Puppy Breeding Manual

When the new year is approaching, Qin Yi is at home on vacation, eating and sleeping every day to tease Fang Muye. In the morning, when the children stay in bed, Qin Yi will bother him, and at night, when the children want to sleep, Qin Yi will also go to bother him, and Fang Mu is also confused. Confusedly angry and crying, Qin Yi hugged him cheaply and said no to cry, brother was wrong.

But my brother dared to do it next time.

The sun is good today, Qin Yi is standing on the doorstep, watching Fang Mu also chasing a bird in the garden, the bird seems to be spiritual, it flies around but doesn't fly away, it stops for a while on the branch , stopped on the railing for a while, teasing Fang Mu to follow behind laughingly.

Qin Yisheng was afraid that he would fall, so within a minute he would yell, "Run slowly, don't fall."

Fang Mu also gave a perfunctory "Oh", picked up a branch from under the tree, raised his head and stretched it towards the bird on the tree, trying to communicate with it with a "chirp chirp" in his mouth.

The little bird flew up with flapping wings, tipped its little paws on Fang Muye's branch, and then flew away.

At the same time, Qin Yi's cell phone rang, and it was Yang Yuwan calling.

"Come back, grandma is going to die."

Holding the mobile phone, Qin Yi looked up at the little bird flying into the distance, and also looked at Fang Mu who turned his head to look at him with regret and reluctance.

He simply packed his luggage, Fang Mu also stood beside him, and asked a little cautiously: "What's wrong with brother? Where are you going?"

"I need to go out for something." Qin Yi pushed the suitcase out of the cloakroom, turned to look at Fang Muye, "I'll ask Aunt Liu to accompany you these few days."

He paused, but still didn't tell Fang Mu that he might not be able to spend the New Year with him.

"I...I can't, can I be with my brother?" Fang Mu also couldn't accept the sudden parting, he pulled Qin Yi's sleeve, pleading in his dark eyes, "I will be obedient, brother."

He has been allowed to go to the company with his brother when he is at work, why can't he have the opportunity to go out with his brother?

Qin Yi didn't want to bring Fang Mu back home, but this time the situation was special and it wasn't the right time. If there wasn't enough friendly and warm atmosphere to welcome Fang Muye when he went home, Qin Yi would rather never take him back. He didn't want Fang Mu to be left out in any way.

"Xiao Ye, one of my brother's relatives is seriously ill, and I need to go back." Qin Yi explained to him seriously, "If you go together, I may not be able to take care of you, so you can wait at home for me to come back, okay?" good?"

"I'm sorry, brother, I don't know, someone is sick." Fang Mu didn't feel sad that he couldn't go out with Qin Yi any more, but regretted his ignorance. He said, "Brother, don't be sad."

"You don't need to apologize, Xiao Ye." Qin Yi reached out and hugged Fang Mu in his arms, stroking his hair, "You're already fine."

Qin Yi contacted Aunt Liu, and Aunt Liu said that her daughter would not be back until the first month of the lunar year, so she was free to take care of Fang Muye.Not long after, the driver also arrived, and Qin Yi pulled the suitcase out the door. Looking back, he saw Fang Mu standing on the steps and waving at him.

"Goodbye, brother." Fang Mu also said, the wind was blowing the fluff on his ears, Qin Yi noticed that he didn't wag his tail.

"Come back soon." Qin Yi's voice trembled a little, he waved to Fang Muye, then gritted his teeth and turned to get into the car.

Sitting in the car, he saw Fang Mu standing at the door and looking in the direction of the car through the car window. His two small white ears were getting blurred. Qin Yi sighed and leaned back in the chair.

He couldn't say he was sad, he, or his family, didn't have a deep relationship with grandma.

Qin Jingming is the youngest son, Qin Yi also has an uncle, because the uncle was seriously ill when he was a child, everyone thought he was going to die young, so grandma gave birth to a second child, which is Qin Yi's father Qin Jingming, but later the uncle's The illness gradually recovered, and Qin Jingming, who was originally born as a substitute, was inevitably left out.

Qin Yi didn't know these things at first, but Yang Yuwan told him.

Qin Jingming wanted to be strong since he was a child. He knew that he was not as loved by his parents as his elder brother, so he just did his best in silence.No matter how introverted a child is when he gets a full score in the test or a certificate of merit, he still hopes to get a compliment from his parents, but the expected scene is always dismissed lightly, and as time goes by, he becomes cold-hearted.

Many gaps are not born, but some people are lazy to make up for them, or simply ignore them, and they will be split into deeper gaps.

Later, when he grew up, Qin Jingming voluntarily gave up dividing the family property with his elder brother and started his own business. He almost never went home, but regularly transferred money to the family account. He was not paying back, but just paying off a birth debt.

When his grandfather passed away, Qin Yi was still in college. He, Qin Jingming and his uncle were standing in front of the hospital bed. Qin Yi had never felt the favoritism of a family so intuitively.

Grandpa took Uncle's hand, exhorting and exhorting him with the last of his strength. Grandma stood aside and cried, telling him not to talk too much and pay attention to his body.

Grandpa said: "The thing I worry about the most is you. You have been in poor health since you were a child. Now that the company has so many things to do, you must take care of yourself."

As for Qin Jingming, grandpa just said: "You are doing well in your career now, and if your brother needs help in the future, you should try to help as much as possible."

Qin Jingming gave a faint "um", but the young Qin Yi couldn't help but sneer coldly on such a farewell occasion.

He has never felt the care of his grandparents since he was a child, so he can't talk about feelings. He stands here like an outsider, and all he sees is the unshakable preference for decades.

