Autumn Sin

The author has something to say: If you forget who the main character is, please refer to chapters 17 and 18 of the main text.

It is indeed a long time, and there is no appearance at all.

Demining: False father and son, the three views are slightly wrong, and there is white moonlight.

Xi Yanbin and Xi Han haven't seen each other for six or seven years.How long it will be, he has no idea in his mind.Just thinking about that little person, he is probably already a handsome young man now.

He should be like her, she is so beautiful, Xi Han must be no bad.

There are still old photos on the table. There is no him in the group photo, but the woman in the group photo is smiling sweetly, and the man next to him is looking at the woman and the child in his arms with doting eyes.

This year is No. 15 years, so that child should be too.

Xi Yanbin put on her tie and held a bouquet of blue roses, which was her favorite flower.

He stood in front of the woman's tomb, and the photo on the tombstone still smiled so sweetly, so fascinating.

"It's another year. Xiaoxue, it's today again. I'm here to see you." Xi Yanbin placed the rose in front of her tombstone with gentle movements, as if afraid of disturbing her.

He just stood in front of the tomb, but he didn't have anything more to say. It was like this every year. He just stood here and expressed his yearning for the past year.

"Xiaohan, he's coming back. He's grown up. I don't know if he will look like you. I hope he doesn't look too much like you, and don't make me sad like you. Xiaoxue, I'll come back next year look at you."

He sent someone to pick up Xi Han from the airport. The last time we met was in the hospital.

Xi Yanbin still remembers Xi Han's desperate eyes.Those were supposed to be a pair of bright and charming eyes, but because of him, those beautiful eyes gradually became gloomy.

Xi Han's legs didn't show any traces of previous injuries, and they seemed to be in good condition. After all, he went abroad, and he had someone treat him well.

Only cured, only superficial wounds, only wounds that can be healed.

So even standing in front of him now, Xi Han still doesn't want to call him again, but Xi Yanbin doesn't take it seriously, and he doesn't want to admit that this is his own child.

No, to be precise, it wasn't at all.

"Xiaohan." Xi Yanbin called out, "How have you been doing these past few years?"

Xi Han opened his mouth, he had already made a silent mouth shape, and was about to make a sound, but what he finally said was, "I am doing well, much better than here."

Xi Yanbin smiled, as if he had guessed that he would answer like this a long time ago, "That can't be helped, just stay by my side from now on."

"You hate me, don't you?" Xi Han asked, which was also his doubt for many years.

"No, I like you, it doesn't matter if I like you. Look at you, how much you look like her." Xi Yanbin's eyes were unadorned infatuation, neither for him nor for him.

Xi Han looked at the photo that Xi Yanbin had treasured for many years. He really looked like the woman in the photo. He also knew that it was his mother, the woman Xi Yanbin had loved for many years.

Just because they look alike, they can be kept by his side. This is the truth that he understood as early as when he was sensible.

"I said, I don't want to be you anymore." Xi Han said, "I don't even want to be her in your eyes!"

Xi Yanbin greedily stroked Xi Han's face, "You shouldn't be like her, you will be like her, get away from me. That's why I said, you have to grab what you want by yourself. Xi Han, I won't be softhearted anymore."

Xi Yanbin's face was getting closer and closer, his lips approached as if they were close, Xi Han closed his eyes, his heart was beating fast, but the man's deep laughter came from his ear, "Xiao Han, don't treat me differently." Feelings."

When he opened his eyes again, that person had already left here.

Xi Han never asked anything about his mother.

But now he is more and more curious about what kind of woman it is that makes this man look like this, it seems to be his disguise, a disguise of his past.

Xi Han didn't dare to ask Xi Yanbin, he knew he couldn't tell, and more importantly, he was afraid of uncovering the scars of that person.

When he came back, he also wanted to explore these truths, and he wanted to face them with Xi Yanbin.

He doesn't want to be a substitute in Xi Yanbin's heart, he wants to be the real person in his heart.

Since he didn't see Xi Yanbin often, he didn't know what he was busy with. In short, he was very busy every day. Even if he came back drunk occasionally, he would still read other people's names in his mouth.

Xiaoxue... Xiaoxue.

Xi Han put him on the bed, even if it was Xiaoxue, it didn't matter who it was, it wasn't him after all, and this expectation had long been lost in his heart.

He wiped his face again, took off his shoes, and even changed his clothes. After doing all this, he found that the man had already half-closed his eyes and looked at him, seeing how embarrassing he was blushing.

"You're already awake, so you can't do it yourself!" Xi Han pushed away the legs that hadn't finished taking off his pants, not knowing whether it was because of embarrassment or anger.

Xi Yanbin laughed, "Xiaohan, you are so cute when you blush."

This is rare, for the first time, he didn't say he was like her.

"I'm going back." Xi Han dropped these words and planned to leave here. Here, he became a little strange.

