Second first love

When he went to work on Monday, Dr. Xu was quite frightened.Lin You was lying obediently in the inpatient department, and all the examinations that should be done were not bad, and all were done.

He took the report and flipped through it, and looked suspiciously at Comrade Lin who was blinking his pure eyes. He couldn't believe it, so he read it again from the beginning.Closing the folder suspiciously, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Why are you today..."

"Student Lin, you should rest..."

The voice stopped abruptly, Xu Wenchang turned his head, and saw a black-faced young man who looked like Guan Gong standing at the door, the air pressure was so low that his whole body seemed to form a black hole.

"Hello." He smiled friendly and offered his hand, "You are..."

Yu Xiaolan stared at that hand, but didn't answer it.Frowning and looking at the tense shirt muscles under the white coat of the other party, a flash of light flashed in his mind - the one in front of him is not Hummer!Yu Xiaolan pulled out a distorted smile: "I have admired you for a long time."

Xu Wenchang, who was defenseless, only felt a strong force coming, which almost crushed his palm.His smile froze, and when he realized it, he added his left hand and squeezed it back even harder.

At the door of the ward, the two protagonists in the Shura field shook hands passionately in the gesture of sending off each other, their muscles tensed, and tears filled their eyes (painful).Lin You laughed dryly, but was glared at by Qi Qi.

"So enthusiastic, Doctor Xiao Xu?" The old lady in the next bed heard the movement, opened her eyes and woke up, looking up and down with a smile.

As usual, she picked out a bunch of grapes from the basket and handed it to Lin You: "You eat, you eat."

Lin You waved his hands pretendingly: "No, Auntie, you keep it for food."

"You're welcome," she handed it directly to Lin You's bedside table, a little regretful, "It's a pity if you don't eat such good grapes. I won't be able to eat them for my surgery in the afternoon."

"Where?" Lin You peeled one and handed it to her mouth, and said, "When you recover from illness, eat ten or eight skewers at once."

Seeing his good intentions, the old lady took a sip, then vomited the meat and dregs together, and said with a smile: "You're the only one coaxing me. It's very sweet. I really can't eat it. You can eat it by yourself."

Lin You ate a few by himself. It was really sweet. The old lady's fruit basket was always the best and freshest.

"My son ordered this from the base, how about it?" The old lady smiled, half got up, leaned over the fruit basket with difficulty, and greeted Xu Wenchang and Yu Xiaolan, who were struggling, "You guys have a try too."

Seeing that Lin You was eating grapes in silence, he didn't even glance at them. On the other side, the old lady struggled to pass the fruit basket. The two looked at each other and let go.

The doctor was not supposed to take condolences, but the old lady was stubborn, and Xu Wenchang had no choice but to take a single banana and put it in his pocket.Yu Xiaolan also chose a bunch of grapes, and sat down beside Lin You, peeling them for him.

"How about it?"

Lin You licked the corner of his mouth: "Auntie's fruit is not bad."

"That's it," the old lady stretched out her skinny chest, smiling contentedly, "My son picked it, and it's naturally very good."

After showing off, she was satisfied, took out her reading glasses, and began to read tremblingly.

After a while, a young man entered the door.Lin You was very familiar with this regular customer. He walked in a hurry, wearing a neat suit, but his face was full of sadness.As soon as the young man approached, the old lady raised her head and smiled at him.

"How are you feeling today?"

The old lady lay flat, moved her arms and legs, and nodded: "Yes, it's never been so good."

He held the old man's hand and sat there for a while, speechless.After a while, he said: "The doctor is a top expert, don't worry."

The old lady patted the back of his hand: "Is my hair neat?"

"... Neat." He thought for a while, took the mirror, dipped a comb in water, and slowly combed the sides, "I'm more energetic now, look."

The old lady looked left and right in the mirror, smiled and said, "It's pretty good... Hey, it's a pity that I can't wear lipstick today."

The young man froze for a while, then stood up suddenly: "Wait."

He went out the door like a whirlwind, and the old lady had nothing to do, and looked at Yu Xiaolan and Lin You again.Yu Xiaolan was peeling a grape and handing it to Lin You's mouth, blushing from the focused gaze behind her.

"you……"

"We were so close when my wife was still around."

Lin You almost choked, coughed, "What did you say?"

The old lady's expression remained unchanged, and she smiled calmly: "Xiao Lin, your daughter-in-law is a good one, so cherish it."

Lin You was still coughing, Yu Xiaolan wiped his lower lip, motioned him to spit out the choked grape, and smiled sideways: "I will."

The old lady nodded in satisfaction, as if she wanted to order something else.The young man came back with a lipstick in his hand that he didn't know where to get: "I asked the nurse, and they said it can be wiped off, and I will help you remove it after going in."

Her eyes lit up, and she drew carefully in the mirror.The nurse came in and stood aside silently.

"Does it look good?" The old lady showed off like a child after finishing her busy work.

"It looks good." The three nodded.

The nurse also smiled, and stepped forward and said, "Auntie, you look really good today. I'm going to push you to the preparation room now."

The old lady nodded, closed her eyes and lay down without speaking.

The two leaned on the bed and walked away.Lin You smiled teasingly, poked Yu Xiaolan's elbow, winked and said, "Hey, people say you are my wife."

Yu Xiaolan was not angry, and leaned into his ear with a good temper: "Honey, did I serve you well last night?"

