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Qiao Zhi stared at himself in the mirror for a while, admit defeat, dried his hair, and went back to the room to cover up the red mark with powder, but the collarbone always felt wrong, as if something was stuck to it Yes, she kept looking there because she was hooked, and she was annoyed, so she simply put on a knitted gown to keep out of sight.

In the living room on the first floor, Qiu Shui just came back from bringing food next door. Seeing her come down, he greeted her, "Come and eat."

Qiao Zhi looked behind her and asked, "Where are the others?"

Qiu Shui said: "We all eat in the courtyard of Uncle Chen's house. I'm afraid you don't like crowds, so I brought the food over."

Qiao Zhi said "Oh", a little embarrassed, feeling like she was being special, but compared to having dinner with a lot of strangers, it's more comfortable just the two of them.

Qiu Shui opened the chair for her, waited for her to sit down, then handed her the chopsticks in his hand, and said by the way: "Besides, it's rare for us to be alone, we should cherish our time, they all understand."

Yan Bi even patted her on the shoulder.

Qiao Zhi waited for her to sit down opposite her, then put down her chopsticks and said seriously, "Comrade Zhuang Qiushui, I must tell you seriously, you can no longer conduct surprise attacks like you did just now."

Qiu Shui was stunned by her stern look, then lowered his head and took a big mouthful of rice, then he responded wholeheartedly, seeing her delay in moving his chopsticks, he greeted, "Eat quickly, aren't you hungry?"

Qiao Zhi hesitantly picked up a piece of meat with chopsticks and fed it into her mouth. Looking at her face, she felt... a little unhappy.

Did you speak seriously just now?Qiao Zhi felt a little apprehensive.

"That..." She hesitated to speak.

"Huh?" Qiu Shui looked at her.

Qiao Zhi was cruel, and said, "It's not that I won't let you...I, just...you will scare me."

A sentence that was omitted by her was specious, but the meaning expressed was more meaningful.

Qiu Shui forcibly frowned to hold back a smile, nodded, and said solemnly: "Understood, don't worry, it won't happen in the future."

Qiao Zhi: "..."

Why is her IQ still like a bad light bulb, it turns on and off?

This should have been a very warm dinner, Qiao Zhi thought.Maybe they will take this opportunity to talk about some topics, including but not limited to their feelings for each other, the future of the two of them, etc... However, who would have thought that a good meal would suddenly turn into a group meal?

The more Qiao Zhi ate, the more he lost his appetite, and his hands almost became mechanical movements.

After eating, Qiu Shui wiped his mouth with a tissue and looked at her and said, "I still have some work to do. If you don't want to sleep after eating, you can go shopping. If you are afraid of getting lost, ask Guoguo to accompany you. Of course, Rest early when you feel tired."

Qiao Zhi stared at the rice bowl and replied without energy.She felt that the other party did it on purpose, but she couldn't tell where it was on purpose, so she felt that she felt uncomfortable seeing her like this, and seemed to be stuffy.

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The village in front of me is more lively after nightfall than during the daytime. The doors of every house are wide open, and people sit alone or in groups under the big trees to enjoy the cool and eat fruits. Almost everyone needs a cattail fan— —It is perfect for fanning away mosquitoes.

The mountain wind at night is very cool, and people are still a little shivering when it blows suddenly.Qiao Zhi was afraid that Guoguo would be busy, so she went out by herself and walked around.

In the past, I didn't feel that time was slow in the city, but when I came to this place where information is blocked suddenly, I felt that the time was long and there was nothing to kill.She is a person who is used to a fast-paced life, and suddenly there is nothing to do at hand, and she feels a little empty in her heart, not knowing how to pass the time.

Qiao Zhi walked from the east end of the village to the west end, and lost her way for a while. She felt that it took a lot of time, but when she walked back again, she found that it didn't even take her an hour to get out.

She went back to the house dejectedly, and lay on the bed for a while, when she was about to fall asleep in a daze, suddenly a thunderbolt fell on her ear, she woke up instantly, and sat up from the bed.

The window of her room was not closed, the wind came in violently from the outside, and the blown curtains bulged.Qiao Zhi got up and walked to the window, and when she stretched out her hand to pull the window handle, she saw a torn silver-white lightning flashing down halfway up the distant mountain peak, and not long after, a muffled thunder rumbled across the sky. She passed by her ear, and saw a large cloud gradually migrating from a distance, dark and heavy, with a strong smell of rain in the wind.

