Second first love

Yu Xiaolan was supported by Fatty Chen and stuffed into the back seat of the taxi.

"Are you sure you don't want me to see you off?" Fatty Chen stuck his head in, his face full of worry, "You're welcome, buddy."

Yu Xiaolan slowly closed her fingers, looked forward, and shook her head slightly.His handsome profile is lifeless, as if painted by ice and snow.Fatty Chen sighed, let go of the hand holding the doorknob, and watched him go away.

At six or seven o'clock, there was a lot of traffic, and the red and yellow lights were distorted by the glass and reflected alternately in his pupils.Yu Xiaolan looked serious, staring out of the window in a daze, but he didn't seem to see anything.

Lin You was sitting on the other side. Seeing this, he couldn't help reaching out and hooking his little finger.

This scene was very familiar, Lin You was stunned, and looked sideways at Yu Xiaolan.He suddenly realized that what Yu Xiaolan was looking at was not the window view, but the reflection of another person in the glass window.

"Silly little flower." Feeling sore in Lin You's heart, he leaned over and wrapped his arms around the other's waist.

Movies are all lies, how can ordinary people feel ghosts.After hugging for a long time, Yu Xiaolan didn't respond, she was just in a daze.

"Just stop here."

Yu Xiaolan turned up his collar, buried his face in his clothes as if he was cold, and strode forward along the familiar street.He walked too fast, Lin You staggered after him and almost lost him.

"Ding. Welcome."

Yu Xiaolan suddenly stopped in her tracks and turned her head to look.A few steps away, the convenience store is brightly lit, and there is warmth from the sensor door.

Walking into the store, he stood in front of the cashier in a daze, and began to lose his mind again.

"Sir? Sir!"

"Ah," he looked up and smiled apologetically, "A cup of Americano."

Holding the coffee, Yu Xiaolan huddled on the high stool without even opening the cup.Only half a meter away, Lin You stood outside the window, looking down at him.

The raindrops gradually wet the ground, and the water droplets splashed on the glass, like shattered teardrops.Yu Xiaolan shuddered, stretched out his hand as if possessed, and pressed it against the cold glass.

However, on the other side of the floor-to-ceiling windows, no one would answer his call anymore.There was a crack in the wooden mask, his eyes widened in vain, and a small tear streak came out.

That tear was mixed in the shadow of the raindrops, fleeting.In the sound of pouring rain all over the world, he opened his mouth and let out an inaudible sob.

"I'm sorry." Lin You said softly.Through the glass, he imprints his finger.Thumbs together, like a cold kiss.

When she got home, Yu Xiaolan was drenched all over, she threw herself on the sofa without even washing up.After a while, he turned over and sat up suddenly, found a pencil and white paper from the box, and spread them carefully on the coffee table.

"Xiaoyou?" He was full of hope, staring at the darkness, tremblingly asked, "Are you there?"

Lin You was sitting next to his lap. Hearing the words, his head was full of black lines. This kid, has he been poisoned by seeing "the relationship between people and ghosts is not over?"But seeing his expectant face, Lin You had no choice but to try to pick up the pencil with his mind, but naturally he failed repeatedly.

"It's better to wash up and go to bed early, Xiaohua, don't worry about it, be good." Lin You thought to himself, but suddenly remembered that Yu Xiaolan refused to go back to the bedroom, probably because he was afraid of seeing things and thinking about others.

"Stupid boy." He sighed, stroking the wet hair of the other party.

Yu Xiaolan was very stubborn, sitting stiff on the sofa, as if he was going to stare a hole out of the white paper.Lin You had no choice but to stand up irritably.Just then, there was a shrill scream from behind.

"Meow woo woo woo!" Lin Qianqian arched his back and frowned, his cat's eyes widened, and even his beard wanted to fly into the sky.

Yu Xiaolan also stood up, at a loss, looking around: "Lin You?"

"Lin You, are you back?"

Lin You wanted to get closer to him, but as soon as he took a step, he was screamed and warned by his silly son, so he could only stop a few meters away.

He scratched his head and muttered in a low voice: "Where else can I go, I'm so stupid."

Standing in place for a while, Yu Xiaolan turned around suddenly, and raised her arms clumsily towards the direction of Lin Qianqian screaming.

Lin You froze for a moment before realizing what he wanted to do.

"If there are others, they will probably think you are crazy, right?" With a sore nose, he took the initiative to take a step forward and embed his body in the other person's arms.

The embrace is neither big nor small, just right, as if it has been rehearsed countless times in my heart.

"Hello...ah, I'm sorry to disturb you." The young man in a black suit covered his eyes with his arms crossed, expressionless, "You continue."

Lin You was taken aback, while on the other side, Lin Qianqian, who jumped to the top of the bookshelf, was about to cry out.

Bai Guangyan maintained his posture without moving, and said calmly: "When you finish solving it, just call me."

"..." Lin You blushed and forced himself to calm down, "No, there is nothing to solve. What's going on? You...Mr. Bai?"

Putting down his arms, the civil servant comrades did not look sideways, and explained conscientiously: "Hey, you don't have to be so polite, just call me Xiaobai. Since you are dead, you are the object of our service. Don't think that the next world is a monopoly industry, we It also pays great attention to the quality of service.”

"..."

"That's right." Bai Guangyan spread out his briefcase and scanned the documents at a glance, "Normally, the deceased would enter the Reincarnation Department immediately. And you are still stuck in this world, it should be because of deep resentment."

"...Is there?" Lin You looked around suspiciously, but did not find any suspicious black energy.

Bai Guangyan closed the document, narrowed his long and narrow fox eyes, his gaze was bottomless.He smiled slightly: "The so-called ghosts and evil spirits are not born immediately after the death of the body."

