Time

When Qi Yin left Sunshine City again, he was in a small bag with nothing to worry about.

The bus leading to the train station is still the same, but the tables and chairs are more worn out.

Leaning on the dirty car seat, she thought about her life for more than 20 years, and felt that she had been being teased all the time, which was very ridiculous.

She once wanted to get rid of the burden of life brought by her seriously ill mother, but she never realized it. When she was with Xiaotong, it was because of the medical expenses that she didn't even have a chance to breathe.

If it wasn't for her, maybe even if there was a distance between him and Xiaotong, there would still be room for him to catch up.

The little boy was a dream she had had for a long time, and when she was truly in the dreamland of her dreams, it was soon time to wake up.

Now the tragedy ended, but Yang Su died.

She died sooner or later, but the card died when she and Xiaotong just separated, how could it not be intentional?Qi Yin can imagine that if Yang Su had died two years earlier, what would she and Xiao Tong be like now, and what her life would be like.

Maybe she has passed the accounting exam and Xiaotong has a very stable job, everything will be better and better.

Yang Su lasted for so long just to make her feel uncomfortable and discouraged.

Yang Su hated her for being gay like her father, for Yang Su, homosexuality was the most unforgivable original sin in the world.

Until now, Qi Yin still couldn't let go.

During the time when she just came back, everything in Beijing was still deeply rooted in her heart, which made her sleepless and unable to do anything.

The failure of the accountant exam was still a disaster that Yang Su brought her, but it also made her see one thing clearly.

She didn't bring any books with her when she went to Shenzhen this time.

When she was in Beijing, she had time to read after work, and she was also preparing for the entrance exam, but when she opened the book and read for a while, she became sleepy, and she couldn't read it.

In order not to disappoint Xiaotong, she insisted on reading it hard, but deep in her heart she clearly realized that the book was very strange and no longer interested her.

The pressure of life constantly squeezed out urgency and anxiety, and she couldn't read any books with this impetuousness.

For a long time, she only thought about how to make money tomorrow and how to survive.

Books only add weight.

She let go of her extravagant face and burdens, lamenting that life is a round of extinction of hope and the beginning of new hope.

Life is really long.

She closed her eyes and ran to the next place of hope, Shenzhen.

……

After eating the porridge and hot pot, she was warm and comfortable. Nicole said she would go downstairs and come up soon.

"Why are you going?" "I didn't drive and wanted to drink."

"Why are you so gluttonous? Don't go, what do you want to drink, white or red beer?"

Wang Yutong really brought her different surprises from time to time: "Aren't you a non-drinker? Are you allergic to it? Turns out the house is fully stocked with wine."

"I'm really allergic, it's my best friend who likes to drink and saves wine when they come to my house to play.

It's still long-winded to bring you wine. "

Wang Yutong remembers that Nicole doesn't like beer very much. He once said that beer swells his stomach and hurts his body if it is white. It is better to drink some wine at night.

Wang Yutong went to the kitchen and brought out a bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon. He not only took two wine glasses but also a decanter.

Nicole said, "I figured it out, you're an alcoholic."

"It's really Miss Ma who let me go! I'm afraid that her boyfriend will come to my place and drink secretly.

Sister Xiao Ma is my special sister, next time I have the opportunity to introduce you to each other.

Young entrepreneur, first sister of agricultural vehicles. "

"I seem to have seen it."

Nicole said, "Isn't it the tall one with a hoarse voice and big eyes?" "Huh? When did you meet?"

"When you got food poisoning, she also came when I took you to the hospital and said a few words."

"Oh.

Yes, yes, I forgot about it. "

Wang Yutong poured the wine quietly. When he sobered up, the atmosphere was a bit dry. Nicole thought she would turn on the TV to fill in the time. Unexpectedly, she dug out a bunch of DVDs from the TV cabinet.

"If You Are the One" was filmed in Hokkaido. After watching the movie, the two chatted about some things in Hokkaido.

Wang Yutong said that when he read "Love Letter" before, he felt that the world of ice and snow was very beautiful, and he always wanted to go there.

Nicole said that she has been there a few times, it is beautiful but also cold, the fish is very fresh, and the crab is bigger than the face.

The two chatted while walking, chatting about "love letters" and movies.

