Light, please shine on me again

I hurried to the flower shop, and the one who greeted me at the counter was no longer the usual Zhang Fan.It's the boss with a serious face.I asked anxiously, "Where's Zhang Fan? Didn't he come?"

"He resigned."

"Why did you resign? He obviously..." I hesitated when I said this. "Obviously what?" The boss raised his head.

"Nothing!" I changed into my work clothes and started to work.The florist's voice was very bad due to my absent-mindedness.In desperation, the boss had to give me half a day off.

I rushed out the door and ran straight to Zhang Fan's house. I kept calling him along the way.But in the end they couldn't get through.

I went upstairs as fast as I could and rang the doorbell frantically.The aunt next door may have been disturbed by me, and said to me, "Young man, this family moved out yesterday!"

"Then do you know where you moved to?"

The aunt shook her head, only to hear a bang and the aunt closed the door ruthlessly.I went downstairs in a daze, and suddenly a phone ring interrupted my reverie.It was Zhang Fan calling.I clicked on it without hesitation.

Before Zhang Fan could speak, I asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you? Why did you resign?"

Zhang Fan sighed, "It's a long story, I'll send you the address later, you come to me. Let's meet and talk."

After hanging up the phone, a text message was sent, and I came to an apartment according to the address on the text message.I approached and knocked on the door.As the door creaked open, the familiar face behind the door was Zhang Fan.

"Come in first!"

I put the shoes on the shoe cabinet and put on the slippers that Zhang Fan handed me.Zhang Fan said, "I resigned from the flower shop because I am going abroad with my mother."

"..."

Through the conversation with Zhang Fan, I know the reason of the matter.Can't help feeling sorry for Zhang Fan.The news of Zhang Fan going abroad was too sudden.And the time is very tight, there is no way to prepare things.

I had to prepare some clothes for him.I decided to stay here with him tonight.It is very likely that Zhang Fan will never come back once he goes abroad this time.

Early in the morning, I woke up with the sound of the alarm clock.But Zhang Fan had already woken up.I hurriedly washed up and went to the airport with Zhang Fan.

I know about Zhang Fan and the boss, he must be looking forward to the boss going to the airport to say goodbye to him now!Hope the boss can come.We got in the car, Zhang Fan was very concerned about the scenery along the way.Because he is about to leave the city where he has lived for more than 20 years.Every plant and tree here is familiar to Zhang Fan.

When you leave here, you leave your hometown, your dreams, and your lover.

The car drove very fast, with green lights and no traffic jams along the way.It seemed that Zhang Fan was not even given a chance to miss him.Soon we arrived at the airport.Sitting on the chair at the airport, I can feel Zhang Fan's current mood.If it's me who wants to leave, I naturally hope that you will come to see me for the last time.

The boss didn't wait, but Zhang Fan's mother.Mother Zhang seems to be a vigorous and strong woman.His mother glanced at me.You could tell she didn't like me very much.

However, when she heard my name, her attitude changed dramatically.Maybe it was my acquaintance with my parents.

Mother Zhang also invited me to her house as a guest.I wondered, "Aren't you boarding the plane?"

And Zhang's mother's answer surprised me, it turned out that she asked me to go abroad with them.And the round-trip air ticket will be bought for me.Although I also know that I can't go, I still can't resist my curiosity.

So Zhang's mother made up the ticket for me, and I just followed them on the plane in such a daze.And the boss never showed up.

Zhang Fan couldn't bear to stand at the entrance, and looked again reluctantly.He picked up his luggage, turned around and walked in.

Zhang Fan was still holding out hope, but now even his last hope has been shattered.As the plane got higher and higher, Zhang Fan, who was still looking out, had already closed his eyes.

Suddenly, an exclamation came from behind, "Wow! What a beautiful sea of ​​clouds!" Although she tried her best to lower her voice out of social morality and fear of affecting other people's rest, I opened my eyes and lay on the small window. Go up and look out.

I saw the warm sun shining on the wings, and the wings of the plane passed through the sea of ​​clouds like a roc spreading its wings.There is a vast sea of ​​clouds in the front, back, left, and right below the plane.

This is my first time flying by plane and I am very excited.But because of Zhang Fan, I dare not make too much noise.Then he settled down and admired the beautiful scenery by himself.

After a few hours, we got off the plane.Follow Zhang's mother to the place where she lives.Foreign countries are different from domestic ones. People are very open and enthusiastic.

At first I was looking forward to this too, but as time went by.The novelty wears off

The curiosity on the first day, the play on the second day, the adaptation on the third day, the enjoyment on the fourth day, and the familiarity on the fifth day can’t match the missing of you on the sixth day.I turned on the phone, found your number and dialed it without thinking.