Not everyone deserves to be forgiven, even if he is about to die in the next second.

Grandma's illness has not lasted for a day or two, and everyone was prepared. Qin Yi knew that her parents would visit her regularly, but uncle was so busy that he couldn't make much time for visits. According to Qin Yi's understanding, Every time parents visit grandma, the first thing they get is always: "How is your brother?"

The string that has been stretched for decades is about to shake, and Qin Jingming's patience is also limited. The last time, he looked at the person on the bed, and said calmly but cruelly: "You have spoiled him for so many years, how can you even treat him like this? Haven’t had a chance to ask him any questions in person?”

After that time, grandma never mentioned uncle again.

Qin Yi couldn't feel any turmoil in his heart. He and grandma had spoken only a handful of words over the years. Even the greetings were routine. They were related by blood but had no emotion. They were like tourists standing together on a high suspension bridge. They all rely on the long bridge under their feet, but they are just strangers to each other.

Qin Yi just tasted the feeling of caring, and missed his little friend who was waiting for him at home. He obviously separated for a while, but the farewell came in such a hurry that Qin Yi didn't even have time to hug Fang Muye, so he coaxed him patiently.

After getting off the plane and heading straight to the hospital, Qin Yi was taken to see grandma by Yang Yuwan with red eyes.

Qin Yi thought that Yang Yuwan's tears seemed superfluous according to the unemotional relationship between them, but when he really stood in front of the hospital bed and looked at the thin and old face, he realized that the blood relationship is indeed that higher animals cannot The presence of resistance.

And when they evolve into human beings, they have both sensibility and fettered thinking, and they cannot escape.

No matter whether it is worthy of forgiveness or not, at such a dying time, whoever has the heart to criticize and care about, the loved ones have passed away, no matter how many grievances and grievances there are, they will also be thrown away together.In the past, Qin Yi was young and energetic, and all he saw was the side that made him dismissive, but after so long, he had cares and bonds, and his emotions became full, so he was able to capture those subtle, incessant things. The bond of love, although not enough to make him weep bitterly, but it did give him the ability to feel mourning.

"Grandma." Qin Yi called her.

Grandma slowly opened her cloudy eyes, and the breathing mask was covered with a thick layer of white. She seemed to let out a long sigh.

"Xiao Yi..." It was difficult to say every word, and grandma took a breath, "I haven't seen you for a long time."

"Busy outside." Qin Yi leaned over slightly to make sure that grandma could hear him, "I'm doing well."

"That's good... that's good..." Grandma stretched out her dry, trembling palm, with an infusion needle on the back of her hand and a sensor cuff on her finger. She patted Qin Yi's hand lightly, "Xiao Xun he ...Xiao Xun even showed me his girlfriend, she is very beautiful..."

"En." Qin Yi blinked, forcing the sour moisture back into his eyes, "My brother and sister-in-law have a very good relationship."

"You have to... Hurry up and find someone you like..." Grandma seemed to be smiling, her brows stretched out, "Let your parents rest assured."

"I've found it." Qin Yi's Adam's apple moved, and his voice trembled slightly, "He's very nice and cute. I'll bring him to see you after a while."

"Okay, okay..." Grandma's eye sockets were already soaked, and tears were swimming in the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, like water filling up a dry river bed. Those muddy eyes seemed to finally have some light, and she seemed very relieved. Say, "Y'all, okay."

She slowly turned her wet eyes to Qin Jingming, Qin Yi straightened up knowingly and took a step back, Qin Jingming stood in front of the bed.

Grandma coughed hoarsely, and said, "It's New Year's Eve, don't do funerals, just put my ashes with your father's, that's fine."

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

The air was quiet for a few seconds, only the cold running sound of the instrument remained, and then Qin Yi heard grandma say, "I'm sorry for so many years."

Yang Yuwan lowered her head and began to cry softly. Qin Yi took her over and patted her on the shoulder.

Qin Jingming's voice was flat: "It's all over, Mom."

In the evening, grandma passed away, and I saw the uncle's family for the last time. It was not complete, at least there was no regret.

According to the old man's last wish, there was no funeral, so Qin Jingming and his uncle put grandma's ashes under grandpa's tombstone.

After a few days passed, Qin Yi calmed down, and Qin Yi felt a little more relaxed, and began to think about Fang Muye all the time.

He remembered the night when his grandma passed away, he took the time to chat with Fang Mu on video, Fang Mu also looked at him quietly, and after a while, he asked, "Brother, are you sad?"

"A little bit." Qin Yi said.

"Brother's eyes are red." Fang Mu also reached out to touch Qin Yi's eyes on the screen, looking at him worriedly and reluctantly, "If brother wants to cry, cry."

"In front of me, brother, don't hold back."

"I have always been with my brother."

That night, Qin Yi sat in the corner of the room, with his palms against his eyes, and shed a lot of tears in front of his little friend.

In the end, Fang Mu also asked Qin Yi to go back to bed to sleep, and he sang a lullaby for Qin Yi.

Amidst the soft singing, Qin Yi fell asleep, the mobile phone fell on the bed, only the bright light above was on the video screen.

Fang Mu also listened to Qin Yi's regular breathing after he fell asleep, and knew that his brother was asleep, so he whispered, "Good night, brother."

Then he hung up the video, instead of going downstairs to find Aunt Liu, he picked up the charging cable to charge the phone himself.

My brother also has sad and vulnerable times, and I have to work hard to grow up and share more for him.

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The elder brother was very sad. The elder brother said that his grandma had gone far away.

My brother cried, but I couldn't hug him.

Sing to my brother, I hope my brother can sleep soundly.

I will work hard, and I will work hard to grow up.