the landlord is a former
Chapter 25
"Something happened to Hibiki—"
Fu Baiqiu's breath was stagnant, and he stood up instinctively. There seemed to be a gushing energy in his body, driving her to take some actions.
Such as carrying a bag, such as walking to the door to put on shoes.
She said "Okay", and after hanging up the phone, a new message entered the text message inbox.
The address of a private hospital is on the other side of Rongcheng, which is completely opposite to the community where she lives.
Fu Baiqiu thought about all the worst outcomes she could think of, and a strong uneasiness suddenly surged in her heart. She pressed her temples, quickly put on her coat, and ran out of the house following the night.
It took an hour to drive across the north and south of Rongcheng, and she didn't dare to drive too fast. There were many red lights on the road, and her palms holding the steering wheel were sweating.
Her mind was full of "Shi Jinzhi had an accident", and then guessed that it was a "very serious matter", and naturally ignored the question of why the other party had to notify her of the accident.
Passing through the city center, the flow of people gradually decreased, so Fu Baiqiu picked up a little speed, and the car galloped in the night, turning into a blur of light and shadow whistling past.
An hour later, she rushed to the private hospital at the address.
The hospital looks like a series of castles, and the interior is clean and bright. There are two nurses in uniform standing on the left and right of the door, smiling like hotel guests.
Fu Baiqiu politely asked them about the location of the elevator, went in, pressed the floor button with trembling fingers, and leaned against the car wall as if he was exhausted.
Watching the floor numbers change bit by bit, she looked like a dying old man, supporting her body with her weak legs and trying to keep her spirits up.
The elevator "ding", the door opened, and she walked out sullenly.
Outside is a circular hall, with two pots of green plants placed behind the white porch facing the elevator door, the hourglass-shaped column on the left is topped with an apricot-yellow ceiling lamp, and on the right are two sets of extended sofas, on which several men and women sit, the entire floor There is only one single suite on the second floor.
"Miss Fu!" When Shi Hengzhi saw her, he immediately stood up and went to meet her.
The rest of the family members stood up and cast their gazes this way. Fu Baiqiu glanced over and only recognized Shi Jinzhi's father Shi Qingyuan, his sister Shi Rongzhi, the middle-aged woman next to her and the little girl she was leading. She had no impression .
"What happened?" She collected herself and looked away.
Shi Hengzhi glanced at the door of the ward, with a serious expression on his face: "No. 19, Jinzhi fainted at night, and her life was not in danger when she was sent to the hospital, but she couldn't wake up no matter how much she shouted, she slept for three days, and woke up by herself in the afternoon, As soon as he opened his eyes, he said he didn't know us, and wanted to find Mao Mao..."
He paused, looking at Fu Baiqiu with hopeful eyes.
"I remember that among her close friends, only your nickname is Mao Mao. You used to come to our house to play often." She was also the one who took her sister to the hospital last time. She said her name once on the phone, and he remembered it remember.
There was a "boom" in Fu Baiqiu's head, and the words of the doctor in the First Affiliated Hospital kept echoing in his ears.
[In severe cases, cognitive impairment may occur, and may even cause permanent memory loss]
She squeezed the corners of her clothes tightly with both hands, her palms were wet with thin sweat, and asked softly, "What can I do?"
After saying this, Shi's family members were obviously relieved, but Shi Qingyuan's face became more solemn, his eyes were lowered, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
"Can I trouble you to coax her to take the medicine first." Shi Hengzhi looked at her sincerely, with a humble and polite expression.
In my impression, my sister has not seen this friend for a long time. He just thinks that the two have grown up and are busy with their studies and careers. They no longer have a lot of leisure time to maintain a pure friendship like they did when they were young.
Now that you have something to ask for from others, you should be more polite.
But his intuition told Fu Baiqiu that he still had something to say, but he didn't intend to finish it all at once.
"What medicine?"
"The doctor said that her brain showed signs of drug poisoning. It is unclear whether the memory loss is temporary or permanent. She needs to take medicine to control it, otherwise the situation will continue to deteriorate, but she does not want to take it and does not believe us."
"How bad is it?"
Shi Hengzhi's eyes showed pain: "It's hard to say, the most likely is schizophrenia, but it is also possible to recover slowly..."
After he finished speaking, Fu Baiqiu glimpsed Shi Qingyuan from the corner of his eye and sat down rubbing the center of his brows, resting his elbows on his knees, covering his face with his hands, and sighed heavily.
Elder sister Shi Rongzhi wiped her eyes, then turned to comfort her father.
The middle-aged woman on the side hugged the little girl tightly, and the girl asked in a low voice, "Mom, what does schizophrenia mean?"
"Don't talk nonsense." The woman glared at the child.
Fu Baiqiu suddenly thought of his family, and remembered a sentence: With parents alive, there is still a place to come in life, and when parents are gone, life is only home.
She has only one way to return in her life, knowing where she is going, that is a fate that no one can escape, because she has nothing to worry about, so she is calm.But there is an obsession deep in her heart, and that is because Shi Jinzhi owes her an explanation.
If you don't care, why bother to explain, if you don't care, she won't come tonight, and she won't be soft-hearted back then.
For so many years, whenever she thinks of Shi Jinzhi, she always finds reasons for him, subconsciously still trusting him.But as time went by, hope became slim, and she still couldn't get out of the shadow of being left behind.
She was very conflicted, whether she wanted to get rid of her relationship with Shi Jinzhi, or let the two of them be bound together for no apparent reason.
"Miss Fu?" The man's voice pulled her back from her thoughts.
Fu Baiqiu took a deep breath and nodded: "Okay."
Feeling relieved, Shi Hengzhi brought her to the front of the ward, knocked lightly on the door, pushed it open, and the two went in together.
The ward is a quiet and warm blue and white room with round tables, carpets, sofas, and TVs. It is furnished like a bedroom at home. Directly opposite the door is a floor-to-ceiling window that occupies one wall. Roller blinds are half hung, and the night outside the window is boundless.
About one meter away from the window was a large hospital bed. Shi Jinzhi was sitting on the bed wearing a hospital gown, his hair was disheveled like a chicken coop, his plain and pale face was bloodless, and his long and narrow black eyes were lost. Lost the spirit of the past, chaotic and dull.
She looked as if she had experienced a fatal blow, she was so fragile that she could be shredded into ashes, and there was a sickly beauty in her eyebrows.
However, in the next second, she stared blankly at the familiar face behind the strange man, and her gray eyes burst into a blazing brilliance.
"Maomao!" Shi Jinzhi lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed, but he was too hasty, tripped over his foot, and fell under the bed.
Fu Baiqiu and Shi Hengzhi stepped forward to support her at the same time. She pushed the latter away and threw herself into Fu Baiqiu's arms like grabbing a life-saving straw. She said in horror, "There are so many strangers...they forced me to take medicine..."
Shi Hengzhi resentfully withdrew his hand and sighed.
Fu Baiqiu hugged her tightly, and could feel her trembling through the thick clothes, suddenly his heart was suffocated, and he comforted her softly: "Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm here."
The front of the clothes was tightly grasped by this man, crumpled like two iron tongs, perhaps due to excessive fear and incredible strength.
Patting her back lightly with his palm, Fu Baiqiu turned his head and said to Shi Hengzhi: "Give me the medicine, you can avoid it for a while."
"Just eat according to the instructions, sorry for your trouble." Shi Hengzhi nodded with a wry smile, and brought the tray on the round table to the head of the bed.
"Ah."
The door of the ward opened and closed, and the room was very quiet, so the sobbing of the person in his arms was very ear-piercing.
In his memory, Shi Jinzhi would only hug her and sob aggrievedly when he made her angry and wanted to ask for forgiveness, because she was not immune to tears.
It broke her heart from crying.
"Shi Jinzhi." Her voice was unprecedentedly gentle, "raise your head and look at me."
The chicken coop on his chest raised his head, his eyes dim with tears, "Are you calling me?"
"..."
Doesn't she even remember who she is?
Fu Baiqiu's back felt cold, he held her face in his hands, his eyes touched her red eyes, and his heart stabbed, "Do you remember your name?"
Shi Jinzhi sniffed and shook his head blankly.
"Then do you know who I am?"
"Mao Mao."
