rose memory

There was no one in the bookstore, to be precise, there were only Shen Xing and the girl.

When Shen Xing walked over, the girl thought that he had some questions to consult, so she hurriedly shifted her eyes from the scattered books to Shen Xing, and said with a smile: "Hello!"

The girl's Mandarin was very good, and Shen Xing could understand it. He smiled at the girl and said, "Let me help you."

The girl froze for a moment, nodded and said, "Okay."

Shen Xing walked in, bent down to pick up the books, and sorted them one by one.

The girl asked, "Are you from Province C?"

Shen Xing paused, turned around and looked into the girl's eyes: "Yes, how do you know?"

Out of instinctive precautions, Shen Xing's heart was tensed, the girl's words just now were obviously tantamount to plucking on it.

"My mother said that the people in Province C are very nice." The girl obviously didn't see the defense in Shen Xing's eyes, she smiled and continued to tidy up.

"Then your mother must be a very good person." Shen Xing said.

The girl nodded: "My name is Liu Cantang, can we be friends?"

Shen Xing really wanted to say that he would stay here for a few days anyway, and leave after these few days, he really didn't want to make friends with a little sister, but that girl was indeed a good person, and he didn't want to let her down.

"My name is Shen Xing." Shen Xing said.

"Crack!" It was the sound of something falling, Shen Xing turned around, and saw a woman coming down the stairs, with curved eyebrows and a light layer of lipstick on her thin lips.

The woman just came down from the stairs, and she didn't know how to pick up something she had dropped, so she just stared at Shen Xing firmly.

Shen Xing's string was fluctuated again, he took a step back, and then he reacted and said: "Hello."

The woman looked away from Shen Xing's eyes, but moved to Shen Xing's body, her thin lips moved and said, "Hello, I am Liu Cantang's mother."

Sure enough, she heard the conversation between herself and Liu Cantang. This woman is Liu Cantang's mother, so she is the owner of this store, Shen Xing thought, but it's not difficult to guess, after all, their eyebrows and eyes really look alike Yes, it was carved out of the same mold.

Shen Xing nodded and was about to turn around and reorganize the bookshelves, when the woman suddenly said: "Can you stay with my daughter for a while, she usually doesn't have many friends."

Shen Xing looked at Liu Cantang when he heard the words, it was a strange thing for such a cheerful and optimistic child to have no friends.

But Shen Xing did not refuse, he said: "Okay."

After Shen Xing tidied up the bookshelf, he sat with Liu Cantang at the place where he started to sit. He found out that Liu Cantang happened to be his 15th birthday today, and he said happy birthday to the other party, who then laughed.

During this period, Liu Cantang's mother kept staring at them, but more eyes were given to Shen Xing.

Shen Xing realized that Liu Cantang's mother had a strange attitude towards him, her eyes were too straightforward, she didn't look like a stranger who just met.

His intuition told him that he shouldn't stay longer, but Liu Cantang seemed to like him very much, and he babbled a lot, Shen Xing could only listen patiently.

About an hour later, it was already dusk, and he could already see the orange light on the street outside through the glass. Just as Shen Xing was about to get up, Liu Cantang's mother came over suddenly and said, "Xiao Xing."

When Shen Xing stood up and was with the other party, he could see the faint fine lines around the corners of the other party's eyes, and at this age there were only fine lines, and it seemed that they were well maintained, but time doesn't wait for anyone, no matter if they are beautiful or not.

He would pay special attention to the other person's face, just because he felt strange about his own reaction. It stands to reason that Shen Xing thought he was not interested in familiarity, if any other person said that "Xiao Xing", he would be Goosebumps were coming up all over his body, but he didn't feel any disgust at the moment he was shocked except for his inner shock.

This made him have to look at that person again.

Shen Xing didn't feel that he had a certain affection for this woman, after all, she was old enough to be his mother.

Shen Xingdao: "What's the matter?" He said and walked out calmly, as if he was going to leave soon.

Seeing him like this, the woman seemed to swallow her words and said, "Thank you today, can you come more often in the future?"

I'm afraid it won't work.

Shen Xing thought about it, but he didn't say the words of rejection directly, he was vague: "It depends on the situation."

Shen Xing continued: "Xiaotang is very cute, he is a very good child."

The woman smiled and hummed.

Shen Xing didn't know what was going on, the woman seemed to have thousands of words in her eyes, but she just held back and refused to speak, but it could not be ruled out that he was being sentimental, so Shen Xing said goodbye and left.

When he returned to the hotel, it was completely dark. For some reason, Song Yuan was not there when he returned. After he washed up, the other party was still gone.

Shen Xing didn't care, and at about 10:30, he turned off the lights.

He couldn't sleep when there was a light on, and he didn't want to be wronged to leave the light on for someone, let alone someone he hated.

He woke up in the middle of the night. In his dream, he saw a sea of ​​roses stretching everywhere as far as he could see. Those roses were extremely tall, and each one grew to his chest. He gently raised his hand and touched one, The flower suddenly withered and fell to the branches and turned into fly ash.

