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Jiao Zhe likes medicine very much. This is a temple built on well-founded data and impeccable logic. What things must not be risky, what situations and under what conditions can make the results as safe and reliable as possible, and what data are achieved respectively. What kind of standard does he start to do... This is his working world, the great source of his sense of security, and an important basis for deciding what to do next.

But relationships are not like this. The establishment and maintenance of intimacy is a very important skill-many things are more dependent on skills than knowledge.Knowledge can be acquired overnight. If you stay up all night, you may pass with a high score the next day, but skills cannot. It must be practiced, hit, and applied repeatedly before it can be truly learned.

Among all the skills, Jiao Zhe's worst ability is dealing with emotions. When he was young, his parents were extremely strict with him. Love is undoubtedly a secret "heretic". After entering university, he finally experienced the first time in his life and the current The only love so far was a complete defeat; what made him even more fanciful was that he still vaguely hoped that his love would not be as tight-fitting as his work, but would be a little heart-beating, a little courageous, and a little different The color of the serious world-"So you are not only incapable, but also have high requirements." Shi Jin once concluded by knocking on his head.

In the past few years after working, I have received a lot of signals, but quite a few of them are about appearance, background, professional title, financial resources... There is no spark; the rest are patients who have been treated—— This made him feel absurd again, especially after watching several times of unsatisfactory relationship endings between patients and other doctors around him, he even stayed away from this kind of beach castle-like relationship: when people are depressed, their emotions are too complicated. In a very unfamiliar field, facing a professional role that may save oneself from fire and water, too many emotions will be intertwined: hope, dependence, trust, gratitude, respect, and even superstition, but none of these are love.

So Jiao Zhe has been very discouraged about love for a long time, "That's it..." he often thinks like this.

But Shi Yuan appeared, and his motorcycle not only crashed into the wall, but also crashed into his heart, so majestic and cautious.When he found that his feelings for this little brother were not right, and the other party revealed his sincerity to him, he was suspicious, flustered, and at a loss, and could only use the most instinctive, calm and polite words to separate the distance from each other.But this day, knowing the ins and outs of skateboarding and seeing the injury on Shi Yuan's leg, his heart softened.

Jiao Zhe thought for a while, and slowly stroked Shi Yuan's hair with his right hand: "Don't worry about the future, can you promise me first that you will never approach me by ruining your body?" He sighed deeply : "I really, don't want to see you like this," he paused: "It hurts a little."

Shi Yuan suddenly raised his head to stare at him, and threw himself into his arms, wrapping his arms tightly around Jiao Zhe's waist as if they were going to be inserted into them. Jiao Zhe took two steps back under his strength to stabilize his feet.

"Brother..., I'm glad to hear you say that word."

A pair of stiff hands were reflected in the full-length mirror at the door. After hesitating in the air for a long time, they lightly landed on the young man's shoulders.

Jiao Zhe was lying on the bed with his eyes wide open. Shi Yuan was nestled on the sofa in the living room a few steps away. I won't bother you." After speaking, he fell down on the sofa and closed his eyes immediately.

Jiao Zhe regretted wanting to slap himself, while silently saying "This is the doctor's humanitarian shelter, this time alone means nothing", and flashed into the bedroom as if his feet were scalding.

Shi Yuan was extremely beautiful in his heart, this night was really rewarding and full of surprises!His brother Jiao not only remembered that he couldn't eat spicy food and was too strong to drink, but also said the word "distressed", and even agreed to live here at night!He and Brother Jiao are only a few steps apart in this ambiguous dark night!

"Brother, there will be a day when I will share the same bed with you." Shi Yuan smacked his lips contentedly, and fell asleep full of longing.

Jiao Zhe stared at the book in front of him, completely different from his mind-wandering a few days ago, and now he felt like a little fluffy rabbit in his heart. Soft and warm.

Want to taste the taste of adventure for the first time in your life?

Do you want to stop thinking so much and indulge the true emotions gushing out of your heart?

Do you want to let go of the shadows of the failed love endings and previous love tragedies around you?

Do you want to ignore the data and logic this time, and just follow the feeling?

……

What happens when you are eight years older?What about the same sex?As a doctor who has studied the Kinsey Scale (Note), I have long known that I am not purely heterosexual at level 0.

"Brother dei!" Upon hearing that it was Shi Jin, Jiao Zhe quickly flushed his face. "Looking for food? Xiao Zhao said that the restaurant has changed to a new supplier, and the posters are pasted at the gate. It is said to be good."

"Okay." Jiao Zhe nodded and closed the book.

"You've been acting weird these past few days. Mysterious smiles and mysterious sadness often appear alternately on your face. Are you in love?"

Jiao Zhe shook his head quickly: "I'm not, I didn't, don't talk nonsense."

Shi Jin breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good. Dr. Chen from the Department of Neurology wants to invite you to dinner. I see that you have been giggling a lot these past two days and I thought there was something wrong. If not, this Friday night at the Baihualin Western Restaurant at [-] o'clock."