"I mean the full name." Fu Baiqiu squeezed his sweat, his whole heart hanging.
Perhaps her expression was too solemn, as if she was angry, Shi Jinzhi was a little flustered, bit her lip, and thought hard.
Fluffy.
As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw strange faces all around her. Those people claimed to be her father, brother, sister, and some kind of aunt and sister.
She didn't know anything about what happened before she opened her eyes, she couldn't even remember who she was and why she was in the hospital.
Those people and doctors said she lost her memory.
But there is always a very familiar face in her mind, named Mao Mao, and intuition is a very important person.
Why does Maomao have a full name?Isn't it called Maomao?
"Maomao..." There was a trembling sound in her throat, she let go of her lips, and her eyes were full of chaos.
Fu Baiqiu turned his face quickly, closed his eyes, took a few deep breaths, and clenched his hands across her back into fists.
The day has really come.
Let her spread out.
There are dense, painful and itchy wounds all over my heart, and an inexplicable complex feeling spreads rapidly, I don't know if it is bitter or sour.
"Then do you remember our relationship?" Her fingertips wrapped around a strand of her hair, her voice trembling.
Shi Jinzhi tried hard to think about it, but she couldn't think of anything. Looking at Fu Baiqiu's gentle eyes, she felt very familiar and comfortable. The two should have known each other for a long time and their relationship was extremely close.
So close... When she saw her just now, she wanted to hug her and kiss her.
Now too.
The thought intensified, Shi Jinzhi's eyes were fixed on her lips, and her throat slipped, "Can I kiss you?"
Fu Baiqiu: "..."
Her reaction is hard not to make people wonder if she really has amnesia or fake it.
Fu Baiqiu frowned and sternly said, "I can't."
"Oh."
Shi Jinzhi felt a little lost, and wrapped his arms around her waist tightly, "Then what is our relationship?"
this problem……
Fu Baiqiu gave a low cough and kicked the ball back to her: "What do you think?"
"I think we've known each other for a long time. Since I can think of you immediately, then you should be someone I trust very much, an important person. You don't look like my mother..." Shi Jinzhi lowered her eyes, Talking to himself, he analyzed it, and his logical thinking was quite clear, which made Fu Baiqiu sure that she was just amnesia, not dementia, at least she had the thinking and cognitive ability that an adult should have.
Thank goodness the brain hasn't gone too far.
In addition, Fu Baiqiu can't be sure whether she has forgotten everything or just people. If it is the former, then her career will be ruined.
It is no exaggeration to say that the world of classical music will lose a pearl, and the country will also lose a representative business card.
Thinking of these possibilities, Fu Baiqiu felt extremely regretful, how could he not regret it, their acquaintance started at the school celebration party, she was attracted by her talent, that was a beautiful first love time.
"We're lovers, right?"
When he was distracted, Shi Jinzhi suddenly raised his head and looked at her with bright eyes.
The corners of Fu Baiqiu's eyes twitched slightly: "Why do you think so?"
This woman must be faking amnesia, right?
Shi Jinzhi said seriously: "Because I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, if it's just a friend, it's impossible to have such a reaction."
Logical genius.
she couldn't refute
"It's normal for girls to kiss and hug each other."
"But I don't want to see the nurse."
"You don't know anyone."
"Then I know you, and I just want to kiss you."
It was as if his heart had been stabbed hard by a sharp knife, and sharp pain spread from his chest to his eyes. Fu Baiqiu raised his head, forced back the tears, and smiled at the heart-shaped lamp on the ceiling.
"Maomao?" Shi Jinzhi gripped her clothes tightly, "Isn't it?"
She leaned in her arms, smelling the clear fragrance of her body, with a trace of warmth, she really wanted to kiss her.Only this possibility can explain my thoughts.
Fu Baiqiu bit his lips tightly, raised his hand to support the back of her head, and prevented her from seeing the bursting emotions in his eyes, and after he calmed down, he said slowly: "No."
"..."
The shoulders of the man in his arms slumped.
"get medicine."
Fu Baiqiu reached into the tray and took one of the boxes.She didn't forget the task she had to complete today, coaxing people to take medicine, just treat it as a favor, and after the help, each will go her own way.
The name of the drug is a bunch of uncommon words, and she couldn’t understand it. After she opened it, she took out the instruction manual carefully. It is a psychotropic drug. One of its main functions is sedation and anti-hallucinosis. It takes 200 mg three times a day.
There is also an injection in the tray, which seems to need to be injected.
"Why did you ask me to take the medicine?" Shi Jinzhi shrank back with a look of fear on his face, "I won't take it."
Some broken lights and shadows and vague voices flashed in her mind, arousing inexplicable anxiety in her heart.
"You are sick, you need to take medicine to get better." Fu Baiqiu coaxed, got up and went to the water dispenser to get water, mixing hot and cold to make it warm.
"I'm not sick."
Fu Baiqiu put the water on the bedside, peeled off two light blue round flat pills with his fingers, raised his eyes, and a gentle smile appeared on his lips: "Then don't you want to remember who I am?"
"Can I remember after taking the medicine?" Shi Jinzhi's eyes were glued to her face, he was greedy for that smile, and couldn't help but feel shaken.
Fu Baiqiu couldn't bear to deceive her, so he could only vaguely say: "There is a half chance."
"..."
Shi Jinzhi didn't move, but glanced at the pill in her hand, as if she was fighting fiercely.
She also doesn't know where this fear comes from, like the instinct of a creature, the instinctive reaction when it perceives danger or is threatened.
It's just that she didn't know that at this moment, she looked very much like a three-year-old baby in the kindergarten who was afraid of taking medicine, and Fu Baiqiu felt like he was trying his best to coax the baby to take medicine.
"Hibiscus."
She softly called out the intimate name that had been seven years away, and her heart beat suddenly accelerated, but unfortunately, the man had no response to this.
Shi Jinzhi looked at her dumbly, and asked after a long while: "Me?"
"Yeah." Fu Baiqiu held the water in one hand and the pill in the other, winking at her, "You take the medicine, I'll let you kiss me."
She gave up.
Just kiss, I have kissed before, just close your eyes, take a breath, it only takes a few seconds.
Facts have proved that Shi Jinzhi can put aside her fear in the face of beauty, she immediately grabbed the pill in Fu Baiqiu's hand, fed it into her mouth, then grabbed the glass of water and took a big gulp, swallowing it very quickly.
The movement was too fast, and some transparent water stains dripped from the corner of her mouth. She couldn't wait to lean up and kiss her. Fu Baiqiu shook his head funny, took out a tissue, and wiped her mouth clean.
Then very consciously brought the left side of his face closer, closed his eyes, and held his breath.
Her facial features are gentle and delicate, her skin is delicate and smooth, her long eyelashes are curled up, her eyebrows are light, and her eyes are light. She gives people a very gentle and good-tempered feeling. Even if she frowns or has a stern face, she seems to calm down quickly, so coaxing and soft-hearted.
Shi Jinzhi looked at her obsessively, and approached her carefully, so close that it seemed as if the tiny fluff on her cheeks were entangled with each other, and the tip of her nose inhaled the faint fragrance, which tickled her heart.
The soft|nen lips|petals were close at hand, she pressed them lightly, her breath gradually approached, and she lowered her eyes and slowly kissed her.
"Well……"
Fu Baiqiu closed her eyes and waited for those few seconds to pass, but she waited until her lips felt slightly hot, and the scorching breath penetrated into the pores. She suddenly opened her eyes, and what she saw was the blurred and enlarged face of the man.
As soon as she pushed Shi Jinzhi away, her cheeks instantly turned blood red.
Shi Jinzhi was pushed by her and fell on the bed. Fortunately, the bed was big enough, otherwise with such strength, he might have fallen from the other side.
"Maomao, you said you could give me a kiss." She sat up, dissatisfied.
Fu Baiqiu was extremely embarrassed, he hurriedly turned his back and covered his chest, soothing the beating heart inside, "I mean the face."
"That didn't say it couldn't be a mouth."
"..."
She adjusted her breathing, turned around angrily, and was facing Shang Shijinzhi's captivating peach blossom eyes, with a sly smile, and suddenly felt cheated.
"Are you pretending? You don't have amnesia at all?"
