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Lu Ze moved to Qiu Hai's house, and a week passed without ever coming back.

Since that night, Lu Feng has not stopped thinking. He has imagined countless ways to get along in the future, but none of them are suitable for the situation of the two of them.

If he is the only one who has moved his mind, then he can hide it for a lifetime, as long as he can look at Lu Ze from a distance, but now Lu Ze is also moved by him, so what should he do? □□?Lu Ze is ignorant, so is he going to follow along?Not to mention that they are all men, how to deal with the brotherhood of more than ten years?

Lu Feng was on the verge of collapse. Nothing was more painful than being in love but not being able to be together. He couldn't think of any way to keep Lu Ze. After all, there were only eight years in his life.

Lu Feng was hiding in Lu Ze's house, when the door opened suddenly, he thought it was Lu Ze who came back, but it was Qiu Hai.

Qiu Hai walked in naturally: "You haven't left yet."

Lu Feng sat upright: "Not yet...not yet."

Qiu Hai nodded: "It's okay, Aze said, you can stay as long as you want."

"When does he come back?"

"It's hard to say. It's possible to come back after studying for two years, but it's also possible to stay there in the future."

Lu Feng didn't understand, so he asked, "What do you mean?"

This time Qiu Hai was surprised: "Don't you know?"

"What do you know?"

Qiu Hai picked and picked in Lu Ze's room, and said, "Didn't Aze tell you that he went abroad?"

"Going abroad? When?"

"I came to pack his things the night before yesterday."

Lu Feng was completely speechless.

Qiu Hai added: "He probably doesn't know how to tell you that country M's medical technology is the top in the world. If Aze is lucky enough to stay there, it will be a good thing for him. We should be happy for him."

No, I can't do it.

Qiu Hai put the things to be sent to Lu Ze into the box, and said, "Okay, I'm leaving too, you can live as you like, and you can also take the key, and you can live here again in the future."

Lu Feng stopped him: "Qiu Hai."

"Anything else?"

"Did he... have anything to say to you..."

"No." Qiu Hai said, "However, I have something I want to tell you. I don't know if you would like to listen."

"You say it."

Lu Ze sat down and said, "Originally, Ze only asked me to pack my things and didn't let me talk to you, but I don't want to vomit, and I don't care if he leaves anyway."

Qiu Hai said: "When he was 14 years old, he told me that he liked you. We were both young at that time. I remember very clearly how scared he was at that time. He kept saying that he was a pervert and that he was sick. I I didn’t understand at that time, I asked him to see a psychiatrist, but he said he didn’t dare, he was afraid that you would think he was crazy, or that you would think he was disgusting.”

"Later in high school, he moved into the dormitory. He thought he would live in peace like this. I didn't expect you to let him move back. I told him not to go back. He said that he had been with you for a few months in his life. I want to keep some memories as a thought for later.”

"Do you know how he lived in college? He didn't get in touch with anyone. He couldn't recognize everyone in his class for a year. He only talked to me. Aze was such a confident and cheerful person, but in those years I even wondered if he was depressed, yes, after so many years, it's strange that he didn't get sick."

"Before he graduated, he was invited by country M several times, but he didn't go. He said he was reluctant, at least he was still in the same country as you, damn it, you idiot."

Qiu Hai said a lot at once, his eyes were a little red: "I don't mean anything else, I just want to help Aze talk about my heart. I have been looking at him all these years and know how much he has lived. Suffering, you didn’t know it before, but now you know it, so stay away from him, and don’t make him feel uncomfortable anymore.”

"Sorry, I never knew him..."

"You don't need to apologize. You're right. Feelings are up to you. That's all. Let you listen to my nagging. It's boring. I'm leaving."

After Qiu Hai left, Lu Feng stood at the door in a daze, and then slowly slid to sit on the ground. He smiled, then cried again, and then didn't know whether he was crying or laughing...

Lu Ze has been away for three months. Lu Feng started to smoke. He was not used to it at first. The smoke was very choking and bitter. Later, he gradually liked the taste. In that year, he thought that the boy was pretending to be mature. It is only now that I realize how scared the 17-year-old is.

Every message Lu Feng sent to Lu Ze, every phone call he made, all fell to nothing, without any reply.

Once upon a time, with ulterior motives, Lu Ze was also looking forward to it, but got no response.

So Lu Feng is waiting, waiting for Lu Ze to come back, maybe he won't come back again, but he still has to wait, just like he once waited for him.

In the past two years, Lu Feng often fell asleep in Lu Ze's room. He also went to Tibet again, to drink a handful of snow water, and to make another wish in that temple.

Early this morning, Lu Feng's car was on the way to the airport.

"Mr. Lu, I'm really sorry to trouble you to send me off."

"You are an employee of the Lu Corporation, and you are on a business trip for the Lu Corporation, so I should send you off."

The little employee quickly said, "Thank you, Mr. Lu."

"you are welcome."

