Yesterday is not today

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Then he really likes this younger brother named "Gu Gu", every day, every day, he wants to look for him.

When Gu Gu's brother recovers, Gu Gu will not come here to wait for his brother anymore, but it doesn't matter, he can go to him.

So it became that he walked through the streets for 10 minutes every day, from Xinjie to Laojie, talking with him and giving him candy, just to talk for more than ten minutes, or to watch him eat candy, and then he wore After two 10 minutes of the street back home.

Before dark, in order to see him, he even sacrificed his nap time to practice the piano, so that he could meet his "Gu Gu" again in the winter when the night was getting longer and the sun was setting.

And then, and then his parents' business is getting better and better, and they will leave this place soon, but Yan Chengli did something unexpected to his parents. Before boarding the plane, he slipped back to the orphanage. That day, He gave Gu Gu his favorite badge and said to him: Gu Gu, I want you to be my younger brother.

Yan Chengli, who was finally found after his strict father and strict mother called the police, went on a hunger strike for another three days. Finally, Gu Gu will become their younger brother. Unfortunately, there is only Gu Gu, Gu Gu's elder brother, he can't do anything.

He originally wanted to tell Gu Gu the good news, but he was too tired, he ran away and went on a hunger strike, so this matter could only be left to his parents.

He said: "Gu Gu's surname is Gu. He also has an older brother. He is a younger brother. He is very good-looking, with bright black eyes and a bright smile."

So Gu Gu came to his home, Gu Gu came with a fever, he seemed to forget himself after waking up, but it didn't matter, as long as he remembered, as long as he was by his side.

Although he no longer loves sweets, no longer calls him Brother Yan, no longer smiles brightly like the morning sun, and no longer likes to talk.

He also finally got to know this stubborn and somewhat shy younger brother, Gu Gu who is emotionally restrained but calls for his brother all day long.

His name is Gu Yuan, so he called him Xiao Yuan.

Dreaming again... so long ago.

Why didn't my childhood self know how to doubt?There are obviously so many opportunities that can be redeemed.

But he didn't catch them.

Ah Jiu is Gu Gu, Ah Jiu is... his Gu Gu.

But he made him suffer so much.

He let him struggle in the mire, seeking life under the man.

He also humiliated him and called him...dirty.

He forced Ah Jiu to give the kidney to Xiao Yuan. On the day of the operation, he was alone in the operating room. What was he thinking while he was under anesthesia?

He never even carefully adjusted his weak body after surgery, what else did he do?

In addition to constantly sarcasm and poking at his wounds sharply, it also...forced him.

At his home, the home where he wanted Gu Gu to live happily, Gu Gu lost his last trust in him.

what did I do?

Only then did Yan Chengli know that it turned out that the pain was too extreme to cry, and the regret to the extreme was too great to scream.

He let out a suppressed growl of pain, other than that, he didn't know how to vent the pain.

I'm so sorry...

I used to watch him struggle so coldly.

I watched indifferently as he was hurt by everyone.

Everyone he knows and does not know, including himself, can hurt him.

His body, his soul, was broken.

I regret it so much, why did I lend you to someone else?

I'm so sorry, why did you have the operation?

I would rather give my kidney to Xiaoyuan?I don't want you to be hurt either.

You recognized me that day, right?

That day, the day we met again, your reaction was so strange, you were excited and a little scared.

I should have found out, you smiled so obviously, my heart was moved again at that moment, you know?

My emotions are totally out of my control, as long as you smile like that, I feel blessed to my heart.

But I'm damned someone who's so selfish that I give up trusting my intuition.I told you not to laugh like that.

You are sad, aren't you?I can feel it.

I say that, you're sad, you don't smile like that anymore.

I feel disappointed again, I want to see your smile, if you smile like that again, I can't help but kiss you.

I kissed you, I'm already in love with you, have you noticed?Ah Jiu.

As long as you smile, I can't hold it anymore.

Even though I thought Xiao Yuan was you, I never made a move on him, and I never had any desire for him from the bottom of my heart.

But you just look at me, you stare at me with your eyes, and I want to take you into my arms.

why?

Why did I wait until today to understand who I love?

How stupid and arrogant, selfish and cruel I am.

I ruined you and our love.

You didn't tell me because you were afraid that I wouldn't believe you, right?

Or are you afraid that if I know the truth, I will fall into such pain?

Then why did you give the badge to Xiao Yuan?

I really don't understand you, Ajiu, I really don't understand.

He thought over and over, asked himself over and over again, and wanted the answer over and over again.

He tortured himself, but could do nothing.

Because, Gu Jiu had already disappeared in his palm.

disappeared into his world.

They had grown up together, and he knew he was "walking in the dark" and that his life was not easy, but they still grew up.

Now they have separated, briefly together, they separated again.

He didn't keep his promise, but he kept his promise.

"Gu Gu, I want you to be my younger brother and make you happy every day."

"Really? Well, if we can live together one day, I'll help you realize all your dreams."

What was his dream when they were together?

——You donate your kidney to Xiaoyuan, as long as he lives in good health, I will give you freedom.

--it is good.

He said, good.

The night is still long, and it comes every day.

The author has something to say: Is it bloody enough?Just ask everyone if you have enough blood?Very good, I like it.It will only be more bloody in the future ~ speed up!