rose memory

Ji Qingchuan stood at the door of the ward, with emotions in his eyes rising and falling like the tide.

Many people outside the door looked back at him frequently, but Ji Qingchuan turned a blind eye.

His heart was already in the ward in front of him at this moment, he was suddenly very scared, afraid to open the door, and just like in the previous life, he saw the sick and disabled white boat.

Ji Qingchuan is now a reborn person.

He was reborn to save Bai Zhou.

In the last life, you said that you were born to meet me.

In this life, I also want to meet you, to let you meet me again.

The door was pushed open, Bai Zhou raised his head, and the moment he saw Ji Qingchuan, a flash of panic flashed in his eyes, and then he said seriously: "Why are you here?"

"Skipping class to see you."

"You can't skip class."

"How can I see you if you don't skip class." Ji Qingchuan laughed heartlessly, and only said: "When will you be well?"

Bai Zhou paused, and said without any flaws: "Wait a few days."

"No, give me a specific time." Ji Qingchuan said.

"No." Bai Zhou didn't know why Ji Qingchuan had returned to his previous appearance. He didn't look like an adult, and even acted like a baby when he was an adult.

Ji Qingchuan clung to it: "There must be."

"Okay, when do you want?" Bai Zhou coaxed.

Ji Qingchuan moved his lips and said, "Within three days."

When Shen Xing got the news of Meng Xian's going abroad, he was watering the roses in the ward.

He entrusted the nurse to buy the roses, specially selected red roses.

He couldn't see clearly, a lot of water dripped from the side of the flowerpot, he didn't let others touch it, and wiped it off bit by bit by himself.

"Shen Xing." Ji Qingchuan called Shen Xing at the door.

Shen Xing was like a machine, with a "click" sound from his neck——

Shen Xing turned his head.

He didn't move his hands properly, and sprinkled a lot of water. The sun shone on the water, and the cool wind suddenly picked up, blowing tiny ripples.

"What's wrong?" Shen Xing asked.

Ji Qingchuan couldn't bear to break Shen Xing's calm expression at the moment, so he froze and didn't speak.

Shen Xing was aware of it, surprise flashed in his cloudy eyes, and then disappeared like ashes, Ji Qingchuan refused to say, it must have nothing to do with good news.

"Is it related to Meng Xian?" Shen Xing's tone was calm, but his heart was turbulent, and the lake in his heart was on the verge of boiling.

Ji Qingchuan knew that even if he couldn't bear to say it, he could only say: "Meng Xian has gone abroad."

Shen Xing was stunned for a moment, his eyes were full of bewilderment.

After a second or two, the shower in Shen Xing's hand fell to the ground.

"What?" Shen Xing walked forward, wanted to come over and ask clearly, but his feet slipped, he stumbled unexpectedly, and got up again as if he didn't feel anything at all.

The sunlight had moved up a lot, Shen Xing felt the warmth on his face, he breathed out a mouthful of hot air, and just whispered: "He's gone..."

The person who said in his heart that he likes him is gone.

The man who said he would wait forever is gone.

"Where did he go?" Shen Xing asked.

Looking at Shen Xing's appearance, Ji Qingchuan seemed to have been sucked out of his spiritual energy, leaving only a shriveled skin.

"He won't let me talk." After Ji Qingchuan finished speaking, he really couldn't bear the atmosphere in the ward, and said, "I'm going first, take good care of myself."

The moment the door was closed, Shen Xing cast his eyes on the delicate red rose.

I still can't see clearly.

Luo Fu had been at Yuncheng Airport for half an hour, with a mobile phone in his hand, hesitating whether to call Meng Xian or not.

[Meng Xian, are you still going?That art exhibition. 】

Luo sent a message back.

The art exhibition in country M was reserved by Meng Xian five years ago. He didn't know at the time that he would make such an embarrassing decision five years later.

Meng Xian replied in seconds, probably playing with his mobile phone.

【Not going, something happened to Shen Xing. 】

Luo Fu tapped the keyboard and wanted to send something, but Meng Xian returned.

【Are you waiting for me at the airport? 】

Luo replied.

【Yes. 】

Xian: [Sorry, I can't go. 】

Luo Fu glanced at the sky outside and shook his head.

Forget it, let's go out for a stroll, the eyebrows can't be painted in vain.

Meng Xian was on his way to the Provincial People's Hospital when he replied.

He was navigating with his mobile phone, and he was not familiar with the area, so he finally arrived at the destination after walking for four or ten minutes.

He stood at the door, double-checked, took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

There was no sound from inside.

Meng Xian's left eyelid twitched, and he put his hand on the cold doorknob, and gently pulled it down.

On the white sheets, an overly thin boy was lying on his side, his eyes were closed, his brows were tightly frowned, his eyelashes were glued together, and tears were faintly discernible.

Shen Xing's breathing was chaotic, with no fixed frequency.

"Shen Xing." Meng Xian said softly.

Shen Xing did not respond.

Meng Xian could see the sunlight projected from the outside, feel the autumn wind blowing from the outside, and those objects named "Hope" that came happily.

"Shen Xing, I'm sorry, I still have a chance to be together, it may take a long time, but we still have a chance." Meng Xian turned around after speaking.

Shen Xing's voice came from behind, weak but not small, as if all the strength of the speaker was spent: "Really?"

Meng Xian turned his head stiffly.

The corners of Shen Xing's lips were slightly raised, but a pair of cloudy eyes seemed to be shining.