"What?" Shi Jinzhi asked suspiciously.
call--
Fu Baiqiu secretly exhaled, telling himself that this is a patient, and he should not be violent to the patient.
"If you don't like it, I won't do it next time." Seeing her embarrassment, Shi Jinzhi felt an indescribable loss in his heart, bowed his head and admitted his mistake, "I'm sorry."
She guessed wrong. If they were really lovers, how could the other party react so strongly after a kiss?
Amnesia is indeed a very troublesome thing. In the current world, she only knows Mao Mao, and she can't trust other strangers who claim to be family members, although those people somewhat resemble her in appearance.
She can't make Mao Mao angry, can't embarrass Mao Mao, this is the only person she can trust.
Fu Baiqiu saw her bowing her head, looking aggrieved and disappointed, and suddenly felt a sense of revenge. After a long time, he said lightly: "No, it's just too sudden."
"Ah."
Shi Jinzhi responded dully.
Fu Baiqiu's eyes fell on her messy hair, knowing that it is impossible to sleep out of the chicken coop. He probably guessed that when Xu just woke up, facing the strange family members, he was afraid, anxious, manic, and scratched his hair. Messed up.
She was like this before. The most disturbing thing she ever encountered was "Maomao got angry". If she couldn't calm people down right away, she would mess up her hair and then comb it by herself when she was in a hurry.
"Is there a comb?" She looked around, got up and walked to the small independent toilet while talking.
The wards of high-end private hospitals are fully equipped. There is a wooden tray on the toilet sink, which contains disposable toiletries. Fu Baiqiu picked up the comb, rinsed it with water, and returned to the bedside to sit down.
"Come here, let me comb your hair, what kind of mess is it?"
"Okay." Shi Jinzhi leaned over obediently.
Her hair grew to her waist, and the hair was thin and soft when held in her hands. The brown tail was curled with a gentle arc. The volume and thickness of her hair were just right, which really made those who suffered from severe hair loss envious.
Fu Baiqiu first smoothed out the broken hair with his hands, and then gently combed the comb down along the top of his head, stopping at the shoulders, and loosened the remaining curly hair with his hands.
There is no curling comb, so I can only make do with it, and it is not so messy visually.
Shi Jinzhi felt his scalp itchy, not wanting to scratch it, but a comfortable tremor, his whole head tensed up.
- tuk tuk tuk.
The door of the ward was pushed open a crack, and Shi Hengzhi poked his head in: "Miss Fu, can you come out for a while?"
Fu Baiqiu nodded, put down the comb, and was about to get up when Shi Jinzhi suddenly grabbed her hand tightly.She was taken aback, patted the back of her hand, and comforted: "I'll be back soon."
"5 minutes."
"it is good."
Fu Baiqiu went out and closed the door, raised her eyes, and met the anxious eyes of Shangshi's family members. Before they asked, she took the initiative to say: "I have taken the medicine, and when is the injection?"
"Thank you. That's fine now, but..." Shi Hengzhi pondered for a moment and said, "Has Miss Fu eaten?"
When it came to eating, Fu Baiqiu remembered that he hadn't eaten anything since he got off work, and his stomach was empty. When he mentioned it, he really felt hungry.
She shook her head.
"That's just right. Let me treat Miss Fu to dinner. You can wait for a while to get the needle." Shi Hengzhi turned his back to his family and gave her a wink.
He had something to say to Fu Baiqiu alone.
Fu Baiqiu immediately understood, nodded and said, "I'll go and talk to Jinzhi."
"Ok."
She returned to the ward, the door was ajar, Shi Hengzhi turned around, looked at his father and stepmother, "Dad, take Xizhi back first, I'm here, don't worry."
Shi Qingyuan frowned, staring at the door of the ward, "We'll come back tomorrow morning."
"I'll stay, Hengyi can't take care of him alone..." He Ru interjected.
"No need." Shi Rongzhi, who had been silent all along, said, glanced at her, and looked at Shi Hengzhi, "Brother, you take Miss Fu to dinner, I will stay here and watch."
Shi Rongzhi is the eldest daughter, the second among six siblings. She received a doctorate degree in law two years ago. She is currently working as a lawyer in the United States. She has immigrated and obtained a green card. She will marry her boyfriend next year.
Hearing the news of her sister's accident, she left her job and lover behind and flew back immediately.
They have three brothers and sisters, and Jinzhi is the best, who has completely inherited her mother's musical talent. She and her brother have been very precious since they were young.
He Ru choked on her, and shut up resentfully.
"Okay, let's go back." When the old man led his little daughter to the elevator, He Ru silently followed.
When they got into the elevator and closed the door, Shi Hengzhi sighed heavily: "Do you want something to eat, I'll bring it up for you."
"Just have some porridge." Shi Rongzhi also sighed, his brows furrowed.
"I'm here that night, you go back and have a good rest, you're tired these two days, and there's still a case to be busy over there, and your body won't be able to bear it by then."
"You've been guarding for two nights. I'm here tonight. You go back to spend time with your sister-in-law and Wanwan."
"The banyan..."
"It's decided."
Shi Rongzhi is used to being strong, and when he is serious, he can be so rational and well-founded that people can't speak.
As soon as the words were finished, Fu Baiqiu opened the door and came out, and glanced at the siblings: "Let's go."
Shi Hengzhi wanted to invite Fu Baiqiu to eat in a hotel outside, but she politely refused, and the two had to go to the hospital cafeteria.
Have a light meal without too much fuss.Fu Baiqiu thinks so, the focus is not on eating, but on what to say.
The environment in the cafeteria is very tidy. It is a buffet style. There are not many people and it is very quiet. You can only hear the slight collision of tableware when you enter.Shi Hengzhi paid the bill first, and the two took some food at random, and found a seat in the corner to sit down.
"It's really troublesome Miss Fu today, and last time, thank you very much."
"Hands up."
Fu Baiqiu took a sip of the soup and felt comfortable, "You can ask anything you want, as long as I know."
"Well, I want to know something about you."
She nodded, motioning for him to speak.
"The last time I took Jinzhi back home, she was not in a good mood. I talked to her and she said that she had lived with you for a month. I only knew that she was renting a house after returning to China. I didn't expect that she was living with a friend. , I want to know if she has shown any abnormalities this month?"
"Occasionally, I would have a headache, be in a daze, and couldn't remember what I had done." Fu Baiqiu said truthfully.
"Just this month?"
"Correct."
"..."
Shi Hengzhi's face was a little ugly, but he quickly returned to normal.He was anxious, as his own brother knew nothing about his sister's illness, he almost asked Fu Baiqiu "why he didn't inform the family" just now, but then he restrained his impulse, after all, it was none of the business of outsiders.
Seeing his heartbroken expression, Fu Baiqiu asked, "Did Jinzhi tell you anything else when he went back?"
"what?"
Things suddenly got tricky.
Fu Baiqiu lowered his eyes, feeling helpless secretly. Looking at it like this, he knew that Shi Jinzhi had concealed the truth from his family.
She was hesitant to reveal that the other party had taken banned | drugs, but she only learned about it from the doctor. She had no idea what Shi Jinzhi had experienced in the past seven years and how long he had taken the drugs. come out……
My mind is like a mess, I have no clue.
"Actually...we haven't been in touch for a long time." Fu Baiqiu gently stirred the soup with a spoon, and quickly sorted out his thoughts, "The house I live in is vacant on the first floor, and it is listed online for rent. It happened to be seen by her last month. We just lived together, and I don't know exactly what happened to her before that."
She could tell before that Shi Jinzhi didn't have a good relationship with his family. He kept his mouth open and closed, either as a brother or a sister, and rarely mentioned his parents.In her impression, although the scenery of the big manor was unique, but the atmosphere was cold, and Shi Qingyuan was a serious father with a straight face all the year round, with old-fashioned thinking and style, and life around him was very depressing.
At that time, Shi Jinzhi was fledgling and had to rely on his family, so he didn't dare to reveal his sexual orientation.
When she was capable and dared to confront her father, they had already broken up.
Fu Baiqiu doesn't know what happened next, but facing Shi Jinzhi's own brother today, she must not reveal their past relationship, let alone reveal Shi Jinzhi's sexual orientation.
It had nothing to do with it, so there was no need to cause another trouble.
