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Gu Jia was a little surprised by her sudden heartbeat, which caused her not to look away in time when Qiushui looked over.

Their eyes met, and she turned her face away in embarrassment.

"Boss, you are back!" Ah Shui jumped off the stool briskly and clapped his hands. "Where's Miss Vivi?"

"Let's go." Gu Jia touched her nose and walked over.

"How?" she asked.

Qiu Shui's eyes showed some doubts: "What?"

Gu Jia touched her nose again uncomfortably: "Just... work, how do you feel here?"

"I don't feel anything." Qiu Shui replied frankly.

"..."

Gu Jiasheng resisted the urge to touch his nose for the third time.

She went around to Ah Shui's side, and while helping him with the wine cabinet on the bottom floor, she carefully looked at the girl next to her, and found that the other girl was in a very comfortable state, and she didn't seem to be frightened by the inexplicable move just now.

"That..." As soon as she opened her mouth, Ah Shui and Qiu Shui looked at her together.Gu Jia angrily slapped Ah Shui's face aside, "I didn't call you."

"Oh." Ah Shui pouted resentfully.

Gu Jia said again: "I forgot to ask you just now, what time is the access control of your school dormitory?"

Qiu Shui: "11:30 on weekdays, [-]:[-] on weekends."

Before Gu Jia had time to speak, Ah Shui said "ah" first, and said, "It's so early! But the bar business has to be done very late."

Gu Jia: "..."

"It's okay." Gu Jia smiled at her reassuringly, "This weekend, you can stay until eleven o'clock. I'll take you back by bike when it's over. It's not far from your school."

Ah Shui became anxious: "Then you are all gone, and I am left here alone?"

Gu Jia: "...Is it hard to understand what it means to send someone away?"

Ah Shui met her slightly unfriendly gaze, and finally became sensitive after a while, obediently shut up and automatically silenced her voice.

Qiu Shui finally wiped the last cup, wiped his hands on the apron, and said, "The time is not suitable, why don't you recruit people again."

Because of the embarrassing scene more than ten minutes ago, Gu Jia couldn't force her to stay, so she had to say: "I will recruit people again, but it is definitely impossible to recruit suitable ones right away. I have been busy for the first few days when I opened the business. Either you stay and help out first, then get off work at eleven o'clock, and I will pay the wages."

Qiu Shui was a little hesitant, but at this moment, the bell on the door rang suddenly, indicating that there was a visitor.

Gu Jia looked at her helplessly, and had no choice but Qiu Shui to respond first.

The location of "Rainbow Color" is remote. Qiu Shuiyuan thought that the business would be poor, but unexpectedly, there were more customers than expected, and some of them seemed to be familiar with Gu Jia. All night, Qiu Shui saw her yelling and saying hello to others. up.

Very different feeling.

It's like suddenly stripping off the innocent and lively child's coat and putting on the mature and smooth adult's skin.

Although Gu Jia is a girl, she looks more like a boy in appearance, and her facial features are more heroic. If she doesn't have obvious feminine features, she might be mistaken for a boy.

During the busy break, Qiu Shui asked Ah Shui about Gu Jia's age, and Ah Shui reported 25 without thinking too much.Qiu Shui was a little surprised, 25... I really can't tell, she looks like a college student in the [-]th or [-]th year.

There is a small open space in the rainbow-colored interior obliquely facing the bar, with a drum kit and a few guitars, which looks like a stage for performances.Qiu Shui was curious all night, and when it was almost ten o'clock, three or four noisy young people pushed each other up, and then Gu Jia actually took a high chair and walked up, and the guests in the bar suddenly There was enthusiastic applause, and some people blew several loud whistles, shouting "Jiajia" and "Jiajia" all the time.

There was no one ordering at this meeting, so Qiu Shui returned to the bar with the tray in his arms, and stood quietly amidst the hustle and bustle, as if he had brought his own enchantment.In the middle, Gu Jia glanced at her casually. Qiu Shui looked at her with clear eyes. Gu Jia cleared her throat at the wheat stand, and the noisy bar suddenly became a needle. can be heard.

During this brief silence, Ah Shui came over and told her quietly that this was Gu Jia's band, a group of "demons" who played underground rock music.

"What would you like to sing today?" Gu Jia sat on the high chair casually, tapped her fingers on the microphone stand, and her rather hoarse voice came out through the microphone, making it even more deep and magnetic.

A girl in the audience suddenly shouted: ""Running Fire"! Jiajia, I want to listen to "Running Fire"!"

One stone stirred up a thousand waves, and more than a dozen male and female voices mixed together, and they all began to shout "Liuhuo".

"What is "Flowing Fire"?" Qiu Shui asked.

"It's the famous work of the boss." Ah Shui smiled teasingly, and accidentally missed a sentence, "It's also a classic song for girls."

On the stage, Gu Jia tilted her head and smiled, raised her eyebrows and said, "Coincidentally, I just want to sing this song today."