I didn't expect you to connect, so I hung up the phone in a hurry.Sure enough, when the freshness fades away, my heart is completely occupied by you.I thought that going out this time would shake your position in my heart, but instead of not having me, I became more determined in my opinion.

I want to see you, I just want to see you.Before, I just thought about you all the time, but now I am becoming more and more greedy.I can't go on like this anymore, if things continue like this, things will get out of hand, and at the same time, I won't be able to leave you.

Suppose one day you have your own happiness, what should I do?

I force myself to forget you, but the more I want to forget you, the more I think of you.I feel like I can't live without you, you are my drug, I want to quit but I can't, and once I stop the drug I will die.

So the next morning I bought a plane ticket back home.I bid farewell to Zhang Fan and Zhang's mother.My mood on the plane is no longer the same as when I came here. Now I am very urgent.I want to go faster and faster.

……

When I got off the plane, it was night in the country.How beautiful the night sky is, the stars are like your eyes.No, your eyes are brighter than this.

I walked out of this noisy airport.Walk towards home.I just took a few steps when your car stopped beside me.I finally see you!

"Get in the car, daredevil."

Dazed by thoughts, I got into the car without even thinking about it.It took me a while to realize that this is not the way home!I turned to look at you "Where are you taking me?"

You are silent.At this time, I was very nervous, and my mind was full of thoughts, 'Are you going to sell me?Or murder? '

That's when you whisper "Here we are. Get out of the car."

I got out of the car anxiously, and you dragged me to a meadow. "What are you doing here?"

You smiled, "Look at the stars." Your smile made me sink even deeper.We lay on the grass and looked up at the starry sky, although the starry sky is very beautiful.But in my mind is still your lingering smile just now.

Just like that, I lay down on the grass and fell asleep.When I woke up again, I was at home, and you were gone, as if you had never been there last night.

I'm so confused now that I don't know what day of the week it is.Had to panic and ran to the flower shop to work.As soon as he entered the door, he heard the magnetic voice of the boss, "Yo, you still know how to come."

I hasten to apologize.The original plan was to ask for three days off, but I forgot about it because I accidentally had fun.

The boss obviously didn't blame me too much, and the matter passed.I am ready for work as usual.Just then the doorbell rang again.

The one who walked in was a high school student, who seemed timid and afraid of getting bullied at school.I can't participate because I'm an outsider.I had no choice but to sympathize with her in my heart.

The girl said, "Hi, may I ask what kind of flower this represents courage and confidence!" The girl seemed very excited.I thought about it carefully, and handed over the flowers

"This flower is very common. You must have seen it, but you don't know its name. This flower is called Cosmos. I hope that Cosmos can give you courage, become confident, and bring out the best self with the purest heart. "

The girl looked much happier than before. "I have indeed seen this flower, and I meet it every year."

I smiled "Just like you, every year you are racing against time to study, but many people don't know your name. So I hope you are like Cosmos, although others don't know, but I can still live out my own style."

The girl nodded and paid the money, then turned and left.I watched the back of her leaving, and I believed that after today, her life would be changed because of this humble cosmos.

There is only one life in a person, and it is really not worth living to cater to others.

I picked up the rag again and wiped the cabinet.lost in thought...

At this time the boss said, "Have you met Zhang Fan?" I hesitated and said, "I haven't seen him since he resigned."

A familiar figure appeared in front of him.It's the old man who came to buy flowers last time.The boss stepped forward to support him, very much like Zhang Fan.The difference from Zhang Fan is that the boss seems to be very familiar with the uncle.He said directly, "Is the uncle here to buy daisies for my wife again?"

The uncle hesitated for a moment and said, "Yes." Tears then fell.I hurried forward and asked the uncle what happened.The uncle burst into tears and said, "My wife, I liked daisies when I was young, but I still like daisies when I'm old!"

This sentence feels a bit familiar, and I suddenly remembered that the uncle said the same thing last time.It's just that last time I said it with a smile, this time I said it crying.

I suddenly understood what was going on.Turn around and wrap the daisy, and send it to the uncle.He said in his mouth, "Master, my aunt must not want to see you like this in the spirit of the sky, take this bouquet of daisies and go to see my aunt."

I don't know why, looking at the back of the uncle going away, I have a sore nose.The last time the uncle left me was the back view of him and the aunt supporting each other until they got old, but this time it was really alone.

What's it like when someone you've loved all your life quietly disappears from your life without leaving a trace?There will always be a chance to experience it in the future, right?

The work of a flower shop can see all kinds of life, and at the same time, there are all kinds of joys and sorrows, which are shocking.Long-term adaptation can make people cold-blooded, because they have seen a lot, and naturally they will not feel it.

As the doorbell rang again, I guessed that there was no end to today.