"Jinzhi seldom goes home these few years, and every time he comes back, he just has a quick meal. The year before last, I went to London with her sister to see her, and I didn't find anything unusual about her..." Shi Hengzhi finished eating two mouthfuls, It seems that there is no strength to chew.
Fu Baiqiu sensitively captured the key information, and asked repeatedly: "Do you rarely go home?"
"Ah."
Regarding family affairs, Shi Hengzhi didn't want to say more, so he just responded.
Fu Baiqiu's hand holding the spoon suddenly let go, and the handle of the spoon collided with the rim of the bowl to make a crisp "ding" sound, hitting her heart hard, and an indescribable bitterness came out inexplicably.
Rarely going home means seldom returning to China, how many?Once, twice, I can count on one hand.
At the beginning, she was the one who quietly mentioned the breakup, although Shi Jinzhi agreed straightforwardly and replied her with a simple "yes", but in fact, she was having fantasies every day, and she was looking for reasons for the other party every day.
Because otherwise, she would break down.
She didn't want to believe that the six-year relationship between the two could not stand the test of a natural disaster. She fantasized that the man would come back to China to find her, but she deliberately changed all her contact information and address. If she really wanted to find her, she would definitely find her.
She is still fantasizing to this day.
It's just that the disappointment has accumulated enough, and the heart is cold, and there is still a little bit of unwillingness that is just around the corner.
"So, you don't know her situation these years?" Fu Baiqiu picked up the spoon again, and fed himself a mouthful of soup. It may have been a long time, and the slightly scalding turned into lukewarm.
Shi Hengzhi shook his head, looking ashamed.
There was a brief silence, and the two ate separately.
"What did the doctor say? Drug poisoning, have you confirmed what it is?" Fu Baiqiu suddenly raised his head.
"It is said to be a very rare chronic psychotropic drug, which is listed as a banned|drug worldwide. I have to ask Jinzhi how long to take it, but she doesn't remember it." What happened abroad in the past few years?
"I remember you went to England with Jinzhi..."
Fu Baiqiu quickly interrupted: "At that time, she was quite normal." What happened nearly ten years ago was so far away that she was least willing to recall the past.
"After graduation, I returned to China and never contacted her again."
After finishing speaking, Fu Baiqiu blinked his eyes and lowered his head to eat.
"Alas... that can only be done when Jinzhi remembers." Shi Hengzhi sighed, knowing that he was comforting himself, and that he was lucky to be able to control the spread of the toxin. How could he expect his sister to recover her memory? Everything was a gamble. .
After eating, Fu Baiqiu thought about bringing some food for the people in the ward. Shi Hengzhi said that his sister had been suffering from glucose for the past three days, and the doctor told him not to eat too much at once. My favorite purple potato porridge.
Before returning to the ward, Shi Jinzhi's scream came from inside the door.
"Do not touch me!"
——Bang!It was the sound of metal objects falling.
Fu Baiqiu's heart tightened, he pushed the door open and entered, and saw a tray and a syringe lying on the ground, Shi Jinzhi looked warily at the nurse and sister standing beside the bed.
"What's the matter?" She walked over quickly and naturally pushed her sister away.
Shi Jinzhi's face turned pale. Seeing her as a savior, he hugged her wronged and complained: "Maomao, they want to give me an injection."
"Don't be afraid, this is medicine too." Seeing the deep fear in her eyes, Fu Baiqiu's heart ached, and he patted her on the back to comfort her, "If you get the injection obediently, there is a high chance of recovering your memory. Don't you want to remember?" Who am I?"
Her voice is as gentle as spring water, flowing through the snow-covered stream, warming her heart, and her eyes are full of love and allurement, making people daydream.
Shi Rongzhi keenly sensed a strange, indescribable feeling.
The person who was extremely uncooperative and knocked over things just now calmed down and stared at Fu Baiqiu in a daze, with a hint of affection in his eyes, naturally showing infatuation.
Her fiery eyes almost made people think that she remembered something.
They used to look at each other like that.
Fu Baiqiu's fingertips trembled, his chest felt sore, he looked away, and said to the siblings, "You guys wait outside."
The two went out in response, and the little nurse squatted down to clean up the mess on the floor, and went to get a new syringe and medicine.
"Need injections every day?" Shi Jinzhi asked.
Fu Baiqiu turned his attention to the nurse, who took off the plastic seal of the new syringe and shook his head: "One injection per month."
I thought that Shi Jinzhi was afraid of getting injections every day. After all, when she was in high school, she had a fever and gave injections, and she couldn't bear it until she went there. Fu Baiqiu stayed by her side the whole time to alleviate her fear a little.
Unexpectedly, she muttered in a low voice: "You can only kiss Mao Mao once a month."
Being close, Fu Baiqiu heard it clearly, the corners of his eyes twitched slightly, resisting the urge to knock her on the forehead, and then he couldn't laugh or cry.
This man is really...
Let her say something.Affectionate?At the beginning, I agreed to break up so neatly, without any hesitation.Are you fickle?All of a sudden, I forgot everyone, but I only remembered her.
She was a little afraid that if she did this every day, sooner or later she would fall into the mud of the past again.
She was also resentful and felt it was unfair, how could this person forget about it, but she had to struggle in suffering.
"Maomao." Shi Jinzhi approached suddenly, and gently brushed her lips with her lips, "Let me kiss you after the injection."
"..."
"Okay?"
Fu Baiqiu coughed lightly and lowered his voice: "Only face kisses are allowed."
"Oh."
The needle was injected on the arm, just like the vaccination when I was a child, it was very fast, but Shi Jinzhi hated the unknown liquid on the skin, and always wanted to wipe the yellow iodophor disinfectant with his hands, but he couldn't wipe it, which was uncomfortable. Gotta forget about kissing.
Fu Baiqiu didn't take the initiative this time, pressed the cotton swab for her for a while, and brought the porridge back to her, "Drink some porridge."
Shi Jinzhi suddenly came over and quickly kissed her on the cheek.
——Pop chirp!
Loud, loud.
Fu Baiqiu: "..."
"You feed me." Shi Jinzhi, who had succeeded, smiled slyly, and water glistened in her bewitching peach blossom eyes.
The kissed piece of skin burned quickly, Fu Baiqiu's heart trembled suddenly, and he frowned and said, "Your brain is broken, it's not that your arm is broken, eat it yourself."
"Are you feeding?"
"..."
"It's okay if you don't feed me, let me kiss you again." Shi Jinzhi blew into her ear, and the tip of his tongue brushed the corner of his mouth.
Fu Baiqiu trembled all over and clenched his fists.
She endured.
However, she underestimated Shi Jinzhi's ability to push forward.
"Or, you can kiss me."
"..."
She feeds, why doesn't she feed?
Fu Baiqiu held his stomach full of "qi", opened the food box, took out the spoons and washed them, and fed the porridge to his aunt one spoon at a time.
After helping tonight, she will leave no matter what.
After finishing the porridge, Shi Jinzhi looked around and said to himself, "Where's my phone?"
"It's at your brother's place, I'll get it." Fu Baiqiu covered the food box, threw it into the trash can, got up and went out, and after a while, he came in with a thin black rectangle in his hand.
She handed the phone to Shi Jinzhi, and seeing him skillfully unlock it with her fingerprint, she couldn't help feeling a little puzzled.
"You know how to use a mobile phone?"
Shi Jinzhi took it for granted, "Everyone knows how to use it."
As she spoke, she took the remote control by the bedside and pressed it on the TV, and the dark LCD screen lit up, "Look, I can still turn on the TV."
Fu Baiqiu: "..."
Then Shi Jinzhi turned off the TV, lowered her head and fiddled with the phone, she opened the address book first, and asked while swiping the screen, "Maomao, do I have your number?"
"Have."
Finding a number in the list with the remark "My Mao Mao", Fu Baiqiu saw it at a glance, and suddenly his scalp became cold, thinking that it was her brother who called just now, and seeing this remark must be misleading.
Shi Jinzhi clicked on the note, dialed the number, and the cell phone in Fu Baiqiu's pocket rang.
She hung up again, raising her head and smiling as if asking for credit.
Fu Baiqiu suddenly felt a dilemma, he smiled back at her perfunctorily, and said after consideration: "I should go back."
