My claws must be on it

"Are you okay?" After coming out of school, Cen Pingshui stopped the taxi and sat on it, and held Qi's with some worry: "It's really not hurt?"

……

In the office, this woman showed her 100% infuriating special skills. Mr. Qi roared like a bear. Parents are more rebellious than her "fighting" student.

Mr. Qi was so angry that he yelled at Qi to apologize, otherwise he would pay a five-figure medical fee and mental damage fee to stalk him—Qi Jian’s eyes lit up, and he thought it was so easy, and he opened his mouth halfway He smoked a bit of Cen Ping's hookah, smiled sarcasticly, and said softly: "Then I will pay you for it, and treat it well."

Qi: "..."

Mr. Qi, who values ​​reality, turned his head to look at her, and said to himself, are you a child?So angry? !I apologize for the two-faced talk, but I don't want to do it, but where did you get the money?

However, the two cheap nieces and guardians probably have opposite personalities. Cen Pingshui still carries a trace of innocence that can't be washed off from beginning to end, that bit of willfulness, fragility and lingering ghost.

...but at least she didn't have to deal with that annoying situation herself.The fight was an accident, and when he came back to his senses, Mr. Qi immediately started to think about how to minimize the loss—but with Cen Pingshui's increasingly irritating behavior, Mr. Pai Zhiqi was already scratching the wall, and it was impossible for him to fight with her. Normal communication... She had no choice but to give up, and went with Cen Pingshui.

However, after giving up, she relaxed, her eyes wandered, and the coat allowed her to regain her sense of sensing temperature.She squeezed it tighter, and shivered behind Cen Pingshui... her eyes suddenly softened.

……

Cen Pingshui in front of her was moved, glanced at her, and held Qi's hand—unexpectedly, this time she was still stiff, but she didn't struggle.

She was exhausted and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and fell down on the chair a little rudely, her eyes looked at the fuzzy things below, still apathetic and numb—but suddenly something changed.

…No longer holding up the responsibility of "I want to finish this troublesome matter", it seems that the little kid who has waited for his parents may be scolded when he goes back, but he can breathe a sigh of relief.

She probably didn't expect that Cen Pingshui would really help her, and she wasn't upset at all when she came, she even thought about giving her a piece of clothing and asked if she was hurt.

……

"I'm fine." Qi replied dryly, after thinking for a long time, finally took a breath and said, "The medical expenses..."

"You don't have to worry about your lord's affairs." Cen Pingshui glanced at her.

Unexpectedly, Qi suddenly paused, looked down, and said, "I'm sorry."

sorry?

If it was any other child who was pointing and scolding inexplicably, was framed and beaten, and had no reason to say that he wanted to pay someone money, he would have either smashed things in anger or cried several times because of grievances... But she actually lowered her head and said in a deep voice, sorry.

Because she doesn't have what other children have, she is not eligible.

Although Qi did nothing wrong, although she was treated unfairly first and then only in self-defense, and even later she was wronged like that by the disgusting parents...but she still has to apologize for the objective loss she has caused herself.

She is too mature and understands that fate is always ruthless, so when other children should cry to vent and be comforted, she swallowed the sour bitterness and bowed her head to apologize for the mistakes that did not exist.

So Cen Pingshui was taken aback, and repeated: "I'm sorry?"

"It's all my fault for causing you trouble." The child lowered his head, his eyes were slack, and he was used to the humbleness that was almost numb.

……

Cen Pingshui could only sigh: "How stupid are you?"

Qi paused, and just raised his head to look at her suspiciously, when he was hugged softly and lazily with a "huh".

Qi opened his eyes wide, his mind went blank, and he became stiff again: "I, I, I..."

Cen Pingshui said in her ear: "You are not wrong, you pushed them because they wanted to hurt you, you are just protecting yourself."

Qi was taken aback, and slowly relaxed his muscles.

"And they were the ones who said bad things to you first." Cen Pingshui had heard the whole story from Mr. Liang: "You did nothing wrong, it was they who said something wrong, you really are not a bitch's daughter-I really Not your mother."

When Qi lost control, what he hissed was "I'm not!" I'm not the daughter of a prostitute... "She's not my mother!" Cen Pingshui is not my mother!

