Second first love

Lin You took the stairs as usual, but unexpectedly met Yu Xiaolan at the door of the house.Yu Xiaolan's face was gloomy, as if someone else owed him millions, Lin You was taken aback, and tried his best to smile: "Why don't you go in?"

Yu Xiaolan looked at him silently, then opened the door and motioned for him to go in.

Lin You had never seen him like this before, but he was really tired and had no energy to stand up and chat with others, so he went to the sofa and sat down.

He didn't bother to take off his hood, so he just leaned back on the sofa and watched Yu Xiaolan walk in with his head tilted.

Yu Xiaolan still didn't say a word, walked up to him, looked at him condescendingly for a while, stretched out her fingers to caress his side face, then moved back, clasped the back of his head, and kissed him roughly.

It's a kiss, but it's more like a rough punishment. The other party is so aggressive that he can't wait to chew him up and devour him.Lin You didn't feel any pleasure, just suffocation and overwhelming pain.

It was as if someone was kneading his fragile skin when he had a fever. The pain was unnatural. Not only his lips, the back of his neck that was caught, and even his bones that were pressed on the edge of the sofa were all aching, giving people a sense of pain. terminally ill illusion.

Lin You's eyes widened, and he stretched his fingers as if struggling, but he couldn't bear to push Yu Xiaolan away, but squeezed Yu Xiaolan's shoulder tightly with cold sweat, allowing him to penetrate deep into the oral mucosa, bringing out a burst of unconscious trembling.

He could feel Yu Xiaolan's uneasiness, his eyes were a little sour, but he couldn't shed tears.The preoperative chemotherapy did not go well, and life was ironic. When he least wanted to die, he had to be killed.

The pain is good, he thought, tightening his fingers, proving he's still alive.

Yu Xiaolan backed away slightly, her breathing was a little messy, her eyes swept down, and she suddenly took off his clothes with her hands.

Lin You was startled: "Don't..."

But the ending sound was swallowed by the other party again, Yu Xiaolan seemed determined to punish him on the spot, and couldn't tolerate his refusal at all, so he tied his two wrists tightly behind his back with one hand, and groped to pull him clothing.

Rough palms brushed against his waist, Lin You trembled from the infinitely magnified pain, raised his neck and let out a moan with a different tone.

The cat was locked in the bedroom, and at this moment, hearing his cry of pain, it threw itself on the door and frantically scratched the door with its little paws.But Yu Xiaolan turned a deaf ear to it, and his hands kept moving, pulling his loose trousers down.

Lin You didn't know well, turned around with red eyes, kicked Yu Xiaolan away, and said angrily, "Go away."

Panicked, he didn't have any strength left, this kick was heavy and ruthless, Yu Xiaolan squatted down while clutching his lower abdomen, staring at him with a pair of eyes.

Lin You was in severe pain all over his body, and his wrists were trembling slightly under the cover of the overlong sleeves of the sweater.

But when he saw Yu Xiaolan's eyes, he suddenly panicked, touched the other's cheek indiscriminately, and whispered: "I didn't mean it, ah, I'm sorry. Does it hurt?"

Yu Xiaolan moved slowly, but firmly pushed away his hand, her eyes were cold, as if looking at a stranger.

Lin You and him looked at each other for a second, feeling sore in his heart, as if a line of defense suddenly collapsed.Everyone can look at him like this, snub him, laugh at him, trample on him, but this person can't.

He doesn't care about the pain, it's just that he just finished a course of treatment, he still has an infusion port buried in his chest, and he can't even get an erection at all in his lower body.Now that things are going on, he is more and more afraid that the other party will find out the truth - afraid that Yu Xiaolan will be sad, and even more afraid that the other party will hate him for cheating, and turn around and leave in a rage.

Lin You knew in his heart that this was very wrong, but he couldn't control himself. After all, death was still extremely terrifying. He didn't want to go back to being alone again.

His heart was in a mess, and he opened his mouth, not knowing how to explain it.

The lights in the living room were not turned on, and the light gradually dimmed, engulfing the two of them in darkness.

He stood up silently and went to wash up. The hospital was very dirty, and he was afraid of passing the infectious disease to Yu Xiaolan.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom, and Yu Xiaolan sat in Lin You's previous position, burying her face in her knees.

At this moment, Lin You's cell phone lit up, and Yu Xiaolan glanced casually:

[419 Xu Wenchang]: I'm home.

After a while, a few more came:

Pay attention to rest (hugs) at night.

See you next week, I'll bring you whatever you want to eat.

Yu Xiaolan couldn't bear to turn over the glaring phone screen.

However, it only stopped for a while before it vibrated again, Yu Xiaolan stood up abruptly, swept it to the ground, turned the phone around on the long-haired carpet, face up, it was an unfamiliar number.

【I came to S city.Out for a drink tonight? 】

Yu Xiaolan's fingertips trembled slightly, picked up the hot phone, put it back on the tea table, and gave a low laugh, which sounded like weeping.

Lin You squatted in the bathroom, patiently cleaned up a lot of hair, wrapped it in paper, and stuffed it into his pocket.He put on the sweater again, covering the plastic infusion port on his chest tightly.

He took a deep breath, smiled, and opened the bathroom door.

"What do you want to eat, can I make it for you?"

There was no response in the living room. Lin You opened the refrigerator to himself, and thought about it for a while: "How about scrambled eggs with tomatoes, fried shredded pork, and green peppers?"

After hesitating for a moment, he laughed: "You have to eat if you don't want to, healthy food, anti-cancer."

When Lin You finally prepared the food and brought it into the dining room, he realized that the apartment was already empty.

He sighed, let Lin Chanqian out first, and fed him cat food mixed with fish soup.

Staring at Lin Qianqian's flattering eating, he gave a dull laugh.