The phone rang, and the little employee picked it up: "Hey dear, didn't I tell you that I'm going on a business trip."

"Hey, wait until I come back and bring you something delicious."

"Well, I miss you too."

The little employee hung up the phone, smiled embarrassedly and said, "I'm sorry Mr. Lu, I made you laugh."

"Girlfriend?"

"It's my fiancee. We're getting married soon. She's very clingy to me. Every time I'm on a business trip, she calls a lot."

Although he was complaining, his face had a doting smile on his face. Lu Feng also smiled and said, "Then congratulations to you in advance."

The little employee smiled: "Thank you Mr. Lu, does Mr. Lu have a girlfriend?"

"No."

The little employee asked, "Then is there anyone you like?"

Lu Feng clenched the steering wheel: "Yes."

"The person whom Boss Lu likes must be a very good person."

"Ah, very good."

"Then Mr. Lu must work hard. If such a good girl is missed, she will be gone."

Lu Feng smiled wryly: "We can't be together."

"why?"

"We shouldn't be together."

The little employee said suspiciously: "If two people are together, one will not harm the society and the other will not harm the people. What should I do?"

"We...are separated by a lot of things. If we are together, I'm afraid we will be criticized by thousands of people."

"There are only a few decades in a person's life. You have to live for yourself. Why do you care about others? If you like it, you have to be brave. My girlfriend was a school girl back then, and I chased her. Many people said that I was not good enough for her. , but we don’t think it’s worth it or not, we live our lives, as long as we’re happy, we don’t care what others say.”

Lu Feng smiled: "I don't want someone poking his back."

The little employee seemed to be a little angry: "Then, has Mr. Lu thought about what that person thinks? In her opinion, is it important to be with you or other people's opinions? Have you asked his opinion?"

"No……"

"That's it. You just think that this is the best way. In fact, you didn't think about that at all. She should like you very much. If you escape like this, she will be very sad."

Lu Feng stopped talking.

The little employee quickly said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I offended you."

"fine."

When the airport arrived, the little employee got out of the car and said, "Thank you, Mr. Lu."

"You're welcome."

The little employee went in, Lu Feng turned around and was about to go back to the company, when he suddenly saw a person, he immediately got off the car and ran to the place just now, but the person just now was not there.The person just now was very similar to Lu Ze. Lu Feng searched for a long time but couldn't find it, so he believed that he was wrong.

He walked out of the hall, and when he was about to leave, he saw a man in a black windbreaker, with a tall and straight back, neat short hair, and a familiar profile.

That is, Lu Ze.

Lu Feng's heartbeat started to speed up in an instant, and tears began to flow. He walked behind Lu Ze and asked in a trembling voice, "Lu Ze?"

The man was stunned for a moment, then hung up the phone and turned around with a detached smile: "It's me."

Lu Feng's throat was tight. He opened his mouth but still couldn't speak. Instead, Lu Ze smiled and said, "Long time no see, how are you?"

Lu Feng nodded.

Lu Ze continued: "I didn't expect to meet here, what are you doing here?"

"Send employees on business trips."

Lu Ze nodded: "Is it finished?"

Lu Feng slowly realized: "It's over. You just came back, right? Where are you going? Shall I see you off?"

"No, I haven't found a place to live yet, just find a hotel."

"Then come home with me. I clean your room regularly, so you can live directly."

Lu Feng was embarrassed, and said the words directly without having time to think about it.

After being silent for a while, Lu Ze said with a laughing voice: "Okay."

When he got to the door, Lu Feng was still wondering why he brought Lu Ze home without thinking. Instead, Lu Ze opened the door and entered the house as he was familiar with, and entered his room.

Lu Feng hid in the house and kept telling himself that he was not young anymore, so don't get excited and stay calm.

In the evening, when Lu Feng came out of the house, Lu Ze was sitting on the floor of the living room and was videoing with someone. He smiled happily and spoke English, which Lu Feng could understand. Probably because I miss you too, I will find time to go back and watch it. You, you take care of yourself over there, pay attention to your body and so on, it makes people angry.

Standing in front of Lu Feng, Lu Ze didn't lift his head, and told the handsome blond guy on the screen that I love you too, then hung up the phone, unplugged the earphones, and said to Lu Feng, "What's wrong?"

As soon as Lu Feng got angry, the little bastard even found a foreign boyfriend. He asked, "Boyfriend?"

Lu Ze smiled and said, "So what if it is, so what if it's not?"

"It's not that bad. It's hard work in a foreign country. I wish you happiness." He stepped over Lu Ze's feet, deliberately stepped on Lu Ze's lower leg, and felt relieved when Lu Ze let out a painful cry.

Little did they know... the handsome blond guy was cursing across the ocean in perfect Mandarin... Lu Ze, what are you talking about?I am not gay!Damn Lu Ze, how dare you hang up my video!I want to break up with you! !

…………

Lu Ze rubbed his legs.