The stain at the beginning of her life was the caretaker of the dirty flesh and blood business. She did nothing wrong, but she had to bear the infamy. Cen Pingshui could understand her desire to distance herself from her relationship.

"Even if I'm not clean, baby, but you are clean. There is no doubt about it." Cen Pingshui finally told her calmly and firmly.

I think it was all the fault of Cen Pingshui, who made an innocent child suffer for half of his life. He had never eaten a little bit of sweetness, but struggled in the sourness to a heart-rending skill...

Cen Pingshui suddenly thought that she really should learn to be a reliable guardian, she must not be short of people in terms of material, and don't let her be alone and helpless in terms of psychology.

As she thought about it, Qi felt his body tremble, and raised his head in surprise: "I...I'm not..." That's not what I meant!

She suddenly panicked and was anxious to explain something - she wanted to say that she didn't feel that Cen Pingshui owed her, nor did she intend to complain...

She knew early on that she was not Cen Pingshui's biological daughter, Cen Pingshui was just her father's former woman, and she was nothing, so she had no right to say that she "shouldn't"...

You shouldn't be a street girl, you shouldn't ignore your child, you shouldn't give her enough food and clothing, you shouldn't let her be wronged at school... you shouldn't care about her.

None exist.

After all, they had no emotional basis from the beginning.

...but she couldn't say it!

Because the reason why she couldn't help but explode in those vicious words spoken by others... Because she just "resented".

She doesn't want to be the daughter of a street girl... She doesn't want to be wronged, she doesn't want to endure this bitterness but swallow it - she is "blaming" Cen Pingshui.

...resent why you're a whore?

No, what she complained about was: why don't you care about me! ?

But how to say it... She is not qualified.

……

"I know, you hate me for being so dirty?" Cen Pingshui smiled and patted her head: "I admit, it's my fault—but you know, I told you 'I was wrong', Not apologizing for my personal and professional life, but for how that affected you."

She explained that, of course, shame never existed in her body: "I am a street person, and I don't feel that I am wrong."

But when she turned her head, she suddenly felt guilty again. The reason was Qi: "But I'm sorry that it became a weapon used by others to attack my child."

Cen Pingshui switches between a shameless bitch and a new parent who has done something wrong, lovingly touching the frozen Qi's cheek, and sighing softly: "I should protect you well..."

"I should protect you...I will protect you."

……

It's like if someone wants to hurt you, he will eat a neck first, and if someone wants to wrong you, he will be flushed red by the cold sarcasm first.

Because I will protect you.

……

Qi only felt a sourness go straight to her throat!

When she opened her mouth, tears were stuck, as if she had been cast into some spell and couldn't speak, and the more she panicked, the more she was muted. She wanted to say that I really didn't mean that!

I didn't mean to dislike you, I didn't think you were dirty!I'm just... She suddenly burst into tears, as if washing away ten years of maturity and responsibility, from an adult to a child:

I just want your love.

……

Cen Pingshui didn't know what Qi meant, but saw that she was sad, and wanted to gently wipe away her tears to comfort her not to be afraid, but Qi suddenly changed his face, opened his mouth before he could speak, suddenly covered his stomach, curled up When I got up, the cold sweat came down instantly!

Cen Pingshui was startled, and quickly supported her: "What's going on? You're injured..."

"No, it's not..." Qi gritted his teeth and said with sweat: "Go back first... I'm fine... I'm fine..."

Cen Pingshui said to Si: "Go to the hospital!" Then he held her hand and approached her to comfort her in a low voice: "It's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid."

"I...I'm fine..." It's just an old problem...

Qi could only repeat, but he had no strength left. He couldn't resist her, so he closed his eyes and struggled with the pain.

……

"Chronic gastritis... It's been a long time... Sudden severe pain? Because I was stimulated, maybe I didn't eat on time... Yes, yes..."

The doctor stood at the door of the ward, finished explaining the medical history to the worried woman, turned his head, and couldn't help but say a few more words: "Is she your child? The case is ten years old, and there is only such a little?"

Cen Pingshui was taken aback, then nodded: "It's my child..."

"As a parent, you don't even know about her long-term stomach problems? It looks like she hasn't dealt with it at all." The doctor lowered his face, and glanced at the child in the ward with a little bit of the back of his head exposed:

"Malnutrition, irregular diet, and extremely poor mental state."