Wang Yutong found out that Nicole also grew up watching Hong Kong movies. It turns out that she is from Cantonese, and she can't hear the accent at all.

It wasn't until she used a few lines from the movie in Cantonese that made Wang Yutong lean forward and back, that Wang Yutong realized that he didn't understand this boss at all.

I only know that her surname is Tang and her English name is Nicole, but I don't know anything else.

Asked her and she didn't say anything.

Wang Yutong stuffed the "Love Letter" DVD into the machine, and the heavy snow in Otaru seemed to never end.

The two of them nestled in the sofa and turned off the lights while drinking and watching, chatting casually.

Nicole has been to many places, including Vietnam, Thailand, Japan, Korea, Malaysia, and Europe.

Wang Yutong asked her which of these places she likes the most, she thought for a while and said, let's go to Beijing, where I have my career.

The two returned to the topic of work from travel. When talking about the past company, Nicole suddenly asked: "By the way, how is your senior sister?" Wang Yutong was a little drunk, and his reaction was slow: Senior sister Chu Jing?" "Well, she came to me several times when you were an intern, invited me to dinner and asked me to take care of you.

Didn't she go abroad later?how is it now? "Wang Yutong looked at the TV screen through the wine glass, it was a vast expanse of whiteness.

"I... don't know much."

Nicole said "Huh?": "He cares so much about you, but you don't know when he leaves? Little heartless."

Wang Yutong shrank into the corner of the sofa, feeling uncomfortable.

"What's the matter, you guys, are there conflicts?" "I just feel sorry for her.

Senior sister has spent a lot of time on my behalf, but I repay her with hurt... Even saying sorry seems contrived and disgusting.

I don't want that at all. "

"Tsk, I just said it casually and didn't want to blame you. Why are you crying? Come, come, wipe your tears."

Nicole pulled out a paper and leaned over, wiping away her tears with a gentleness that was not usually shown.

Wang Yutong thought of Chu Jing and also thought of Qi Yin. During those chaotic and depressing days, she didn't tell anyone, she didn't even tell Ma Youran the whole story, and kept it in her heart.

"Thank you."

Wang Yutong wiped away her tears with a piece of paper. Nicole could see that she was depressed, and there was an extremely heavy part in her heart that could not be relieved.

"Xiaotong, you said you were sick before, what kind of illness did you have? Can you tell me about it?" Wang Yutong looked at Nicole with red nose and watery eyes for a long time, and whispered, "I don't know what to say to you." What will you think of me afterwards."

Nicole thought for a while and said, "Well, let's exchange.

After you tell me, I will show you the ID card. "

"!" "How? Fair enough."

Exchange is a delicate matter. No matter whether the information between the two parties is equal or not, it is an exchange of privacy and the first key to enter each other's heart.

More importantly, Nicole makes her feel mature and reliable, even if she tells her the secret of sexual orientation, she will definitely not discriminate against her.

After drinking a bottle of wine, Wang Yutong's story is also finished.

Some of them are in Nicole's guess, and some of them are indeed beyond imagination.

"Isn't it a bit strange, me."

Wang Yutong lay powerlessly on the armrest of the sofa, "And it's quite useless."

Nicole pushed her head: "Don't always take responsibility on yourself, no one has to bear the life of others.

Fate gives everyone a chance, but all endings are the result of one's own choice, and no one else can be blamed.

Besides, how old are you? You are at the age when you stumble and get beaten. When you look back at today at my age, nothing will happen.

You just think too much and you get depressed. "

Wang Yutong chuckled: "Actually, I got better after I figured it out. When it's time to let go, I let go."

"It's good to figure this out, but the most important thing is to figure out whether to start or not."

"Having said so much, where's your ID card, manager."

Wang Yutong reached out to her, "I want to see my ID card."

"Give it to you."

Nicole took out her ID card from her wallet and slapped it in Wang Yutong's hand, "If you dare to laugh, I will kill you."

Wang Yutong squinted his eyes and looked drunkenly and found that he was holding it upside down. He turned around and looked again. The corner of his mouth twitched and he turned his head to the other side.

Nicole kicked her on the thigh: "Don't think I can't see you laughing!" "Hahahaha!" "...you still dare to laugh? Huh? Do you want to die?" Nicole straddled her and pinched her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but it's so cute, hahahaha..." Nicole picked her up and punched her colorfully.