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It was the same doctor yesterday, Fu Baiqiu sat opposite him with a serious expression.

She explained the reason for her visit to the doctor. At first, the doctor said that it was the patient's privacy and it was inconvenient to tell. Then she emphasized that the patient deliberately concealed it. If the family members did not know, it would cause serious consequences. In addition, she was indeed by Shi Jinzhi's side yesterday as a family member. The doctor comprehensively After thinking for a moment, he still told the truth.

"Cavallo? What's that?"

Fu Baiqiu listened to the doctor say an unfamiliar term, his eyes were blank.

Just after she was sent out yesterday, Shi Jinzhi told the doctor the truth and mentioned the drug.

"Cavallo is a powerful hallucinogenic drug that was once used to relieve pain, but because of its excessive side effects, long-term use will cause permanent irreversible damage to the brain, so it was listed as a banned drug by the WHO 20 years ago. At present, there is no such thing in China, and most countries have stopped production, but..."

The doctor paused, adjusted his glasses, and a tangled expression appeared on his face.

Fu Baiqiu's heart raised his throat.

"However, it has not disappeared completely. There are channels to buy it, and it is mostly for private use."

"for example?"

The doctor shook his head in embarrassment: "I only heard about it when I went out for academic exchanges."

"Then is there any difference between it and du|pin?" An impossible conjecture popped up in Fu Baiqiu's mind.

"Cavallo is only exciting and hallucinating, not|addictive."

"What are the symptoms?"

"This varies from person to person, and it is related to the length of time and the amount of taking it. It can range from slow response and lack of concentration to severe cognitive impairment or even permanent memory loss."

Fu Baiqiu squeezed the medical record book in his hand, his eyes suddenly went blank.

She felt that she was hugging a piece of hot potato, or a time bomb, but her heart was not at all disturbed, as if it was destined to happen in the dark.

In the past seven years, the two lived separately and knew little about each other.

If Shi Jinzhi’s real side is on Weibo, then it’s still normal. Performances, activities, and piano practice are the normal state of a world-class pianist active on the international stage.

But if there are some unknown things behind this...

She didn't dare to think about it any further.

"Is there really no way to treat it?"

The doctor sighed and said helplessly: "According to the symptoms your sister described yesterday and the results of various examinations, the only way to control the condition is to use drugs to avoid further deterioration."

"But..." Fu Baiqiu frowned and recalled, "She came home yesterday and told me that I don't need to take medicine."

"Yes, she declined the prescription."

"..."

The closest lover in the past has become a mystery, Fu Baiqiu has never felt so uneasy, his heart seems to have sunk into the bottom of turbid water, squeezed and deformed.

She walked out of the hospital in a daze, got into her car, and looked at the outpatient hall diagonally across the road through the windshield. It was crowded and bustling.

This is a hospital, and to a certain extent, it can be regarded as the online of their funeral home. Many of the deceased were sent directly from the mortuary.In the past seven years of dealing with death, she has calmed down a lot and enlightened a lot. Nothing can arouse her too much emotional reaction.

After all, even the unprecedented blow of losing all relatives overnight has been experienced.

But today, she is sad.

Because she found that she never really let go of Shi Jinzhi.

When returning, Fu Baiqiu saw the red Boxster parked in the yard, and knew that Shi Jinzhi had returned.

She backed the car into the garage, went up the small stairs in the basement passage, and quietly opened a crack in the door.

The sound of the water in the bathroom was murmuring intermittently, as if someone was taking a bath, and Pudding was happily eating cat food by the sofa, with the tip of his little fluffy tail raised a little and flickering.

People are not in the living room.

Fu Baiqiu took off his shoes and stepped into the house, put the shoes on the insole by the door of the living room, then tiptoed into the big bedroom, and put the stolen things back to their original places.

She has become a thief, and she has a guilty conscience at the moment.

She also really wanted to ask Shi Jinzhi confidently why he concealed the truth and why he refused the doctor's prescription.

But she has no position.

Walking out of the big bedroom, the sound of the water stopped. Fu Baiqiu stood behind the sofa, leaning slightly on the backrest with both hands, and closed his eyes.

To go or not to go?

