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The matter of going to the French public school is so over, except for walking in the school and looking at him more, Qiushui's life is no different than before.

Moon couldn't stand her being so pure-hearted and ascetic, at first she chased her all day long asking why, and tried to persuade her not to be impulsive, but later she found that she couldn't be persuaded, so she stopped nagging for a while.

When he was free, Qiu Shui began to seriously think about another matter - about how to make Qiao Zhi understand her heart.

This matter has been on her mind all day long, and in her perception, its difficulty has almost surpassed every exam in her life.

She was ignorant when she was young, she only had that one person in her eyes, but she didn't understand why?When I grew up a little bit, I began to know about sex, but because of my identity and gender, I forced myself to keep silent, and I could only bury all my feelings in my heart.

But everyone has desires, either for money, rights, or lofty ambitions, but for her, it is for a person, a person who is close in front of her eyes but far away in the sky.

Although she studies literature, she is a very rational person in her bones.

Qiu Shui knew in his heart that Qiao Zhi had feelings for her. Although this feeling was far from what she wanted, at least the other party had her in his heart, and it was very important.

This is her only bargaining chip.

She thought about it day and night, and let herself sink in the river of desire. Sometimes she felt that she was sinful and unforgivable;

In her senior year, she had little homework. Apart from dealing with school affairs and submitting social articles to magazines on time, she spent the rest of her time on Qiao Zhi.Her wishful thinking was well planned, she thought, even if Qiao Zhi couldn't fall in love with her overnight, at the very least, she should first increase her weight in her heart, and it would be best if she couldn't leave her. open yourself.

Based on this plan, Qiu Shui began to frequently appear beside Qiao Zhi intentionally or unintentionally.

In terms of life, needless to say, three meals a day, as long as Qiao Zhi is not on a business trip, even if she is too busy to go home to eat, Qiushui will deliver the meals to her desk in the company on time, every week. With heavy samples.And no matter how often Qiao Zhi comes home late at night, as soon as she always opens the door, she will be seen sitting on the sofa with a book in her hands. When she sees her back, she doesn't say much, so she goes to the kitchen to warm her a cup of milk and ask her to go to bed before going to bed. Remember to drink it, and then went back to the bedroom to sleep with the book in between, so that Qiao Zhi didn't even have the chance to say "don't wait" to her.

Qiu Shui did a lot of such "little" things.

She is like a very patient general, she is not in a hurry to move forward, but slowly, bit by bit, eat away at the opponent's life.

This is actually a very stupid way, but she has no choice, even if she has deep feelings like the sea in her heart, she still only dares to let Qiao Zhi see a stream, a mountain spring.

She was afraid of scaring her.

It is difficult for a person to accept malice.But almost everyone will not refuse the kindness delivered to their door, or even to their lips.In this way, after a long time, Qiao Zhi changed from being unaccustomed and uncomfortable at the beginning to enjoying, and even taking it for granted without knowing it.

Even one night, when she came home late at night and found that the light waiting for her that had been on in the living room had suddenly disappeared, she felt a sense of emptiness and loss in her heart.

But the loss lasted for a short time, and when Qiao Zhi realized that she was feeling lost, she felt something was wrong.No one should be kind to anyone for granted, even between parents and children, there is still a factor of blood relationship.

Qiu Shui seems to care too much for her...

But before she could figure out why, a piece of good news that fell from the sky made Qiao Zhi dizzy first——Luo Hai's sentence was commuted.

***

"...It was said that a prisoner was planning to escape from the prison, and Luo Hai also got a second-in-command position in that plan, but he turned around and sold this group of people who were too deadly." Teapot laughed, "He It must be regarded as a major meritorious service, the judiciary appraised it for more than a month, a friend of mine leaked some information to me, I found someone to do something about it, and finally decided to reduce my sentence by two years."

Qiao Zhi was surprised and delighted, and couldn't help complaining to him: "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Bai Jiao interjected: "When I was looking for someone, I didn't say that I would be able to help you, so I didn't tell you first, because I was afraid that you would be disappointed. No, as soon as the matter is settled, the two of us rushed to announce the good news to you .”

Teapot: "He still had three years to come out, but now he's fine, it's only one year away, we just have to wait another year! Just one year!"

After finishing the words, there was a sudden sound from the kitchen, as if something had landed on the ground.

Startled by the noise, Qiao Zhi got up and walked over quickly.

In the kitchen, Qiu Shui was squatting on the ground with his back facing the door, wiping the floor with a rag.The soy sauce bottle fell to the ground, and the black soy sauce flowed all over the floor.

Qiao Zhi pulled her up immediately: "Don't pick up the broken glass with your hands." Then she glanced at her trousers and shoes splattered with soy sauce, "I'll clean it up here, you go and change your clothes."

The teapot outside roared: "Let's go out to eat today! Happy events have to be celebrated!"