Really thick-skinned and afraid of being shameless, Lin You's ears turned red and he stopped talking.

Yu Xiaolan squeezed onto the bed and hugged him, kissed him heartily, and said: "We also want to live to her age, the two old men show affection."

"Spicy eyes!" Lin You clicked his tongue in disgust, thought for a while, and then sighed: "Oh, what a fuck. We missed ten years."

"No." Yu Xiaolan hugged him tighter, pressed his head on her left chest, and said in a low voice, "I've always had you here."

Ten years or ten days, it doesn't make any difference to me, Yu Xiaolan thought, this heart has been stuck on the day they met, without changing for a second.He didn't say it.Because he saw that Lin You had closed his eyes, and if he continued speaking, he might cry.

"I love you." He swallowed his heart, kissed Lin You's ear, and whispered.

"I love you too." Lin You entangled his fingertips with his backhand and smiled, "I will always love you the most."

The two were tired for a long time, it was getting late, Yu Xiaolan got up to buy food.

Suddenly, the ward was knocked open with a bang, and a young man who described it as unruly broke in, startled and angry: "Where is my mother? Where is my mother?"

Behind her, the little nurse stumbled and chased after her, stumbling because of his bloodshot eyeballs: "Luo, Teacher Luo does live in this room."

"Where's the person?!" He slammed the door, took two steps in, opened the curtain, and stared at Lin You.

"...Who are you?" Lin You lazily raised his eyelids, and saw a strange face.

"Have you seen my mother?"

"...Who is your mother?" Where did the insanity come from? Lin You rubbed his forehead, he was stupid at such a young age, what a pity for such a good skin.

"Luo Mingrui, Professor Luo, Ms. Luo. They just live here." The other party replied in a serious manner, glanced out of the corner of the eye, and picked up the old book on the table: "Ah, her book is still here. Where is the person? Where is the person?"

"..." Lin You spread his hands and said patiently, "If you are talking about the patient here, her son just took her for surgery."

"Son?" The young man frowned, ripped off the collar of his shirt irritably, and suddenly thought of something, his eyes widened, "What son! Then he's my assistant!"

"...It turns out that your mother has been in the hospital for so long, and the assistants come here every time?" Lin Yourio was convinced, raising his eyebrows, "You are amazing, my brother."

"It's not that I think, I'm busy with work." The young man said confidently, "I have arranged to send flowers and fruits."

"……"as long as you are happy.The corners of Lin You's mouth twitched, but he couldn't hold back in the end, "And give me fruit... Do you know that she can't eat anything because of her digestive function?"

The other party was taken aback—obviously they didn't know anything.

Lin You was too lazy to look at him and turned away.The young man was bored, and went out in desperation to find the operating room.

It was raining outside the window, pattering non-stop, Lin You felt irritable, turned over, and faced the dark room again.One person is missing, and it doesn't look quiet, but it makes people feel sad.It would be great if Yu Xiaolan came back, he thought, now he desperately needs a hug.

The door was pulled open.Lin You turned his head to look.Well, it's not Yu Xiaolan, but also a little debt collector.

With his shirt and hair soaked, the debt collector shuffled in in a daze.He squatted by the wall, as if he had lost all his strength, buried his face in his palms, breathing heavily.

Lin You didn't know well, but his face was blank, and he didn't want to speak.

The two lay down and squatted, neither looking at the other.Lin You was about to fall asleep again, and the little debt collector was the first to break the silence: "Did she... say anything in the end?"

Lin You opened his eyes and thought about it in the dark: "Does it look good?"

"Ah? Oh..." His voice was filled with tears, muffled, "What about the previous sentence?"

"Your daughter-in-law has been found well, so cherish it."

The other party didn't ask any more questions, and squatted motionless, probably giving up.There was a knock on the door, and a slightly hoarse male voice said, "...Chairman, I want your signature."

He stood up like crazy, and kicked the thin sliding door: "Get out!"

"Yes." The voice responded meekly, as if it really left.The youth in the shadows sat down on the ground along the door panel.At this moment, a soft sigh came from outside the door, "...sorry."

He stopped getting angry, stood up staggeringly, walked to the bedside table, stuffed the reading glasses and kettle into his bag.

The action of picking up the pages of the book was too heavy, and the contents of the book fell out.

Lin You looked at him as a monster coldly, and only then lit the lamp.The books are old books, the moon and sixpence.Under the bright fluorescent lamp, the paper flying all over the floor is thin and yellowed, as if it has been rubbed countless times.

Among the scattered pages, there are a lot of love letters, and occasionally there are a few immature handwriting.It's a greeting card - Happy Birthday and Happy Mother's Day.It's a pity that there are only a few, and they are painted with colored pencils, which is very childish.

The young man sniffled, fascinated, and put all these brains into the woven bag, stuffing them and dropping them out, no matter how hard they were packed.

The sliding door was opened, and the man in the suit walked into the room silently, neatly folded the letter paper scattered all over the floor, grabbed the woven bag with one hand, and dragged the soulless young man away with the other.

Lin You was neither sad nor happy, and suddenly gave a short laugh.Leaning on the soft pillow, he fell into a light sleep.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin You was awakened by the movement at the bedside.The light went out again, and in the darkness, he squinted his eyes to see the figure...

"Yu Xiaolan?"

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There were sixpence everywhere, but he looked up and saw the moon.