Jiao Zhe was dumbfounded: "Brother, are you sick? I don't even know who she is, how to eat? And why do you decide this matter?"

Shijin scratched his head embarrassingly: "Didn't I lose the bet?"

Jiao Zhe raised his forehead: "Are you too busy recently? Should I tell the director to give you this issue of Tibet aid? Besides, there is no such bet!"

Shijin curled his lips: "Don't you know what's good or bad, do you know that people paid attention to you during the basketball game in the courtyard last time, and came to the emergency room to poke you secretly, why are you so puzzled! And you're going to be thirty soon Okay, shouldn't you think about beautiful love?"

Jiao Zhe kicked over: "I'm young, and even if I'm not young, I'm determined not to make do with it. Besides, I already have a beautiful love. I'm going to you on Friday night. Whoever digs it will bury it!"

Shi Jin persisted in inquiring about the whole lunch time, but did not find out who Jiao Zhe and "beautiful love" were.Jiao Zhe practiced Tai Chi with a smile on his face: "It's very good-looking, you should know him too, versatile, and much younger than me, I feel a little unworthy of him."

Shijin reasoned earnestly with his fingers: "The little one looks like a nurse, beautiful and talented... Is it Liu Meimei from the ICU? Last time you corrected her chest compressions, that little face was red and she looked shy. , obviously there is a ghost in her heart, she even came on stage and played the piano at our hospital's party last year, although I didn't understand it at all, but it's still a talent, right?"

Jiao Zhe nodded honestly: "I didn't understand either."

Shijin almost choked, and rolled his eyes while coughing: "That's Zhao Tong? Oh, ah, nurse Zhao is a high-level girl. She handed you several bottles of water in the basketball game last time. Didn't she hook up with you at that time?" , Tell me honestly!"

Jiao Zhe opened his eyes wide: "Did she hand me water? Why didn't I know? No wonder I missed several goals!"

Shi Jin was about to go crazy: "You bastard, we have been in one university and one dormitory for so many years, but we can't tell you a word of truth. I made friends carelessly and you value sex over friends!"

Jiao Zhe finished the rest of the meal: "Then my friend is going to send a WeChat message to my color, you always eat slowly~"

Hiding in the locker room, Jiao Zhe smacked his head angrily, obviously he was still hesitating before eating, why did he blurt out just now when he was provoked by Shi Jin?And when he said it, there was still a hint of pride and joy in his heart? "No, no, I just made an excuse to block those inexplicable rotten peach blossoms."

The phone vibrated, and Jiao Zhe came back to his senses, only to realize that the child had sent him almost ten messages in the morning: "Brother, I'm on patrol, it's a bit cold today, have you put on more clothes?", "I passed a pet store just now, There is a kitten so cute, it looks super like you, you also said that when we first met, you were going to see a cat, and I will raise one in the future, do you want to come and see it?", "These days I always forget to change the medicine, Brother Jiao help me."...

The last one was just posted: "Have Brother Jiao eaten? I found a new hot pot restaurant, let's try it together this weekend?"

Strangling himself to the line of inertia and going rationally, Jiao Zhe typed quickly, afraid that his brain would outpace his hands: "Today I work night shift, you can come over at any time at night."——I will treat him as my younger brother, just like a child It's not easy to blame people, but you have saved me no matter what, we can't be ungrateful, right!

"Since when did the stomach hurt?" Jiao Zhe lowered his head halfway, looking intently at the female patient.

"It's an old problem, doctor, you can just prescribe some painkillers, why are there so many problems!" The person who answered the conversation seemed to be her husband, pulling a pair of big blue cotton shoes with cracks, with a very impatient expression on his face.

Jiao Zhe shook his head: "Pain relief will cover up the symptoms and may delay the real illness. I have to figure out what is causing the pain before I can prescribe medicine." He looked up at the man: "Family?"

"Oh, how can you be so delicate?" The man avoided answering this question: "I have been sick for so many years, why is it so hard to prescribe medicine! If the pharmacy near my home is not closed, I don't even want to come!"

Jiao Zhe sat up straight: "Either you go for an examination and I'll decide what to do next after seeing the results, or you change to another hospital." He looked directly at the other party: "I can't be so irresponsible."

The man was a little annoyed, he was stunned for a few seconds, grabbed the prescription pad on the table and threw it down: "You fucking prescribe the medicine quickly! There are so many stinky problems, I'll fuck your mother!"

When he was about to fall again, his wrist was firmly clamped by another hand stretched out of nowhere: "This is the emergency room, why are you crazy?" It was Shi Yuan.

He had been here for more than half an hour, and seeing Jiao Zhe silently watching and waiting for him at the door while he was busy all the time, he couldn't stand it any longer.The uniform he didn't have time to change when he came straight after work and the cold look in Shi Yuan's eyes made the man silence, grabbed the checklist and dragged the woman away in a huff.

Note: Kinsey scale (Kinseyscale) - developed by Dr. Kinsey, an American sexologist, 0-6 represents from completely heterosexual to completely homosexual.