Not noticing that all the dishes on the table had run out of heat, Lin You went back to the table, took the kettle, and chewed and swallowed half a bowl of rice slowly with the hot water.

He didn't want to eat anything, and the one who could eat didn't want to eat, wasting a table of good food in vain.

While he was in a daze, Lin You's cell phone rang. He didn't want to move, but the other party persisted and called one after another as if urging him to die.

Lin You propped himself up, staggered into the living room, picked up the phone, and said in a bad tone, "Hello?"

In the next second, he straightened up: "What? Qingliu is gone?"

Lu Baichuan was downstairs, pacing back and forth restlessly, holding a mobile phone tightly, seeing him coming down, he said briefly: "Get in the car."

The car was borrowed, and his hands were shaking so badly that he couldn't even insert the car keys.Fatty Chen clicked his tongue, dragged him down, and sat in the driver's seat by himself.

"What's the matter?" Seeing the tense faces of the two, Lin You had a bad intuition.

Lu Baichuan ignored him, and only said: "Go to Highway C. The last time she contacted me was on the highway."

Fatty Chen drove the car wildly, overtaking at high speed in the traffic flow, and got onto the highway after a sharp turn.

Only then did he glance at the pale Lin You in the rearview mirror: "Qingliu is lost. She went to District J to find her brother. Her friend said that she called a car, but they couldn't get in touch halfway."

Lin You only felt a buzzing in his ears, and broke out in a cold sweat instantly.

Lu Baichuan turned on the hands-free in the front seat, and the busy tone kept coming from the phone. He gritted his teeth, and suddenly threw the phone to the ground hard. He was stunned for a second, then rushed over, picked it up with trembling fingers, and continued to dial.

Lin You only felt that his throat was congested, his heart almost jumped out of his chest, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Did you call the police?"

"Reported." Fatty Chen raised his eyelids to look at Lin You, and said, "The disappearance has not been completed for 24 hours, so the case will not be filed."

"...What about the car?"

"...I don't know. Her ex-boyfriend said it was an online car-hailing car, but the number is not clear."

Lu Qing on the screen showed a carefree and funny smiling face. Looking at the photo, Lu Baichuan let out a low howl like a collapse, and grabbed his short thick hair with five fingers.

Highway C leads to the suburbs, and it gets darker and darker as it drives, with sparse traffic, surrounded by vast farmland and factories.The three of them slowed down and looked around, for fear of missing a suspicious vehicle.

"Stop!" Lin You's eyes were sharp, and he saw a small winding dirt road on the opposite side of the road. There were no lights on the road, and a silver car was faintly visible among the shadows of scattered trees.

"Sit still." Fatty Chen turned his head to look, and stepped on the accelerator to make a sharp turn, causing the rear horns to blare.He ignored it and sprinted up the side road.

Before the car came to a complete stop, Lu Baichuan jumped down, his legs went limp the moment he landed, and he almost fell to his knees.

There were two overlapping figures in the car.

Lu Baichuan scrambled to the side of the car and knocked on the door vigorously: "Open the door! Come down!"

The flashlight shone into the car messily. The girl had short, fluffy hair and looked somewhat similar to Lu Qingliu.Lu Baichuan remained silent, and raised his phone to smash the window.

Fatty Chen turned off the fire, rushed over to support him from behind, and said in a low voice, "Calm down, calm down."

The frightened young couple in the car came to their senses and put on their clothes in a panic.The man didn't dare to open the door, rolled down the car window a crack, and replied sternly: "Didn't you see that you are doing something?"

His girlfriend was tougher than him, so she pushed him away and said angrily, "Fuck, you're sick!"

A few flashlights came on, the girl covered her chest and looked up, seeing that Lu Baichuan's eyes were bloodshot, looking insane, and behind him was a tall "black society", she couldn't help feeling a little bit soft.

Lu Baichuan didn't pay attention to her strange gaze, he staggered to the side of the car, and pointed his flashlight at the two of them.

Black hair, barely handsome, not Lu Qingliu.

Only then did he roll his eyes slightly, and took a closer look inside the car—clothes were thrown everywhere, but there really wasn't room for a third person to hide.

He choked out a low sob, bent over and coughed violently, let go of the car door, and walked back in a daze.

Fatty Chen nodded hurriedly to the pair of wild mandarin ducks, and then turned around to chase after them.Lin You thought for a while, then bowed his head and said, "I'm sorry, I admitted the wrong person."

"Get out, get out!" The man took a breath, fearing that he would lose face in front of his girlfriend, so he yelled at Lin You.

Lin You was not angry, and pointed at Lu Baichuan apologetically: "My brother didn't do it on purpose, he lost his sister."

The girl next to her heard the words and leaned over, frowned and said, "It's an online car-hailing car again?"

Lin You nodded.

"It's a crime," she frowned, and gestured with her long fancy nails: "We've been here all afternoon, and no one passed by. You should hurry up and look elsewhere."

Lin You cupped his hands gratefully at her and ran back.

Back in the car, Lu Baichuan was even more silent, his face was black and black, and an unlit cigarette in his hand was smashed to pieces.Qingliu's cell phone still had a busy tone, he hung up the phone, half paralyzed on the seat at a loss, and raised his head.

Lin You turned his head to look, and saw that his face was wet, and the silent tears gleamed under the passing car lights.

He had never seen Lu Baichuan cry - when he was on the verge of dropping out of school, he was beaten by his irritable father at the door of the dormitory, and a wooden hanger was ripped off, so his eyes were not even red.

It was extremely quiet in the dark carriage, and it seemed as if one could hear the sound of Lu Baichuan's hot tears falling to the ground.Lin You's cell phone vibrated, it was Yu Xiaolan, he was not in the mood to answer it, and quietly pressed the hang up button.