Shen Xing frowned, he hastily raised his hand again...

It fell again.

He looked up at the sky in the distance, in the blue sky, a golden full moon was born out of thin air in the daytime!

A figure suddenly appeared in front of him. The man was looking up at the moon, with a tall and straight figure, slightly curly hair, and a pen in his hand.

That's his brother.

Tears welled up in Shen Xing's eyes suddenly, soaking his dry heart in an instant.

Shen Xing wanted to make a sound but it seemed that something had strangled his throat. There was only a whimpering sound, so he had no choice but to walk over. However, he found that every step he took, the flowers around him were gradually withering, and each one made people panic.

But he endured the panic and walked over step by step, but the moment he raised his hand, his brother's figure disappeared into thin air, and at the same time, the sea of ​​flowers around him also disappeared without a trace.

Shen Xing woke up from the dream, he didn't know what the dream meant, it wasn't a memory, it was a phantom created by his thoughts, but why was it such a phantom?

Shen Xing wiped the tears off his face, got up to wash up, Song Yuan also woke up, looked at him and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Shen Xing replied: "It's fine."

Shen Xing actually didn't really want to go back to this person, but he was dizzy from the moment he got up, and he, who was used to being polite to people, didn't react for a moment.

Only after the cold water washed over did I wake up a lot.

He has never seen that sea of ​​flowers before, dreams will be woven according to reality, and that sea of ​​flowers most likely does not exist at all.

There is also no brother standing in the sea of ​​flowers.

Three days passed and the competition ended, Shen Xing decided to take a look at Liu Cantang before leaving.

Liu Cantang's hairstyle hasn't changed, her black hair is still untied, she is sitting upright in the previous seat, and she is writing something with her head down.

When Shen walked closer, he realized that the other party was painting.

The painting is not good, and it cannot be compared with the artist, but it is better than the natural and pure, and the brushstrokes have a special charm.

From the corner of her eye, she saw Shen Xing standing in front of him, raised his head and smiled, his long eyelashes trembled, like two butterfly wings, and at the same time, two small dimples were exposed.

Shen Xing returned a smile, and Liu Cantang blushed.

They chatted for a while, and Liu Cantang reluctantly pulled Shen Xing to let him go when they were saying goodbye, but it was Liu Cantang's mother who persuaded him:

"Forget it Tangtang, brother has to go back to his home and go to school."

Liu Cantang nodded ignorantly.

After Shen Xing went through this, he could probably see that Liu Cantang might have some intellectual problems. He smiled slightly, and his whole body exuded an unprecedented gentleness: "Bye bye, Tangtang!"

Liu Cantang hesitated for a moment, then waved his hand reluctantly.

He just went out, walked about 100 meters, and ran into Song Yuan head-on.

Song Yuan leaned against a sycamore tree that was hugged by two people. Judging from his appearance, he must have been waiting for a long time.

As Shen walked closer, Song Yuan said, "Did you see it?"

Shen Xing asked: "What?"

"Your mother, Shen Chun." Song Yuan said, "She is doing well now and has a daughter."

Shen Xing froze in place, was Liu Cantang's mother his mother?

Shen Xing didn't speak, and went straight past Song Yuan, suppressing the soreness in his throat, forced out a sentence from between his lips and teeth: "It has nothing to do with you."

Shen Xing returned to the room, his nose could not help but feel sore.

Doesn't his mother even have the courage to recognize him?Obviously heard his name, do you still suspect the same name and surname?

There was no obstacle for him to leave, and the chance of being abandoned again was still so uncomfortable.

At this moment, his phone vibrated, and he opened it to see that it was a WeChat message from Meng Xian.

Xian: [I celebrated my birthday three days ago, and you didn't come, so let me show you the pictures I drew. 】

Shen Xing didn't reply, he waited for Meng Xian's picture to come over.

But there was no movement for a long time, and another one came after a while.

Leisurely: [The camera of the mobile phone seems to be broken, come back today and check for yourself. 】

The purpose is too obvious.

Shen Xing smiled, and typed: 【Want to visit your house? 】

There was silence for a long time, Shen Xing guessed that Meng Xian might have left for something.

But the real situation is that Meng Xian stared at that sentence for a long time, unable to recover.

Shen Xing poured a glass of water and looked back.

Leisure: [Yes, welcome anytime. 】

Shen Xing: 【Where is your home?Send me a location? 】

Meng Xian sent a location in seconds.

Shen Xing stared at the little spot and smiled, he thought everyone had abandoned him, Meng Xian stood beside him, like a spring breeze breaking through the frozen ground, he heard Meng Xian shout loudly: "Come here!"

Xian: 【Are you coming today?There is also a sea of ​​yellow roses in my yard, which is very beautiful. 】

Shen Xing's hands froze.

Sea of ​​yellow roses...

Shen Xing's eyes were dim and unclear. He glanced at the blue-gray sky and felt that it was going to be cloudy and pouring rain in the next moment, but he replied: 【I'm going today. 】