Why did it suddenly rain?

She sat by the bed blankly, thinking about this question for a long time, but there was no answer.

Time is the most cost-effective thing, and the least cost-effective thing.She waited quietly for the arrival of the torrential rain. Finally, the sound of the rain resounded swiftly and rapidly in the mountains, and the glass windows were knocked to make a dull and straight "click". She took off the knitted gown , rolled into the bed.

The sound of rain made the world quiet.

Qiao Zhi tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, her mind seemed blank, but in fact it was blocked with thousands of thoughts.She may know how to negotiate a deal with the least cost, but she really doesn't know how to get a relationship?To this day, she is not even sure whether Qiushui's feelings for her are still the same as they were five years ago?

The other party's sudden love words and small gestures made her feel happy and nervous, but at the same time, the other party's sudden indifference and alienation also made her feel uneasy and want to retreat.

It's not that she doesn't know the truth that no one has an obligation to wait for someone, that's why she's afraid, afraid that once she makes up her mind to take that step, the other party will suddenly regret it and quit this protracted sad thing.

Qiao Zhi was entangled and full of heartache, and she thought earnestly and sadly in her heart that she shouldn't have come this time, but now it's all right, she's being played around by others, and she still doesn't know what to do.

She took out her phone, hid it under the quilt, flipped through it, and finally stopped at the page for sending text messages.

Be brave, Comrade Joe, please, be brave.

After Qiao Zhi finished cheering herself up, she quickly edited and sent the text message with a heart full of disappointment in advance.And then there is the wait, the long wait.Ten seconds passed, 30 seconds, 1 minute, 5 minutes, 10 minutes... Qiao Zhi suddenly turned off the phone and stuffed it under the pillow, then lay flat and took a deep breath——

Don't think, don't think, don't think...

However, the heavier the urging voice in her heart, the more sour the corners of her eyes became.The disappointment that was originally filled was actually a fluke. She wanted to set the landing point in advance, in case the expectation was not what she thought, but she did not expect that the fake disappointment became true in an instant, and the landing point set in advance did not work. , She literally fell layer by layer, straight into the abyss.

It's been so long, as long as you haven't fallen asleep, why should you see the text message?No, do you not want to return?Or did you leave her alone on purpose?

When Qiao Zhi rarely tortured herself like this, she scolded herself in her heart that she deserved it, and at the same time thought savagely, "If it doesn't work, I will pull it down. I will pack my luggage and go back to Beijing tomorrow morning, and I will never play with you again."

The sound of the rain outside the window was getting heavier, Qiao Zhi felt dizzy and sulking, and finally heard the intermittent knocking on the door.She sat up from the bed in a hurry, her heart rate soared to 140 in an instant, and she felt that the person outside the door was Qiushui, but she was afraid that she had guessed wrong, so she asked hesitantly: "Who is it?"

The knocking on the door stopped, and Qiu Shui's voice came through the door.

Qiao Zhi raised the corners of her mouth subconsciously, quickly got out of bed and walked to the door, took a breath, and opened the door.

She held the door open half a person's width apart, still angry in her heart, and said angrily, "What are you doing here?"

Qiu Shui tilted his head in doubt, shook the phone at her, and smiled: "Didn't you say you wanted to find me?"

Qiao Zhi got angry when she saw her appearance, thinking that she had imitated the outsiders badly, she was phony and not honest at all.

"I was looking for you 10 minutes ago, but I'm gone now." She turned her face away.

Qiu Shui suddenly took a step towards the door, and Qiao Zhi blocked the door with nervous "hey" twice, and said anxiously, "You still want to force your way in if you don't reply to my message?"

Qiu Shui stared at her for a few seconds, then suddenly called up the call history of the mobile phone to show her: "Just now I was on the phone with the editor of the publishing house and talked about some work matters. I didn't see your message until I hung up the phone , I’ll come up to find you right away.”

Qiao childishly glanced at the phone, and found that what she said was true, most of the anger in her heart disappeared instantly, but because of affection, she didn't know how to find an excuse to let her in.

Seeing her awkward look, Qiushui felt as clear as a mirror in his heart, and immediately handed her a step and said, "I was wrong, it was all my fault, I shouldn't have made you wait so long, I definitely didn't go down." It's time." With a smile in her eyes, she pushed the door open little by little with her hand, and leaned forward. "But you can wait for me once in a while, I'm really, really happy."

The door was closed from the inside.

