Yesterday is not today

04

"Brother! Try this! It's delicious!"

"Brother! Let me show you the daisies I planted, okay?"

"Brother! Let's go to the movies this afternoon, shall we? Doraemon has released a new theatrical version!"

"elder brother......"

If Yan Chengli hadn't personally told him that Gu Yuan really had kidney failure, Ajiu would really have thought that Gu Yuan was just an adolescent with too much energy.

But what Yan Chengli thought was, is this really my brother?right?Is it really Gu Yuan who is so lively and mischievous? !I'm afraid it's not a ghost?

"Please, Xiaoyuan, let your brother sleep for a while, your brother will soon die from lack of sleep." Ah Jiu pulled the quilt desperately trying to cover her face, but the same hand did not move. Keep pulling his quilt, it is bound to pull him out of bed.

"What time is it? The sun is so high! Brother, your schedule is too unhealthy, what time did you go to bed last night?" Gu Yuan pulled the quilt with great enthusiasm.

"..." Ajiu, who suffered from occupational sequelae and didn't sleep all night, fell asleep at six o'clock in the morning, said that she had nothing to love in life.

"Brother, you eat this." Gu Yuan watched happily as Ajiu ate the breakfast (Chinese food) he spooned for Ajiu.

Yan Chengli raised his eyebrows: "Xiao Yuan, since you have a real brother, have you forgotten my 'wild' brother?"

"Brother, you eat too!" Gu Yuan gave Yan Chengli another spoonful.

Yan Chengming immediately yelled: "Ah! This is not fair! This is not fair! I am the only one who does not."

"Come on, Yan Chengming, you have hands and feet, if you want to eat, can you make it yourself?" Gu Yuan just rolled his eyes at him.

"Wooooow, Xiaoyuan, you are good or bad." Yan Chengming made an aggrieved expression.

With such a happy scene, Ah Jiu was eating breakfast seriously, and couldn't help but think: If, just if, how good it would be if I were one of them?If I was also...is it today, I can sit here frankly and enjoy such happiness.

At this moment, something happened suddenly, Gu Yuan clutched his stomach and fell off the dining table, and began to vomit.

All the rich, delicious food that he ate just now was spit out, and the ground was covered with filth, while Gu Yuan was tearing up, with tears and snot all over his face, and a lot of filth stained his pajamas.

However, in less than a minute, a young man who was cute and loved by everyone turned into this appearance, as if he was about to leave the world in an unbearable moment.

"Cheng Ming, call Xu Shaoling quickly." Yan Chengli didn't care about the filth all over his body, he hugged Gu Yuan's upper body with one hand, making him in a comfortable state to vomit, and put the other hand on his back Slightly patted, with a warm voice in his mouth: "Take your time, don't worry, it will be fine if you spit it out, and you will be fine if you spit it out." I don't know who I am comforting.

With great difficulty, Gu Yuan caught the moment, and firmly grasped Yan Chengli's sleeve: "Don't, my brother, don't look."

Followed by another hard vomit.

Yan Chengli glanced coldly at Ah Jiu who was standing on the side stupidly, without saying anything, he continued to lower his head and pat Gu Yuan's back lightly.

After Yan Chengming made the phone call, he hurriedly took the medicine and fed it to Gu Yuan, but Hui Huiyuan was still vomiting, and he didn't dare to give the medicine to Gu Yuan, for fear that he would vomit it too, so he could only stand aside in a hurry, watching helplessly. Seeing Gu Yuan suffer, his eyes turned red.

Only Yan Chengli said calmly: "Go get the needle and inject the medicine into him."

Only then did Yan Chengming come to his senses, and slapped himself on the head: "Look at my brain, it's a pile of shit at critical times."

And Ajiu is the only one who is outside the world.

It's not that he wants to be out of the world, it's just that he doesn't know what he can do. All the things that his brother should do have been done, so he can only stand by.

Watching Gu Yuan vomit, watching him being injected with such a thick tube of unknown potion, watching Gu Yuan calm down, watching Yan Chengli change Gu Yuan into clean pajamas, hugging him to sleep on the bed, watching His brother fell asleep.

He can only watch.

But no one looked at him.

He followed everyone around like a ghost, even the doctor named Xu Shaoling came. He did a series of examinations for Gu Yuan, prescribed a series of medicines, and finally left with the operation box. The whole process did not give him a look.

It seems that this person who looks exactly like Gu Yuan is just a shadow of Gu Yuan.

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"Are you awake?" Ajiu leaned in front of Gu Yuan.

When Gu Yuan opened his eyes, he saw a face exactly like his own, and he didn't recover for a while.

"Pfft, I don't know my brother anymore?" Ajiu chuckled lightly.

"Ah! Brother!" Gu Yuan said as he was about to sit up.