"no.
Fu Baiqiu's breath was stagnant, and he stood up instinctively. There seemed to be a gushing energy in his body, driving her to take some actions.
Such as carrying a bag, such as walking to the door to put on shoes.
She said "Okay", and after hanging up the phone, a new message entered the text message inbox.
The address of a private hospital is on the other side of Rongcheng, which is completely opposite to the community where she lives.
Fu Baiqiu thought about all the worst outcomes she could think of, and a strong uneasiness suddenly surged in her heart. She pressed her temples, quickly put on her coat, and ran out of the house following the night.
It took an hour to drive across the north and south of Rongcheng, and she didn't dare to drive too fast. There were many red lights on the road, and her palms holding the steering wheel were sweating.
Her mind was full of "Shi Jinzhi had an accident", and then guessed that it was a "very serious matter", and naturally ignored the question of why the other party had to notify her of the accident.
Passing through the city center, the flow of people gradually decreased, so Fu Baiqiu picked up a little speed, and the car galloped in the night, turning into a blur of light and shadow whistling past.
An hour later, she rushed to the private hospital at the address.
The hospital looks like a series of castles, and the interior is clean and bright. There are two nurses in uniform standing on the left and right of the door, smiling like hotel guests.
Fu Baiqiu politely asked them about the location of the elevator, went in, pressed the floor button with trembling fingers, and leaned against the car wall as if he was exhausted.
Watching the floor numbers change bit by bit, she looked like a dying old man, supporting her body with her weak legs and trying to keep her spirits up.
The elevator "ding", the door opened, and she walked out sullenly.
Outside is a circular hall, with two pots of green plants placed behind the white porch facing the elevator door, the hourglass-shaped column on the left is topped with an apricot-yellow ceiling lamp, and on the right are two sets of extended sofas, on which several men and women sit, the entire floor There is only one single suite on the second floor.
"Miss Fu!" When Shi Hengzhi saw her, he immediately stood up and went to meet her.
The rest of the family members stood up and cast their gazes this way. Fu Baiqiu glanced over and only recognized Shi Jinzhi's father Shi Qingyuan, his sister Shi Rongzhi, the middle-aged woman next to her and the little girl she was leading. She had no impression .
"What happened?" She collected herself and looked away.
Shi Hengzhi glanced at the door of the ward, with a serious expression on his face: "No. 19, Jinzhi fainted at night, and her life was not in danger when she was sent to the hospital, but she couldn't wake up no matter how much she shouted, she slept for three days, and woke up by herself in the afternoon, As soon as he opened his eyes, he said he didn't know us, and wanted to find Mao Mao..."
He paused, looking at Fu Baiqiu with hopeful eyes.
"I remember that among her close friends, only your nickname is Mao Mao. You used to come to our house to play often." She was also the one who took her sister to the hospital last time. She said her name once on the phone, and he remembered it remember.
There was a "boom" in Fu Baiqiu's head, and the words of the doctor in the First Affiliated Hospital kept echoing in his ears.
[In severe cases, cognitive impairment may occur, and may even cause permanent memory loss]
She squeezed the corners of her clothes tightly with both hands, her palms were wet with thin sweat, and asked softly, "What can I do?"
After saying this, Shi's family members were obviously relieved, but Shi Qingyuan's face became more solemn, his eyes were lowered, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
"Can I trouble you to coax her to take the medicine first." Shi Hengzhi looked at her sincerely, with a humble and polite expression.
In my impression, my sister has not seen this friend for a long time. He just thinks that the two have grown up and are busy with their studies and careers. They no longer have a lot of leisure time to maintain a pure friendship like they did when they were young.
Now that you have something to ask for from others, you should be more polite.
But his intuition told Fu Baiqiu that he still had something to say, but he didn't intend to finish it all at once.
"What medicine?"
"The doctor said that her brain showed signs of drug poisoning. It is unclear whether the memory loss is temporary or permanent. She needs to take medicine to control it, otherwise the situation will continue to deteriorate, but she does not want to take it and does not believe us."
"How bad is it?"
Shi Hengzhi's eyes showed pain: "It's hard to say, the most likely is schizophrenia, but it is also possible to recover slowly..."
After he finished speaking, Fu Baiqiu glimpsed Shi Qingyuan from the corner of his eye and sat down rubbing the center of his brows, resting his elbows on his knees, covering his face with his hands, and sighed heavily.
Elder sister Shi Rongzhi wiped her eyes, then turned to comfort her father.
The middle-aged woman on the side hugged the little girl tightly, and the girl asked in a low voice, "Mom, what does schizophrenia mean?"
"Don't talk nonsense." The woman glared at the child.
Fu Baiqiu suddenly thought of his family, and remembered a sentence: With parents alive, there is still a place to come in life, and when parents are gone, life is only home.
She has only one way to return in her life, knowing where she is going, that is a fate that no one can escape, because she has nothing to worry about, so she is calm.But there is an obsession deep in her heart, and that is because Shi Jinzhi owes her an explanation.
If you don't care, why bother to explain, if you don't care, she won't come tonight, and she won't be soft-hearted back then.
For so many years, whenever she thinks of Shi Jinzhi, she always finds reasons for him, subconsciously still trusting him.But as time went by, hope became slim, and she still couldn't get out of the shadow of being left behind.
She was very conflicted, whether she wanted to get rid of her relationship with Shi Jinzhi, or let the two of them be bound together for no apparent reason.
"Miss Fu?" The man's voice pulled her back from her thoughts.
Fu Baiqiu took a deep breath and nodded: "Okay."
Feeling relieved, Shi Hengzhi brought her to the front of the ward, knocked lightly on the door, pushed it open, and the two went in together.
The ward is a quiet and warm blue and white room with round tables, carpets, sofas, and TVs. It is furnished like a bedroom at home. Directly opposite the door is a floor-to-ceiling window that occupies one wall. Roller blinds are half hung, and the night outside the window is boundless.
About one meter away from the window was a large hospital bed. Shi Jinzhi was sitting on the bed wearing a hospital gown, his hair was disheveled like a chicken coop, his plain and pale face was bloodless, and his long and narrow black eyes were lost. Lost the spirit of the past, chaotic and dull.
She looked as if she had experienced a fatal blow, she was so fragile that she could be shredded into ashes, and there was a sickly beauty in her eyebrows.
However, in the next second, she stared blankly at the familiar face behind the strange man, and her gray eyes burst into a blazing brilliance.
"Maomao!" Shi Jinzhi lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed, but he was too hasty, tripped over his foot, and fell under the bed.
Fu Baiqiu and Shi Hengzhi stepped forward to support her at the same time. She pushed the latter away and threw herself into Fu Baiqiu's arms like grabbing a life-saving straw. She said in horror, "There are so many strangers...they forced me to take medicine..."
Shi Hengzhi resentfully withdrew his hand and sighed.
Fu Baiqiu hugged her tightly, and could feel her trembling through the thick clothes, suddenly his heart was suffocated, and he comforted her softly: "Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm here."
The front of the clothes was tightly grasped by this man, crumpled like two iron tongs, perhaps due to excessive fear and incredible strength.
Patting her back lightly with his palm, Fu Baiqiu turned his head and said to Shi Hengzhi: "Give me the medicine, you can avoid it for a while."
"Just eat according to the instructions, sorry for your trouble." Shi Hengzhi nodded with a wry smile, and brought the tray on the round table to the head of the bed.
"Ah."
The door of the ward opened and closed, and the room was very quiet, so the sobbing of the person in his arms was very ear-piercing.
In his memory, Shi Jinzhi would only hug her and sob aggrievedly when he made her angry and wanted to ask for forgiveness, because she was not immune to tears.
It broke her heart from crying.
"Shi Jinzhi." Her voice was unprecedentedly gentle, "raise your head and look at me."
The chicken coop on his chest raised his head, his eyes dim with tears, "Are you calling me?"
"..."
Doesn't she even remember who she is?
Fu Baiqiu's back felt cold, he held her face in his hands, his eyes touched her red eyes, and his heart stabbed, "Do you remember your name?"
Shi Jinzhi sniffed and shook his head blankly.
"Then do you know who I am?"
"Mao Mao."