In the darkness of the room, the storm was blocked out of the window, the atmosphere gradually warmed up as the eyes met each other, and countless ambiguous factors and sparks were generated in the air.Qiao Zhi met her gaze, and for some reason, her breathing became short of breath, and her soft chest uncontrollably rose and fell violently. It was obvious that the two of them hadn't done anything yet, and she felt that she could hardly breathe.

Qiu Shui looked at her, and the frenzy that was suppressed in her eyes faintly emerged. She barely restrained her voice and asked in a low voice: "You said you need to find me, what is it?"

Qiao Zhi couldn't avoid being watched by her, as soon as she looked away, she couldn't help but turn her head to meet him again.She clenched the hem of the skirt with both hands, and found her own voice amidst the rapid beating of her heart: "I want to..."

"You think?" Qiu Shui suddenly approached, and Qiao Zhi backed away in a daze.

"We...I..."

"Us?" Qiu Shui repeated her words.

Qiao Zhi was forced to retreat irresolutely, leaning her back against the closet, a tear suddenly rolled out of the corner of her eye.

Qiu Shui put his forehead against hers, touched her waist with his hands, and hugged her, his voice was soft and unbelievable: "Sister, why are you crying?"

"Don't call me sister." Qiao Zhi choked up uncontrollably.

Qiu Shui tilted his head and kissed the corner of her eyes, bit by bit, sucked away her hot tears, and comforted her with his lips very preciously.

"Why are you crying?" she asked again.

Qiao Zhi shook her head, grabbed the hem of her clothes with both hands, her eyes showed longing and pain: "I don't know...Qiu'er, tell me, do you still...love me?" face, "Don't lie to me, and don't joke with me anymore, tell the truth."

"What about you?" Qiu Shui looked at her quietly, "Do you love me?"

Qiao Zhi shook her hand holding her cheek.

Qiu Shui held her hand down, and looked close to her: "Do you know what I want? I want you to love me, to kiss me and hug me. Sister, do you love me?"

As the words fell, a tear fell silently on Qiao Zhi's cheek, breaking the crumbling string in her heart.

Qiao Zhi reached out to wipe away her tears, held her head preciously, and kissed her forehead, eyes, nose, and lips.Just like what Qiushui did to her when the two separated five years ago.

"I love you, Qiu'er. I love you." She washed her tears away, and her face was wrinkled from crying, "You have been away for five years, and I have been running away for five years. I hate myself for treating you Shaken, I hate you for falling in love with me, I also hate myself, I hate myself... I shouldn't fall in love with you... Any relationship is my catastrophe, I can't pass your level."

"Shhh." Qiu Shui stopped her nonsense, she struggled and hesitated, she kissed her mouth, licked and bit fiercely, and called her name loudly, "Ah Zhi, Ah!" Juvenile..."

Qiao Zhi couldn't refuse, so she could only choose to sink with her.She was out of breath, clutching her back in pain and joy, and when Qiushui was finally willing to let her go, the caressing nature of women in love forced her to ask: "What about you? Do you still love me? Or do you hate me?" I?"

"I hate that you don't love me." Qiu Shui buried his head and sucked hard on her neck, like a beast that had been hungry for many days and finally had a delicious meal, he let out a sigh of relief satisfied.She took her to the bedside and fell down, buried her head on her shoulder and sniffed, licked, and sucked insatiably, the more she got, the more she was not enough...

The storm finally subsided, and the moon quietly emerged from behind the dark clouds. In the cold light, the woman's body was as white as a glistening shell, and the two of them were surrounded by a sea-like deep tide of emotion.

Qiu Shui covered her body, sucked the tip of her ear, and sighed in her ear like a raving: "Sister Qiao, all living beings are suffering, but let's live a sweeter life."

"it is good……"

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The author has something to say: Sorry for being late, the third volume is over.

In fact, when Qiao and Qiu are together, the book is almost finished. There is nothing to write, and the rest is to wrap up.You can talk about it in the comment area, what else do you want to see, I will write the extra episode.

I wrote "Dark River" in the summer, and when I was halfway through writing, I felt like "what the hell is this writing?" born.When it came to "Nian Zhi", I rolled up my sleeves and swear, thinking, this time I must have a complete shame!It turns out that the oath I uttered is used to overthrow it... Indeed, my personal emotional ups and downs have affected the rhythm of this book. I have listened to all pertinent opinions and thank you for your hard work. so dark...

Well, I feel like I wrote the postscript in advance.