Cen Pingshui was at a loss - how did she know that it was already so serious?She only said that she was in poor health, and she thought to herself that Qi, who is more mature than her, can take care of herself...

As a result, the child is a child after all, born around Cen Pingshui and was completely ignored. While studying, he also had to consider his own livelihood, so he was short of energy and hungry and full. Feeling bloated and uncomfortable. When an acute attack occurs, shut yourself off. After the pain is over, go on with it.

Cen Pingshui's heart twitched, thinking that a child would already experience the pain of the body and the helplessness of no one's care, to the point where he would be sick and curled up together, gritted his teeth and sweated until dawn, and when he became dizzy, it would be another tomorrow?

She had no choice but to accept the doctor's dissatisfaction and accusation: "I'm sorry, I..."

"No matter how busy you are, you still care about the children!" Seeing that she was indeed ashamed, the doctor dissipated a little bit of coldness, and taught that young and bright new parent who didn't know how to take care of children at first glance.

"Also..." He recalled what he accidentally discovered during his doctor's visit, and thought about his words: "Your child's arms and lower abdomen... seem to have new bruises... You should pay attention to her... the situation at school ..."

Cen Pingshui was taken aback.

Wound?Didn't she say she wasn't hurt?

...Thinking about it, it would be strange if Qi was willing to tell her everything.Cen Pingshui sighed and turned to look at her.

... Qi turned his head in an instant and cut off the eye contact with her for a moment, as if he had never peeked secretly.

----

"I'll come in and give you medicine, okay?"

Cen Pingshui asked in a low voice while standing outside the bathroom door holding clothes and medicinal wine.

It was almost one o'clock in the morning after returning from the hospital after hanging the salt water, Qi insisted on taking a bath, Cen Pingshui collected stomach medicine outside, and then brought her clothes over.

"No, thank you." A muffled voice came from the door, a little hoarse, but it could be heard that the mood was stable.In other words, she was about to regain her composure: "Leave it outside the door, I'll put it on myself after I wash it."

But this time it was Cen Pingshui's turn to be a monster. After asking the question, he didn't listen to anyone's answer. He pushed the button and came in on his own. He even closed the door, hung up his clothes and came over.

Qi's whole body shook in shock, and at the "click" sound, he almost jumped into the bathtub from standing under the shower, and looked at her in shock: "You...what are you doing!"

"Help you with the medicine." The woman in front of her brushed her hair, yawned, walked over slowly, moved a bench and sat by the bathtub, lazily poured the medicine wine, raised her head, and half-closed her eyes to see Looking at her: "You wash first."

Qi pulled her hair and leaned her head against the wall brick on the left side as far as possible away from her. The double rings were on her chest, but the exposed neck and shoulders were still there, glistening under the water, skinny and bony, and the color was not very good-looking.

But a slender girl is very beautiful, even though she looks fragile, she still works hard to live.

"No need!" Qi's face was almost red, his legs wanted to shrink forward, but he was afraid that Cen Pingshui would look in, and if he didn't shrink back, approaching her seemed to be stabbed by an electric current, and he felt uncomfortable: "Can you go out? "

"Oh..." Cen Pingshui snorted a long response, then looked at her slowly: "...don't."

"You!..." Qi almost slipped: "You can't do this!" She was a little embarrassed, and turned her head away: "You agreed..." She lowered her voice: "It is agreed that I will afford it when I go to college, and I will provide it to me during the period." Comfortable environment, don't embarrass me..."

"Am I embarrassing you now?" Cen Pingshui asked knowingly.

"Yes!" Qi frowned, trying to ignore the faint cold breath after removing the choking perfume, and whispered: "Can you go out?"

Cen Pingshui: "No."

Qi: "..."

Qi Du was about to cry angrily: "What are you doing!"

"...Because I discovered something." Cen Pingshui's faint pale eyes seemed to be bursting with words.

……

Qi was taken aback, suddenly flustered, and turned his head, as if avoiding something.

Cen Pingshui sighed, stretched her chin, ignored her stunned resistance, and slowly brushed the trace of the fight with her thumb:

"I thought your maturity and composure came from overcoming loneliness, so you grew up quickly, even at a huge cost, and you became a psychological adult worth looking up to...but it's actually an illusion.