……

Gu Jia didn't know that Ah Shui had already taken her out of the audience, and she was still immersed in the music.The sound of the guitar oscillates gently and slowly, the hot and humid air in the bar is opened, and the hoarse voice of the woman washes Qiu Shui's ears like clear water——

……

That night the prairie was on fire, and the sky was full of shooting stars

You crossed the river by yourself, bringing fireworks to the world

I am that drunk prodigal son, absurd and at a loss, girl, would you please let me go and just pass by in silence

What can I ask for,

Ask what love and hate are right and wrong,

Let's be together

just be together

The grassland is on fire tonight, I will burn all my poems, together with the mountains and rivers of the world, to build a bonfire of nothingness for you...

……

Gu Jia who sings seems to be a little different.

She became ostentatious, with a firewood added between her eyebrows, she sang wantonly with the arrogance of wanting to burn everything.

Qiu Shui listened intently to her singing, and quietly felt the desire in her heart to vent and talk, and after the climax fell, the strong emotion began to fade away, and everything became so indifferent and undisciplined Even a little negative...

She is rarely affected by other people's emotions, but tonight, she accidentally fell into Gu Jia's emotions.

This emotion reminded her of Qiao Zhi.

I think of it very lightly, but there is nowhere to put this sudden missing.

***

"Let's go, I'll take you back to school." Gu Jia took out a coat from the bar cabinet, and grabbed her schoolbag along the way.

Qiu Shui took the bag: "I can go back by myself, it's not far away."

Gu Jia didn't seem to hear, grabbed the motorcycle key in her hand, and went straight to the back door.

Ah Shui watched his nose, nose and heart, pretending he didn't see anything.

Qiu Shui had no choice but to follow.

"Rainbow Color" is really not far from their school, and it took Gu Jia to drive her there in a few minutes by motorcycle.However, motorcycles cannot enter the school, so Gu Jia stopped after sending her to the school gate.

"Thank you." Qiu Shui returned the helmet to her.

Gu Jia took the helmet and twirled it in her hand twice, jokingly said, "You're welcome, although I'm older than you, but... just call me Jiajia."

Qiu Shui thought of something, smiled and nodded.

The two said goodbye to each other, Qiu Shui turned around and took two steps forward, Gu Jia stared straight at her back, suddenly seemed to sense something, her eyes suddenly deepened a little - Qiu Shui suddenly turned around, with a hesitant look on her face She looked at her intently, and said after a while: "Your song is very nice." After finishing speaking, I felt that I should add something more, but after thinking about it, I had nothing to say, so I waved at her, and then turned around quickly. Stepped into the campus.

***

The fate with "Rainbow Color" did not break up as quickly as Qiu Shui expected. It seemed that fate led her to "Rainbow Color", met Gu Jia, and gradually got to know such a group of people, a group of people wandering on the edge of the world. .

During the day, they are diligent workers, just like everyone in the world who is worried about life and struggling for their livelihood. They look very ordinary, maybe a little dull and boring, just like those piled up in the corner Sealed jars are similar, but few people care about them.

And the night seems to be a signal, silently announcing the coming of freedom.

At night, these dusty jars transform into a dazzling array of pure colored glaze.They unloaded all their burdens and went to "Rainbow" in good spirits, either to make friends, or to indulge, or like her, they just sat there quietly and listened to Gu Jia singing, one after another, as if they were never tired.

Qiu Shui likes to sit in the corner and listen to Gu Jia sing, because in this way she can observe all kinds of people in the bar while listening.Like an intruder, she hid aside and saw their joy, ease, and freedom, but also saw their struggle, pain, and sadness.

Why are human beings so ruthless and yet so sentimental?

Qiu Shui couldn't figure it out.

If the world can never hear their cries at night, then who can discover their silent collapse during the day?

Qiushui asked Gu Jia, but Gu Jia couldn't give her an answer, so Gu Jia told her a story about her and the woman named Jianwei.

The story is very short, only five years from the beginning to the end, but for pain, five years is really too long.

Gu Jia kept a relaxed attitude during the narration process. She told Qiushui that it was because she had let go of herself, those five years, and Jian Wei.

She and Jian Wei met on campus, fell in love on campus, and eventually separated, also on campus.They are each other's first love, and they each dedicated a piece of the most beautiful and pure relationship.It's a pity that in the year of the college entrance examination, Gu Jia failed the exam, while Jian Wei was admitted to a good university.It is very hard for them to maintain their relationship, and all the few sweetnesses are to survive in the cracks.

On one side of this gap is their respective families; on the other side of the gap is the world on which everyone lives.

"After her mother found out about our affairs, she got a boyfriend." Gu Jia said, "There have been quarrels and breakups, but there is no way. This is too embarrassing, and her family puts a lot of pressure on her."

Qiu Shui thought of the scene of Weiwei sitting there wiping his eyes fiercely that day, and felt a little sad and breathless in his heart.

Gu Jia said with a smile: "Don't look at everyone in 'Rainbow Color', they seem to be very happy and relaxed. When they go out, everyone has their own difficulties. Everyone is struggling, but this matter, it just can't be helped, it's not easy to deal with. .”

Gu Jia's tone was downplaying, but Qiu Shui's heart sank inch by inch.

Gu Jia asked again: "What about you? Do you like men or women?" She smiled again, "No, I should ask you if there is anyone you like?"

the person I like……

Since she was a teenager, she has cherished a name in her heart, polished it every day, and recited it silently all the time, but now she is ridiculously unable to say it.

Because that youthful feeling had quietly changed when she was ignorant of the unknown, and then took root in her heart.

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