"I mean the full name." Fu Baiqiu squeezed his sweat, his whole heart hanging.
Perhaps her expression was too solemn, as if she was angry, Shi Jinzhi was a little flustered, bit her lip, and thought hard.
Fluffy.
As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw strange faces all around her. Those people claimed to be her father, brother, sister, and some kind of aunt and sister.
She didn't know anything about what happened before she opened her eyes, she couldn't even remember who she was and why she was in the hospital.
Those people and doctors said she lost her memory.
But there is always a very familiar face in her mind, named Mao Mao, and intuition is a very important person.
Why does Maomao have a full name?Isn't it called Maomao?
"Maomao..." There was a trembling sound in her throat, she let go of her lips, and her eyes were full of chaos.
Fu Baiqiu turned his face quickly, closed his eyes, took a few deep breaths, and clenched his hands across her back into fists.
The day has really come.
Let her spread out.
There are dense, painful and itchy wounds all over my heart, and an inexplicable complex feeling spreads rapidly, I don't know if it is bitter or sour.
"Then do you remember our relationship?" Her fingertips wrapped around a strand of her hair, her voice trembling.
Shi Jinzhi tried hard to think about it, but she couldn't think of anything. Looking at Fu Baiqiu's gentle eyes, she felt very familiar and comfortable. The two should have known each other for a long time and their relationship was extremely close.
So close... When she saw her just now, she wanted to hug her and kiss her.
Now too.
The thought intensified, Shi Jinzhi's eyes were fixed on her lips, and her throat slipped, "Can I kiss you?"
Fu Baiqiu: "..."
Her reaction is hard not to make people wonder if she really has amnesia or fake it.
Fu Baiqiu frowned and sternly said, "I can't."
"Oh."
Shi Jinzhi felt a little lost, and wrapped his arms around her waist tightly, "Then what is our relationship?"
this problem……
Fu Baiqiu gave a low cough and kicked the ball back to her: "What do you think?"
"I think we've known each other for a long time. Since I can think of you immediately, then you should be someone I trust very much, an important person. You don't look like my mother..." Shi Jinzhi lowered her eyes, Talking to himself, he analyzed it, and his logical thinking was quite clear, which made Fu Baiqiu sure that she was just amnesia, not dementia, at least she had the thinking and cognitive ability that an adult should have.
Thank goodness the brain hasn't gone too far.
In addition, Fu Baiqiu can't be sure whether she has forgotten everything or just people. If it is the former, then her career will be ruined.
It is no exaggeration to say that the world of classical music will lose a pearl, and the country will also lose a representative business card.
Thinking of these possibilities, Fu Baiqiu felt extremely regretful, how could he not regret it, their acquaintance started at the school celebration party, she was attracted by her talent, that was a beautiful first love time.
"We're lovers, right?"
When he was distracted, Shi Jinzhi suddenly raised his head and looked at her with bright eyes.
The corners of Fu Baiqiu's eyes twitched slightly: "Why do you think so?"
This woman must be faking amnesia, right?
Shi Jinzhi said seriously: "Because I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, if it's just a friend, it's impossible to have such a reaction."
Logical genius.
she couldn't refute
"It's normal for girls to kiss and hug each other."
"But I don't want to see the nurse."
"You don't know anyone."
"Then I know you, and I just want to kiss you."
It was as if his heart had been stabbed hard by a sharp knife, and sharp pain spread from his chest to his eyes. Fu Baiqiu raised his head, forced back the tears, and smiled at the heart-shaped lamp on the ceiling.
"Maomao?" Shi Jinzhi gripped her clothes tightly, "Isn't it?"
She leaned in her arms, smelling the clear fragrance of her body, with a trace of warmth, she really wanted to kiss her.Only this possibility can explain my thoughts.
Fu Baiqiu bit his lips tightly, raised his hand to support the back of her head, and prevented her from seeing the bursting emotions in his eyes, and after he calmed down, he said slowly: "No."
"..."
The shoulders of the man in his arms slumped.
"get medicine."
Fu Baiqiu reached into the tray and took one of the boxes.She didn't forget the task she had to complete today, coaxing people to take medicine, just treat it as a favor, and after the help, each will go her own way.
The name of the drug is a bunch of uncommon words, and she couldn’t understand it. After she opened it, she took out the instruction manual carefully. It is a psychotropic drug. One of its main functions is sedation and anti-hallucinosis. It takes 200 mg three times a day.
There is also an injection in the tray, which seems to need to be injected.
"Why did you ask me to take the medicine?" Shi Jinzhi shrank back with a look of fear on his face, "I won't take it."
Some broken lights and shadows and vague voices flashed in her mind, arousing inexplicable anxiety in her heart.
"You are sick, you need to take medicine to get better." Fu Baiqiu coaxed, got up and went to the water dispenser to get water, mixing hot and cold to make it warm.
"I'm not sick."
Fu Baiqiu put the water on the bedside, peeled off two light blue round flat pills with his fingers, raised his eyes, and a gentle smile appeared on his lips: "Then don't you want to remember who I am?"
"Can I remember after taking the medicine?" Shi Jinzhi's eyes were glued to her face, he was greedy for that smile, and couldn't help but feel shaken.
Fu Baiqiu couldn't bear to deceive her, so he could only vaguely say: "There is a half chance."
"..."
Shi Jinzhi didn't move, but glanced at the pill in her hand, as if she was fighting fiercely.
She also doesn't know where this fear comes from, like the instinct of a creature, the instinctive reaction when it perceives danger or is threatened.
It's just that she didn't know that at this moment, she looked very much like a three-year-old baby in the kindergarten who was afraid of taking medicine, and Fu Baiqiu felt like he was trying his best to coax the baby to take medicine.
"Hibiscus."
She softly called out the intimate name that had been seven years away, and her heart beat suddenly accelerated, but unfortunately, the man had no response to this.
Shi Jinzhi looked at her dumbly, and asked after a long while: "Me?"
"Yeah." Fu Baiqiu held the water in one hand and the pill in the other, winking at her, "You take the medicine, I'll let you kiss me."
She gave up.
Just kiss, I have kissed before, just close your eyes, take a breath, it only takes a few seconds.
Facts have proved that Shi Jinzhi can put aside her fear in the face of beauty, she immediately grabbed the pill in Fu Baiqiu's hand, fed it into her mouth, then grabbed the glass of water and took a big gulp, swallowing it very quickly.
The movement was too fast, and some transparent water stains dripped from the corner of her mouth. She couldn't wait to lean up and kiss her. Fu Baiqiu shook his head funny, took out a tissue, and wiped her mouth clean.
Then very consciously brought the left side of his face closer, closed his eyes, and held his breath.
Her facial features are gentle and delicate, her skin is delicate and smooth, her long eyelashes are curled up, her eyebrows are light, and her eyes are light. She gives people a very gentle and good-tempered feeling. Even if she frowns or has a stern face, she seems to calm down quickly, so coaxing and soft-hearted.
Shi Jinzhi looked at her obsessively, and approached her carefully, so close that it seemed as if the tiny fluff on her cheeks were entangled with each other, and the tip of her nose inhaled the faint fragrance, which tickled her heart.
The soft|nen lips|petals were close at hand, she pressed them lightly, her breath gradually approached, and she lowered her eyes and slowly kissed her.
"Well……"
Fu Baiqiu closed her eyes and waited for those few seconds to pass, but she waited until her lips felt slightly hot, and the scorching breath penetrated into the pores. She suddenly opened her eyes, and what she saw was the blurred and enlarged face of the man.
As soon as she pushed Shi Jinzhi away, her cheeks instantly turned blood red.
Shi Jinzhi was pushed by her and fell on the bed. Fortunately, the bed was big enough, otherwise with such strength, he might have fallen from the other side.
"Maomao, you said you could give me a kiss." She sat up, dissatisfied.
Fu Baiqiu was extremely embarrassed, he hurriedly turned his back and covered his chest, soothing the beating heart inside, "I mean the face."
"That didn't say it couldn't be a mouth."
"..."
She adjusted her breathing, turned around angrily, and was facing Shang Shijinzhi's captivating peach blossom eyes, with a sly smile, and suddenly felt cheated.
"Are you pretending? You don't have amnesia at all?"