Xi Yanbin grabbed him, "Don't go, Xiaohan."

The last name was so light that Xi Han couldn't tell whether it was Han or Xue.

He wanted to leave directly, but in the end he couldn't bear to shake off that person's hand, which was warm and powerful.

He suddenly remembered why he followed that child named Zuo Lu back then.That child, who used to have eyes like his, was fascinated and in love.

Later, I didn't know who hugged who first, they cuddled each other, keeping each other warm, and that warmth came from within.

When Xi Yanbin woke up in the morning, he rubbed his head that was suffering from a hangover headache, and looked at Xi Han who was still asleep beside him, his eyes were full of tenderness, a tenderness that he didn't even know.

After covering him with the quilt, he left the room lightly, and he shouldn't be nostalgic in the first place.

When Xi Han woke up again, he was the only one left on the bed, not even the warmth, only the bitterness in his heart.

As long as he could remember, blue roses were always planted at home, and he didn't like it at all.Later, he checked the flower language of the blue rose, and it was...impossible.

He hated those blue roses so much, he wanted to destroy them directly, but...he could destroy the flowers, but he couldn't destroy the person in Xi Yanbin's heart.

What surprised him this time was that there were only a few blue roses left. He remembered that every year Xi Yanbin would take away a few and replant them, but why are there only a few lonely ones left now?

Are you going to... forget her?

Even if it is a very small possibility, it still makes Xi Han's heart throb.Even if it is a very small possibility, it is something he has been looking forward to for a long time, and it is a long-lost one.

He couldn't wait to ask Xi Yanbin first, he ran out of the house and didn't even want to take the car.Running can calm him down.

Xi Yanbin was in a meeting when he suddenly received a call from Xi Han, and the meeting was suspended. Later, he left the company directly, and no one knew the reason.

He went directly to the parking lot, and no one except the assistant knew where he was going in a hurry, so the mess left behind was enough to make the assistant anxious.

The car was driving fast on the road, just like his heart, it was violent.

It's the fear of losing.

"Excuse me, are you a relative of this phone? He is in the hospital now, please come here."

When he arrived at the hospital, the rescue was still in progress, Xi Yanbin paid the fee and sat down in front of the operation door.Smoking is prohibited in the hospital, and all the scenes from that year come to mind.

Xi Han's parents were also in a car accident, because of that accident.It was the same with him back then, waiting at the door of the operating room, waiting for the light to go out, and then... was declared dead.

Leave that confused and helpless child, and also leave him, an outsider.

Then, the old scene reappeared, and he was pushed into this abyss again, into that lonely and dark place.

In his mind is the Xi Han who loves to laugh, and the Xi Han who becomes deep because of his words.Even though he was such a small person, he became so big in the blink of an eye.

Then, do you want to leave him alone?

He shouldn't have left that warm bed this morning.She shouldn't have left the Xi Han who was hugging him tightly...

The hot tears dripped on the ground, became cold, became transparent, and finally disappeared.

Time passed bit by bit, and the operation did not mean to stop. He didn't know how long it had passed. Through the window of the hospital, he could see the outside, the sun was setting, and the setting sun had covered the city with a layer of Phnom Penh.

Suddenly the phone in his pocket vibrated again, it was his assistant.

Xi Yanbin forced his voice to appear calm, but even so, the assistant could still hear his hoarseness, "What's wrong?"

"Mr. Xi, Young Master Xi is in the company right now."

"What?!" The hospital was already quiet, not to mention outside the operating room. There was still the word "Quiet" hanging on the wall. Occasionally, a nurse passing by would show a puzzled expression. How could such a good-looking person appear to be so unqualified?

When Xi Yanbin reappeared in the company, he looked a bit embarrassed, even his eyes were a little red, obviously he had cried.

The assistant left tactfully, and for a while, there were only the two of them left in the huge company.

"I've been waiting for you here all afternoon." Xi Han said.

Xi Yanbin breathed a sigh of relief, "I also waited in the hospital all afternoon."

"The roses in the yard..." Xi Han smiled, "Why don't you keep planting them?"

Xi Yanbin was silent for a long time, "Because, I have someone more important than Qiangwei in my heart."

Xi Han smiled sweetly, like the woman in the photo, or perhaps even sweeter than her, and then explained: "I accidentally lost that mobile phone when I came here in a hurry, and it might be mistaken for someone else's." .”

Xi Yanbin hugged him tightly, the person in front of him was real and warm, "I sent you away because, with you by my side, I would lose control of myself more and more. But now I know, I It’s you who can’t be separated, not you like Xiaoxue, but the complete Xi Han. Tomorrow, let’s go together and give those roses to her, shall we?”

Xi Han nodded, "Okay. Let's go together."

Xi Yanbin and Xi Han put the bouquet of blue roses in front of the sweet woman's tomb together.

This is the end of one relationship and the beginning of another.