Her eyes closed tighter and tighter, her brows were wrinkled, and her fingertips sank deeply into the soft cushion of the sofa.

The bathroom door opened, and footsteps came out, Shi Jinzhi saw her look of the Crucifixion, panicked, his lips opened and then tightened.

"Maomao." She collected herself and stepped forward, "What's wrong with you?"

Fu Baiqiu opened his eyes, straightened his back, turned his head and stared at her, without speaking.

Her eyes were gentle and gentle, but her eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, cold and indifferent, with a hint of lifelessness.

Shi Jinzhi was afraid of her eyes, and immediately reflected on what he did wrong. After thinking about it, it was probably because the sanitation hadn't been cleaned this week.She grabbed the corner of her clothes and whispered, "I will clean up tomorrow."

She had just taken a shower, her skin was moist and white, her cheeks were flushed, as if she had applied a light layer of rouge.

Fu Baiqiu recalled that when the two lived together in the past, every time Shi Jinzhi would kiss her with his mouth pouted after taking a shower, put his warm face against the root of her ear, and then act like a baby in her arms.

She was such a pure and beautiful person.

"Does your head still hurt today?" Fu Baiqiu asked softly.

Shi Jinzhi's eyes sparkled, he smiled and shook his head: "It doesn't hurt."

Her little tenderness can make her flattered.

Fu Baiqiu stared at her face, his throat suddenly choked, and he swallowed many words, "That's good."

She turned her face away after speaking, and was about to go upstairs when Shi Jinzhi took her hand, "Maomao—" he hesitated to speak.

"I don't want to cause trouble, so tell me immediately if you feel uncomfortable." Fu Baiqiu seemed to understand her thoughts, and said the cold words without looking back.

Shi Jinzhi blinked her eyes, slowly slid her fingertips from the back of her hand, and murmured: "...OK."

The night was still rough.

Shi Jinzhi was afraid of the nightmare, so he turned off the lights and lay down at 09:30. He shrank into the warm bedding, curled up, covered his head, and felt sleepy after a while.

The nightmare did not spare her.

Scenes from the past reappeared in the dream, she struggled and babbled, half asleep, half awake, her head hurt like it was about to split open, and her hair roots were soaked in cold sweat.

Panting heavily, she climbed to the head of the bed to get the painkiller, swallowed it tremblingly, and then fell back on the bed like a puddle of soft mud, her long hair scattered in a mess.

The medicine is still effective, but this time I can't fall asleep anyway.

She was afraid that as soon as she closed her eyes, she would return to the dreamland, where she was involuntary, without dignity, like falling into hell...

It was almost eleven o'clock, Fu Baiqiu turned off the lights and was about to go to sleep.

—— tuk tuk tuk

There was a sudden knock on the door in the dark night, and she paused with the hand pulling the quilt: "Who?"

After asking, I feel like asking too much, who else is there in the family?

But she remembered that she had given the ban.

"Maomao...it's me." Shi Jinzhi's voice came through the door, with a cautious and hesitant tone.

Fu Baiqiu frowned, turned on the light and got out of bed with a sullen face, and opened the door: "Didn't I say that you are not allowed to go to the second floor?"

Because she deeply felt that her private territory was offended, her first reaction was to be angry, and her tone inevitably had a knife in it, a little rushed.

Shi Jinzhi took half a step back, "I'm sorry, I..."

The warm light from the little night light by the stairs fainted, reflecting her pale and haggard face, and Fu Baiqiu saw clearly that there were tears in the corners of her eyes, her eyelashes were so moist that they seemed to reflect light, and there were thin red spots around the white eyeballs around her black pupils. Bloodshot.

"I'm having a nightmare." She said in a low voice, "I'm scared, I can't sleep."

Fu Baiqiu's throat moved, waiting for her next sentence.

Want to sleep with yourself?

funny.

Shi Jinzhi felt uneasy, and gently grabbed the corner of her clothes: "Can you stay with me for a while like last time, and wait until I fall asleep before leaving?"

The author has something to say: [Second update. 】

When I was on the verge of making my wife angry, I was probing back and forth. Jinzhi: Just stay with me for a while, just, just, for a while, for a while.