Qiu Shui went out of the kitchen with a sullen face, went straight up to the second floor without looking at the two people in the living room outside.

In the bedroom, Qiu Shui stood in front of the mirror.

The girl in the mirror had a dull expression, cold eyes, black soy sauce splashed all over her body, and she looked completely embarrassed.She suddenly lowered her head, staring blankly at her dark and sticky hands.

"It's disgusting." She suddenly cursed coldly at the mirror.

A deep sense of exhaustion and powerlessness swept over her suddenly.

Qiu Shui suddenly began to hate himself for no reason, hating everything he had done for Qiao Zhi during this period of time.

What the girl said to men when she was young is now playing on a loop in her mind like a nightmare.

Qiu Shui looked at himself in the mirror almost ridiculously, and muttered to himself: "Why did you forget? There is also Luo Hai! For her, Luo Hai is more important than life!"

During these years in prison, Luo Hai refused parole, refused to visit the prison, and almost disappeared from their lives.But Qiao Zhi sent letters to the prison every month. For so many years, nothing could be shaken. Why did you forget it?

The crumbling self-esteem engulfed her heavily like a cage with no exit. While washing her hands, Qiu Shui numbly cut her heart with a knife. The black liquid that disappeared along the water flow seemed to come from her. out of the body.

But why?

Why do I have to back down as soon as you show up?

Anger and unwillingness made her tighten her fists, and a tingling pain came from her palm almost instantly. A thin line of red snaked along the water and flowed into the sewer. Qiu Shui looked at it, and suddenly relaxed and let go. Fist, let the cool water wash over the wound.

She must get Qiao Zhi.

This thought, like a lightning bolt falling from the wilderness, flashed through Qiu Shui's heart very quickly.The desire that she had patiently appeased before seemed to have lost its restraint, and it came back with a surge of doubling.

***

In June, Qiu Shui officially graduated from university.

The campus, which is in the graduation season, is extremely lively, and there are especially many people. Qiao Zhi drove around several times before finding a parking space. Smell something very choking fragrance.

The company had a very important meeting today, and she didn't have time to go to the flower shop, so she asked her secretary, Xiao Li, to buy a bouquet of flowers for her.I don't know what Xiao Li was thinking, but he actually bought her a bouquet of roses, and it was a huge bouquet, so tiring to hold her.

She didn't say hello to Qiu Shui in advance, so she wanted to give her a surprise, but this also caused her to be at a loss as soon as she entered the campus - there are too many people here, where can I find someone?

The last time I came to this school was a few years ago. Qiao Zhi took the flowers and followed the memory along the road, and found that some places had been changed, but some places remained the same as she remembered from the last time she came.

The campus is full of graduates wearing academic gowns, and many parents of students also came, accompanying them to take pictures at various scenic spots in the school.Qiao Zhi's own college studies were "ragged" and "uneven", leaving no good memories at all. The only thing that he remembers the most is the handwritten leave notes with similar contents.

During her three years in college, she was like a traveler who traveled through both wind and rain. She always felt that she didn't have enough time, and she was afraid of wasting time. She always wanted to do a lot of things, but because of this, she ignored some scenery in her life.

The big bouquet of red roses in her hand was really an eyesore. Qiao Zhi walked around holding the lace and asked, and when she had walked around the entire campus, she saw the person she was looking for.

Qiu Shui was standing on the edge of the school's artificial lake, wearing a bachelor's uniform and a bachelor's cap, holding a graduation certificate, and taking a photo with several classmates.

Qiao Zhi didn't step forward to disturb her, but stood quietly not far away, looking at her little girl with admiration and pride.

The little girl has officially become a big girl, and now she is slim and graceful.

At this time, Qiao Zhi looked at the bouquet in her hand and it was much more pleasing to the eye - no other flowers were worthy of her, only roses, and a beautiful woman.

"Sister!" Qiu Shui saw her, greeted her classmates, and ran to her happily. "Didn't you say you were not free last night? Why are you here again?"

"Happy graduation!" Qiao Zhi handed her the flowers.

Qiu Shui took the big bouquet of roses in a daze, smiled suddenly, and approached her: "It's a bit exaggerated!"

Qiao Zhi looked aside in embarrassment, pretending not to hear her words.

Qiu Shui beckoned the moon over: "Help take a picture of the two of us."

The moon looked at the camera and said, "Go to the lake, the light is good there."

The two walked to the edge of the lake and stood still. Qiao Zhi took a look at her and found that her bachelor's cap was skewed, so she turned sideways and raised her hand to straighten her.

Qiu Shui looked at her gentle eyebrows, and all of a sudden tenderness surged into his heart. In this posture, he suddenly leaned over slightly, closed his eyes and left a kiss on her forehead.

In the hot summer, the surroundings are full of boiling voices, crowds of people, coming and going in a hurry, only the scene in front of you, the beauty becomes eternal.

Moon subconsciously pressed the shutter, freezing the scene.

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