Autumn Sin

I did brave things when I was young, but now I want to back down.

There was only Wu Jin's warmth left between his fingers, but as soon as he pulled his hand away, the warmth was fleeting, as if he had never felt such warmth before.

He wanted to withdraw his hand silently, as if nothing had happened, he felt like a coward at the moment.

In fact, it just needed someone to help him, so at this moment, Wu Jin grabbed his hand.Now not only between the fingers, but also every finger and palm can clearly feel the temperature of Wu Jin, which can't be forgotten for a long time. It is said that the ten fingers connect to the heart, and the temperature seems to be connected to the heart along the fingers, plop plop, To respond to that warmth.

"You..." Lin Yushu opened his mouth but didn't know what to say. He wanted to withdraw his hand, but found that the other party was too strong, as if he couldn't pull his hand back. The two of them stopped in the air, a little embarrassed.

Wu Jin finally spoke, "I want you to know more about me, that's why I brought you here without permission. I want you to get in touch with my world, good or bad, I want to be with you Share. Yushu, can you give me a chance?"

Lin Yushu finally pulled out his hand, and unnaturally twisted the palm that was not very painful, "If you want to be my friend, then you have to share your past with me, and I am willing to be a listener."

What he said was not painful or itchy, but he rejected it [-]% of the time. If this matter could be put on someone else, he just let it go. He didn't want to make this fragile relationship more ugly, but Wu Jin is not such a person, so in a sense, he is very similar to Lin Yushu.

"I don't want to just be your friend." Wu Jin said bluntly, "I want to be your lover, I want to talk to you about everything, I also want to share your troubles for you, and I can accompany you when you are sad or happy By my side, share your sorrows and sorrows, and enjoy the happy time with you."

This is the first time that Lin Yushu has been confessed in this way. There are indeed many suitors around him, but at that time, Chen Yun was the only one in his eyes, or maybe the timing of Wu Jin's appearance was very clever. In this place, he met Wu Jin.

Should I say, is this fate...

But several times the words came to my lips, but I still didn't have the courage to say it, "Can I visit your house first?"

These words came to mind, "Give me some time, I'll think about it", Wu Jin was no better than him, the two got out of the car and walked to Wu Jin's residence together.

The place he lives in is not very big, probably because it is considered a school district, and it is very quiet at night. Presumably, they are all children studying, and night is a good time to replenish their energy.

There are not many things in the room, but there are scattered papers everywhere. Lin Yushu looked at it casually and saw that it was the subject of Chinese.

"It turns out that Xiao Jin is a Chinese teacher." Lin Yushu picked up a paper with interest, and saw that the topic was not difficult, it should be an elementary school topic, some children wrote crookedly, while others wrote neatly.

"Well, in fact, I have only been a teacher for more than a year." It seems that he is not very interested in talking about his major.

Lin Yushu helped him tidy up the test papers scattered on the sofa and coffee table, "Don't you like this job?"

He also sympathized with this point. He actually didn't want to join his father's company at first, but he gradually got used to this kind of life and seemed to have nothing to dislike.

"I like it." Wu Jin replied.

He took the paper in Lin Yushu's hand and entered the bedroom. Lin Yushu felt that it was inconvenient to follow in, so he sat on the sofa and looked at Wu Jin's room. As far as he could see, there was nothing that showed the personality of the owner of the house. Not a piece of extra furniture.

Soon Wu Jin came out again, holding a photo album.

"Here's a picture of my home."

Lin Yushu took it over and flipped through it. It seemed to be an earlier photo. The first few pages showed two children standing together. The girl is Wu Mian.

The room was a little quiet, only the sound of Lin Yushu flipping through the photo album, which recorded many photos of Wu Mian when he was a child, but Wu Jin had very few.

Wu Jin's voice also spoke in his ear at the right time, "My mother has liked my sister more since I was a child, probably because I am naughty and my sister is more like my mother, but I know the more important reason is because before I was born, My dad has someone else outside, but they didn't get divorced, but I haven't seen him for a long time."

Lin Yushu remembered that his father was friends with Wu Jin's parents, but he didn't seem to know about it, and even greeted his parents.

"But my sister is very good to me. I have been mischievous from elementary school to high school. Every time I come to clean up the mess, it is my sister. Our relationship with the Xiao family is neither close nor too far away. My sister and Xiao Jing is a classmate in elementary school, and they will come to visit my mother every year, and everyone can see that my mother's condition is getting worse every year."