"What?" Shi Jinzhi asked suspiciously.
call--
Fu Baiqiu secretly exhaled, telling himself that this is a patient, and he should not be violent to the patient.
"If you don't like it, I won't do it next time." Seeing her embarrassment, Shi Jinzhi felt an indescribable loss in his heart, bowed his head and admitted his mistake, "I'm sorry."
She guessed wrong. If they were really lovers, how could the other party react so strongly after a kiss?
Amnesia is indeed a very troublesome thing. In the current world, she only knows Mao Mao, and she can't trust other strangers who claim to be family members, although those people somewhat resemble her in appearance.
She can't make Mao Mao angry, can't embarrass Mao Mao, this is the only person she can trust.
Fu Baiqiu saw her bowing her head, looking aggrieved and disappointed, and suddenly felt a sense of revenge. After a long time, he said lightly: "No, it's just too sudden."
"Ah."
Shi Jinzhi responded dully.
Fu Baiqiu's eyes fell on her messy hair, knowing that it is impossible to sleep out of the chicken coop. He probably guessed that when Xu just woke up, facing the strange family members, he was afraid, anxious, manic, and scratched his hair. Messed up.
She was like this before. The most disturbing thing she ever encountered was "Maomao got angry". If she couldn't calm people down right away, she would mess up her hair and then comb it by herself when she was in a hurry.
"Is there a comb?" She looked around, got up and walked to the small independent toilet while talking.
The wards of high-end private hospitals are fully equipped. There is a wooden tray on the toilet sink, which contains disposable toiletries. Fu Baiqiu picked up the comb, rinsed it with water, and returned to the bedside to sit down.
"Come here, let me comb your hair, what kind of mess is it?"
"Okay." Shi Jinzhi leaned over obediently.
Her hair grew to her waist, and the hair was thin and soft when held in her hands. The brown tail was curled with a gentle arc. The volume and thickness of her hair were just right, which really made those who suffered from severe hair loss envious.
Fu Baiqiu first smoothed out the broken hair with his hands, and then gently combed the comb down along the top of his head, stopping at the shoulders, and loosened the remaining curly hair with his hands.
There is no curling comb, so I can only make do with it, and it is not so messy visually.
Shi Jinzhi felt his scalp itchy, not wanting to scratch it, but a comfortable tremor, his whole head tensed up.
- tuk tuk tuk.
The door of the ward was pushed open a crack, and Shi Hengzhi poked his head in: "Miss Fu, can you come out for a while?"
Fu Baiqiu nodded, put down the comb, and was about to get up when Shi Jinzhi suddenly grabbed her hand tightly.She was taken aback, patted the back of her hand, and comforted: "I'll be back soon."
"5 minutes."
"it is good."
Fu Baiqiu went out and closed the door, raised her eyes, and met the anxious eyes of Shangshi's family members. Before they asked, she took the initiative to say: "I have taken the medicine, and when is the injection?"
"Thank you. That's fine now, but..." Shi Hengzhi pondered for a moment and said, "Has Miss Fu eaten?"
When it came to eating, Fu Baiqiu remembered that he hadn't eaten anything since he got off work, and his stomach was empty. When he mentioned it, he really felt hungry.
She shook her head.
"That's just right. Let me treat Miss Fu to dinner. You can wait for a while to get the needle." Shi Hengzhi turned his back to his family and gave her a wink.
He had something to say to Fu Baiqiu alone.
Fu Baiqiu immediately understood, nodded and said, "I'll go and talk to Jinzhi."
"Ok."
She returned to the ward, the door was ajar, Shi Hengzhi turned around, looked at his father and stepmother, "Dad, take Xizhi back first, I'm here, don't worry."
Shi Qingyuan frowned, staring at the door of the ward, "We'll come back tomorrow morning."
"I'll stay, Hengyi can't take care of him alone..." He Ru interjected.
"No need." Shi Rongzhi, who had been silent all along, said, glanced at her, and looked at Shi Hengzhi, "Brother, you take Miss Fu to dinner, I will stay here and watch."
Shi Rongzhi is the eldest daughter, the second among six siblings. She received a doctorate degree in law two years ago. She is currently working as a lawyer in the United States. She has immigrated and obtained a green card. She will marry her boyfriend next year.
Hearing the news of her sister's accident, she left her job and lover behind and flew back immediately.
They have three brothers and sisters, and Jinzhi is the best, who has completely inherited her mother's musical talent. She and her brother have been very precious since they were young.
He Ru choked on her, and shut up resentfully.
"Okay, let's go back." When the old man led his little daughter to the elevator, He Ru silently followed.
When they got into the elevator and closed the door, Shi Hengzhi sighed heavily: "Do you want something to eat, I'll bring it up for you."
"Just have some porridge." Shi Rongzhi also sighed, his brows furrowed.
"I'm here that night, you go back and have a good rest, you're tired these two days, and there's still a case to be busy over there, and your body won't be able to bear it by then."
"You've been guarding for two nights. I'm here tonight. You go back to spend time with your sister-in-law and Wanwan."
"The banyan..."
"It's decided."
Shi Rongzhi is used to being strong, and when he is serious, he can be so rational and well-founded that people can't speak.
As soon as the words were finished, Fu Baiqiu opened the door and came out, and glanced at the siblings: "Let's go."
Shi Hengzhi wanted to invite Fu Baiqiu to eat in a hotel outside, but she politely refused, and the two had to go to the hospital cafeteria.
Have a light meal without too much fuss.Fu Baiqiu thinks so, the focus is not on eating, but on what to say.
The environment in the cafeteria is very tidy. It is a buffet style. There are not many people and it is very quiet. You can only hear the slight collision of tableware when you enter.Shi Hengzhi paid the bill first, and the two took some food at random, and found a seat in the corner to sit down.
"It's really troublesome Miss Fu today, and last time, thank you very much."
"Hands up."
Fu Baiqiu took a sip of the soup and felt comfortable, "You can ask anything you want, as long as I know."
"Well, I want to know something about you."
She nodded, motioning for him to speak.
"The last time I took Jinzhi back home, she was not in a good mood. I talked to her and she said that she had lived with you for a month. I only knew that she was renting a house after returning to China. I didn't expect that she was living with a friend. , I want to know if she has shown any abnormalities this month?"
"Occasionally, I would have a headache, be in a daze, and couldn't remember what I had done." Fu Baiqiu said truthfully.
"Just this month?"
"Correct."
"..."
Shi Hengzhi's face was a little ugly, but he quickly returned to normal.He was anxious, as his own brother knew nothing about his sister's illness, he almost asked Fu Baiqiu "why he didn't inform the family" just now, but then he restrained his impulse, after all, it was none of the business of outsiders.
Seeing his heartbroken expression, Fu Baiqiu asked, "Did Jinzhi tell you anything else when he went back?"
"what?"
Things suddenly got tricky.
Fu Baiqiu lowered his eyes, feeling helpless secretly. Looking at it like this, he knew that Shi Jinzhi had concealed the truth from his family.
She was hesitant to reveal that the other party had taken banned | drugs, but she only learned about it from the doctor. She had no idea what Shi Jinzhi had experienced in the past seven years and how long he had taken the drugs. come out……
My mind is like a mess, I have no clue.
"Actually...we haven't been in touch for a long time." Fu Baiqiu gently stirred the soup with a spoon, and quickly sorted out his thoughts, "The house I live in is vacant on the first floor, and it is listed online for rent. It happened to be seen by her last month. We just lived together, and I don't know exactly what happened to her before that."
She could tell before that Shi Jinzhi didn't have a good relationship with his family. He kept his mouth open and closed, either as a brother or a sister, and rarely mentioned his parents.In her impression, although the scenery of the big manor was unique, but the atmosphere was cold, and Shi Qingyuan was a serious father with a straight face all the year round, with old-fashioned thinking and style, and life around him was very depressing.
At that time, Shi Jinzhi was fledgling and had to rely on his family, so he didn't dare to reveal his sexual orientation.
When she was capable and dared to confront her father, they had already broken up.
Fu Baiqiu doesn't know what happened next, but facing Shi Jinzhi's own brother today, she must not reveal their past relationship, let alone reveal Shi Jinzhi's sexual orientation.
It had nothing to do with it, so there was no need to cause another trouble.
