once thought that he made an exception for the organization, but he never imagined that the organization simply prevented him from being fully marked.

If you can't be marked, you won't get pregnant. From the beginning to the end, he is a calculated pawn.

He can escape to the island for a month, but he cannot escape for a lifetime.

Perhaps from the beginning, he and Thor had no future.

Loki could see the disappointment that the Alpha hadn't been able to express.

He knew that Alpha wasn't asking for anything, but that the numerous difficulties were about to overwhelm them, like a cage shrinking little by little, and before they knew it, there was no room for the trapped beasts to stand.Internal and external difficulties, JNSA's endless pursuit, unstable life, old grievances between himself and the Odin family that cannot be erased, Thor's unfinished revenge, and expectations for the future that may never be realized.

They are so in love, but for the first time they can't help thinking: Is it better not to be with each other?

Not being together, at least most of the problems we are facing now, will no longer be a problem.

After the failed tag, Loki started to get sick.

He was very ill, and the burning pain from his glands was spreading through his body, making him weaker and weaker.He knew of the JNSA's trick, and once the Omega agents tried to mark people, they would be completely incapacitated.

His limbs were sore and weak, his whole body was weak, and he had a low-grade fever that followed him everywhere. Not to mention holding a gun, he would even shake when he walked.Once he could say that he was Thor's help, but now he is a complete drag.

He yelled at the blond man once when he fell down the hallway.

"Do not touch me!"

It's not that he doesn't love him, on the contrary, he loves him too much.So it was a kind of Loki's deep resistance to himself from the bottom of his heart - he couldn't change anything!

Thor's chest heaves.

Soon, they broke out an unprecedented big quarrel.

Because the Odin family found the location of "Neschet", and according to reliable sources, Thanos has the most advanced medical technology. The strength of Thanos allowed Thor to break through from the inside, and the blond man wanted to take the opportunity to find a way to restore Loki's body.

These two aims drove him to carry out his dangerous plan.

"You're crazy..."

"No problem, I can't watch you get sick. And to expand the territory, Thanos needs the help of the Odin family. There are no eternal enemies, only common interests. Only by solving a problem, can we have a chance Live carefully."

"I can go incognito, I can have plastic surgery, I can change my body and my voice."

"Is that still you, Loki?"

"Too dangerous."

"There is no price to pay for not winning."

"We can... divide..." Omega trembled his lips, almost uttering the word.

Alpha pressed him into the mattress furiously: "Don't say it, don't say it."

Panting heavily, they glared at each other.

"You weren't scared off the cliffs in West Timor, let alone now." Thor locked his eyes.

**

He is not afraid.

But as Thor said: there is no price to pay for no victory.

Thor pretended to surrender to Thanos so that they got rid of the pursuit of JNSA. In a short period of time, even Thanos was no longer an enemy, and all problems seemed to be solved easily.

"Seemingly".

As a condition of cooperation, Thanos asked Thor to take the most important people into Neschet as hostages. Because Loki was worried, he forced his sick body to chase after Thor and entered Neschet, and was caught by the general Black Day.

After that, everything was out of their control.

Brainwashed again and again, all memories were cast a layer of gray color, he seemed to be dragged into the abyss, no matter how Thor shouted, he couldn't come back to his senses.

His status as a former agent allowed him to receive "special attention" from Thanos.

Everything is like a black humor——

The gray mist in his eyes gradually dissipated, and Loki felt like he was being pulled out of the mud by the back of his neck.

The reality, however, is sharper and more frightening than the memory.

His body was constantly convulsed due to excessive pain, and his vision slowly returned to clarity.He found himself in the villa where he had lived with Thor for a long time. Ten years had passed in a trance, and now it was 2041. This was the D area of ​​Neschet.

The atmosphere in the room was like a taut string, the crying Narve was sitting on the chair, Thor had the knife of Proxima Centauri on his neck, and he was being held by Thanos.

He just remembered a lot of things.

Most of the ten years, and some memories of the seven years in Thanos' city—

Thor sits on the edge of his bed, covering his face with his hands.

His high swollen belly, and Alpha's affectionate but dark eyes when he hugged him.

He thinks that the ordinary and ordinary life is all false.

Narve and Vali are fresh hostages, but he doesn't know anything. While washing the dishes, he tells Thor that he wants to watch the two children thrive, accompany them to the beach, and send them to school.

He remembered how many times Thor had even sent him to a brainwashing station with his own hands in order to keep himself alive.

Everything is like a vortex that cannot be broken out, dragging him and Thor into the abyss.

Loki takes a deep breath, his vision clearing enough for him to realize the tragic reality before him.

They're in their own homes, and they're being bullied by Thanos.The man named Thanos was two meters tall, with a dark and purple face, and several deep scars on his face.He was wearing a well-made suit, with a controlling expression on his face, looking down at him.

"So Loki, do you know Odinson?"

he asked again.

Loki shuddered, now, if he said half a sentence wrong, the whole family would die here.

TBC