Ajiu stopped him and shook the hospital bed. This was a bed with the same structure as the hospital bed. Not only that, but also this room. There were quite a lot of general equipment that should be in the hospital.

This is a sick room.

"Hahaha," Gu Yuan laughed dryly; said twice: "Well, I ate too much today and threw up a few mouthfuls, hehehe, my stomach is not very good, really, I just vomit easily after eating too much, it will be fine in two days gone."

"Yeah." Ajiu also sat on the hospital bed; "Go over there, it's crowded to death."

"You have to come up even though you know it's crowded." Gu Yuan complained in a low voice, but his body still obediently moved to the side, and shrank back beside Ajiu as if he was afraid of the cold.

"How long have you been throwing up like this?" Ajiu still stopped Gu Yuan's shoulder.

"......"

"Ok?"

"It's been a long time."

"When did you find out?"

"......I do not remember."

"Hey," Ajiu tapped Gu Yuan's forehead lightly, hating iron for being weak: "You are so confused, you still don't care about your illness."

"Isn't it more difficult to count the days?" Gu Yuan felt a little sleepy again: "Brother, I'm so sleepy."

"Xiaoyuan, brother wants to live with you, do you agree?"

"Okay, of course, brother, we will live a good life." Gu Yuan comforted Ajiu, he knew that his brother might be scared by him, although Gu Yuan knew that Ajiu must know him the night they first met. Ajiu is sick, but Ajiu must be at a loss to see himself sick so intuitively.

"My brother will lend you one of your kidneys, shall we live together?" Ajiu said softly, as simple as saying that we will have breakfast together tomorrow.

"Okay... what... what?" Gu Yuan woke up suddenly: "No! Absolutely not!" He struggled to get up.

Ah Jiu hugged her so tightly that the weak Gu Yuan couldn't break free at all: "Xiao Yuan, good boy, wouldn't it be good to live with brother?"

"No, I don't want, brother." Gu Yuan's tears flowed down, he sobbed and said: "I will get better, I don't need my brother to give me a kidney, I will get better."

"Xiaoyuan, do you know why mom and dad didn't survive the car accident." Ajiu said, "Dad was in the driver's seat, and he died on the spot due to his injuries, but mom could have survived."

Ajiu wiped away Gu Yuan's tears with her hand, but after a while, Gu Yuan's tears flowed all over her cheeks again.

"But mom still died because of excessive blood loss." Ajiu said slowly: "Mom's blood type is too rare, and your blood type is the same as mine."

Ajiu stared into his younger brother's eyes, his younger brother's eyes were as beautiful as stars: "It's as rare as my mother."

"Do you understand? Xiaoyuan, if we wait for a donation, we may not be able to wait for a lifetime."

Gu Yuan shrank into Ajiu's arms and said sullenly: "But I don't want my brother to do it for me... These are not nails, they can grow back if they fall off. If you lose a kidney, it won't As healthy as it is now."

Ajiu said: "But we can all live this way, can't we? If your health is -1 and mine is 1, we add up to 0, and 0 is the beginning. We can live from 0 to the end, Is not it good?"

"You earn a lot of money as a great painter, brother spends your money at home and enjoys it." Ajiu changed the topic while talking.

"Pfft," Gu Yuan raised his head from Ajiu's embrace, "So you have a good plan to be our family's rice bug in the future!"

"That's not true," Ajiu blinked, very confidently: "Do you think it's okay?"

"What if I still can't say it well?" Gu Yuan's eyes showed refusal, this was the first time he showed refusal in front of Ajiu.

"Then you let your brother watch you die, and then be alone in the world?"

"But you can live in good health."

"Even alone?"

"You can get married! You can have children! You can have your own new family." Gu Yuan wrung his fingers stubbornly: "You will have a grandson, who also belongs to our old Gu family."

"Hehe," the younger brother is so cute, he leaned into Gu Yuan's ear, and said secretly, "But I like men, if you let go of it, our old Gu family will never be seen again."

"Yeah, do you like men?" Gu Yuan nodded, "You like...what do you like?"

Yuanyuan's big eyes suddenly opened wider, and he grabbed Ajiu's hand: "You! What are you?!"

"I like men, and I'm the one below." Ajiu let him hold her hand, and even held him in reverse: "What's wrong? Does Xiaoyuan hate homosexuality?"

"Ah?? Ah?? No..." Gu Yuan was frightened and didn't know what to say for a while.

"So, Xiao Yuan, if you leave me alone, I will die alone forever." Ajiu felt aggrieved.

"But...but..." Gu Yuan felt his throat was so dry that he couldn't speak.

"Sleep first, Xiaoyuan, let's talk about it tomorrow." Ajiu pulled the quilt for him considerately, pretending to want him to sleep.

But, brother, I was so scared that I couldn't sleep, what should I do...