"I don't know if you have heard of it. People have the instinct of self-protection. The more painful life is, the less they want to think about it." He stretched out his index finger and tapped his forehead. Time has stopped."

"Because of the idea of ​​'the more you think about it, the more unwilling you become', the living soul will slowly breed evil thoughts."

"But I didn't..."

"If you really have no resentment, you should already be drinking tea at the Department of Reincarnation." Bai Guangyan interrupted him, smiling: "Don't worry, we exist to help lost people like you."

He opened the notebook with his slender fingers. He quickly turned the pages, and finally stopped, saying: "According to the records, your grievances are mainly aimed at three people. Chen Xu, Wen Zheng, and Xu Kexian."

Lin You's eyelids twitched. It was obvious that his heart was dead, but the moment he heard a few names, it seemed that blood rushed to his head, making him restless.

Bai Guangyan seemed to be inadvertent, he only glanced out of the corner of his eye, and raised his pen to draw horizontally: "Wen Zheng has been confirmed dead, and there are two people left."

"He didn't die..." Lin You murmured to himself as he recalled the bloody scene in the corridor of the hospital.

"Yes. And I have checked your information before you were alive," Bai Guangyan said with a warm light of pity flashing in his eyes, "You can fully meet the application criteria for the Black Order Banner."

"The Black Order Flag..."

"If you get the black flag, you will pay back your life. No one, ghosts, gods, or Buddhas will interfere." Bai Guangyan crossed his fingers and said slowly, "Next, it's your choice."

"The fate of those who hold the black flag is usually hindered by the evil people. Therefore, the underworld will make corresponding compensation. You have two choices - 1. Use the black flag to claim the life of the enemy, 2. Give up revenge, and we will send you Go back to a certain demarcation point in the past."

"Go back?" Lin You was stunned, and subconsciously looked at Yu Xiaolan who knew nothing beside him, "Can I go back?"

"Yes. But the timing will be arranged by us."

Lin You's voice became hoarse, and he said, "How long?"

"About ten years and three months, in your case."

"In addition, we can't guarantee that if you do it all over again, your fate will definitely be changed." Bai Guangyan followed his gaze, "For example, in the new timeline, he may not necessarily love you, and may even love you." never met you."

"That is to say, he won't remember me anymore?"

Bai Guangyan shook his head, but saw Lin You breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a low voice, "This...is very good."

Looking at the open palms in front of him, Bai Guangyan was a little surprised, sat up straight, and said seriously, "Are you going to choose now?"

Lin You nodded and smiled slightly: "It seems that there is nothing to hesitate."

The light in the room became brighter, Bai Guangyan stroked his chest with his right hand, and slowly pulled out a delicate black flag from his heart.Handing the flag to Lin You, his face was pale, as if exhausted, he said softly: "Take it, it will fulfill your wish."

"Okay." Lin You nodded, put Ling Qi in his pocket casually, but stared at Yu Xiaolan on the sofa, and said in a hoarse voice, "Can you..."

"This is against the rules." Bai Guangyan waved his hand upright, but a sly smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and quickly wiped Yu Xiaolan's eyes with two fingers, "However, since we are friends, of course we can make an exception."

"Lin You?" Yu Xiaolan took a sudden step forward, "You..."

His face was flushed red, his eloquence was useless, and he just stared blankly at the unexpected visitor in the middle of the living room.

"I'm here just to say goodbye to you." Lin You put one hand in his pocket and waved at him, "I'm leaving."

"No." He held Lin You stubbornly, and kept shaking his head, "No. Tell me clearly, what's going on?"

Lin You looked aside for help, Bai Guangyan shrugged and explained clearly in a few words, but Yu Xiaolan's face became more and more distorted.

"No!" Yu Xiaolan tightly squeezed Lin You's wrist, condescendingly hugged him in his arms, with panic on his face, "Don't do this, I'd rather be sad than forget..."

In a panic, he spoke incoherently, and only hugged Lin You tightly.He closed his eyes, put his chin on top of Lin You's head, and said softly, "Please."

Lin You was startled, and looked up, but saw that the other party was trying to force a smile.

Yu Xiaolan's smile was uglier than crying, and he babbled, "Look, even if I remember you, I can live well."

"I have nothing but memory, Lin You, don't you even want to leave this to me?"

Lin You drew out his other hand, slowly stroked Yu Xiaolan's back, and softly comforted him: "Don't be stupid. I will find you."

"I just want to give you those ten years, not only ten years, but we will have a lifetime."

Slap.His neck felt hot, but Yu Xiaolan shed tears.

"You lied to me." The man trembled all over and couldn't stop crying, "You always lied to me."

Lin You didn't refute, and quietly let him hold her.The black flag in his pocket emitted golden light, surrounding the two of them, the light was dazzling, but Lin You's body became weaker and weaker.

He grabbed Yu Xiaolan's neckline tenaciously, raised his head and kissed the corner of Yu Xiaolan's salty lips.

"Thank you... sorry."

With a soft sigh, Yu Xiaolan's arms suddenly emptied, thousands of shards of light shattered, circled him a few times, and then roared away into the depths of the night sky.

"...Lin You?" He asked in a daze, but no one answered.

Bai Guangyan met his empty gaze with a calm expression, without saying a word.

The moment the spot of light disappeared completely, the surrounding scene suddenly changed, stars shifted, light and shadow alternated, and countless scenes retreated rapidly.

Opening his eyes again, Bai Guangyan no longer had Yu Xiaolan in front of him.A loving young couple was crowded on the sofa in the living room, watching TV affectionately. He glanced casually, opened the window silently, and jumped into the humid and cool evening breeze.

"What's the matter, wife?"

"No," the hostess withdrew her puzzled gaze, "probably the wind is blowing?"

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