The wind blew up the broken hair on his forehead, and Shen Xing showed a bright smile to the blurred figure in front of him.

"real."

When Meng Xian went out, he saw Ji Qingchuan standing on the grass in the garden of the hospital, looking at him.

"You didn't go to the art exhibition this time." Ji Qingchuan said with a smile, "Actually, I should have known that everything has changed."

Meng Xian didn't answer, he knew that Ji Qingchuan still had something to say.

Ji Qingchuan looked at the bushes behind Meng Xian, and then went to another place after a while, his eyes lost focus.

"Bai Zhou can live, and you can be together." Ji Qingchuan smiled: "Look, once I came back, I changed so much."

Meng Xian nodded: "That's right."

"Shen Xing's medical examination form came out, but his paranoia is still not cured." Ji Qingchuan said.

"Take your time." Meng Xian said.

"Should I take it slowly? It's been four years, is it really not exciting?" Ji Qingchuan asked.

Meng Xian smiled: "Take your time, I have time to accompany him."

"Stay with him forever?" Ji Qingchuan said: "Half a month ago, 'I' thought that Bai Zhou and I could take our time, but now that I am one body and two souls, I know how difficult Bai Zhou's life is."

"You think it's good for Shen Xing to procrastinate like this, but you don't know that it's harmful to yourself and others."

Meng Xian smiled and said, "He's my boyfriend, not yours."

Ji Qingchuan was stunned, he never knew that Meng Xian had such a childish side.

Looking at Meng Xian's face, Ji Qingchuan said helplessly, "You can do whatever you want, and you have already broken up."

Meng Xian: "We will be together again in the future."

Chen Yao came to visit Meng Xian in the afternoon, saw the red rose on Meng Xian's table, and joked, "Who gave it to you?"

Shen Xing couldn't see clearly, and asked, "What?"

Chen Yao: "Red Rose."

"Oh." Shen Xing smiled: "I bought it myself."

Chen Yao: "..."

Shen Xing smiled happily, his eyes rolled around nimbly, and said, "Hahaha, I really bought it myself."

Chen Yao asked: "Can you go out like this?"

"I asked the nurse to buy it for me." Shen Xing said, "Actually, I'm fine, and I'll be fine in a few days."

Chen Yao looked at Shen Xing suspiciously, and said, "I feel that you are in a good mood today."

Shen Xing asked knowingly, "How do you know?"

Chen Yao said seriously: "You never stop smiling."

"Do I look good when I smile?" Shen Xing asked suddenly.

Chen Yao was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't realize that it was Shen Xing who asked this question, so he paused and said, "It looks good."

At this moment, before Shen Xing there were blurred blocks of light and shadow. He blinked, and the light and dark intermingled, just like night and day.

"Thank you." Shen Xing replied.

"My friend is not married anymore." Chen Yao said, "I came here just to talk to you, but he came out to the family."

Shen Xing: "Oh."

"Don't you think it's weird? They're all out of the closet, why aren't they together?" Chen Yao said.

"I think this is normal. It's hard to say that you like this kind of thing."

You never know when the person you like will appear, or in other words, who is around you.

Not long after Chen Yao finished walking, Ji Qingchuan and Bai Zhou came over, and Shen Xing smiled at them.

Bai Zhou froze for a moment, then looked at Ji Qingchuan.

Ji Qingchuan returned a comforting look.

"I don't understand what you are conveying, I don't know anything." Shen Xing still smiled, and his tone was calm like never before: "I only know that I still have a chance to be with Meng Xian, that's all. That's enough to make me happy."

Bai Zhou: "Sorry."

Shen Xing shook his head: "There's no need to say I'm sorry, you all have reasons for concealing things."

Bai Zhou's lips moved, but he didn't say a single word.

Ji Qingchuan was in a daze, not knowing what he thought of, and looked at Bai Zhou carefully.

There are reasons for concealment, right?

After going out, Ji Qingchuan lured Bai Zhou out intentionally or unintentionally, to the bench by the garden, Ji Qingchuan called Bai Zhou to sit down.

Bai Zhou readily agreed.

"What's the matter, tell me." Bai Zhou's eyebrows were curved, and his smile was very eye-catching. If someone looked over, the thoughtful Ji Qingchuan looked more like a patient.

Bai Zhou asked, but didn't speak anymore, and quietly waited for Ji Qingchuan to speak.

Ji Qingchuan was a little nervous, swallowed, and said: "Actually, you hid your illness from me at first, and I really hate it when you do this."

Bai Zhou froze for a moment, but didn't speak, because Ji Qingchuan didn't look like he hated himself at the moment.

"I didn't know much about human relationships before, and I really felt abandoned by you." Ji Qingchuan gritted his teeth deliberately in order to make himself look more aggressive.

Bai Zhou smiled and said, "No, I didn't abandon it."

Ji Qingchuan waved his hand: "Actually, you have abandoned it like this."

"No matter how many difficulties you have, it's considered abandonment. I'm not like Shen Xing, I can't be so magnanimous." Although Ji Qingchuan said so, his face was full of "magnanimity."

"So if something happens in the future, tell me first." Ji Qingchuan said.

Bai Zhou touched the palm of Ji Qingchuan's palm, like a feather brushed against Ji Qingchuan's heart, Ji Qingchuan froze for a moment, then turned his head to look at the culprit.

Bai Zhou clenched even tighter, he smiled and said, "Okay, report to the police first."