"In my third year of high school, my academic performance was not high or low. I didn't even want to go to college. My sister was admitted to a normal university, so she wanted to be a teacher."

Just now Wu Jin's voice was quite calm, but when this was mentioned, Lin Yushu could hear that there was a little fluctuation in his voice.

"Maybe it's because I was in a rebellious period. My attitude towards my mother was never very good, because I didn't know what I did wrong. She didn't like me since she was a child. So when I skipped class, it was my sister who came to me. For me , my sister is more like a mother, in short, if she comes to me, I will go back with her obediently."

"But that day..." Wu Jin swallowed, her fingers clenched unnaturally, "I didn't know why that day, but I just didn't go back with her. I even yelled at her, 'I don't like this family, I I don’t want to go back, sister, I don’t like you either!’ Those words were against my will, but at that time, I still yelled out.”

"If I have any regrets, it may be that I want to tell her that I don't dislike her. At school that day, the teacher also said that I was inferior to my sister in every way. She got into a good school, and my mother also said My sister is her child, and I don't look like her child at all. I just... said that in a moment of displeasure that day."

Wu Jin's words were intermittent, but Lin Yushu never said a word, but he was listening very carefully, and he was a very good listener.

"My sister didn't say anything that day. I thought she was gone, but who knew she was waiting for me at the door of the bar. She wanted to wait for my anger to calm down before taking me home. But... there are a group of bastards , to her, to do that kind of thing..."

Wu Jin took a deep breath, but it seemed that she couldn't get out the hostility stagnated in her chest, "When I saw my sister again, it was in the hospital. She has tubes all over her body, and she has to rely on breathing She is still alive, but she is still in danger. She just wanted to see me again, and she finally told me, "Xiaojin, it's not that mom doesn't love you, mom and I both... love you." She said After saying this, as if he was afraid that I would not believe it, he wanted to reach out his hand to grab me, but before the hand was raised, it fell heavily."

Hearing this, even Lin Yushu couldn't calm down his heart. He wanted to say something to comfort Wu Jin, but he didn't know what to say to comfort him. He could only hold his hand to calm his trembling look.

After a while, Wu Jin continued, "After I found those people, I knew that the person I should hate and complain the most was myself, but before that, I had to kill them too. I don't remember them either. Dead or not, anyway, they were lying on the ground, the street smelled of blood, I think, this kind of thing will never happen in that street again. Speaking of it, Xiao Jing asked someone to help me solve this problem The thing is, I thought he was attacking my sister at that time, and then I found out that he said that I was like one of his younger brothers, and the way my sister protected me was like something he didn't do back then, so now I think Help me. I found out later that what he was talking about was Mr. Yu."

Having said that, Wu Jin calmed down again, and put on the same expression as usual, which was like his mask, "I don't even know what my mother will do when she finds out about this, she's crazy, my sister probably crushed her to death The last straw, when I get along with her, I don’t know how to get along with her in the way I am now. So I pretended to be my sister, got into her school, and got a job that my sister likes. So When I go out on weekends or I go home, I wear women's clothes. Sometimes, I don't know which is the real me."

"Xiao Jin..." The amount of information is a bit large, and Lin Yushu is slowly accepting it. He can't comment on whether Wu Jin is right or wrong, but he understands that in his mother's heart, Wu Jin must be an indirect murderer. , maybe Wu Jin herself felt the same way.

Wu Jin finally raised her head, "The blind date was also arranged by my mother, and it was originally for errands. I think Uncle Lin didn't know about my sister. Since my father got married with others, it seems that everyone except the Xiao family I haven't been in touch very much. But after meeting you, I finally met someone who can open my heart. I want to tell you everything I have done, good or bad, and I hope what you see is complete. Whole me."

In fact, this was only the third time that Lin Yushu and Wu Jin met, and he told Lin Yushu about this, so he trusted Lin Yushu.

He shook Wu Jin's hand again, as if he had regained the courage he had when he was a student, "I've heard both the good and the bad."

He spoke softly, and suddenly understood Zuo Lu's words. He didn't know whether he liked men, but he had the urge to be with this person in front of him.

No one else can, only him.

The author has something to say: Yushu's cutie was already very abusive in the early stage, so this episode must be a cookie!