You are not an adult soul in a child's body, you are a child pretending to be a man. "

"The former needs to be respected, and the care of making up too late is not only useless, but embarrassing for both parties. So I signed a verbal contract with you——

But you are not. "

She smiled slightly at Qi's pupils that were suddenly shaken and began to collapse, and continued gently:

"...so you want love."

You are just too scared, so you hide your desire, pretend to be strong and invulnerable to overcome everything, polish your shell with sophistication and smoothness, grit your teeth and put on a numb mask on your crying face.

But it turns out that you want love.

……

So although you support your body so numb that you seem to be able to face thousands of troops alone, you tremble your eyelashes and show your fragility when you get help;

So after refusing to hold you again and again, you are greedy for that sense of touch and hesitate for a moment;

So while you refuse to get close, you secretly touch the world with a longing look.

... Fortunately, you showed your feet, otherwise, I really don't care about you.

Cen Pingshui was sore, rubbed her wet little face, pinched her chin lightly, and pressed her forehead with cold lips, giving this frightened guy a little courage to get out of the protection tower he drew. Tell her there's still sunshine out there:

"Baby, I'll give it to you. You have everything the other kids have. You can do whatever you want, and I'll love you, okay?"

……

Qi's whole body trembled violently.

The voice in her ear slowly dissipated, and she seemed to come back to herself in a daze. She raised her head little by little, her voice trembling out of shape:

"I--"

On that poor little face, the numbness and coldness finally dissipated, revealing the innermost layer of fragility. Moisture suddenly filled the eye sockets, crying tremblingly:

"Do you really love me?"

Even if I have no relatives and no reason for you, even if you have seen me for ten years and ignored me like nothing—are those recent seemingly insignificant concerns genuine or out of politeness...

If you don't love me, how can you give me hope?

While panicking, she held her breath, and finally heard a slow answer.

"I love you."

The tiredness of the woman who had been with her for ten years dissipated, the earnest expression under her smoky eyebrows, and the low and austere voice made her blurred eyes burst into tears instantly!

Qi took a deep breath, tears trembling in his eyes: "Really?"

Cen Pingshui smiled and tilted her head, and replied, "Really."

"..." She asked softly again: "Did you lie to me?"

Cen Pingshui replied again: "No."

"..."

"Really?"

"real."

……

What followed was a rewinding repetition, asking again and again, tears falling on the water one by one——Cen Pingshui was unexpectedly gentle and patient this time, and always answered slowly but firmly.

……

Finally, like Qi Tuoli, he suddenly put his head against the wall, stretched out, covered his cheek, stopped pressing hard, and cried out.

Slowly it became louder and louder, and finally she even opened her mouth, her voice was hoarse—that old and numb Qi finally turned into a child, with red eyes and hoarse voice.

It was as if all the grievances of the past ten years had been added to it and exploded all at once.

Cen Pingshui's heart was pinched for a moment, she could only sigh, and leaned over to hug her.

Qi didn't struggle, and was crying hard.

----

I don't know how long it took, and finally the child lay exhausted in the bathtub, his face was covered with tears, his eyes were red and swollen, he sobbed and hiccupped occasionally, and he was still talking.

"You haven't cooked a single meal for me. There is no cafeteria in elementary school. When I was hungry and saw my classmates take out their lunch boxes, I couldn't help but want to cry."

"I'm sorry." Cen Pingshui touched her head apologetically.

"Give it back to me, and you never say thank you."

"I'll supply it for you, okay." She was as gentle as possible: "Thank you, baby girl, it's delicious."

Qi sobbed, intermittently: "You don't even know that I have a stomachache... I've been suffering from it since the beginning, and whenever I felt uncomfortable, I went back to the room and knelt in pain..."

"Don't cry... I will take good care of you." Cen Pingshui wiped away the tears that started to surge again, and seriously reflected on herself, promising: "I will care about you in the future."

"You still signed the contract for me..." She then accused aggrievedly.

"I saw that you were unwilling to accept..." Cen Pingshui was stunned for a moment, and said softly: "Didn't you hear me say that I would support you, and still doubt—"

But now Qi will be making trouble for no reason, and even more aggrieved: "You want me to pay you back! The clothes in the closet look so good... I dare not wear them!

A lot of expenses are expensive...”

Cen Pingshui could only lament the woman's heartache: "So you were wronged at that time..."

Qi was still mourning, complaining with his head full: "And..."