"Jinzhi seldom goes home these few years, and every time he comes back, he just has a quick meal. The year before last, I went to London with her sister to see her, and I didn't find anything unusual about her..." Shi Hengzhi finished eating two mouthfuls, It seems that there is no strength to chew.
Fu Baiqiu sensitively captured the key information, and asked repeatedly: "Do you rarely go home?"
"Ah."
Regarding family affairs, Shi Hengzhi didn't want to say more, so he just responded.
Fu Baiqiu's hand holding the spoon suddenly let go, and the handle of the spoon collided with the rim of the bowl to make a crisp "ding" sound, hitting her heart hard, and an indescribable bitterness came out inexplicably.
Rarely going home means seldom returning to China, how many?Once, twice, I can count on one hand.
At the beginning, she was the one who quietly mentioned the breakup, although Shi Jinzhi agreed straightforwardly and replied her with a simple "yes", but in fact, she was having fantasies every day, and she was looking for reasons for the other party every day.
Because otherwise, she would break down.
She didn't want to believe that the six-year relationship between the two could not stand the test of a natural disaster. She fantasized that the man would come back to China to find her, but she deliberately changed all her contact information and address. If she really wanted to find her, she would definitely find her.
She is still fantasizing to this day.
It's just that the disappointment has accumulated enough, and the heart is cold, and there is still a little bit of unwillingness that is just around the corner.
"So, you don't know her situation these years?" Fu Baiqiu picked up the spoon again, and fed himself a mouthful of soup. It may have been a long time, and the slightly scalding turned into lukewarm.
Shi Hengzhi shook his head, looking ashamed.
There was a brief silence, and the two ate separately.
"What did the doctor say? Drug poisoning, have you confirmed what it is?" Fu Baiqiu suddenly raised his head.
"It is said to be a very rare chronic psychotropic drug, which is listed as a banned|drug worldwide. I have to ask Jinzhi how long to take it, but she doesn't remember it." What happened abroad in the past few years?
"I remember you went to England with Jinzhi..."
Fu Baiqiu quickly interrupted: "At that time, she was quite normal." What happened nearly ten years ago was so far away that she was least willing to recall the past.
"After graduation, I returned to China and never contacted her again."
After finishing speaking, Fu Baiqiu blinked his eyes and lowered his head to eat.
"Alas... that can only be done when Jinzhi remembers." Shi Hengzhi sighed, knowing that he was comforting himself, and that he was lucky to be able to control the spread of the toxin. How could he expect his sister to recover her memory? Everything was a gamble. .
After eating, Fu Baiqiu thought about bringing some food for the people in the ward. Shi Hengzhi said that his sister had been suffering from glucose for the past three days, and the doctor told him not to eat too much at once. My favorite purple potato porridge.
Before returning to the ward, Shi Jinzhi's scream came from inside the door.
"Do not touch me!"
——Bang!It was the sound of metal objects falling.
Fu Baiqiu's heart tightened, he pushed the door open and entered, and saw a tray and a syringe lying on the ground, Shi Jinzhi looked warily at the nurse and sister standing beside the bed.
"What's the matter?" She walked over quickly and naturally pushed her sister away.
Shi Jinzhi's face turned pale. Seeing her as a savior, he hugged her wronged and complained: "Maomao, they want to give me an injection."
"Don't be afraid, this is medicine too." Seeing the deep fear in her eyes, Fu Baiqiu's heart ached, and he patted her on the back to comfort her, "If you get the injection obediently, there is a high chance of recovering your memory. Don't you want to remember?" Who am I?"
Her voice is as gentle as spring water, flowing through the snow-covered stream, warming her heart, and her eyes are full of love and allurement, making people daydream.
Shi Rongzhi keenly sensed a strange, indescribable feeling.
The person who was extremely uncooperative and knocked over things just now calmed down and stared at Fu Baiqiu in a daze, with a hint of affection in his eyes, naturally showing infatuation.
Her fiery eyes almost made people think that she remembered something.
They used to look at each other like that.
Fu Baiqiu's fingertips trembled, his chest felt sore, he looked away, and said to the siblings, "You guys wait outside."
The two went out in response, and the little nurse squatted down to clean up the mess on the floor, and went to get a new syringe and medicine.
"Need injections every day?" Shi Jinzhi asked.
Fu Baiqiu turned his attention to the nurse, who took off the plastic seal of the new syringe and shook his head: "One injection per month."
I thought that Shi Jinzhi was afraid of getting injections every day. After all, when she was in high school, she had a fever and gave injections, and she couldn't bear it until she went there. Fu Baiqiu stayed by her side the whole time to alleviate her fear a little.
Unexpectedly, she muttered in a low voice: "You can only kiss Mao Mao once a month."
Being close, Fu Baiqiu heard it clearly, the corners of his eyes twitched slightly, resisting the urge to knock her on the forehead, and then he couldn't laugh or cry.
This man is really...
Let her say something.Affectionate?At the beginning, I agreed to break up so neatly, without any hesitation.Are you fickle?All of a sudden, I forgot everyone, but I only remembered her.
She was a little afraid that if she did this every day, sooner or later she would fall into the mud of the past again.
She was also resentful and felt it was unfair, how could this person forget about it, but she had to struggle in suffering.
"Maomao." Shi Jinzhi approached suddenly, and gently brushed her lips with her lips, "Let me kiss you after the injection."
"..."
"Okay?"
Fu Baiqiu coughed lightly and lowered his voice: "Only face kisses are allowed."
"Oh."
The needle was injected on the arm, just like the vaccination when I was a child, it was very fast, but Shi Jinzhi hated the unknown liquid on the skin, and always wanted to wipe the yellow iodophor disinfectant with his hands, but he couldn't wipe it, which was uncomfortable. Gotta forget about kissing.
Fu Baiqiu didn't take the initiative this time, pressed the cotton swab for her for a while, and brought the porridge back to her, "Drink some porridge."
Shi Jinzhi suddenly came over and quickly kissed her on the cheek.
——Pop chirp!
Loud, loud.
Fu Baiqiu: "..."
"You feed me." Shi Jinzhi, who had succeeded, smiled slyly, and water glistened in her bewitching peach blossom eyes.
The kissed piece of skin burned quickly, Fu Baiqiu's heart trembled suddenly, and he frowned and said, "Your brain is broken, it's not that your arm is broken, eat it yourself."
"Are you feeding?"
"..."
"It's okay if you don't feed me, let me kiss you again." Shi Jinzhi blew into her ear, and the tip of his tongue brushed the corner of his mouth.
Fu Baiqiu trembled all over and clenched his fists.
She endured.
However, she underestimated Shi Jinzhi's ability to push forward.
"Or, you can kiss me."
"..."
She feeds, why doesn't she feed?
Fu Baiqiu held his stomach full of "qi", opened the food box, took out the spoons and washed them, and fed the porridge to his aunt one spoon at a time.
After helping tonight, she will leave no matter what.
After finishing the porridge, Shi Jinzhi looked around and said to himself, "Where's my phone?"
"It's at your brother's place, I'll get it." Fu Baiqiu covered the food box, threw it into the trash can, got up and went out, and after a while, he came in with a thin black rectangle in his hand.
She handed the phone to Shi Jinzhi, and seeing him skillfully unlock it with her fingerprint, she couldn't help feeling a little puzzled.
"You know how to use a mobile phone?"
Shi Jinzhi took it for granted, "Everyone knows how to use it."
As she spoke, she took the remote control by the bedside and pressed it on the TV, and the dark LCD screen lit up, "Look, I can still turn on the TV."
Fu Baiqiu: "..."
Then Shi Jinzhi turned off the TV, lowered her head and fiddled with the phone, she opened the address book first, and asked while swiping the screen, "Maomao, do I have your number?"
"Have."
Finding a number in the list with the remark "My Mao Mao", Fu Baiqiu saw it at a glance, and suddenly his scalp became cold, thinking that it was her brother who called just now, and seeing this remark must be misleading.
Shi Jinzhi clicked on the note, dialed the number, and the cell phone in Fu Baiqiu's pocket rang.
She hung up again, raising her head and smiling as if asking for credit.
Fu Baiqiu suddenly felt a dilemma, he smiled back at her perfunctorily, and said after consideration: "I should go back."
"no.
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